My CriMi n Bones heart healed with this fic
The Snippets
part v - the collision
Warnings: alcohol consumption, canon typical violence
Note: i planned this chapter to contain smut, but ended up cutting it out cause it didn't feel right. but also, FINALLY, am i right??
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It was two weeks later when Lance came back to the FBI.Â
You were talking with Spencer and Derek in the bullpen about some nonsensical thing, really. About Derek's latest conquest, about Spencer's latest movie that he watched and really liked. Over the years, they have grown to be your big brothers here in the BAU.
That was until Emily came in and stood across from you, leaning against the other side of Spencer's desk.Â
âWatch out, Doctor Candy just got off the elevator,â Emily said conspiratorially.Â
You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion, and so did Spencer. Derek sighed, âSweets, she's talking about Sweets. I thought we were mad at him?â
âThen why don't you just say so?â Spencer said, spinning in his chair.
âCause he's an eye candyâin Y/Nâs nerdy, sweet, kickable-in-the-playground type of way,â Emily shrugged and Spencer narrowed his eyes at her. âWhat? That doesn't mean that I actually do it.â
Spencer, just to be a little shit because he saw Lance was approaching, grinned and said, âDoes that mean I'm your type, Y/N?â
âOh, shut up,â you whined. They had been teasing you relentlessly since you started hanging out with Lance, even more so when he left and you were quite devastated for a week. Profilers could be very annoying to spend almost the entirety of your waking moments with.
âIt's nice to tease someone else rather than be the one teased, huh, Reid?â Derek snickered, messing up Spencerâs hair.
The Good Doctor agreed, still grinning like a Chesire cat, ignoring the mess on his hair. âVery much so.â
âHi,â a different voice said. Your heart jumped and flipped, and those gosh-darn profilers must have seen it all over your face because they were trying not to laugh.
You turned around, finding Lance with a pink box from a place called The Pink Box. âOh look at you all suited up. Can't stay away, can you?â
âWell, what can I say, the coffee here is irresistible,â Lance said, and you thank God that your friends couldn't see your face then.
âSure,â Derek coughed. âCoffee.â
It was as if Lance just realized the audience that you both had. He smiled what you call his Sweets⢠smile, the kind where his dimple would show, showing off the glint in his eyes, and greeted them.
âAgent Morgan, Agent Prentiss,â he said, then, to Spencer. âDoctor Reid.â
âOh my god,â you sighed, exasperated. âIgnore those shitheads.â
âRight,â Lance said, but he kept glancing behind your shoulder.Â
BAU agents tended to have an intimidating effect on others, especially since it was one of the most revered units in the Bureau. Not to mention the shitheads behind you were actively trying to intimidate Lance because of his disappearing stint that left you sulky.Â
You rolled your eyes, placing your hand on his arm. That got his attention. âCan I help you, Lance?â
His eyes didn't move from yours then, âRight. Right. I got you theseââ he handed you the pink box. âAs an apology.â
You took the box from his hands and opened it. It was cupcakesâeight of them, with five of which were decorated to spell out S-O-R-R-Y and the rest with regular buttercream. âYou really shouldn't haveââ
âI want to,â he said, though his demeanor was still nervous. âWhat's your plans for lunch?â
âNothing, really, I was justââ
âCrimefighters!â Garcia interrupted from above the staircase. âWe have a nasty one in Floridaâare those cupcakes from The Pink Box?â
You blinked up at her, then at Lance. âUm, yes?â
Garcia's gaze found Lance, then narrowed. âYou are on thin ice, Dr. Sweets,â she moved her attention to the band of profilers sitting around Spencer's desk. âCome on, don't forget your sunglasses!â
There were collective groans from the team, and you sighed in defeat. You loved your job, really, but it had a habit of sneaking up and snatching you up during the most inconvenient time ever. There was one time when you were mid-sex with Wendell at that Egyptian bed at the Jeffersonian when Hotch called you away. It cost you an orgasm already, and now it was costing you a date with Lance. The disappointment was clear on your face and his eyes.Â
âI guess I'll be going to Florida for lunch,â You said, shrugging. âRain check?â
âRight yeah, okay, go save the world!â
âThank you, for this, really, you didn't have to,â you shook the box a little before you remembered it was filled with delicately decorated cupcakes.Â
âL/N, let's go,â It was Hotch, using that stern voice where he did not want to play around. You knew he didnât really care about what you do, so the case mustâve been a pretty bad one. (You found out on the jet that he was also teasing you).
