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dollieswan
𐔌.ִֶָ𓂃˖ ִֶ𝓼𝓮𝓶𝓲་༘࿐ ֹ₊ ꒱
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𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖ ֶָ֢.๋࣭𓂃ʷˡʷ𓈒ִֶָ ࣪˖˖ₜₕᵢₛ ₚᵣᵢₙ𝓬ₑₛₛ ₗₒᵥₑₛ ₛₑ₋ₘᵢִֶָ ִֶָ⋆。𓂃‧˚¹⁸˚‧
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dollieswan · 3 months ago
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‎꜀( ꜆-ࡇ-)꜆ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁
𐔌 .my stomach hurt so bad—i can't even eat properly or too much without my stomach felt hurt as if it's sore. i've been vomiting a lot these days and got diarrhea too, though i already took medicine but it will take time to cure my stomach i guess. it's so uncomfortable—it's almost feel like a period cramps when i got gastric ֹ ₊ ꒱
‎꜀( ꜆-ࡇ-)꜆ ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁
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dollieswan · 3 months ago
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𓂃 ࣪⋆🌸˚ ༘
°ᡣ𐭩 . ° .people—some people like to lie through their words and sweet promises. “i care about you” but you weren't even there when i need you the most and i'm always there for you, but you? love is sucks through family, parents, siblings, lovers, best friends and whatever it is and it will never work out on me. it's like a curse to me—°ᡣ𐭩 . ° .
°ᡣ𐭩 . ° .it's true that some people might think that nothing is matter in this world but yourself and i should focus more on myself—if i did, i wouldn't be here anymore. i can't focus on myself without hurting me. love is so beautiful yet so scary—when the person you loves choose to walk out of your life without a reason when you're willing to wait and stay. it doesn't matter if it's friendship or relationship, both is something i've been experience in the past and the scars are still bleeding in me because it keeps happening again, and i don't know when it will stop.°ᡣ𐭩 . ° .
𓂃 ࣪⋆🌸˚ ༘
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dollieswan · 3 months ago
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. ˚₊‧꒰ა 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸ℯ𝓈𝓈 𝒹ℴ𝓁𝓁𝒾ℯ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
˖ ֹ੭୧һᥱᥣᥣ᥆, ᥕᥱᥣᥴ᥆mᥱ 𝗍᥆ mᥡ ⍴ᥲgᥱ!˖⊹ ࣪ ⑅
ꕤ*.༉‧₊˚.𝗍һіs іs ᥕһᥱrᥱ mᥡ ᥴ᥆m𝖿᥆r𝗍 z᥆ᥒᥱ і𝗍 іs—і'm ᥲ ᥕrі𝗍ᥱr ᥲᥒძ ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥴᥲᥒ ᥴᥲᥣᥣ mᥱ ⍴rіᥒᥴᥱss ძ᥆ᥣᥣіᥱ!༉‧₊˚.ꕤ
⋆. 𐙚 ˚і'm ᥆ᥒᥣᥡ ᥕrі𝗍іᥒg 𝖿᥆r ᥕ᥆ᥒȷіᥲᥒ ᥆r s᥆ ᥡ᥆ᥙ kᥒ᥆ᥕ һᥱr ᥲs һᥲᥒ sᥱ-mі/⍴ᥣᥲᥡᥱr 380!⋆. 𐙚 ˚s᥆ і𝖿 ᥡ᥆ᥙ һᥲ᥎ᥱ іძᥱᥲs іᥒ ᥡ᥆ᥙr mіᥒძ 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥕᥲᥒ𝗍 mᥱ 𝗍᥆ ᥕrі𝗍ᥱ ᥲᑲ᥆ᥙ𝗍 sᥱ-mі, mᥡ rᥱ𝗊ᥙᥱs𝗍 ᥲrᥱ ᥲᥣᥕᥲᥡs ᥆⍴ᥱᥒ.⋆. 𐙚 ˚
⋆˚✿˖°mᥡ ᥕrі𝗍іᥒg ᥲrᥱ ᥆ᥒᥣᥡ 𝖿᥆r 𝗍һᥱ gіrᥣs, і𝗍'ᥣᥣ ᑲᥱ ᥆ᥒᥣᥡ ᥕᥣᥕ rᥱᥲძᥱr ᥊ sᥱ-mі⋆˚✿˖°
*ੈ✩‧₊˚і'm ᥱіgһ𝗍ᥱᥱᥒ ᥡᥱᥲr ᥆ᥣძ, ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥴᥲᥒ ᥴᥲᥣᥣ mᥱ ⍴rіᥒᥴᥱss ძ᥆ᥣᥣіᥱ, і'm ᥲ sᥕі𝖿𝗍іᥱ ᥲᥒძ ᥲ m᥆ᥲ! і'm ᑲіsᥱ᥊ᥙᥲᥣ , but prefer gіrᥣs gіrᥣᥡ s᥆ mᥙᥴһ,!*ੈ✩‧₊˚
⋆𐙚₊˚⊹і𝖿 ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥕᥲᥒ𝗍 𝗍᥆ ᑲᥱ 𝖿rіᥱᥒძs ᥕі𝗍һ ⍴rіᥒᥴᥱss ძ᥆ᥣᥣіᥱ, ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥴᥲᥒ sᥣіძᥱ іᥒ mᥡ ძms ᥲᥒძ ᥕᥱ ᥴᥲᥒ ᑲᥱ 𝖿rіᥱᥒძs!⋆𐙚₊˚⊹
𔘓𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𝗍һіs іs 𝗍һᥱ ᥣіᥒk ᥕһᥱrᥱ ᥡ᥆ᥙ ᥴᥲᥒ sᥱᥱ mᥡ mᥲs𝗍ᥱrᥣіs𝗍 𝖿᥆r ᥕ᥆ᥒȷіᥲᥒ/һᥲᥒ sᥱ-mі, ⍴ᥣᥱᥲsᥱ ᥴᥣіᥴk °❀⋆ₚᵣᵢₙ𝓬ₑₛₛ 𝓭ₒₗₗᵢₑ.ೃ࿔*:・ 𝗍᥆ sᥱᥱ mᥡ mᥲs𝗍ᥱrᥣіs𝗍 ᥲᥒძ 𝗍һᥱ ᥣіᥒk 𝖿᥆r ᥲᥣᥣ mᥡ ᥕrі𝗍іᥒg!𔘓𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ
₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ゚.𝗍һᥲᥒk ᥡ᥆ᥙ 𝖿᥆r ᥎іsі𝗍 mᥡ ⍴ᥲgᥱ ᥲᥒძ rᥱᥲძ mᥡ ᥕrі𝗍іᥒgs, і ᥣ᥆᥎ᥱ ᥡ'ᥲᥣᥣ gіrᥣs gіrᥣᥡ ᥲᥒძ 𝗍һᥲᥒk ᥡ᥆ᥙ s᥆ mᥙᥴһ.₊˚ʚ ᗢ₊˚✧ ゚.
