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"But I AM pregnant. And the baby is yours... do you smell strawberries?" He looked around.

"Eddie, listen to me. You can’t be pregnant. And no, I don’t."

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"Yes, I find it ridiculous, too... But... Oh... just" Edgar run off the room and was back in few minutes. "I think this is true..." He added, breathing heavily.

"What’s true? What are you talking about? Don’t be stupid, it’s impossible."

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"D-dominic... I know this sounds ridiculous... but... I think I am pregnant" Edgar mumbled

"You are what? Sweet, don’t be funny. You’re a boy."

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Who are the composers of the music on your blog? I love classical~

I don't know. The first two are from Umineko no Naku Koroni Ni and the last one is from the Amelie.

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"You did" Edgar murmured

“I’m sorry! I don’t wanted too… Forgive me…” He whispered.

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Now slap his face!

“NO! I don’t..!”

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Go and tell Edgar that you hate him.

“What?!”

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"Oh, your mother..." he whispered, understanding him very well. "But you will stay as long as you can?" he asked.

“Yeah. I hope she will die until I end the collage… And then I wouldn’t go.”

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"So you will go back there any way?" Edgar stepped back, looking into Dominic's eyes, really sad and disappointed

“Maybe. I don’t know. My mother is sich woman… I don’t know what she can do.”

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"You don't have to. Just, please, stay... with me" He nuzzled into boy's neck, taking deep breath. His smell...

“As you wish, Eddie. This time… I won’t leave you. Until I had to return to Paris.”

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"No" he whispered, hugging him back "It's easy. Just stay here, please" He put his head on other's shoulder. His heart was beating fast, too fast.

Dominic started to stroking Edgar's hair. His smell, his eyes, his hair, his smile... Dominic loved that person more than anyone else. "I can't promise that I will behave normally."

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"I know that I don't want to lose you again, Dominic. Don't leave me again. I beg of you. Don't!" Last time McQueen had left Edgar, he had been depressed for months. "Don't leace me again, Dominic" He was still holding his wrist strongly.

“Eddie…” Dominic hugged him suddenly. “I won’t. I don’t want to leave you… But… It’s so hard. Too hard.”

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"No, wait, Dominic, don't go, please! Don't!" Edgar seemed desperated. He grabbed other's wrist "I won't let you go!"

"I thought I don't know what you want. But now I see, you don't know that too. Think about it, Edgar."

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Edgar's hand stayed, where it was, just in the air. He looked at Dominic, feeling really bad. He started to realize, he really, really didn't want him to go. But how was supposed to tell him that now?

Dominic sighed. “I’m sorry, Mister Redmond. I have to pack up my things.” And he went from the room.

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Did he, did Edgar change him so much? He couldn't even imagine that. Why would he have this much of influence on boy? "Dominic..." he whispered, not knowing what to do. Somehow he wanted to kiss him now, but also didn't want McQueen to think he was doing that because of sympathy. His hand touched softly Dominic's face

Dominic took a step back. "I don't need your mercy or compassion."

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That was cruel, but Edgar thougt, that Dominic looked really attractive, when he was sad. "I don't want to keep you in any kind of chains" he whispered. Dominic had always been the strong one.... what happened?

"But you are, Edgar. I can't live without you. It's too painful. But... Living with you... And can't kiss you is even more."

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The truth was, Edgar never believed that Dominic really wanted his love. Was he able to love him? What was love? Was it enough, he didn't want him to suffer? No, probably not. But seeing him in this state. Edgar bit on his lower lip. "I don't want to lose you, Dominic" he whispered, letting his arms go

"Can't have you, can't leave you... How you can keep me in chains?"