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This camping trip is really weird...

I've seen things which i really did not want to see. 

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Uh. If one of those gets 'involved' with Mark then i will not be fucking happy. 

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So there is talk of two new doctors coming into it? SERIOUSLY? You take away Lexie Grey and give us some lame ass characters that we will NEVER connect too. Do you even like your fans Shonda? Seriously?

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Camping's not the only thing that's looking good.

Well last night was fun, i totally stayed in my tent. or not. I made sweet love to my fiancee.

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Well last night was fun, i totally stayed in my tent. or not. I made sweet love to my fiancee.

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See, 

that is exactly why i am excited. 

Trust me Lexie, i’m going to make sure that you have a great time. 

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Of course he does - he was in the military, he went to Afghanistan, a tent is like his second home. 

I grew up in New York - i’ve never really been camping. It could be fun…

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Trust me Lexie, i'm going to make sure that you have a great time. 

Am i the only one that’s looking forward to this camping trip?

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kickasscardiogodcristinayang replied to your post: Am i the only one that’s looking forward to this...

I grew up in New York - i've never really been camping. It could be fun...

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Am i the only one that's looking forward to this camping trip?

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"Yeah, yeah we are" he ran his fingers around the ring on her hand which was a perfect fit. "Is the ring okay?" He had spent weeks trying to find the perfect ring, they were all beautiful but he'd had a hard time picturing some of them on Lexie's hand - he'd been tempted to just not get a ring and let her choose one after but, he wanted to be traditional and romantic, so he'd taken the risk. He lent forward to kiss her again as she ran her fingers through his hair, finding that he just couldn't keep his hands off her - he was so in love with her. In a really really big way. 

We love until we die. -@Slexie (Mark is proposing. :D)

Mark bit his lip as he saw tear’s form in Lexie’s eyes…was that bad? No, no…she was saying yes. He let out a sigh of relief as he put the ring on her finger. He grinned wider than he ever had in his entire life before leaning into the kiss, never wanting it to end. He barely noticed the hard floor underneath his knees as she ended the kiss and pulled him into a hug. He wrapped his arms around her waist as best he could considering she was in a wheelchair and rested his head against her neck. “We’re getting married” he laughed. “Me and you, we’re getting married. We actually made it”

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Maybe a month ago i wouldn't have cared - maybe she wouldn't have taken it personally. But things are messy right now, so just, leave her alone. She doesn't need anything else to worry about. 

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oooh, breaking my heart Mark. Words hurt you know :p Why are you in such a weird mood. Do I have to teach you some zen techniques I learned in Cali?

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I'm not in a weird mood. What did you expect when you go all satan on lexie? 

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oooh, breaking my heart Mark. Words hurt you know :p Why are you in such a weird mood. Do I have to teach you some zen techniques I learned in Cali?

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Mark bit his lip as he saw tear's form in Lexie's eyes...was that bad? No, no...she was saying yes. He let out a sigh of relief as he put the ring on her finger. He grinned wider than he ever had in his entire life before leaning into the kiss, never wanting it to end. He barely noticed the hard floor underneath his knees as she ended the kiss and pulled him into a hug. He wrapped his arms around her waist as best he could considering she was in a wheelchair and rested his head against her neck. "We're getting married" he laughed. "Me and you, we're getting married. We actually made it"

We love until we die. -@Slexie (Mark is proposing. :D)

Lexie teared up, as Mark spoke. She put her  hand over her mouth. She was very shocked…she didn’t expect this. She had never felt so loved, so happy. Suddenly,  her not wanting to have marriage and kids…it was all gone.. she removed her hand from her mouth, and nodded. “Y-yes…Yes.” She said smiling. She wanted to say more, but she was so amazed..it was all she could say. A tear fell from one of her eyes. She mouthed the words “I love you.” as Mark slipped the ring on her finger. She looked at the ring, for only a short second, before pulling Mark closer to kiss him. She let her lips move along with his, and eventually, she let the kiss end, and she let her weak, bruised arms wrap around him in a hug.

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As Mark entered the room and laid eyes on Lexie his nerves became unbearable. He was well aware that he held his hands in fists so tightly that they were about to crack. "Hi" He said, slowly edging closer to her. He was about to do something that he'd never done before - something which scared him to death, he'd never felt so vulnerable in his entire life as he did right now. The ring was burning a hole in his pocket. He swiftly stepped towards her again and knelt down in front of her - making them face to face as she was sitting in the wheelchair. He took her hand and looked up at her. This was it. This was his moment. 

"Lex, I - I love you. More than i've ever loved anyone or anything in my entire life. I love you so much it hurts - my teacher said to our class once in high school that one day you will love somebody so much that it hurts - so much that it hurts to be anywhere that they are not, so much that waking up without them is unbearable, and everyone else - even the other people you love, they just - they seem insignificant. And Lexie, i didn't get that, but...but now i do. Because now, the world seems insignificant, everything - it ... it doesn't matter. It's you. It's just you. You are my life. You are all i need - all i want. You make me better, you make me happy, you make me smile when nobody else can. I know you better than i know myself and i love every part of you. You're incredible and i still don't understand what you're doing with me, because you...you could do a hell of a lot better and that's why - and so maybe i'm being selfish, but i don't care, because i just need you to be mine forever. People get shot, struck by lighting's, they drown and plane's crash and i don't want to waste another minute without you. Because maybe tomorrow it will all be gone - You make me happier than anything i've ever known and if i can, then...i want to devote everyday to making you as happy as you've made me. What i'm saying is...Alexandra Caroline Grey, you are the love of my life. Will you marry me?"  He pulled the ring out of his pocket and held it midair. 

We love until we die. -@Slexie (Mark is proposing. :D)

Lexie was worried when he told her they needed to talk. Honestly, she was worried he still had feelings for Addison. And if he did…..it was obvious she didn’t like Addison or Jack, and if Mer went back to Jack, and Mark went back to Addison…she would feel crushed…she would have no one. Lexie shoot that thought out of her mind. Mark loved her, he wasn’t going to leave her. Lexie put on a sweet smile as Mark came in. “Hey.” She said, as she ran her fingers on the wheel to her wheelchair.

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It's fine, just...come to the on-call room?

You have got to be kidding me...

Yeah,  sure.

Is everything okay?

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Well lets just forget them...Lexie, i actually need to er ... talk to you. 

You have got to be kidding me...

You know what they are? Complicaters. They complicate things..I’m sick of it, and i’m done with them. I can’t deal with them right now

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No...only when you talk to Jack. 

You have got to be kidding me...

I can see that…You don’t think I act like a child, do you?