˚₊‧꒰ა 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸ℯ𝓈𝓈 𝒹ℴ𝓁𝓁𝒾ℯ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
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dollieswan · 3 months ago
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⋆˚⟡˖ ࣪────୨ᵐᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡⁱˢᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ʰᵃⁿ ˢᵉ⁻ᵐⁱ/ʷᵒⁿʲⁱᵃⁿৎ────⋆˚⟡˖ ࣪
⌗𖹭.ᐟⁱᵐᵍᵒⁿⁿᵃᵍᵉᵗʸᵒᵘᵇᵃᶜᵏ𖹭.ᐟ⌗ ⊹₊。ꕤ˚₊⊹ 𐙚₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩
⌗𖹭.ᐟˡᵒᵛᵉ ʰᵃⁿᵍᵒᵛᵉʳ𖹭.ᐟ⌗ ⌗𖹭.ᐟᵒᵘʳ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ˢᵉᶜʳᵉᵗ𖹭.ᐟ⌗
⌗𖹭.ᐟᶠʳᵒᵐ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵗᵃʳᵗ𖹭.ᐟ⌗
𝓬ₐᵤₛₑ ᵢ 𝓭ₒₙ'ₜ 𝔀ₐₙₙₐ ♭ₑ ᵢₙ ₗₒᵥₑ 𝔀ᵢₜₕ ₐₙₒₜₕₑᵣ,
ₑᵥₑₙ ᵢₙ ₐₙₒₜₕₑᵣ ₗᵢᵳₑ𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔 ˚ ༘ 𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓪 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓱𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲ೀ⋆。˚
⋆˚⟡˖ ࣪────୨ᵐᵃˢᵗᵉʳˡⁱˢᵗ ᶠᵒʳ ʰᵃⁿ ˢᵉ⁻ᵐⁱ/ʷᵒⁿʲⁱᵃⁿৎ────⋆˚⟡˖ ࣪
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dollieswan · 4 months ago
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⋆ ˚ ꩜ 。 ⋆୨୧˚
⋆˚✿˖°hiie, i just want to ranting about something! since there's no one request any ideas about semi, i will write my own ideas by using the headcanon generator (the couple one). it's actually really fun to use the headcanon generator, i got a lot of ideas from it and i'm so so excited to share it with y'all girly! there'll be a little bit from my experience and stuff too.⋆˚✿˖°
⋆˚✿˖°thank you for those willing to read my writings in here, it's my comfort zone and one of my comfort things to do. i should focus more on writing so i can distract myself well from doing anything! if you'd like, you can request (semi) ideas and i will make sure to write it down and tagged you!⋆˚✿˖°
⋆ ˚ ꩜ 。 ⋆୨୧˚
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dollieswan · 4 months ago
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˙ . ꒷ ₊˚⊹ ᰔ. 𖦹˙—
⋆˚✿˖°i've cried a lot lately in the night to sleep. i don't know why my heart felt hurt and tears just keep raining down to my cheeks, the voices in my head doesn't help my situation either. they're making it worse for me, even i'm trying, there's no hope in me to left for something to accept everything including me. the people around me doesn't kill me but the voices in my head does, i don't know how much longer i can keep up with this.⋆˚✿˖°
⋆˚✿˖°i don't want to die yet because i want to experience to be loved by someone sincerely like the way i do for them, but at the same time, i don't want to be loved by them because i'm scared that i might hurt them because i'm a sensitive person, even one wrong small thing happen would make me feel like i'm not worth to be loved and it was all an act from the other. family issues making me act this way to seeking to be loved from strangers and i thought it was funny until it makes me want to die.⋆˚✿˖°
˙ . ꒷ ₊˚⊹ ᰔ . 𖦹˙—
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dollieswan · 4 months ago
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༘⋆˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚
₊˚⊹⋆not me crying after finish writing the story based on my past relationship. i feel so pathetic omg, i just want to drown myself in the bathtub and never seeking to be loved again₊˚⊹⋆
₊˚⊹⋆i don't know where i have the motivation to continue writing after abandoned the story in my drafts two weeks or so more than that, maybe because someone makes me feel motivated to writing. by the way, if you want to request anything about semi, my request always open for your ideas!₊˚⊹⋆
༘⋆˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚
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dollieswan · 4 months ago
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.☘︎ ݁˖. ݁₊ ⊹𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕. ݁˖ . ݁⋆˚✿˖° °❀⋆ℯ𝓋ℯ𝓇𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂ℯ 𝓎ℴ𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃ℯ, 𝒾'𝓁𝓁 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃ℯ 𝒻ℴ𝓇𝓎ℴ𝓊.ೃ࿔*:・
⋆˚࿔ˢᵉᵐⁱ ˣ ᶠᵉᵐ!ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ𝜗𝜚˚⋆
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꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦
*:・𖦹°❀⋆.ೃ࿔ ׂ𓈒 / ⋆ ۪𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ𐀔‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.
`⎚⩊⎚´ -✧
⋅˚₊‧𝓬ᵤₚᵢ𝓭 𝔀ₐₗₖₛ ᵣᵢ𝑔ₕₜ ₜₕᵣₒᵤ𝑔ₕ ୭ ˚.୨ৎ ᵎᵎ
୭ ˚.୨ৎ ᵎᵎ ₐₙ𝓭 ₛₕₒₒₜₛ ₐₙ ₐᵣᵣₒ𝔀 ₜₕᵣₒᵤ𝑔ₕ ₘᵧ ₕₑₐᵣₜ‧₊˚ ⋅
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ˢʸⁿᵒᵖˢⁱˢ: 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒎𝒊 𝒉𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒍 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒂𝒔 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒊𝒇𝒆'𝒔. 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚, 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒃𝒖𝒃𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒈𝒖𝒎. 𝒊𝒕'𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒂𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒆𝒎𝒊 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒐𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒚 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆.
⋆˚✿˖° ˢⁱᵈᵉⁿᵒᵗᵉ: ᶜʰᵉʳʳʸ ᵇˡᵒˢˢᵒᵐ ʷⁱˡˡ ᵇᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ⁿᵃᵐᵉ ᵒᶠ ʸᵒᵘʳ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳ⋆˚✿˖°
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"my pretty princess~"
semi cooing to danyi, their daughter. the miracle was giving to them and they couldn't be more happier. danyi's already turning seven months and she know how to crawling so well, she's such a stubborn one and curious about little things around her. even though she doesn't know how to talk properly, she loves to blabbering her own words to her parents as if they could understand her.
"baby, are you done?" semi's shouting in soft tone from the living room to her wife at the upstairs in their bedroom, cherry's getting ready for their anniversary as she was taking care of their daughter when semi was getting ready earlier. "yes, i'm coming!" cherry shout back and close the bedroom door, make her way through the staircase in rushing.
semi's playing with danyi, instantly look up when she heard her wife footsteps on the staircase. she's too stunned to speak seeing cherry's wearing a pink dress with a ruffled skirt and a sweetheart neckline. the dress has thin straps and a sheer overlay. the outfit is cute and feminine and it suits her fashion styles so much. "you look absolutely stunning, my love."
cherry chuckles softly at her wife's compliments her looks and her styles, she kneeling down to the carpet and danyi's crawling to her mommy with excitement. cherry cradles their daughter in her arms carefully before stood up along with semi. "ready to go, my two pretty princess?" semi handing out her hand for cherry to take them, the younger nodded with a smile on her face and intertwined her fingers with semi.
in the morning, the sun is bright, and the sunlight is warm and not harsh. the birds keep chirping, and the breeze is cool. the road isn't busy with cars but more to quiet. cherry's sitting on the passenger seat holding danyi in her arms, the baby is scanning around her surrounded all over the building they're passing through with curiosity in her eyes.