You straightened up in panic, running up the stairs as fast as you could. âRight, sorry! Coming! I'll see you when I get back, Sweets! Thank you again, for the cupcakes!â
But you didn't see him after. At least, not right away. Whenever you were around, he wasn't. And the times you did spend in DC rarely ever let up now that you were working on your dissertation. Hotch even lets you do ViCAP interviews on your own during that time, giving you access to the BAUâs long list of criminals to pick their brains.Â
It wasn't until two weeks later that you finally saw Lance.
The last ViCAP interview you did was at a federal facility in Dallas. After what happened with Elle all those years ago, Hotch was cautious to send you in, but you took Derek as a bodyguard, promising to be a gym buddy for a month afterward. At first, you were annoyed, like Hotch didnât trust you enough to go alone, but then you were grateful for it.Â
A string of coincidences lined up like dominoes that turned your world upside down. It just so happened that when you were in that facility, two men had planned a prison break. In the report, Lance would soon read, saying that the inmates started a riot, set fire to the cafeteria, and held you captive in one of the cells.Â
Derek took most of the burnt of the torture. Field day with a black cop and a helpless little lady agent.Â
It took them long enough to rescue you that the memory was imprinted in your head forever, considering the team had to divide themselves to also cover the manhunt for the missing inmates. You remembered how those inmates ran his hand along your neck and your chest. Those guys ripped your blouse open, shivs carved from toothbrushes carved your skin. They said you were lucky that an opposing crew had come in and started a fight. You walked away with bruises and cuts, nothing more.
âIâm here because I killed the man who raped my sister,â your rescuer told you. You wouldnât forget his face and his name for as long as you lived: Bilal Zaidi. âI donât care that you are a Fed, nobody deserves to go through that.â
Unfortunately, you also wouldnât forget the name of the man who assaulted you: James Bernard, notorious sexual sadist serial killer whom you had come to interview.Â
What pissed you off the most was how well Derek seemed to be handling it. He didnât lose focus during a case, didnât break down in the middle of the night at some random motel in the middle of nowhere, and didnât lose sleep. He was fine.
It was after too many sleepless nights and the way you almost knocked out a guy who brushed up against you in a coffee shop, that you finally braved yourself to ask for help. You were scared that Hotch was going to fire you or transfer you into another unit with less violence, but you knew then with the way he handled Spencerâs addiction, youâd be fine.Â
âI need help,â you told Hotch. You had come in early in the morning, hoping to beat everyone to talk to him.Â
âOkay,â Hotch agreed. It was one of the things you liked about him, how he trusted his people, how he let you decide how to proceed with the judgments you had made. âI will make time for you this afternoon. Is that okay?â
You shook your head. âNo.â
âNo?â
âNot you,â you insisted. âNot Rossi, not Derek. No one from the team. Please, Hotch, I need someone else, anyone else.â
You did not mean for it to be Lance.Â
When his name was written on the paperwork, you debated whether or not to actually go into his office and tell him that youâd be fine. But the fact that his name was on it meant that he agreed to do it. He read the file, heâd psychoanalyze you and treat you like his patients.Â
âNot him,â you barged into Hotchâs office the second time that day. âAnyone else.â
âL/N,â Hotch sighed. âI figured since you already have rapport, it would be easier for you to go through the process.â
âHotch,â you collapsed into one of the chairs in front of him, one hand holding your head in desperation. âI need to fix myself. I need this to work. I donât want to walk away from the team and the job. I donât want it to have to be likeââ Like Elle. ââplease.â
âOkay,â Hotch said. He reached out to your free hand, squeezing it for comfort. âI will request Dr. Wyatt, is that okay?â
You squeezed his hand just a little harder, as a reminder that he was there, he was trying to help, and he wasnât letting you go anywhere from your spot on the team. You nodded, âOkay.â
âY/N,â Hotch called when you made your way to the door. You turned around, facing your boss who was surrounded by paperwork. âYou shouldnât go through this alone. The team is here for you, and you have more people who care about you than you realize.â
âThanks, Hotch,â you said, and as you stepped out of his office, it was like a weight had been lifted off of your shoulders.Â
It wasnât like you left the office late on purpose, you really did have work to do, and being inside the office building gave you a reprieve from your heightened anxiety. The short-lived relief you had during the day was all that you had before you had to take double-dose melatonin gummies just to sleep when you got home. You didnât know that Lance was waiting for you in the lobby.
