dr-epsilon

[dr-epsilon]

You know, if you're not going to be helpful, I'm just going to chase you off. I can do that now.

She is here and staring at Epsilon

@goose-of-the-fatui

... YOU'RE STILL HERE?!?!

[dr-epsilon]

What do you want this time?!

She is here and staring at Epsilon

@goose-of-the-fatui

... YOU'RE STILL HERE?!?!

[dr-epsilon]

She is here and staring at Epsilon

@goose-of-the-fatui

... YOU'RE STILL HERE?!?!

[dr-epsilon]

Happy Halloween!

[dr-epsilon]

Considering withdrawing from actual RP and instead having people bombard Epsilon with memes and questions. - 🌱

[dr-epsilon]

"Oh, huh. A cat. Quite a fine specimen, actually. Did you know that cats can only see in black and white? They can also see the stripes that humans have, even if those stripes are invisible to our eyes."

[dr-epsilon]

What if Epsilon

But modern au?

Where he was a lab experiment?

And now he's adopted a kid?

[dr-epsilon]

[fun fact: you can time this perfectly to Charlie's Inferno by That Handsome Devil.]

Genshin impact but ... cats!

[dr-epsilon]

So, how much has Cecil traumatized you

-🌌 wearing a fatui emblem

Too much.

[dr-epsilon]

🌧{glad to hear you’re doing good}

thank you! I've missed this community

[dr-epsilon]

Psst

Mod is cooking.

He just turned 17.

In all seriousness though I'm trying to return to the fandom, just hopefully better balanced with my other hyperfixations. I've been connecting with Epsilon again but this blog is now considered an AU version of him. I'll explain more later.

[dr-epsilon]

Let's Be Honest

Hey gang. I wanted to clear up some reasons why activity on this blog has been really hard for me these past few months. I'm doing what I can to make this cohesive, but I just need to let this drop in whatever form it takes.

I used to love Genshin. It was my main comfort media, and I still have a soft spot for it that'll always be in my heart, but in January, things changed. Genshin used to be a huge part of my relationship with my ex boyfriend. It was Our Thing. We would call and play it together while we talked about shit, we had Genshin OCS who were shipped together, I would lean on him for help with it because I was a newer player.

It should've been fine, and I wish it had been fine. This fandom meant so much to me because it reminded me of someone I loved dearly.

Someone who I turned out to be codependent on.

Someone who turned out to be more abusive than I ever could've anticipated.

I really should've seen it coming. The flags were there, but it took him taking it one big step too far in order for me to wake up to it.

Aside from him, I found it hard to make friends in this community, especially in the world of Tumblr roleplay. After he finally fucking left me, my interest in the fandom dropped. So did my energy in keeping up with this blog or just Tumblr in general. Nobody else was really here keeping me active or close, and I didn't feel like I had many good connections going in this particular RP community, so I laid down and gave up for awhile.

To be clear, I'm not quitting. I love Epsilon way too much to give up on him as a character, even if I have to rework him into a completely different universe to do so. Currently, I'm working on rebuilding a positive connection with Genshin as a game, and then hopefully a larger portion of the community.

I'm really sorry for the delay and I hope that laying this little part of my personal life bare helps explain what's been going on. I'm okay and I'm alive, just rebuilding things brick by brick and regaining my energy. I don't know exactly when I'll be back or if Epsilon will transform into something else, but I promise I won't be gone forever.

Thank you all so much for staying around as long as you have.

~ Mod

[dr-epsilon]

since epsilon has been hanging out in mondstadt, would you enjoy rp-ing with an oc i have that i've been planning to revive? @child-breeze-of-mond <- the url. i think her interacting with epsilon would be fascinating

[That could definitely work! I can't promise I'll be super consistent but I can definitely make an effort.]

[dr-epsilon]

Hey all. Hoping to be more active once the school year starts back up. I'll probably have more to say then, and hopefully more people will be around to interact.

[dr-epsilon]

[He can never escape]

Card of goose. The players don't know when or how it will manifest but at some point there will be a goose. The goose will not be friendly.

­The neat part is this card is affecting everyone all the time whether they use it or not.

[dr-epsilon]

goose goose goose goose goose goose

🪿🪿🪿🪿🪿🪿

[That many?]

[dr-epsilon]

*puts a bunch of tiny goose statues around him*

"NO"