"where do you want to go first, baby?" semi asked her wife as she glance over cherry for a second before focus back her attention on the road for their safety. she's only driving with one hand and the other is gripped tightly by danyi hand, her thumb was in her daughter's palm and she won't let go. "how about the cafe shop? it's still early and we didn't eat anything yet from home, so it would be good to went there."
"as you wish, my princess."
─★ ˙ ⋆ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᵃᶠᵉ ˢʰᵒᵖ. 𐙚 ˚ ̟ !!
this cozy cafe has a warm and inviting ambiance, with wooden furniture, dim lights, and relaxing music. as soon as customer enter the cafe, they are greeted by the soothing aroma of freshly brewed tea and coffee and the delicious smell of pastries and different kind of desserts displayed on the table. their table full plate with pastries, one ice americano for semi, one mugs hot chocolate with marshmallows on top for cherry. their little girl only drink the chocolate milk with her cheesecake.
"this remind me of our first date, baby." cherry look up to her wife with a soft chuckle and nods, feeding danyi the cheesecake with the spoon carefully so she didn't choke up or anything. "yeah, it feels nice to come back to the place where we've went to on our first date."
"it's been so long and we come back here with our little princess~" semi cooing to danyi as her fingertips trailed over her daughter's chubby cheeks, the little girl giggles while having fun devouring the cheesecake. all messy over her mouth make both of her parents dying in laughter at the adorable scene.
it was hard for semi and cherry to make it through until now, their relationship isn't easy neither is hard but it's balance in between and most importantly, they know how to communicate with each other. people said communication is the key in relationships and that's so true, because if semi and cherry doesn't know how to communicate, then they wouldn't had make it through until now.
the cafe shop is one of the place where they've went to on their very first date three years ago, it felt like nothing changes at all even though the cafe shop has changed the design, the menu, the baristas, the way it smells is still the same like the old one. that time, semi take cherry to the cafe shop on their first date for their breakfast time. it makes cherry's falling all over to semi, because the way she always act thoughtful for the person she loves.
however, no one knows but them that the cafe shop holding such as beautiful memories in their life. now, they're making a new memories with their one and only daughter. something never changes, those little things will never changes, like the look of love semi always has for her beloved wife.
─★ ˙ .⋆.ᵗʰᵉ ᵐᵘˢⁱᶜ ˢᵗᵒʳᵉ𐙚 ˚ ̟ !!
the music store is their second destination to celebrate their anniversary together with danyi. the second place where they've went to on their first date, wherein they've bought their favorite artist vinyls album and listening to the music through the headphone at the store like an old couple.
it's amazing how the music store hasn't change in one a bit, except for the cabinets, counter, the placement of the instruments and vinyls. but the aesthetic of the store is still the same, vibrantly the comfort and calming look goes along with the melody they're playing in the background.
the two lovers make their way inside with a smile and scanning their surrounded. there's a few people around the store, looking for what they wish to bought. semi's carrying danyi in her arms and walking hand in hand with cherry, looking around the store for something and the memories flashback from their first date.
they're roaming around the vinyls block where there's less people around and it's a perfect time to take a pictures through the camera together for the memories. cherry's holding danyi in her arms and look around the artist vinyls, she's searching for her favorite artist which is taylor swift and found the midnight vinyl. happily reaching for it and make her way to semi with a joy on her face, as danyi's trying to reach for the vinyl in her mommy's hand.
"baby, can i have this? can we try to listen to this?" cherry asked the older and her eyes is searching around for the headphone and a turntable somewhere. semi's turn her head over her shoulder as her eyes searching for the same thing too, meanwhile danyi's happily reaching for the vinyl from cherry's hand and holding them in her small hands. "oh, it's right there, my love." semi pointed out her finger to the platform behind the window.
cherry and semi make their way to the platform behind the window and put the midnight vinyl on a turntable, the vinyl is spinning as it's playing the song through the headphone and semi put the headphone on cherry's head gently. she take their little princess from cherry's arms and carrying danyi in her arms instead, smiling fondly to her wife who's falling deep to the ocean listening to the midnight vinyl by taylor swift with her eyes close.
semi's fondly staring at cherry with those smile on her face while holding danyi in her arms, the little girl eyes holding curiosity looking around the store. but semi's staring at her wife, with the look of love that she's always looking at cherry with. the girl she fell in love with at the first sight, the girl who saved her, the girl who gives everything she could to her, the girl who's now marrying to her, the girl who makes semi want to protect her from the cruel people and world.
semi chuckle softly seeing her wife is still drowning to the music and holding the headphone on her head, humming like a melody to the song she's listening to. semi sighs deeply before she take a step forward and leaning down to press a soft kiss on cherry's temple with her free hand wrapped around cherry's waist. "i love you, my love."
she whisper those beautiful words but her wife couldn't hear them and that's okay, she'll say it again later. cherry take off the headphone from her head and turned to semi with happiness smile on her pretty face while danyi's trying to get down from semi's arms to play with the headphone, she thought it's a toys. "it sounds really nice baby, i want to buy it!" cherry happily says, she grab her daughter's hand from reaching the headphone.
"of course, it's on me, let's go to the counter my two princesses!" semi make an airplane sounds effect and running to the counter to distracting danyi's from whining around, she'll cry if she doesn't get what she wants and she want that headphone. semi's paying the midnight vinyl for cherry and they exit through the door from the music store, cherry holding the bag and tiptoed to peck on semi cheek. "thank you, baby."
"anything for you, my lady." the flushed redness appear barely across semi's cheeks when her wife peck on her cheek, she ruffles cherry's short hair through her fingers as they make their way to the car for their next destination.
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they've arrived at the library, the library is like the one you've seen in disney movie. unreal looks with their royalty theme, the surrounded and decorations look insanely beautiful and it's a big building. there's a lot people around, reading, studies, doing whatever they want in the library with their significant other or their familiy. it's quiet and comfortable, semi and cherry went to the library once on their very first date.
cherry and semi decide to take a look around and snap some pictures with their daughter, it'll be a loss if they didn't took any pictures in such as mesmerizing library. they make their way to one block of another searching for an interesting books to read. they didn't want to put danyi down on the floor because even if it's beautiful floor but the dirt from other people shoes is still dirty and bacteria spreading everywhere if they put their daughter down for her to crawling around.
they've found the books they find interesting to read and make their way to the couch over the window, semi put danyi down on the couch and she's crawling to sit on cherry's lap while suckles on her pacifier. cherry reading the beauty and the beast for their little princess, her eyes is big with curiosity and excitement seeing the pictures on the book. her small fingers keep pointed out every little detail and blabbering around to cherry.
everything was peaceful and quiet for an hour before danyi start to whining around and throwing tantrums in the library, she wants to crawling to the floor but cherry and semi doesn't allow her to because it's dirty. but the little girl won't understand her parents concerns for her health, she's squealing and squirming in semi arms desperately wanting to escape and crawling all over the place. cherry's trying to calm her down too, but her scream is only getting louder gained the attention and stares from others.
they could just leave but they want to stay a little longer in the library and it would've been fine if only danyi didn't throwing a tantrums all over the place. semi's bouncing her side to side, trying to hushed her daughter down. "baby please, don't cry like this. you can't crawling on the floor that's dirty, princess." semi whisper gently to her daughter but danyi's not having any of it.
until the librarian girl come up to them and asking for them to leave immediately before they got banned from enter the library forever, they refused to leave and convince the librarian that they'll try to calm their daughter down but the librarian doesn't want to hear any excuses and leading them to the entrance door for exit. and now they're standing outside of the library in speechless, the door slammed closely behind them make cherry flinched but she turned around and flipped off to the librarian even though she can't see it.
