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If I had a penny each time Grian is in a team of a trio and the other two die before him, the first by a mishap with a TNT minecart and the second while trying to kill others in a last ditch effort, I would have-

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js watched the double life series 🙂‍↕️

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I just need an excuse to draw my watcher grian

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Actually an animal in a “human” body, but assigned neurodivergent by humans

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I don’t want to have to think about politics, I just want to live in a forest and be a wolf. But no. God has denied me again.

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noticed a while ago that injury (specifically any breaking of skin) triggers transformations in the affected limb for some rzn . i'm assuming something about the way the veil n my shapeshifting works but i just thought it was interesting that if i get a papercut my whole paw shifts , but only that paw .

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where is the nervous dog representation. who up excessively yawning and licking their lips

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Delusions, and self absorbed "saviours'.

There is one thing I want to explain to this godforsaken community, so buckle up—this will be an angry one.

Directed at all the self-proclaimed saviours who wish to guide the 'mentally ill'.

Trigger warning for a mention of cults, medical abuse, and I suppose foul language?

Listen here. No matter how much you believe that you're some amazing psychologist, or a professional regarding schizospec—you are not entitled to educate, help and guide anyone on the internet. No matter how much you try to act like this god-sent savior, no matter how much you want to gentle-parent a random stranger on the internet... You are not qualified to speak on ANYTHING we experience. You are not a professional psychiatrist, psychologist, therapist.. none of that.

We, people who are delusional, called delusional, or diagnosed with any disorder which would birth delusion are NOT babies. We are not children stuck In a vegetative state who need to be watched every second.

No matter how much you proclaim that you wish to help, no matter how 'concerned' you may be.... You are not qualified to tell us what to do, and attempt to strip us of our own autonomy.

Delusion is a broad spectrum. Anyone slightly standing out of the norm can be called delusional, especially here. So, what makes you think that you, as a therian, an otherkin, and a nonhuman, can parade around and declare who's delusional and who's not? Who needs to be locked up and isolated, and who can walk free?

I often see people here proudly speak on how beings like us need to be isolated from each other, locked up, and kept alone until we recover. Until we have no one to 'encourage' our 'delusion'. And I just wish to ask—do you really think that you even have the damn right to say such things? Maybe I'm simply reacting heavily because I myself am a delusional, fucked up freak. However, I believe that it's cruel to wish to actively destroy connections and communities just because you fear that a stranger Is having their own delusion encouraged.

I am not talking about cults, either online or offline ones. Those are led by healthy people who wish to profit off of those who really suffer. However, a cult isn't a damn online community of aware, functioning beings who simply wish to find others like them.

A cult isn't a group of friends who are each other's support, and who are constantly keeping each other stable and happy. A cult isn't an online space of like-minded individuals who share tips, who share motivational messages, and who are always there to offer a shoulder one can lean on.

When hearing of schizophrenics, of psychotics, of zoanthropes, people immediately assume we're insane, misguided individuals all stuck in a gigantic cult, constantly fueling each other's delusion. They forget that just like them, we are individuals capable of making our own decisions, of having autonomy over our own bodies, and most importantly—of being happy.

We don't constantly suffer.

Our existence, even if tragic, even if diminished, isn't one of constant suffering. We are not psychotic Freaks, but we also aren't the mourning victims of the universe some of you make us out to be. We can be happy, we can embrace ourselves. Sure, maybe we cannot fully thrive, but we can be happy.

And most importantly, we are happy with each other.

To us, our experiences aren't a mere delusion, and this is what connects us. Even if this is how we are labeled, even if this is how we have to describe ourselves to the public. We understand each other, and we help each other. We make plans to improve our own quality of life, we vent to each other and we share happiness with each other.

Tell me, is it so wrong if I, as a being labeled "crazy" by humanity, experience humanity in those who are also labeled as such?

Are we really such an 'insane and dangerous cult', if all we do is wish to share our own plans, our own resilience with the world? Even after being shunned for who we are, and what we experienced?

No matter how much you may try to twist and turn it, we aren't incapable children who cannot think for themselves. We can protect ourselves, we can think for ourselves, and we can decide for ourselves. Yet again. Beings with any form of delusion are not beings who need constant saving and reassurance. Quite frankly, to me it borders on straight up ableist, to assume that just because we are mentally ill, we cannot live by ourselves? Hell, of course it is ableist!

If you really think that a person with clinical zoanthropy/lycanthropy, schizophrenia, etc, need constant reality checking, along with being constantly watched and monitored... Then you're no better than those who call us mental freaks.

And don't even get me started on the hospital and medicine talk. If you yourself have never been forced to take a bunch of anti-psychotics down your system, ones that ruined you inside and out, then you have absolutely no right to dictate who needs medication, and who doesn't.

Medication, hospitals, psychiatrists... They destroyed a lot of us. I'm not even going to beat around the bush. My medication turned my body into a mess, it turned my memory into a mess. That is why shunning folks who choose to stay off medication is, frankly, shitty. If you haven't lived through it, you have nothing to say about it. If you don't wish to show support and understanding to those who have been abused by the system, then hold your breath and be silent.

Delusional folks, schizophrenics, clcz's are not your babies whom you have to guide and parents. We can make decisions for ourselves, we can think for ourselves, we can defend ourselves, and we do not need constant sheltering.

I wish I could be more kind, more understanding... But I'm fucking fed up. On one hand, I'm treated like a psychotic fucker, one who needs to be locked up for the safety of others... And on the other hand, I'm forced to act a "woe is me", and be constantly reassured, monitored and watched by people who I have never seen in my life, and from whom I cannot even receive one helpful opinion regarding my own mental health.

Schizophrenics are not incapable-of-thinking-for-themselves children, they are not crazed Monsters, and they do not need constant monitoring. They do not need to have medication shoved down their throat 24/7, they do not need to be sheltered from other schizophrenics, and they do not deserve to have their trauma, struggles and memories called nothing but foolish delusions.

And if you think that we are exactly that, then I'm sorry but you don't care about us, and you never cared about us.

I am not addressing everyone here. I have met a lot of supportive non-schizophrenics in this community, actually.

I am addressing those who constantly wish to play some blessed savior.

I apologize for any grammar or spelling mistakes in this post. I am writing in high emotion. And I apologize for my foul language and angry writing, I wish I could explain this calmly. I really do.

-ike

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how i stare at irls after asking what animal id be (please say dog please say dog please say

ib: @woolywerebear

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I posted a video jokingly asking why therian antis are beefing with an animal and got told I was delusional and “watering down therianthropy” because I defined it as an involuntary identity.. totally watering it down yeah/sar (they defined it as a spiritual thing 😭)

I'm losing my mind

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Name: Cattails and Cattails: Wildwood Story Description: A simulation/survival game where you play as a feral cat, befriend other feral cats, hunt, and forage in an open world. Similar to Stardew Valley, but with cats, survival elements, and the ability to make a custom colony. Genre Tags: Survival, Simulation Platform: Windows and Mac (via Steam), Switch Supported Kintypes: Cat Age Rating (if applicable): All Ages Content Warnings: mild violence (hunting, cats fighting each other) Other Info: Definitely worth a look if you're a fan of Warrior Cats

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My favorite time of the day is when my wife opens the back door, checks my tag to make sure she can still get updates on my exact location, and then my partner always says "Be Free". For the next 2 hours I explore all my spots and go as far as I want/can and once my free roam time is up they pick me up in the car and whistle to find me.

Get you people in your life that will fully embrace you for everything you are.

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thinking of you . . .

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design was created with wirrkie_fm (tg)

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quick doodle before bed because I HAD to draw something today