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hi i’m still alive sorry

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POOKIE I'M STILL HERE I'M JUST ALSO NOT

( basically a little corner of yj fandom hated me and i got bored of weird anons, so i deactivated, made an alt, and then just started to hate tumblr with a fiery passion because everyone i had blocked was no longer blocked and i had to see all their bullshit. and also someone started stalking me which was something.. )

BUT IF YOU HAVE TWT OR DISCORD OR INSTA OR SOMETHING YOU SHOULD TOTALLY GIVE ME IT BECAUSE I MISS YOU TWIN </3

- adrian :)

OMG POOKIE IVE MISSED YOU SO DEARLY!!!!!!

ok first of all woah that’s a lot and also insane i’m so so so sorry!!!! lets just kill these fuckin people!!!! and wait STALKING???? HELLO OH MY GOD???? ARE YOU OKAY?????

i miss you i love you i do have discord and insta and also snapchat if you like!!!! dm me pls!!!!!

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i choose not to lose myself.

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why do you believe yourself to be incapable? to be undeserving? haven’t you suffered enough?

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oh my god my mutual deactivated my life is actually over

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i’m also aware that this pfp doesn’t match my theme rn but i’m using it anyways cuz look at meeee :3 ( i will fix my theme to match i swear ((maybe lying idk yet we’ll see))

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so who wants to be cashapped $20 and given my tumblr login to make me a new pinned post bc i’m ngl i simply cannot be bothered

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GUYS IM 20 !!!!!!! WTFREAK !!!!!!!

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oh my god i’m almost 20 guys what the fuck 2 more days until i’m 20 GUYS WHAT THE FUCK

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My Journey to Escape the War in Gaza

My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.

The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.

Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.

I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.

Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.

I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.

Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.

Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.

Thank you for listening. Thank you for caring.

Vetted by @gazavetters

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You're fucked up i like that in a creature

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“I’m a top” “I’m a bottom” I am one of those melodramatic fools neurotic to the bone no doubt about it

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*sees a mutual in my dash* i love you 🥺🫶 *sees a different mutual in my dash* i love you 🥺🫶 *sees yet another mutual in my dash* i love you 🥺🫶

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under construction again pls hold !! :3

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i am so sexy and intelligent and educated. i am funny and kind and empathetic. i am full of love and whimsy, and i’m great at setting boundaries. i don’t need validation from others to enjoy my life and anyone who doesn’t like me is a fool.

and also my hair is growing to my butt and my waist is snatched as fuck

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guys harry posted on instagram today and i deadass fell to my knees at work

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Harry Collett as Ollie Hide Casualty — S36 E33 Road to Nowhere