"my love, i think this is is first time that we ever get kicked out from a library." semi laughing at themselves and danyi's already calmed down once they've got kicked out from the library, cherry only crossed her arms and pouting her lips slightly in upset feeling. "it's okay baby, don't get upset. we'll come here next time, okay?"
cherry look up to her wife in doe eyes and nodded before taking danyi in her arms, the little girl is reaching out for cherry. they make their way back to the car for their last destination. although they're not satisfied and want to spend more time in the library, but they got kicked out instead and it was still such as beautiful memories for them. but funnier one because that's the first time they ever got kicked out from a library. cherry and semi is still laughing in the car and that'll be a new memories in their life with their little princess.
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the beach at night will be their last destination before they went home, because that's how their first date goes on before semi driving cherry to her apartment for the night to end.
cherry and semi walking by the shore without their shoes on with danyi in semi arms, the little girl is sleeping on her mama's shoulder peacefully. the night is quiet, there's a few people walking around and sitting on the sand for a pictures. the pale crescent moon shone like a silvery claw in the night sky. they looked up at the blanket of stars that stretched to infinity. semi's staring at the nightsky and sitting on the sand, carefully adjust the angle of her daughter to feel comfortable in her arms.
meanwhile, cherry's staring at her wife in loving eyes. she couldn't stop herself from staring and to admire the angel before her eyes, she wonder where she could've been right now if she never knew semi existence in this world? for cherry, semi has saved her life from everything that she's been going through since her childhood. although, cherry's parents doesn't approve their relationship because they was hoping cherry to marry a man, but cherry rather leaving her own family to be with the one that's willing to accept all of her in open arms.
semi noticed the way the younger is looking at her, as if she's seeing a heaven before her eyes. semi chuckles softly and tap on the tip of cherry's bridge nose to snap her wife out to reality again, she can't help but to laugh softly at the way the younger is staring at her. cherry snapped out of her thoughts and blinking her eyes a few times, before pouting away and smack semi on the chest gently. "ouch! you're going to kill me baby, you're so meanie."
cherry rolled her eyes playfully and burst out of giggles over the older's dramatic sight, they both are dramatic and so are their daughter. semi smile softly when cherry's looking up at the stars in the night sky, the scenery is beautiful but her wife is way more beautiful than the scenery in front of her. cherry scoot closer to the older and leaning her head down on semi's shoulder, hugging her knees to her chest with a deep sighs. "i never thought we would come to this, mimi." cherry spoke softly but almost quietscent, called out semi by her nickname.
the older leaning her head on top of cherry's head on her shoulder, she put danyi down on her lap instead with her arm cradle the little girl head and the other free hand intertwine her fingers through cherry's as cherry does the same thing. "i want to be with you for the rest of my life, my love. i want to die in your arms." cherry furrowed her eyebrows as she lifting up her head from semi's shoulder to look at her wife fondly. but semi look serious and sincerely with her words.
"if you die, then i'll die too." cherry simply respond with the proud smile on her face, there's no way in the world she would live by herself if semi ever dissapear from this world. "no, you need to live for me and for our little princess."
"tell me, how am i supposed to live happily when my reason for me to continue my life is dissapear before me?" semi's stunned to speak, she only look at cherry in raised eyebrows and a deep sigh before she wrapped her one arm around cherry's shoulders and pull her wife in her arms, pressing a kiss on her forehead. "you're so stubborn, you know that? just like our little princess."
"well, she got it from her mommy and her mama." semi chuckles after cherry speaking facts about the stubbornness behavior in danyi's personality, she's only seven months and her stubbornness is like a teenager.
"i love you, my love." semi whisper in soft tone through her deep voice to cherry, she grab cherry's chin between her fingers gently to pressing their lips together into passionate and soft kiss. cherry close her eyes to drowning herself into the warmth feelings spreading through her lungs and stomach, it's only a few seconds before they're pulling away and semi resting her forehead against cherry's forehead. "i will always be by your side till the end of the world, because i love you so much that it's hard to describe through words, so much that it hurts me, my pretty love."
tears twinkling down to cherry's cheeks in silent as she blinking them away and sniffing softly, she leaning in closer to peck on semi's lips before cupped the older's face into the palm of her hands and caressing semi's cheeks with her thumbs. "you're all i need in my life, semi. even in another life, i don't wanna be inlove with another but you."
"me too, my pretty angel."
the love they had for each other is something that it's hard to describe through words and action, it's so beautiful to find someone that could openly accept all of you and your love for them. they'd have their own up and down moment but they always trying to balance it together and communicate properly with each other, in which they barely fights. the night ends after they've arrived home, cleaning themselves up and to sleep with their daughter in their arms.
love could be something so beautiful if you'd find someone that sincerely loves you, but love could also be something so scary if you can't find the one for you. either way, to be loved by someone is something that people will always reaching out for.
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dollieswan · 4 months ago
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⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖
𔘓 i hate when people acting like a nerd living under a rock and telling me off that i'm arguing with her/his opinion when i'm not, some people need to learn not to take things seriously if it weren't meant them.𓂅⁩ ̼
ֹ ⑅᜔ ׄ ݊ ݂ anyway, my favorite author @savannagonemad posted a new story, it makes me feel better! yeppie~ y'all should read her story, it's so well-written and beautiful۪ ֹ ᮫
⊹ ࣪ ﹏𓊝﹏𓂁﹏⊹ ࣪ ˖
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dollieswan · 5 months ago
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˖ ֹ੭୧ συя ℓιттℓє ѕє¢яєт ⊹ ࣪ ⑅
‧₊˚ ⋅♡ᵒⁿˡʸ ᵇᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰⁱˢ ᵈʳᵉˢˢ ˢᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᶜᵒᵘˡᵈ ᵗᵃᵏᵉ ⁱᵗ ᵒᶠᶠ 𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.
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──ˢᵉᵐⁱ ˣ ᶠᵉᵐ!ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ.✦
synopsis : semi is your older sister's best friend, saebyeok is your older sister and her best friend is semi since high school. you've been crushing over semi, who wouldn't when she look attractive and hot especially when you know that she's into girls, not knowing the girls she's into with is you.
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you stumble inside the house, drunkly.
it's already midnight after you've sneaking out to hanging out at the club with your friends without asking for your older sister permission. you already know saebyeok won't allow you if you do ask for her permission. but now, you've arrived home and stumble inside drunkly as you close the door quietly and tossed your high heels to the cabinet shoes. your scent reeking alcohol mixing with your floral vanilla cologne as you make your way to the living room.
you're heading to the kitchen for a water, reaching your hand out to switch the lights on and your eyes widened in suprise when you seen your older's sister best friend at the kitchen. semi was leaning against the counter, drinking a glass of water while scrolling through her phone peacefully but she look up as soon the kitchen lights are on. her dark eyes staring at you in confused for a second before her eyes looking up and down on you, checking you out.
you were wearing a short, black dress with a ruffled neckline and sleeves. It has a fitted bodice and a flared skirt. the fabric appears to be a lightweight, lace-like material. with your long, dark hair and you're wearing a choker flower necklace and bracelets. it makes semi's tugged a small smirk on her lips, clearly she seems like to know where you're coming from. "and your older sister thought you were sleeping in your room, huh?"
semi spoke and her voice sound so smooth like a lullaby but yet deep and something husky in between, it's the confident that she always keep in herself that makes her words, her voice, sound so attractive and demanding. you didn't know that semi is in the house, saebyeok didn't even bother to inform you that her best friend will be sleepover at their house. sometimes semi does sleepover at their house, but you'd know and prepared for yourself not to act simping and nervous around her.
