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Oscar Wilde, from a letter featured in The Selected Letters of Oscar Wilde

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Beautiful! When can we indulge in some more „Heat“? I am cravibg your fic sooo bad 🥺

Hi!

The next chapter is currently 2034 words long (my chapters are usually 7000+ words). Out of those 2034 words, I would say that 65 % are shit, or not even written in English (my drafts are usually a messy mix of languages, lol).

BUT

Since it's the last day of Elriel month, I'll give you a little snippet of the next chapter. My original plan was to finish the fic during Elriel month, but life had other plans (like a new job that kept me busy + writer's block).

Mind you, I might change all of this when I actually finish + edit the chapter, but for now, this is the first part of the last chapter of HEAT.

Enjoy <3

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Mate. 

You are my mate. 

Elain could do nothing but stand there and stare at him as the words seemed to echo between them. She knew what the words meant, of course she did. She had read the books. She had heard the stories. She had laughed at the absurdity of people believing that soulmates were real. Just a few months ago those words had held no meaning to her because she didn’t believe in such a thing.

Mates. 

It was something that only belonged in movies, or in romance novels, not real life. It was a fantasy that was about as real as unicorns. Nuala had even asked her a few weeks ago if she thought that she would find a mate now that she was an omega, and Elain had laughed at the question. Not because the question was funny, but because it made her feel a new sense of panic she had never experienced before. 

What if she did find a mate?

What if she was mated to someone she didn’t know? 

What if she didn’t even like the person?

If mates were real, how would you even know that you were compatible?

The questions she had never before considered had invaded her mind that day and for days after, she had been on edge, especially when she knew that there was an alpha nearby. What if that mate-thingy just snapped into place while she was in line at the grocery store? Could she be mated to an alpha that smelled like sour socks and sadness? Did she have a say in who she was mated to?  Could she say no?

The mere thought of being mated to another person had scared the living shit out of her and now, here she stood, one hand on the doorknob while the other rested on Azriel’s chest. 

Over his heart. 

My mate, he had called her. She waited for the panic to set in. She waited for the questions and the doubt and the shock to bubble up from the depths where she had buried it all. She waited, and waited, and waited, but the panic never came. Azriel’s heart was beating a steady rhythm beneath her palm. A rhythm that matched her own. Home, her heart seemed to tell her. He was home.

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HEAT - chapter 5

Pairing: Elriel Tags: Smut, omegaverse, praise, maybe a little breeding kink, and more! (see all tags on AO3. And as always, please mind the tags.) A very short fic summary: What happens when one goes into heat at work and the person you work for is the sexiest alpha on the planet? Chapter summary: It's probably way too long because I don't know how to kill my darlings. There's a little bit of smut so I hope that makes up for all the rambling!

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Read the fifth chapter on AO3 or start from the beginning

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Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince, Chapter 12

Pairing: Elriel

Chapter: 12 of ?

Summary: Fresh off a brutal break-up, Elain is in need of a distraction. A casual fling. One no strings bad idea, with a guy she definitely won't get attached to, so she can finally move on.

Azriel has lost count of the number of women who've come to regret meeting him. But while he may be the worst idea Elain has had in a while, he's determined to prove that she won't regret him.

Read on AO3

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15 DAYS (A Deep End fanfic)

Pairing: Lukas and Scarlett from Ali Hazelwood's Deep End. Summary: 15 days. That’s how long Lukas was going to stay away from Scarlett. No talking. No texting. No fucking. Lucky for him, he still had his imagination and Scarlett's list of things she wanted him to do to her. Rating: Explicit.

Read a snippet below the cut or go straight to AO3 to read the entire fic.

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Lukas sat in his desk chair, facing his bed. It was still unmade, which was practically unheard of. He couldn’t even remember the last time he left his room without making the bed. You see, Lukas had a routine. Every morning, he woke up, went to the bathroom, made the bed and got ready for the day. But today he just…couldn’t. He had woken up to an empty bed where her scent still lingered and a text message on his phone. 

Scarlett: Sorry I snuck out – you looked like you needed sleep. 

His first instinct had been to text her back. Before even getting out of bed, he had written that she shouldn’t have snuck out and that she would be coming on his tongue this very second if only she had stayed. 

He didn’t send it. 

He should have. He knew that. But he didn’t, because clearly, he’s a fucking idiot. 

So yeah, he didn’t make the bed. Maybe to punish himself, or maybe because he wanted to be reminded of her every time he looked at his rumbled sheets. He honestly didn’t know why, he only knew that he had almost called her multiple times during the day, but he had talked himself out of it every single time even though he wanted nothing more than to hear her voice. 

