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Can you match your mutuals with CSM characters and troupes? Pretty please 🥺

Thanks for the game <3 !!! I wanna apologize upfront bc this is a very very short one. I don't remember CSM super well apparently so i apologize for how few of yall are included here. This was what I could manage after tumblr fucked up my draft and if i dont post it tonight it'll rot in my drafts forever. Idk man send me a part two and ask for a different set and we'll see what we can do (probably reusing characters tho)

@feitania and Kishibe - roommates

Kishibe doesn't need a roommate and he reminds you of that at least 12 times a week but he wouldn't dream of having you leave. He's so much more sentimental than it seems. Who would've thought that stone cold bastard had such a big soft heart? He lets you decorate any room you like for the most part and he'd be lying if he said he didn't appreciate the warmth that comes with another life in his home. You two don't need to fill all the space with chatter but after a while, you do get him to open up a bit and you learn a lot from the man's life. He learns a lot about yours too. Idk, it's just the right amount of cozy.

@the-travelling-witch X Aki - cafe au

Baker!Aki is dying for your attention after the fist time you visit his shop. It was dead on a weekday afternoon. He gave you a deal on some cookies, insisting it was the end of the day, that they'd go to waste. Since then he's tried to catch your eye and your fancy through some new desserts, pastel macarons, and cute little pastries, and delicate fruit tarts. He listens to you talk when you bring some friends to study there. He's not trying to be weird, but he hears you're not from Japan and starts making German treats he think maybe a taste of home could be nice or well he's ... he's trying okay? He thanks the gods the day you ask him why the menu always changes because you finally give him your number with a promise to teach him how to make some real bread.

@sleepy3 and Beam - childhood best friends

Yall have been inseparable for the last two decades. You spent your youth together. You shared nearly all your elementary and middle school classes together and and never struggled to make time for one another. You're the only one who can calm Beam down, you're his favorite cuddle buddy, annnnd the only reason he probably graduated because got he's adorable and all but his attention span is not it! For his part, he gives you energy and hypes you up all the time. He even hypes you up for that date he doesn't particularly like that you're going on tonight because he doesn't think the guy is good enough for you. But he's still gonna help you pick an outfit and tell you how great you look because he's honest and he cares about you and well, he trusts you to make smart decisions.

@drakenlvr X violence fiend - fake dating

He doesn't seem all that interesting at first and I don't blame you. There's not much to talk about since you finished that one project together. You know, the one you two did all the work for while your asshat classmates sat with their thumbs in their asses? All you really knew about galgali was that he was maybe a bit of a pushover sometimes but he was definitely nice. When he came up to you in the dining hall and asked for you to go to a work event with him as his partner just once god i know its weird but please- you figured, fuck it. There are worse ways to spend a Friday evening than hanging around an acquaintance and getting free food and drinks. Turns out he has a crazy history, a crazier job, and a shockingly cute streak.

@violettierre x Power - enemies to friends to business owners lmao

Look I'm not gonna get into the gory details about that relationship you just got out of, okay? It was messy and not at all your fault, but isn't it crazy how all it took was a mutual enemy (the ex in question) to become thicker than thieves with Power? I can just see you and Power skipping down the street and dancing and being chaotic. Plus there's just nothing like it when Power is soft for you. Y'all end up roommates and maybe go in halfsies on a cat cafe for the broken hearted to find their new halves.

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kobeni commission for the amazing @carrieex ! They always have the best commission concepts 😭

commission info here!

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Let's play a game ^^

Rank on your moot based on how fun it'll probably be irl if you met them <33

If you want to play ofc

Well I thought I posted this this am but anyway

Okay so I'm at the gym but I have 40 min of cardio to burn so fuck it we ball but I don't have a list of moots here so I'm flipping between d and tryna remember who's ask boxes I've been in lately so ily guys istg I'm not tryna be exclusive or anything. This is just a shortlist of ppl I've known for a while here.

@feitania Eris - duh. Even if I get relentlessly bullied I wanna hang out and also meet their friends. There has been a threat that I would buy matching friendship necklaces and I stand by it. baking bread sounds,,, so fun,,, pls

@drakenlvr Killian - will we get tattoos? Will we disappear for a few days and emerge missing a limb or two between us? Will we set a city on fire?? Who's to say?

@bertholdts--butt Cay- we have an insane amnt in common and I think we'd talk till we were blue in the fuckin face I think dhskwkdkfv

@the-travelling-witch Holly - I'm dying to cash in on holly doodles on eris and vi hours, talk mad shit and learn more Abt you and watch you blush over inui in person sksks.

@violettierre Violet- I think we could talk forever and your stories are insane lol. We're not always super in touch but 🥺🥺 I care sm Abt you. And also I think you have ppl I'd like to fight in your life. But bread's tag does explicitly say not to steal her and I need to ask you to respect that lololol

@benkeibear rhy -I think we click p well and I need to meet Ace and Dobby so badly T.T the best puppy play date ever. And I'll protect you from all the giant men by biting their ankles (all I can reach).