"please don't tell her that i'm going to the club with my friends. she's going to kill me if she know about this." you say but almost sound like you're begging for semi to keep this as a secret between you two. saebyeok is such a good older sister—always want the best for you which is why she's overprotective to you but you just a stubborn one. semi chuckle softly as she put down the glass in the sink and slipped her hands inside the pocket of her pajamas black pants, she turned around to make her way toward you.
"do i get something if i promise that i will keep this as a secret from saebyeok?" semi leaning down slightly to reach your height, she raised her eyebrows confidently that makes your stomach flipping with butterfly. the alcohol is hitting you as it make your head buzzing and it's telling you to do something that you aren't allowed to do. "i'll give you anything you want, just please don't tell about this to my sister."
semi leaning back and chuckle at the sight of you begging and pleading as if your life depends on it. her eyes dropping down to your body covered with the black dress, you can see something else flickering in her eyes, the way she look at you in that way make your heart beating so fast and you're also drunk so it doesn't help the situation. "you'll give me anything i want, right?"
"yes, anything you want."
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"you look so fucking pretty underneath me like this, babydoll." semi whisper to your ear with a smirk on her lips and grazing over your earlobe slowly, before pulling away enough to pressing her lips over yours again eliciting a whimper from your lips. it drives you crazy how your crush is on top of you right now, kissing your lips, making out with you in your bedroom. it feels weird to have a crush on your older sister's best friend, but you can't deny your feelings for someone as attractive as semi. "so fucking pretty, how could you let anyone look at your body like this? you're wearing this black dress for me, aren't you?"
you can't find a word to respond but your eyes staring at semi as if she's your whole world, your hands is already being tied up with pink ribbons on your back. semi eyes is staring down at your body as if it's like a whole meal for her, the hunger and lust in her eyes flickering to your own eyes before her hand slipped down to spanking your bottom without warning, making you whimper in suprise. "answer me, do you wear this black dress only for me to see so i can fuck you out of them huh?"
"ah! yes..yes..i only bought this dress so you could take it off." your lips is finally moving to respond to the older, the spanking make you arch your back slightly. it hurts but it hurts so good that you wanted more. semi smirked mischievously and working her hands to ripped the black dress off your body, tossing them to the floor only to left you bare in your black lace bra and panties. "fuck, you look so pretty. every inch of your body is so fucking soft and beautiful, babydoll." semi hands roaming all over your body, her fingers unclipped your bras from your back to let them slipped off from your chest, before she tugged your panties out of your legs slowly.
she leaning down to tangled your lips together with hers and dominant to taste all over your mouth with her tongue, her thumb brushing over your nipple and semi's pinching them between her fingers making you whimper into her mouth. her mouth going down to your neck, left a mark of hickey all over them and your collarbone. the anticipation, desire of lust for you is taking control over semi's feelings. she's literally devouring you as if you're the last meal for her.
the way she take her time to taste every inch of your body is driving you crazy, you've been waiting for this moment to happen but you can't be loud about it or else your older sister is going to kill you or semi. your eyes is rolling back in pleasure as your lips parted to moaning into the palm of semi's hand, she love to hear your pretty moans but you're being too loud enough for saebyeok to overheard. you can't help yourself but to moaning and cries out in pleasure when semi litreally fucking you out with her tongue.
you can feel her tongue is drowning inside your hole, flickering all over the wall and out of the hole to sucking on your swollen clit. the cold metal of her lower lip piercing doesn't make anything better either when it feel so good to have her mouth, her lips, her tongue all over your pussy. your hand gripping bunch of her hair into a fist and trying to push her face furthermore into your pussy and she'd gladly let you do it without protest. "your pretty pussy is all wet for me, princess."
semi diving two fingers at once inside your hole without a warning as your lips parted to gasp in suprise, the overstimulation is too much but you keep your legs spreading for semi. her fingers curling and moving inside and out of your pussy slowly to tease you, the lust in semi's eyes flickering down to look at your messy face. "you look so fucked out already baby and i haven't even start anything yet." she teasingly whisper into your ear with a smirk on her lips, two fingers is working deep inside your pussy.
it doesn't stop there when she keep making you came all over her fingers and tongue, it's too risking for them to keep going because of how loud you are getting that your older sister might overheard on the other side room but semi is already addictive and drowning with how your pussy taste like on her tongue, she want to stop but she can't bring herself to stop either. she want to taste more of your pussy, your lips and every inch of your pretty body. your feelings for her is only growing as more than just a silly crush on your older sister's best friend as the second passing by through your intimate moment with semi.
"i'm gonna fuck this pretty pussy with mine." semi tangled your legs around her waist tightly and her body is leaning down to pressing against yours. you can feel every inch of her body, her chest, her stomach, her hips, thighs and her hand is holding down your tied up hands above your head on the mattress as her other hand is pinching and playing with your nipple before she start to grinding her pussy against your pussy.
the room echoing with the sound of clenching and wetness that she's collided with your warmness, you didn't know it could feel this pleasurable to have a pussy grinding against your own. you can feel semi's liquid is dripping down on your own only making the clenching sound getting even louder like your moaning, especially your clit is brushing against her clit over and over again. "shut the fuck up princess, you don't want your older sister to walk in your room to see her best friend is fucking her younger sister, right?"
you'd wish a word would come out of your mouth but only the whimper escape through your lips but muffles sound when semi tangled her lips with your own to cover down your loud moans. it's only keep getting louder when semi grinding more harder against your pussy to make the both of you reaching climax, your legs around semi waist loosening slightly to spread wider for her so you can feel her cum all over your pussy.
"fuck, i'm gonna fucking come all over your pretty pussy baby. you like that idea, don't you? my fucking cum dripping to your pretty pink pussy, huh princess? you're such a little slut for me." the dirty talk doesn't help the situation with the way you're trying to holding yourself back from coming, her lips attached to one of your nipple and sucking them inside her mouth. "semi...please...i'm gonna come..wanna come.."
she pull away from your nipple to look down at your pretty face, it's all messy with your tears, sweating, flushed roses cheeks forming because of the alcohol effect and having to hook-up with your older sister's best friend at the moment. "yeah? you wanna come for me again? my princess can't even last long, can't she?" the way semi keep teasing you through her words and action make you feel embarrassing and trying your best not to give what she want from you, but you can't when she know how to hit your sweet spot so hard.