The lobby was empty, save for Barney, the late-shift janitor, and two security guards.Â
And Lance, of course, who was asleep on the sofa they put for visitors.Â
You debated whether to leave him there or wake him up, not ready to face him. In the end, you couldnât help yourself. The way the streetlights illuminated his face, you couldnât resist but run your hand through his hair, waking him up gently.Â
âLance,â you whispered. âWake up, hey, let me take you home.â
âFive more minutes,â he grumbled, snuggling closer to your hand.Â
âNo, hey, come on,â you insisted. âWake up, itâs me.â
Slowly, his eyes fluttered open. You tried to ignore the criminally long lashes, opening up to those dark eyes. You really wanted to kiss him.Â
âY/N?â Lance said groggily. âWhat time is it?â
âA little past nine,â you answered. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI, uh,â Lance blinked, taking a second to compose himself and gather his thoughts. He took a deep breath, âI was waiting for you actually.â
âWaiting for me?â
âI went up but Agent Rossi said you were busy, so.â
You stood back as he stretched his back and shoulders. âDid you need something?â
Lance rubbed his eyes, taking his time to lean forward, elbows to his knees, looking up at you. âYeah, an explanation would be good.â
âFor what?â You played dumb.Â
âYou know what,â he said, sighing. âYou refused to see me for a psych eval and therapy. Why?â
You took a step back, trying to put some distance between the two of you. Unconsciously, you wrapped your arms around your chest, putting up some defense because you knew that if he started asking, youâd let it out. But instead of comfort, heâd shrink you.Â
âIâm fine,â you said.
âDonâtââ Lanceâs shoulders drop. âPlease donât shut me out. I can help you, you know I can. Let me help you, please.â
âI don't want you to be my shrink, Lance.â
âWhy not?â He demanded. âIâm the best psychologist the Bureau has, just because Iâm not the best profilerââ
âBecause! You know why!â You exclaimed, throwing your hands out in frustration. âYou know whyâI canât have thisâthis professionalâclinical relationship with you. I donât want to be your patient. Anyone else, Lance, just not you.â
There was surprise in his eyes, followed by realization, and then understanding. His features softened, but his eyes still shined, still kind. He reached out to your shaky hands, holding them in his cold one.Â
âI still want to help, Y/N,â he whispered, standing up to be closer to you. âIn any way that I can, any way that you will let me. All I know is that you are struggling and I canât do anything about it.â
You werenât sure when you started to like Lance romantically. It might be the drunken kiss you shared at the Founding Fathers the first time you met, but his everything annoyed you to no end after that. But even then, you knew there was something about him that pulled you in like magnets. And maybe, maybe, you didnât want to let go, ever.Â
âOh, Lance,â you wrapped your arms around his body, pulling him close. It was the first time that you two were ever this close, this embrace, that wasnât sexually charged. His arms tightened around you, head dropping to your shoulder.Â
You pulled away slightly, letting his forehead rest on yours. Lance was close, the two of you breathing in the same air. For the first time, you werenât thinking about the incident, about the sleepless nights and the all-consuming fear you had powered through for the past two weeks. You needed this to last.Â
So you did what you thought was the only thing you could do to prolong this: you kissed him.Â
Lance let you at first, but only for a second before he put his hand on your chin to keep you away. âWaitââ
The rejection sat quickly in your bones. Your cheeks flamed, shame and embarrassment flooded your body. Turning away from his touch, you started to say, âSorry, Iââ
âNo, no, wait!â Lance said, arms reaching out to keep you close. You complied and stayed put, though you kept your eyes closed because you couldnât bear to look at him. He didnât feel the same. âWait, Iââ
âLance, I get it, itâs okay, we can just forgetââ
âIf you canât be a rebound for me, what makes you think I can just be a distraction to you?â
You paused, listening to each otherâs breathing to clear your head. Slowly, you opened your eyes, only to find him already staring at you. âWhat?â
âIâll help you,â he said. âBut not this way. I need to know that what we have is real. Is it?â
âLance, Iââ you wanted to argue, to tell him that you have liked him for a while, but there was a doubt. There was always doubt, especially now that your head was all fucked up. âI understand.â
Lance breathed, âOkay.â
âOkay,â you echoed, ready to let go, but you really didnât want to. You really didnât want to let him go now that you just got him back. âHow aboutâhow about lunch?â
âLunch?â he smiled, all dimples and teeth.Â
You mirrored his smile. âYeah, lunch.â
âMy treat?â
âYour treat.â
**
You went to lunch together on Monday, and let him treat you to The Best Burger In Town. That was also the time you told him that youâd be taking a sabbatical to finish your dissertation and defend it back at Cornell.Â
âI need to finish what I started,â you told him, seeing the disappointment in his face when he realized you would be away.
