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just got discharged from hospital

didn’t get tubed or anything thank god but had to suck a glucose gel tube and have an electrolyte iceblock (0cals fortunately)

(I was in there because i 0d’d but they questioned me about my ed, I don’t remember telling them anything about it but I think it’s because i kept refusing to have the glucose gel in the ambulance idk. Im actually so far deep into this shit when we got to the hospital i tried to prgë the gel)

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mum said i would look hideous if i got any skinnier <3

taking that as a compliment, means i’m doing something right

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I LOVE WATERRRRR

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I love it when my appetite disappears completely

I love feeling completely light and empty

I feel like i could float

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I think i love someone

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i’ve been sick for so long omggggg my immune system is balls

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im still alive & skinny I’ve just been sick :(

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the bus smells like sandwiches

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Im so exhausted. I slept pretty much all day but I don’t feel any less tired

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is this happening to anyone else?? </3

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I forgot to start my fast last night are you kidding me

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UPDATE IM NOT ON MY PERIOD YESSSSSSS

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I’m devastated. I think i might be getting my period again. It’s been MONTHS since i last had one, i’ve pretty much gone this entire year without getting a period. I don’t understand, i’ve been barely eating anything these past couple of months, especially now more than ever. I’m like the best I’ve been at being in control rn. Peak⭐️vation😭

This might just tip me over the edge, im ruined.

Its not fair. Ive been doing so perfect. its not fair.

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been doing prtty great :)

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i’m getting worse but still no one seems to care. i need to faint again

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does sh count if it’s not “extreme enough”? like can i even say icvtmyself if it just looks like a cat scratch the next day? got me feeling like an attention seeking fraud or something😭

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i usually limit myself to one sugarfree energy drink/diet soda a day but god i want another sugarfree redbull so bad