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I want to be skinny, not dead.

honestly, I feel a lot of Anas have the “dying to be thin” mindset but I don’t count myself in. yes, an empty stomach feels great. yes, sticking to your calorie limit feels great. yes, losing weight feels great whereas gaining it, feels like failing. but you wanna know what doesn’t feel great? noticing your body shutting down. having trouble breathing when lying down, chest pain, a jumping, slowed down heart - all those things don’t feel good to me. they don’t make me euphoric because they’re a sign of me succeeding. they’re a sign of my body giving up and they scare me. a lot.

there is absolutely no use in being skinny if I don’t live long enough to enjoy my new body. I don’t care if I am already at my calorie limit for the day, I don’t care if it’s 3 am or if I just woke up, I don’t care if I was planning on doing a fast - if I feel like I am about to die anytime soon, I eat.

please do yourself the same favor. there is no shame or guilt in keeping yourself alive. doesn’t even have to be something crazy like a big meal. eat an apple. a slice of bread with cottage cheese. a salad. anything. just don’t ignore the signs. because if you’re being honest, you’re just like me.

and I want to be skinny, but I don’t want to be dead.

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𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙨𝙤 𝙄 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬

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Favorite rappers (no order)

Just to get this page started

Playboi Carti

Young Thug

$uicideboy$

Future

Juice wrld

Lil Uzi

NBA Youngboy

YNW Melly

Maxo Kream

Father

Keith Ape

Ski Mask the Slump God

Shy Glizzy

Zotiyac ( seriously check him out he needs to blow up asap)

Key Glock

Xavier Wulf

Lil Skies

Ramirez (also needs more clout)

Original God

Lil Keed

Syringe/Sybyr (been in the game along time and still not up game doing him dirty)

Gizmo

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a few 35mm Shots from this weekend. Rolling Loud | Miami, FL 2018 photos by Jerry Carnation @theinfamousjc

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@playboicarti

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Fucking on your thot, we in Cancun!*++

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playboi carti was finna risk it all for uzi

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Mob shit !

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📸: stillz

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Carti Bithh

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