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i will never to get to have it all and i should learn how to be fine with that

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"sometimes you don't get what you want because you deserve better" BUT I WANT IT

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oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

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in the chillest possible way,

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grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

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what if I completely ignore the problem

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and I would say I love you but saying it out loud is hard, so I won’t say it at all. and I won’t stay very long

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David Mitchell, Slade House

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emotionally retreating from everyone to focus on getting worse

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um guys, I think we need to stop waiting for ‘the right time’ and just start doing the things we want whenever because the right time’s never gonna come, and if we keep waiting it’s just gonna turn into an endless cycle

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daily affirmations

I know why i am like this and i will never do anything about it

Psychologists could never help meee

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would you still like me even if i experienced emotions