dodosmilethief

[dodosmilethief]

Sometimes people say it's ok to be scared,

And also to get growth you have to get out of your comfort zone

But it feels kinda disgusted that from being the most wanted to now feel that you are not needed here

It's that weird feeling that how much ever you try to show ur skills and worth

You dont belong here.

The same feeling wherever i go is there

#fightingmyowndemons#unwantedbyeveryoneeverywhere

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Apne aap ko badalna chahta hoon sochna band karna chahta hoon aur karna chahta hoon

Shayad is baar piche nahi hatunga

Marke bhi jeena seekh lete hai log

Maine toh kabhi jeena hi nahi chaha shayad khudgarz ban jau

Par apne liye jeena seekhna padega.

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Khushi milti hai apno ko khush dekh kar aur unki khushiyaan dekh kar.

Narazgii bhi nahi hai aur na hai koi gam.

Kehte hai jise chaho us 'se jaane do fir kabhi raah chalte mil jaaye toh wo humesha ke liye tumhaari ho jaati hai .

Tab tak unki khushi me hi. apni khushi hum chahte hain.

Door se humne pyaar karna sikha hai, karte the aur rahenge bhi par jab samay aayega tab khushiyaan baant jayenge ya raah khatam ho jayegi.

Shayad raah na rahe ya hum na rahein , kahin na kahin hum tum mein baaki rahenge.

#Smilethief .. 😇

[dodosmilethief]

Insaan apne baare me sochta hai apne aap ko aage badhta dekhta hai khud se pyaar karna sikhta hai aayene me apne aap ko pehechaanta hai.

Par kabhi aisa nahi socha tha maine ki apne aap se nafrat tak nahi kar paunga.

Is jism se pata nahi par apni aatma aur mann dono se hi nafrat karte hue thakk chuka hoon mai. Insaan kaafi chizon se ya logon se chup ya bhaag sakta hai par apni aatma aur is mann dimag se kaise bhaagu.

Apne aap ko nahi samajh sakta hoon. Na jaanta hoon na hi pehchaan na chahta hoon.

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Sochta hoon kehta hoon shayad samajh nahi paata hoon

Ya jaata nahi paata hoon jindagi me chal raha hoon ya teher gaya hoon kuch nahi ab samajh  aata

Nahi kuch dhyaan aata ab samajh nahi aata ki kya mai kuch bhul paata, samajh nahi aata ki khaali hoon ya bhara hua hoon ek anjaan si ankahi paheli hoon samajhta hoon ki koi aake is paheli ko bujha jaye aur is admare se dimaag (shareer ) me jaan bhar jaye ...

Na jaane kya soch raha hoon kya samajh raha hoon khookla sa ho chuka hoon

Na kaala hoon na safeed hoon.

Lagta hai logon ki seekh aur samajh se abheed hoon...

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Saari duniya kehti hai ki dukh aur dard ko samay do.

Dhairya rakho sab achaa ho jayega.

Acha samay door nahi hai.

Par ab samay se toh fark hi nahi padta chahe achaa ho ya chahe bura ho.

Mujhe samay ki zaroorat hi nahi hai. na hi acha samay chayeh na hi bura samay

Jab zingadi bematlab ho na hi jeene ki koi khwaish hai naa hi marneki.

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[dodosmilethief]

Kehte hai insaaniyat bohot achi cheez hai.

Inaaan ko khushi ke pal de deti hai

Par insaaniyat aur kisi dukhbhare ke dil ko aur khookla kar deti hai

Pehle toh khushi tyaag kar dil ko khaamosh kar diya ab toh dimaag bhi hosh me nahin rehta..

Kya karna chayeh kya sochna chayeh naa jaane kis mod pe khada hoon jindagi ke

Sochne me bhi ab sukoon nahi hai.

Aur yeh sochne ka bhi mann nahi hai ki saans loon ya lena chod doon

Khush rehte rehna ya kisi ko khush dekhne ki soch me khud nahi samajh pata hoon ki kya mai khush hoon ?

Bas paheliyoon me ek bujhte hui diye ke aakhri saans jaisa hoon buj jaana chahta hoon aur jalkar khatm bhi ho jaana chahta hoon.

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Us bechare chaand ko kyun badnaam karte ho.

Uske paas toh andheri raat me raah dikhane ka vardaan hai

Banaam toh premeog ko karein jiske liye ye mann andha rehta hai

Hum sab prem ke bhooke hote hain par kisi ko bhi ye nahi samajh aata ki insaan ko apni bhook khud mitani hoti hai

Santusth toh aaj koi nahi sabko lalach hai par naa agar apna prem ya khwaish puri hoti hai toh hum insaan inzaam laga dete hain.

Kabhi bhagwan par toh kabhi kismat par ya kisi aur par

Pyaar aur akelapan ek samaan hai mile toh dukh bhi hota hai na mile toh bhi dukh hota hai

Sukh toh wo hi paa sakta hai jo in dono me shaant aur samajhdaari ki lakeer kheech de.

Prem milta nahi hai kamaya jaata hai.