@sleepy3 Sleepy- cash in on cuddle parties and have a self care night?? Im sold. Maybe hit the gym and put me to absolute shame? Also sold.

@l-tora-l and @a-pair-of-socks - I have a lot I'd like to learn from y'all. Lots of hobby talk here. Plus I need socks to stretch me and laugh at my stubby non ballet approved legs. (A joke- bc anyone can do ballet if they wanna)

@offtaskotaku and @vivianette - I feel like we'd have a hell of a fandom party. I wanna chatter Abt blorbos all day long w y'all. 🥺🥹

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heyyyy could you write about hanma x gn!reader where reader wakes up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare (there was a sniper who wanted to shoot their family, it happened to me and now i’m kinda too scared to sleep ik it sounds dumb😭)

if you don’t want to write that it’s fine!! take care ((:

It's not silly at all, anon. I've had nights like this, some so bad I'll literally never forget. This one's for you babes.

Hanma x gn!reader (no pronouns, they just get called doll once), written in one sitting, unproofread. hope it's still cute and what you needed

Shuji was a light sleeper. He supposed it to be a byproduct of a life fraught with instability after several months as a fugitive. It took shockingly little to stir him. So little, in fact, that your body tensing in his arms at the onset of your nightmare had him blinking sleep from his eyes, unable to put a finger exactly on what instinct had woken him.

His answer came moments later when you jerked in your sleep, fitfully fighting your dream. It was the dampness of involuntarily shed tears on his chest that made it click for him.

Shuji was no stranger to night terrors and immediately began whispering your name and reassurances in his deepest, most soothing tone long before you were conscious enough to hear him. If needed, he'd happily stay awake all night whispering reminders that you were safe, that he was there, that he was real and your dream was not, that you were okay, that he'd protect you from anything. After some time, you woke with a start.

He didn't pry right away. Talking about nightmares in his experience gave them more power, made him slip back into them more easily, so he waited until you offered the details that a hired sniper was after your family in the dream.

Honestly, his heart sank with somewhat misplaced guilt for exposing you to a life that made such a horrific dream find you. But this wasn't about him. So instead, he held you closer. Strong arms pulled you to lay on top of him with your face in his chest and big hands rubbed circles into your back. Slowly but surely he felt the hammering of your heart slow and your eyes dried but he continued his delicate grounding touches and ignored your embarrassed whines of feeling sticky from nightmare fueled sweat and tears.

Don't give a shit, doll, he mumbled into your hair, that's the least of my fuckin' worries.

And as your mind was finishing sorting reality from dreamscape and fact from fiction, the perfectly Shuji quip assured you most of all that you were awake and in the arms of a man that would do anything for you.

You know I'd keep you safe from anything, right? He said, voice going a bit gravelly from sleepiness after the slight adrenaline rush passed after the process of waking and calming you.

Of course Shuji. Get some sleep m'okay now.

No you, he pouted childishly, eyes long closed.

You covered his lips with yours in a goodnight kiss and mumbled a little, Let's both sleep then.

You can't help the tiny smile that flashes over your lips when he mumbles something intelligible as he's falling back asleep.

Hanma Shuji is a light sleeper. He's a criminal and he's wanted. And he's the only person you'd ever want to wake next to during a bad dream.

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okii i updated my carrd too, now i'm content heh ('ω') ALSO HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE !!

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i changed my desktop theme hihi !! ₍˄·͈༝·͈˄₎◞ ̑̑

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Candid

A lil photographer!shuji fluff for the dash. V short and unedited bc I need to clean my drafts up p badly so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It started as a joke.

"Take a picture Shuji, it'll last longer." You'd said as you handed him his first camera. It was your uncle's old Polaroid camera. Still loaded with some forgotten color 600 film.

You'd meant to tease him for the unrelenting feeling of his eyes on you. You'd meant for it to be playful and sassy, to suit the banter you two enjoyed daily.

What you got instead was Shuji carrying the damned thing like a bespoke albatross around his neck. You were met with bright eyes and a huge hand around your wrist, insistent that you take an adventure right then to take his new treasure for a spin.

Months after the initial gift, you were routinely cutting your senior classes to accompany Shuji on trips or getting wrapped into his hijinx to acquire more precious film. You found yourself squatting in alleyways flapping developing film around as if it'd make the image appear faster, laughing with your best friend.

You gifted him the camera not knowing what it'd do to his life. Not realizing it'd give him a purpose and an outlet. You gave it to him as a joke of a gift never expecting anything to come of it and certainly expecting nothing in return.

A year to the day, however, your best friend handed you a little bundle of photos tied together with a length of twine. Unravelling his scant wrapping, you were met with white plastic lined square photos of your likeness...