Lance squeezed your hand on the table, âAbsolutely. Iâm excited for you.â
âDonât look so sad, sweet boy,â you said. âIâll keep in touch.â
You came back two months later with a new degree in front of your name, ready to get back to work. Most importantly, you were ready to see Lance again.Â
The team celebrated your homecoming with a local case of three missing women. You worked with Will, JJâs boyfriend, while she was away on an assignment for State. It was fairly open and shut but still ended later than all of you preferred.Â
âI need whiskey, pronto,â Rossi whistled as the team stepped into the elevator.Â
âI need vodka, pronto,â Emily echoed.Â
âI think our newly crowned Doctor here should be buying,â Derek prompted, wiggling his eyebrows at you.Â
âOh, that is so true!â Garcia exclaimed. âLetâs go and celebrate!â
âWhere? Isnât OâKeefe being fumigated?â You asked, remembering the last time you went to a bar that wasnât OâKeefe as a team, and Rossi bolted out of there so fast because there were too many brass as patrons.Â
Garcia grabbed your arm, excited, âWhat about that bar I took you to when you first got here?â
That was how you ended up back at the Founding Fathers, credit card held hostage by the bartender, doing vodka shots with Emily and Penelope Garcia. Spencer was taking pictures the whole night, seeing as he was the only sober one out of the lot of you. Along with Hotch, he was the one responsible for getting everyone back home safely.Â
You were at the bar, waiting for your turn to be served when someone called your name.Â
âOh, Agent L/N!â It was Dr. Brennan.
âDr. Brennan, hi!â You greeted her, and in your tipsy stupor, you pulled her into a hug, giggling. âItâs so good to see you!â
Awkwardly, Dr. Brennan patted your back before pulling away. She gestured to the pink sash you were wearing. âAre you getting married?â
You laughed, shaking your head, before adjusting the sash that read âDr. Y/N L/Nâ so she could read it better. âIâm celebrating! With my team! Because I am officially a doctorânot a doctor doctor, but a doctor like you! But in criminology!â
âOh, congratulations!â She said. âI am also here to celebrate.â
âYeah?â you asked, looking over her shoulder. Sure enough, a small number of the Jeffersonian team was there, already watching your interaction. You recognized dr. Saroyan, Angela, and Dr. Jack Hodgins, with one other person who you assumed was one of their interns. You waved at them, receiving smiles in return.Â
Dr. Hodgins then whispered something to Angela with a beaming smile. The artist just sighed and nodded, before both of them make their way to you and Dr. Brennan.Â
âHi, guys,â you greeted.Â
âHi, Agent L/N,â Angela greeted.Â
âOh, please, if I donât have my badge, itâs just Y/N!â
âOkay, Y/N,â Dr. Hodgins said. He was bouncing on his feet, eyes shining and lips grinning like he was excited about something. âWe have news!â
âOh, me too!â you said, matching his excited energy. âI just got my doctorate! Finally! And also, congratulations on your baby!â
Dr. Hodginsâ entire excited demeanor changed as his shoulders fell. He looked at Angela in disbelief. âI canât believeâshe knows?â
You slapped your hand over your lips. âWas I not supposed to?â
âAnge, did you tell her?âÂ
âHow can I, this is quite literally the third time we see each other!â
âTo be fair, I am a profiler,â you said sheepishly. You felt bad for ruining his surprise, though. âI have friends, though right over there, who had no idea who you guys are except for Emily. You can break the news to them!â
âAre they profilers too?â Hodgins asked, pouting.
You grimaced, nodding your head. âYes, but theyâre kind of drunk?â
âThank you,â Angela said, shaking her head in amusement. âAnd congratulations to you too.â
They went back to their table with Dr. Brennan, carrying five pints of beer. You turned back to the bartender, managing to catch him in a millisecond before he went to the other side of the bar.Â
âSorry, sorry,â you said to the bartender. âJust water, please!â
The bartender gave you a tall glass of water, and you gulped it down in relief. Your head was starting to clear, but before you could make your way back to your table, a voice stopped you in your tracks.Â
âI sure hope thatâs water,â Lance said, with a teasing smile. âAre you old enough to drink?â
âHey, sweet boy,â you beamed, leaning further into his space. âI see your opening line hasnât changed after three years.â
Lance stepped forward, leaving as little space between you as possible. He smiled, âSo you do remember?â
âHow could I forget?âÂ
He ducked his head, bashful, and you couldnât help but adore the pink tinting his face. âCongratulations, Dr. L/N.â
âWhy, thank you, Dr. Sweets.â
It felt like a full-circle moment. You, who just came to the city, approached a guy drinking alone at a bar. He, taking you in, looking at you like he wanted you to ruin his life. You, who came back to see him. He, approached a girl drinking alone at a bar.Â
There was no other way. You knew this orbit you were spinning on around each other would collide in some way. This way, specifically, right there, right then.Â
âJust kiss her already!â Angela called out, at the same time Penelope said, âKiss him!âÂ
And so you did, in the middle of a bar, with both your teams cheering you on, you kissed Dr. Lance Sweets, and this time, you knew it was for good.Â
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Drabble #2: Different.