Well, that was a lie. There were things he wanted more. Her taste on his tongue. The feeling of her soft skin under his hands. The sounds she made when he covered her mouth as she came for him so beautifully. Her lips around his cock. 

It was a pretty extensive list, and every single item on it involved Scarlett. 

That was the thing though – he wanted her so fucking badly and for some stupid fucking reason, he had to prove to himself that he could distance himself from her. That he could go without talking to her. Without seeing her. He needed to prove to himself that he could deny himself. So there he sat, staring at his bed like a crazy person while writing a text he knew he would delete as soon as it was finished. Just like he had deleted the rest of them. 

My bed felt empty this morning. You didn’t have to sneak out

Delete. 

You were so good for me last night. So perfect. 

Delete. 

I can’t stop thinking about you. The little sounds you made. How well you took what I gave you. I can’t wait to…

Delete

“Helvetes jävla skit,” he muttered to himself and threw his phone on the bed. Why was he so fucking pathetic? And why was he so dead set on proving to himself that he could go without the thing he craved the most? What was wrong with him?

Well, there were probably quite a few things wrong with him. He knew that Scarlett would be upset by his lack of communication. He knew that he risked losing her before he had even truly had her. He knew all of this, yet he couldn’t help himself. This incessant need to prove to himself that he could deny himself the things he wanted was such an integral part of who he was, he had no idea how to quit doing it. As a child, it had been all about not eating sweets or sleeping on the floor next to his brand new bed for months. It had been about suffering just to prove to himself that he would survive it. It had been about discipline. About being able to endure difficult things. 

And now, as he sat in his chair staring at the bed where he had almost fucked her, he wondered if he would be able to endure not touching her for 15 fucking days. He wondered if maybe this was the time he failed. 

Only time will tell, he told himself. 

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Just finished ‘heat’ and omg!!!! Got me all riled up and sweaty 🥵 🔥

I am begging you for MORE!!!! 🥺🫶🏻

hehe, glad you're enjoying it 😏

More will come (pun intended), but I have been super busy lately. I'm going to try to finish the next chapter before March!

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you know a fic is good when it has this

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𝑴𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒏 🌸🖤

Tangled up in each other — Elain the light, Azriel the shadows. In this intimate moment, Elain and Azriel are bound not only by their bodies, but by the balance of light and shadow. Vines of flowers wrap them together, symbolizing the choice that unites them, while light filters through and casts a glow on them. A passionate, tender moment — reflecting the deep emotional connection and physical longing they share, where love transcends all opposites, and together, they find growth.

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We can't say thank you enough times to the incredibly talented @pandyalsart for taking this concept and creating this art. We are so grateful!

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Commissioned by @saraannereads @greenleaf777 @elainsvisions & myself

Characters from the ACOTAR series by SJM

You can find this on Instagram here!

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Edith Södergran, from Love & Solitude: The Selected Poems of E. S.; "The Land That Is Not,"

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it's so wild to me that you absolutely cannot force a hyperfixation to happen. like you'll watch the most perfectly tailor-made-for-you content that everyone says you'll love and feel absolutely nothing, and then the thing you watch on a whim to fill time will reach through the screen and put its damn fingers in your brain and start rearranging the neurons right in front of you and every single time you're like THIS??? THIS??????? and this happens like every 6-12 months forever

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Becoming a writer is great because now you have a hobby that haunts you whenever you don’t have time to do it

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Truly the cauldron gives its toughest battles to its sweatiest soldiers.

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In Swedish there is always a undeniable fear of sending your mum "hoppas att du får jättekuk" (hope you get giant dick) instead of "hoppas att du får jättekul" (hope you have great fun).

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𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒅 𝒂 𝒔𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒎𝒂𝒏

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⁣⁣⁣⤞ art by littlelundmark23

⤞ commissioned by me

Happy Holidays to the Elriel fam! 

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HEAT - Chapter 4

Pairing: Elriel Tags: Smut, omegaverse, praise, maybe a little breeding kink, and more! (see all tags on AO3. And as always, please mind the tags.) A very short fic summary: What happens when one goes into heat at work and the person you work for is the sexiest alpha on the planet? Chapter summary: It's like 95% omegaverse smut. Bon appétit!

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Read the fourth chapter on AO3 or start from the beginning

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Azriel’s POV!!!!!

You are spoiling us 🥰🥰🥰

Thank you!

Hehe, glad you liked it!

Thank YOU for reading 🥰