"come for me, my babydoll." semi grip around your tied up hands above your head tighter, she threw her head back slightly and arch her body above you to grinding your clit with her own more deeper through skin to skin, she want to make you feel her liquid on your pussy even if it's not going through your hole. "fucking come for me, you pretty little slut."
the dirty talk whispering through your ear adding more to the pleasure and you came all over semi's pussy with a loud moans, you can't even remember about your older sister on the other room anymore. you've reached your climax so hard that it makes you feeling high in drunkness, especially semi liquid dripping all over the skin of your pussy like a fountain. "feel so fucking good...take all my come to your pussy baby. you feel so fucking good, so fucking pretty for me."
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after you two had come down from high and lust for each other, semi's holding you close to her chest and snuggle in each other's arms under the warm blanket after she cleaned you up and you've helping her to clean herself up too. you don't care anymore if your older sister find out or overheard what you two are doing to each other a moment ago, all you want is right now to be held by semi.
"you're so warm." you whisper in quietscent as your eyes fluttering open to looked up to her, small smile appear on your lips to see she's staring down to look at your face too. "really? then i'll just keep you in my arms like this, especially when you smell like a flower." semi nuzzles her nose to your hair, smelling the floral shampoo through the strands of your hair making you giggle at her sweet action.
"you're not going to tell about this to my sister right?"
"don't worry, i'm not planning to. she'll kill me if she find out that i've fucked her pretty younger sister." semi chuckles softly while pinching your cheeks between her fingers, teasing you again. you rolling your eyes and pout your lower lip slightly. "and remember, don't tell her that i've sneak out to go to the club earlier."
"about that? hmm..i'm not really sure?" the older tapped her index finger on her chin, acting like as if she's thinking and decide whether to inform saebyeok that you've sneaked out to hanging out at the club with your friends or not. you narrowed your eyes and smack the palm of your hand on semi's chest gently. "hey! i've give you what you want and you can't just say something like that because that's not fair for me."
the sudden smack eliciting a soft giggles through semi's lips, she didn't expect you would smack her on the chest like that but it was gentle so she doesn't really mind. "okay okay, fine. i promise that i'll keep my mouth shut about this one too. you're so hard to handle, you know?" she teasingly say to you again, you could only huffing away and buried your face into semi's chest through the fabric shirt pajamas.
she couldn't help but to let her fingers wandering off to the strands of your hair gently, massaging your scalps to make you feel relaxing and soothing while humming a sound of lullaby. you're feeling like you'll fall asleep in a second with the way semi's treating you right now, especially her scent is comforting you in some type of way. how you wishing that you can stay in her arms like this forever, will it be impossible or possible?
semi pull away slightly enough to look down on your face, soft smile forming on her lips and her eyes lighten up in sparks to see you've fallen asleep in her arms. her thumb caressing your cheek so gently, almost too scared to push too much as if you could break like a glass. she leaning down to press a soft kiss on your forehead, before whispering sweet nothing to keep you warm and sleeping peacefully. you can feel the soft kiss on your forehead, as your eyes is getting more heavy but you can hear the last word from semi's sweet nothing whisper to you that make a slow and soft smile appear on your face.
"i love you, my pretty princess." semi whisper the last word of her sweet nothing whisper to you, she doesn't feel confused when it comes to her feelings toward someone at all. if she felt attached to them, if her heart felt like dying without them, need them like the air she breathe, then she didn't feel hesitate for a second to confessed her feelings for that person and that person is meant to be with you.
your little secret with semi? that's only in your head but semi doesn't want to kept you like a secret when she want to kept you like an oath.
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dollieswan · 5 months ago
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𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖i'm sorry but i really can't see semi with minsu as in romantic way, in my head they're like a siblings to each other. even if semi is younger than him, i feel like she'll act more like an older sister for minsuֶָ֢.๋࣭𓂃𓈒this is just in my opinion though⭑.ᐟ
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dollieswan · 5 months ago
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˙ . ꒷ ୨𝓁ℴ𝓋ℯ 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔ℴ𝓋ℯ𝓇ৎ. 𖦹˙—
𔘓𓂃ʷᵉ ˢᵃʸ ⁱᵗ'ˢ ᵒᵛᵉʳ ᵇᵘᵗ ⁱ࣪ ᵏᵉᵉᵖ ᶠᵘᶜᵏⁱⁿᵍ ʷⁱᵗʰ ʸᵒᵘ˖˖ ִֶָ
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synopsis : semi and you has been together as in friendship for a long time, but semi has offered you to be friends with benefits with her after that one drunk night and she can't get over your body. you're stupidly inlove with her that you willingly to give her the consent to touch you whenever she wants and you agree to be friends with benefits with semi. not knowing that's going to ruin you.
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falling inlove with someone that couldn't return your feelings back is the stupidest thing you've ever done in your life.
sometimes, it's making you want to cry your heart out when the reality hits you with the fact that semi will never look at you in the same way you do to her. falling inlove with someone that you can't have as yours is the worst, but you can't control your own feelings of the way it's acting to be with someone and your heart choose semi. to be friends with benefits with semi is something you regret to make such a decision without thinking twice, especially when it's making you feel like you're being used up.
but you can't do anything about it when you've agree in the first place, even how many times you've promise to yourself and swear that you'll never do it again, and yet here you are laying on semi's bed and being underneath her as she's eating your pussy out as if there's no tomorrow. while your moans echoing through her bedroom and clenching sound is only making the intense feeling more better, your wrists is tied up with pink ribbons on the headboard not tightly but enough to keep your hands staying still.
you lower your head to look down at semi's eating you out between your legs and you swore that you'll never do it again. the feelings are mutuals because semi has been feeling that way toward you too, she'd promise to herself that she swore she'll never do it again but here she goes with desire and lust for you. it's complicated than it looks.
the way semi's tongue lapping around your clit and flickering with her tongue while three of her fingers inside your hole, she's pumping her fingers in and out of your hole without slowing down. you can feel the piercing cold metal on her tongue when it's running down around your clit and your hole. you'd arch your back slightly off the mattress when semi slipped her tongue inside your hole after pulling out three of her fingers.
you're like a fan for her tongue, sweet tongue for you that knows how to do all the job with your pussy without wasting a second. you can't never get enough of her tongue, the way her hands is touching all over your body, the way she know how to make your mind goes blank and rolling back your eyes with pleasure. it's bad enough that you've been inlove with her.
"semi...i'm gonna come." your voice sound shaking slightly like your thighs and your heavy breathing as your bare-chest is going up and down, it's like a movie scene for semi eyes. she keep her tongue inside your pussy and rubbing over your wall to hit your sensitive spot, causing you to moaning out loud and came all over her tongue.
"fuck princess, you always taste so good." your eyes fluttering close by itself at the exhausted feeling, this isn't your first round with semi. but four rounds all at once and this is the five one which you're hoping it'll be the last round. you want more but it's making you feel exhausted and tired which leading you to feeling sleepy.
you can't never find yourself to resist semi way seduce you to make you in the mood and all wet for her, she doesn't have to touch you and you're already like a fountain down there especially when she's whispering dirty things in your ear with her deep yet gentle voice. it's one of your weakness and semi know it, she always find a way to use it on you knowing you'll melting because of her voice.
aftercare is a must for semi. even they're only friends with benefits but semi doesn't want to make you feel like she's only using your body and left you behind alone afterwards. she's not that kind of person. she'll clean you up properly and prepared you to bed with her pajamas instead if you two are in her apartment. she'll bring a full-plate of sweet dessert that you'd like with hot chocolate. and she'll cuddle you to sleep, she'll holding you in her arms and running her fingers through your hair with gentleness.
the night is quiet as blanket of stars sparkling on the nightsky for a beautiful scenery. the bedroom is echoing with the sound of melody as a lullaby for them to sleep. but at the moment, you were sitting on semi's bed while drinking the hot chocolate she has made for you earlier. your eyes following her movement wearing the black croptop with short hoodie to cover her body and a pair of short underneath.
you can't help yourself but to simping over semi like always. but tonight, you felt like you need to bring yourself to speak up about your real feelings for her. you don't care if you'll get reject by her, all you think about is you only live once and if it's not now, then when? it's enough for you that she'll discovered your feelings than to keep your feelings away in the dark.