Pairing: nonidol!felix x fem!reader
Content: smut shot, unprotected sex, breeding, fluff(?
Notes: hope y'all enjoy itđđđť
Since your teenhood you and all your friends thought you'll never change your disgusting taste in man, always falling for the bad boys, always dropped with your heart on the floor, that's why you decided not to date until you fixed this little big problem of yours.
You met Felix because of his stubborn ass, lately you've been taking yourself to this little dates visiting calm not very known restaurants, he saw you once on a brunch and lost his opportunity to talk to you, he cleared land, seas and the sky to find you again. At first you found creepy everything he did to know you, but you gave him a chance.
Felix was different to all the guys you've dated before, Felix is pretty, he's gentle, he cares about you, he's passionate, he's not afraid to show his feelings, certainly something new for your heart. He made you love again, there you were, always babying him, loving the skin ship and pure kisses, but something was missing.
"What's missing for you? The guy gives you everything you ever asked for" Chris said frustrated, your best friend was the no. 1 fan of your relationship, sometimes you think that if you break up he'd change you for Felix, you ain't blaming Chris.
"I don't think I can talk bout this with you, Chris, you're a man"
"Eyo, I'm your friend, if it's something sexual I can even give you advice" it felt wrong, but you needed to vent this to someone as quick as possible."He's too vainilla, I love him but yk, I wish he would bend me over and rail me"
"Okay, that's a lil too much for my ears you freak" he said with his infamous red ears, you laugh. He smiled creating a plan on his mind.
Days passed and you tried to forget that small issue, Felix invited you over to make pumpkin pie and watch movies, perfect date for the fall but he was weird today, nothing you couldn't ignore. Low lights, cinnamon and pumpkin candles, his sofa was full of blankets and pillows, he was sweet as per usual, you two changed into pijamas and baked a delicious pie, the time was around 12:34 am and you were cleaning the counter top while Felix was decorating the pie.
You felt something someone behind you, hugging your waist, leaving kissed on your nape and roaming hands on hips and stomach, not mentioning the boner on your back. This wasn't your boyfriend, it felt distinct, it felt stronger and sexier.
"Felix?" you sight to his touch.
"Sssh baby, let me take care of your wishes" his hands made room to your clothed center, ghosting his fingers in your clit and folds making you whine, trying to get out of his lock to touch him but it was impossible, when did he get so strong?
He took your breast and kneaded them like a baker for a living, you could feel your legs getting weaker. "I'm gonna take you right here and you'll like it, okay sweetheart?" he was expecting an answer, foolish Felix, he turned your face around, your deer eyes full with excitement and lust made him twich in his pants, definitely he should do this more often "please Felix, I'll love it".
He pulled both of your fluffy pijamas, you moaned cuz of the mix cold breeze and juices in your pussy, he bend you over on the counter and caressed your back slowly making you impatient. "Lixie please, put it in already" you pleaded, and he smacked you ass. "I'm giving it the way I want, don't be a brat now" he teased your entrance to make you suffer a little, but he couldn't even hold it like this, he you bottomed out in one go making both of you moan out loud. Exactly what you wanted, pain and pleasure.
He trusted slow but strong making you a mess "That's what you wanted, hmhm? Me fucking you dumb, baby?" he groaned, you couldn't even think at this point "You could've ask sweetheart" he said going faster, your pussy vibrated around him, the effect of his newly dominance and deep voice was messing with your brains.
Hitting the right places you were trying to hold onto anything close to you, the known sensation of a knot on your stomach was coming closer, Felix knew because of your clenching around his cock, he kept his pace and moaned close to your ear, he knew how his voice made you a total slut. "Felix! Felix! I'm cummin" you moaned, he smiled hitting in you and letting himself go too, cumming inside of you, riding both of your orgasms.
You panted with your face smacked on the counter, trying to process the juices spiling out of you and how did he knew about this fantasy. He started giving you back kisses, giving you comfort "How about a hot shower and movies, babygirl?" you slowly turned around with help, his face full of freckles was too cute to know he fucked you a couple minutes ago.
Almost on the verge of falling asleep on his arms you needed to know how he full filled your fantasy out of nowhere "A little bird told me, and I'll do anything for you" he said and gave you a kiss on your forehead, your eyes felt heavy on his embrace, your last thoughts were love, comfort and a self note to thank your big nose bird friend.
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