Your head rested on your folded forearms and all that was visible of your face was a slight pout and your closed eye. Sunlight washed over your napping form and bathed you in a romantic glow.

A photo of your face scrunched up with Shuji's hand imprinted with punishment pinching your cheek like a proud father, smoke curling all around you after your bestie had blown it in your face.

Your back, arms spread wide and chest puffed to the sky with accomplishment as you stood a top a cliff.

A hazy photo, half blocked by two of your fingers though traces of doubles of the image further obscure your face. Your nose is scrunched in annoyance, eyes narrowed as you try and snatch Shuji's camera. You swear you can hear his laugh.

At the bottom of the last photo in the collection of candids, in Shuji's signature scrawl you read: still doesn't last long enough.

You couldn't help the way warmth creeped from your cheeks to your ears. This was a surprise. It shouldn't have been, you supposed, not with how Shuji's eyes were always glued to you, or given how inseparable you lot were. You knew the pair of you were close, even had an inkling that you loved each other but neither of you would say it in so many words. You'd never crossed that line.

Shuji shifted his weight to his other foot. He opened his mouth, but his apologies for being weird died on his tongue when you cut him off, speaking through a cheeky smile. "When did you get so cheesy Shuji?" Without waiting for an answer, you threw your arms around his shoulders to draw him in for a long, long overdue kiss.

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Candid

A lil photographer!shuji fluff for the dash. V short and unedited bc I need to clean my drafts up p badly so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

It started as a joke.

"Take a picture Shuji, it'll last longer." You'd said as you handed him his first camera. It was your uncle's old Polaroid camera. Still loaded with some forgotten color 600 film.

You'd meant to tease him for the unrelenting feeling of his eyes on you. You'd meant for it to be playful and sassy, to suit the banter you two enjoyed daily.

What you got instead was Shuji carrying the damned thing like a bespoke albatross around his neck. You were met with bright eyes and a huge hand around your wrist, insistent that you take an adventure right then to take his new treasure for a spin.

Months after the initial gift, you were routinely cutting your senior classes to accompany Shuji on trips or getting wrapped into his hijinx to acquire more precious film. You found yourself squatting in alleyways flapping developing film around as if it'd make the image appear faster, laughing with your best friend.

You gifted him the camera not knowing what it'd do to his life. Not realizing it'd give him a purpose and an outlet. You gave it to him as a joke of a gift never expecting anything to come of it and certainly expecting nothing in return.

A year to the day, however, your best friend handed you a little bundle of photos tied together with a length of twine. Unravelling his scant wrapping, you were met with white plastic lined square photos of your likeness...

Your head rested on your folded forearms and all that was visible of your face was a slight pout and your closed eye. Sunlight washed over your napping form and bathed you in a romantic glow.

A photo of your face scrunched up with Shuji's hand imprinted with punishment pinching your cheek like a proud father, smoke curling all around you after your bestie had blown it in your face.

Your back, arms spread wide and chest puffed to the sky with accomplishment as you stood a top a cliff.

A hazy photo, half blocked by two of your fingers though traces of doubles of the image further obscure your face. Your nose is scrunched in annoyance, eyes narrowed as you try and snatch Shuji's camera. You swear you can hear his laugh.

At the bottom of the last photo in the collection of candids, in Shuji's signature scrawl you read: still doesn't last long enough.

You couldn't help the way warmth creeped from your cheeks to your ears. This was a surprise. It shouldn't have been, you supposed, not with how Shuji's eyes were always glued to you, or given how inseparable you lot were. You knew the pair of you were close, even had an inkling that you loved each other but neither of you would say it in so many words. You'd never crossed that line.

Shuji shifted his weight to his other foot. He opened his mouth, but his apologies for being weird died on his tongue when you cut him off, speaking through a cheeky smile. "When did you get so cheesy Shuji?" Without waiting for an answer, you threw your arms around his shoulders to draw him in for a long, long overdue kiss.

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I miss you

i miss you too baby :(( we gotta catch up sometime soon <33

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found this really cute "what color is your love" uquiz so open tag to whoever wants to join !

my result was coral pink. your love is the colour of spring blooms and of lipstick prints, of fingertips and roses. you are so full of love, full up to the very top. you love everyone and everything that deserves to be loved. keep loving.

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“Bulgarian Child Eating a Rat” by Salvador Dali, 1939

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ily vi :((

Did you ever just feel so lucky for knowing someone you met online? Like.. I was one click away from not following you. I was one second away from never even knowing of your existence.  I would never have been this happy. 

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Gustav Janouch, Conversations with Kafka

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@stroberrylite !!

og timeline baji....

but at what cost..? he didnt meet ryusei or chifuyu🙃 and he wasnt as kind and nice as our keisuke.. idk whos this person actually🫡

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i'm 19 today !!