"mimi," that's your nickname for semi ever since you two become friends with each other before the whole benefits things started, you've been calling her through the special nickname. she hum in response before she looked up to you and make her way to sit on the edge of the bed when she noticed that you want to talk. "i have something that i feel like i should let you know before it's too late.."
"sure, go ahead and tell me princess." semi says with a small smile tugged on her lips, your eyes glance down to the piercing on her lower lip that make your cheeks forming in blush. your lips parted open again to prepared yourself for your confession to her, only to get interrupted by semi's phone ringing. her hand reaching out to grab her phone over the nightstand and it was her mother's whose calling. "it's my mom, we'll talk later princess."
with that semi left the bedroom to answer her mother's phone call. seriously, everytime you're trying to have a serious talk with semi or to confess your feelings for her, something always get in the way between you two and it makes you frustrating when it keeps happening like a curse. the phone call probably going to be hour long, you knew it already because semi's mother will never stop the conversation unless if semi does.
you put the hot chocolate mug on the nightstand and sighes to yourself while pulling up the blanket and lay your head on the soft pillow slowly. you cover the blanket only around your waist before letting yourself to falling sleep, imagination running through in the back of your mind that you'll get married with semi in the future until you're falling asleep. after an hour, semi step inside her bedroom again just to see you're already sleeping peacefully.
she couldn't help herself but to smile softly at the sight of you has fallen asleep already. she thought that you must be tired for keeping going through the whole night with five rounds, semi slipped herself next to you and lay her head on her forearm to get a better look on your pretty face. her fingers gently tucked one of your hair strand at the half of your ear, she pulling up the blanket to cover your whole body to your shoulder before her lips pressing a soft kiss on your forehead and sleeping next to you.
it's always like this, she always treated you like as if you two were a lovers. as if you're something precious like a diamond in her eyes, as if she's looking at you with the look of love. it's only making you wanna kill her for giving you different kind of treatment, but you'd like it and love it so much that you can't resist or push her away.
and the situation between you two continue like always. you've been trying and keep trying to have a serious conversation with semi about everything that's happening between you and her, especially about your feelings for her but as always. something keep getting in the way between you two that you just give up to confess your feelings for semi. you've spoke to her that it's over, she has said it to you too that it's over between what you two had with the friends with benefits stuff but it's all just a words to you and to her.
you know that you're gonna do it again with her, semi know that she's going to do it again with you. all the promise, the swore to each other self, it's almost like a words to denial their feelings more than a words that they'll keep to themselves and to never do it again. but they know they're gonna do it again and you'll wake up with this love hangover again and again until the curse break to let you confess your feelings for semi.
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dollieswan · 5 months ago
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𓏲 ๋࣭ ࣪𝘪𝘮𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬˖.๋࣭𓂃
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⋆˚࿔ˢᵉᵐⁱ ˣ ᶠᵉᵐ!ʳᵉᵃᵈᵉʳ⋆˚࿔
synopsis : you and semi were in such as cotton candy sweet romantic relationship before semi ruined everything when she change the way she treated you, ghosting you and left you stranded. she decide to ending things with you and you don't have the reason to live anymore, but that was two years ago. you've decide to join the game between life and death to pay off your parents debts only to meet with semi in the game.
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the third round is the mingle game.
half of the thousand players got their life taken away to burning down or nowhere else people could've find them. but the greedy players that's desperate for money has voted for the O's won the voting again to continue another game.
it's a mess in the first round, the second round, the third round, it's all like a chasing after the timing to find the exact amount of players when the number had called it out through the speaker. blood is stained everywhere on the floor, the screaming from other players outside the room is echoing along with the gunshot. however, semi can't help but to feel relieved when she got to save herself from eliminated when she's only with thanos teams and minsu.
but the feeling is only for temporary before thanos and namgyu decide to play rock paper and scissors for three players to choose between each other, they make minsu and semi playing the rock paper and scissors but semi stretching out her hand for minsu because she want to take him and find one more player for themselves instead letting one of them joining thanos and namgyu. when minsu is panic enough to pull out scissors hand sign to semi's hand that's for him, thanos and namgyu grab minsu away from the platform and semi felt like her heart sinking down.
she doesn't know how to feel when she thought that she could trusted minsu enough to be with him but he betrayed her just like that. luckily she found herself to be with another two players. after the fourth round, it's for the last round of the mingle game and semi couldn't find herself to ran toward minsu or be with thanos team anymore. the last round begin when the platform is spinning round and round with the children song again, the guide's voice is called out for two players. everyone is panicking searching for a partner for themselves and grab whoever they see.
semi is alone and she's panicking as she's glance around her to grab anyone that she seen without a partner yet, but her eyes widened in suprise when she felt someone suddenly grabbed her hand and leading her to running toward the empty room as the player with the number 223 slamming the door close and it locked by itself when the countdown is over, other players outside of the room is screaming for their life.
you had no idea who you were grabbing and leading in to the empty room with you when all you think about is to survive the mingle game. as the gunshot echoing from the outside of the room, you try to take a deep breath slowly and raised your head slightly to look at the player you've grabbed the hand earlier as your partner. but something heavy sinking down inside your stomach like a bubble, your heart skipped a beat before it beats faster than before as your eyes widened in shock when the player you've grab earlier is your ex-girlfriend.
on the other hand, you could see the way semi's got the same reaction as yours when you two are staring at each other like you've seen a ghost flashing over your eyes. the room is quiet, atmosphere has changes when semi lips parted to called out your name and asked you almost in quietscent. "why are you in here?" she ask but you didn't response to her questions. you're staring blankly to the floor when the flashback between you and semi of two years ago is running through in the back of your mind like a movie scene.
when the door is unlocked and you quickly swinging the door open to make your own way out of the room, you just want to escape from the game now that you've discovered that your ex-girlfriend is in the game too. after the mingle game, all the players return back to the facility room but you make your way to the toilet instead and luckily the guards allowed you so easily this time.
you're standing in front of the sink to wash your hands and fixing your long hair prettily in the mirror. before your breath caught up in your throat and your body is freezing when semi step out of one of the stall bathroom. the both of you are froze, but semi cleared her throat and walk toward the sink to wash her hands. she steal a glance to you through the mirror before her voice ringing through your ears.
"thank you for save me."
"i did it for myself." you respond to semi in almost cold and no emotions through your voice, she noticed the tone of your voice and she just realized how much she'd missing your voice. "why are you in here? why do you joining this game?" semi asked you out of curiosity but also because she felt sort of protectiveness toward you knowing this game is between life and death. you didn't look up to her and turned off the faucet sink. "i can do whatever i want, why does it matter to you?" you say as you turn around to walk away but stop in your track when semi grabbed your wrist.
