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This year taught me that my loneliness has more to do with myself than anyone else. The loneliest I will ever be is when I do not have the strength to love myself.

Marianna Paige (via thoughtkick)

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“Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love.”

—

(via fabbryy)

black & white blog

(via i-breathe-for-me)

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“You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.”

— (via ekstaas)

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I think it's time we systematically oppress killing stalking fans

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I've been trying to remember what day it is today

Somewhere in october I think

I still can't remember the last few months

I still don't know where they went

I still don't know who I am

I am still lost

It's still dark

Empty

What should I do

I still wonder what you are doing

But I'm convinced that you're content

And so time passes by and days go on

It still fascinated me how your silences overwhelms

I don't want to heal or loose your bruises

Pain

Some stupid poem to express my feelings

I’ve been trying to remember what day it is today

Somewhere in april from what I can tell

I can’t remember the last few months

I don’t know where they went

I don’t know who I am

I have lost myself

It’s been dark

Empty

What am I doing

I wonder what you are doing

Yet I know you’re probably content

And so time passes by and days go on

It fascinates me how your silence overwhelms

I don’t know if I want to heal or loose your bruises

Hurt

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Some stupid poem to express my feelings

I've been trying to remember what day it is today

Somewhere in april from what I can tell

I can't remember the last few months

I don't know where they went

I don't know who I am

I have lost myself

It's been dark

Empty

What am I doing

I wonder what you are doing

Yet I know you're probably content

And so time passes by and days go on

It fascinates me how your silence overwhelms

I don't know if I want to heal or loose your bruises

Hurt

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nobody from my past can ever get close to me again & I mean that.

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I come on tumblr to talk to myself publicly

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in wintertime, it gets darker earlier.

i like that.

i don't have to wait too long.

for the sun to go away.

and to let my darkness colide.

with the one outside.

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u were cool but nah fuck u

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technically

if i'd kms

the problem would be solved

just sayin

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i’m annoying (self diagnosed)

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im rotting its fine

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thank you for walking away because I wouldn’t have

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if you’re in you’re early-mid twenties and they fucking suck, i promise they fucking suck for most people because it’s the time when you are really figuring out who you want to be how you fit into the world who you should surround yourself and it’s mostly misfires and painful learning experiences and reckoning with your childhood and learning to heal your deep wounds, it’s a very very painful transformation process and it doesn’t really end as you get older, you keep growing and learning, but you learn more and more the tools you need and you can equip yourself with them in times of hardship and find the spaces where you belong that can hold you

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HOW MISERABLE DO I HAVE TO BE BEFORE YOU ARE HAPPY

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I fr got no one left in this bitch