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Teri aankho ke nashe me doobke khushi mila karti thi

Tujhse apne dil pe biti bayaan karke khushi milti thi

Tujhe milke adhoore pan ki kami mehsoos nhi hoti thi

Tere haatho me haath rakhte hi lamhe haseen ho jaate the

Tujhse gale lag kar adhoore se pura mehsoos hota tha

Tere tann ki khushbu dil me shaanti laati thi

Aur fir ek subah sab khatm ho gaya sab shayad chinn gaya

Jo mujhe lagta tha mera hai mujhe adoora hi chod gaya

Na khushi hai na dukh bayaan karne ka koi asaar hai

Ab is adhoore pan ko apna liya hai aur har lamhe ko nirmohi karar diya hai

Ab adhoore me hi shaanti aur tabahi dono hai toh

Afsos se adhure rehne ki aadat akelepan ki bhi koi mehek nhi hai

Mann me koi chahek nhi hai

Bas ab sab toote hissoon ko samet kar dafn kar diya hai kisi kone mein na umeed rahegi na hi jindagi me fir kisi ki khushi..

#Smilethief.. 😇

[dodosmilethief]

Jindagi se kuch umeedein sach me nahin rakhni chayeh

Na hi kuch samajh aata hai naa hi koi samajhna chahta hai

Ab jindagi me koi nahi hai apna naa hi maan ne ke liye na hi samajhne ke liye koi apna shabdh samajh nahi aata

Aaj kal apne bhi nahi samajhte hai kuch din bar din gayab hota jaa raha hoon.

Sach mein vajood khatam ho chuka hai...

Ab na kuch apna hai naa hi apna sa lagta hai.

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Lagta hai khookla bankar jeena aa raha hai.

Na hi sochne ki aadat bachi hai na hi samajh kuch aata hai

Kya ho raha hai kya chal raha hai. Ab aisa lagta hai kisi

Kone me pada hua kagaz ka khali panna hoon

Jo kisi ke kaam ka nahin

Na hi koi use uthayega na hi use koi dekhega

Bas kone pada hoga ya logon ke pairon tale aake dab jayega

Na kachre ke layak na hi kisi bhi cheez ke

Ab samay beet ta jayega aur hum wahin pade honge

Khokle khaali kaagaz ki tarah

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

When all you had was the happiest of you like a tree of happiness with each branch coming out with happiness and suddenly everything's evacuated people move on and leave the place empty leaving you to die alone happiness you can't move it stuck here like the roots in the ground like you can't breathe you can't give air you are all alone standing just standing alone no one to see no enter watch at the end you degrade and die....#smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Ajib si ye pukaar hai,

Nakhushi bekaraar hai ,

Kuch samay ki hai ye zindagi fir bhi hume na khushi ka koi asaar hai,

Khatam ho jaaye ab ye zindagi,

Ajib si ye pukaar hai. #Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Aae khuda bas itni si khwaish

Har saal aata hai yeh din yaad dilata hai

Ki khushiyan mazak hai. Chahe kitna bhi dil tera saaf hai

Fir ek mann ko sukoon de jaata hai ki 25 ye umaar aane

Ko hai apne mann ka waada nibhane ko hai har saal ye samay khali hota hai aur khali kar jaata hai

Sab sukoon chain cheen jaata hai

Par tasaali mil jaati hai ki ab ye samay paas aata hai....

Aur mann ki khwaish ki taraf ek kadam aur badha jaata hai...

# Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Dard...

Hum sab ke naseeb me likha hota hai.

Kisi ke jindagi me kam kisi ke jindagi me zyada.

Har kisi ke paas ek tarah ka dard hota hai jo aapko jindagi chodne pe bhi majboor kar deta hai ....

Aisa dard bohot paya hai aur bht baar chaaha hai ki jindagi kal khatm ho jaye toh acha hoga..

Lekin ab samajh aata hai ki khuda itna jaldi maut naseeb nahi kareaga. wo hume is dard se maut dena chahta hai .

Jab dard ko sehen karte ya dard ki aadat ho jaati hai toh wo ek naya dard hume de deta hai

Wo chahta hai ki ye dard bana rahe.

Ab dard se bhi maut maangi jaati hai lekin wo wahi de sakta hai jo uske paas ho..

Maut ka intezaar karte karte is dard ko hi dost bana liya hai..

[dodosmilethief]

Jindagi me shayad aasaan hai akele rehne ...

Want kat jaata hai raah lagaye baithe rehne me ....

Insaan thik toh ho jaata hai par soch se apaahij rogi ban jaata hai

khudhki khushiyon ko toh daba diya jaa sakta hai

Apno ke saath bhi dard kam nahin hota

Shayad is khhon me hi ya is naam me hi

Khuda ne chuna hai ki inhein pyaar naseeb na ho....

Akelepan ki aadat toh nahi badal sakte par apni nakhushi ko manjoor kar liya hai...

#Smilethief ..😇

[dodosmilethief]

Apne akelepan ko khuda bana lijiye

Dard hota hai toh bhi haath jode baithe hote hai

Kyun ki dard ho toh bhi faryaad ki jaati hai

Sunta toh khuda bhi nahi hai

Fir bhi bas aas lagi hoti hai...🙏

#Smilethief ..😇