"you shouldn't join this game, you can't stay in here you know? this game is about life and death, do you know how dangerous it is?" semi's voice is soft but firm tone to deliver her emotions through her words properly, she doesn't understand either why she's telling her ex-girlfriend what to do. you turning around and glaring up to semi with coldness in your eyes, you pull your wrist away from her grip. "so? i've participate in this game already. and there's no chance for me to leave this game if people like you keep voting to continue the game."
your eyes glance down to the blue patch on her jacket tracksuit before you turning around again and walk out of the toilet. semi had voted O's for the second voting time and the third round, but it's because she need the money desperately and the life of her outside the game is more scarier than the game itself. but you've voted for X's since the beginning after seeing half of the players died brutally in front of your eyes in the first and second game, but nothing change when the blue side has won.
the players vote for the X's or O's once again after the mingle game, most of the players has voted X's and the number only need to increase if the X's side get the chance to win this time. when the guard called out your number, you make your way to the voting table and pressed the X's button as it's beeping and walk away to standing on the red side with others. when it was semi's turn, you keep your eyes on her with crossed arms over your chest while you thought that she'll probably voting to stay in the game again. but your thoughts slowly dissapear when her hand press the X's button for the first time and the guard handing her the red patch to replace the blue one.
you look away from her when she turned around to make her way to standing on the red side, you didn't expect that she would change her vote for you or maybe you're just thinking too much that she change her vote for you when she probably doing it for herself. unfortunately, the voting ended up to draw in the same amount of number between the X's and O's teams which the guard had told them to continue the vote tomorrow and seeing if any of the player change their mind.
the facility room went lights out after the lady's voice had told all the players to sleep and continue for the game and voting tomorrow like yesterday. but the quiet room is only for temporary before you overheard the screaming voice from the X's side which is where your bed it is too. it wasn't just a scream, but screaming in pain and help with the clenching sound of other players stabbed the X's side players.
you quickly get up from your bed and trying to scanning your surrounded but the lighting flickering in the room make it harder to see someone or something. you grabbed the glass of cola bottle that the guard give to all the players earlier as their drinks, you're using them as the weapon to shield yourself from others. you had no idea how and why but the back of your mind snapped you to running and searching for semi and so you did.
the scream and clenching sound of stabbing is making your knees weak to hide yourself under the bunk bed from all of those insane players but you can't bring yourself to hide, when your heart is screaming to looking for semi. you stop in your track when you saw the glimpse of your ex-girlfriend is in the middle of all the bunk beds and namgyu is trying to stab her with the fork. before you could scream for semi's name, your heart stop when you heard her screams in pain as namgyu above semi stabbed her shoulder with the fork.
you snapped out of your fear and thoughts as you make your way forward forcefully and swinging the cola glass bottle toward namgyu's head as the glass shattered apart on the floor with a thud sound. his head is bleeding and groaning in pain as he turned around, you take a step back with fear in your eyes when he's grinning and get off from semi to lunged toward you with the fork. semi hissed in pain on her right shoulder but she get up from the floor and grabbed the piece glass on the floor to stabbed on namgyu's back from behind to prevent him from hurting you.
he fell down to his knees in pain and groaning as the fork is on the floor now, but before semi could continue to stabbing namgyu and killed him, you grabbed semi's hand and dragging her away from namgyu as you make you way to nowhere when the light is flickering. but the room went quiet as soon as the lights in the room are open and it isn't flickering anymore and the guards is coming up to the small stage inside the room, telling everyone to stop their fights.
when the guards check on the dead players, you dragging semi away from the other side and leading her to your bed instead. you pulled her down to sit on your bed, your hand covered the wound on her right shoulder to press the wound from bleeding. "you save me again...why?" your eyes looked up to semi who's staring at you with spark of something in her eyes.
how you'd wish to screaming at her, yelling at her with all the words that she has said to you two years ago, all the hurtful moments between you two of the past that haunted you down until today. but when you open your mouth to speak, nothing come out but a word to answer to her questions. "and i would do it all over again if had to."
the same night after the lights out horrifying game, you find yourself sitting next to semi on your bed with your knees is up to your chest and she's staring at your face like as if you're the most precious thing ever. "i'm sorry..for everything that i've put you through two years ago." your heart clenched like the shatter glass when semi apologize for the toxicity she has put in the relationship between you two.
"it's already in the past, i've moved on and it doesn't matter to me anymore." you says nonchalant tone in your voice as your legs slipped underneath the blanket, you lay your head on the pillow and close your eyes to force yourself to sleep only to feel a pair of warm arms is wrapping on your waist and the other is slipping underneath your head over the pillow. "but i haven't and i need you in my life again. it's hard for me to wake up everyday without the reason for me to live when you're not in my arms anymore."
those words make you fluttering your eyelids to open and your heart felt like it would stop beating when your face are so close with semi, your eyes is staring into her own like a sore sight and you can see a tears rolling down from semi's eyes to her cheeks in silent. you couldn't find yourself to response the way you wanted, you're trying to process her words all over again in your head, wondering if all of this is happening in real time in front of your eyes or were you just being delusional. but you know that you're not being delusional when semi's hand brushing away the strand of your hair and tucked behind your ear so gently, it makes you feel like it's the first time all over again.
"you don't have to accept me right now, you can take your time to think through your decision. i understand if you can't accept me to be in your life anymore." your heart feels like it'll explode in a second with the way you wanted to speak out your answer and telling semi that you're actually lying when you said that you've moved on, when in reality you're like a mess in the beauty thorns without her in your life.
but something holding you back from giving the answer she needed to hear. you only nodded your head as your eyes is still staring into semi's eyes as if you're looking at your own world. "thank you for save me, i promise to protect you throughout the next game or whatever that'll come up in here."
"you don't have to."
"i have to, i need to," semi quick in response makes your heart wildly beating so fast and the bubbling in your stomach is making you feel uncomfortable, but the warmness spreading through your lungs is like a butterfly when semi continue to speak her feelings. "because i still love you."
the three words that you were always hoping for to escape through semi's lips two years ago, when she ending what you thought you almost had with her, what you thought was forever with her, when you were begging on your knees for her to stay. you can't find the emotion to feel deeply when semi suddenly confessed her old feelings to you again, but tears flowing down through your eyes to your face in silent as your eyes is still staring into her own. semi felt like her whole world crumbling down to see you're crying because of her again, she hate to be the reason of your tears like in the past. her thumb brushing over your face and wipe away the tears gently, before pressing a soft kiss on your stained-cheeks like a touch of a flower.
you two cuddling in each other's arms until you're falling asleep in her arms so easily like you used to. it's always so easy for you to sleep whenever semi's holding you, especially it's like a cure for your insomnia. you hate to admit that you barely sleep well after she has left you and the insomnia came back to you, but now after a long time for the first time, you get the chance to sleep in semi's arms once again.
semi keep her eyes staring down to you like you're the universe, the world for her, the countless stars for her. the spark of love is in the sore eyes of hers, as she's caressing your cheek with her thumb gently and pressing another soft kiss on your forehead without waking you up, she spoke in quietscent, almost sound like a whisper and promising through her words and the look of love in her eyes for you.
"once we make it out of here and i will show you what's the meaning of love again, but this time, i will put the ring on your finger to make you as the love of my life forever."
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