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i definitely need more maddie and eddie scenes in season 9 but im worried they would only be about buck. like yes of course they're gonna talk about buck that's his sister and best friend but i want there to be more to their friendship. they have so many parallels and similarities and they have the capability of being great friends. i don't want buck being the only reason they ever interact because those two characters would understand each other more than i think anyone else if they got the chance to

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eddie crying and blushing and squirming on it one minute and then the next minute prissily propped up on pillows while buck rushes around to get him cleaned up and fetch him a glass of water. eddie getting to let go and be hedonistic and relax and get taken care of, and buck getting to realise his full dogbuck potential and do acts of service and get pats on the head in his foreverhome. this is my vision for them.

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9-1-1 Brawl in Cell Block 9-1-1

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@carolinahope spun the wheel and got: Hen + S3 + EP18

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buddie is such a unique slow burn because they built the domesticity and family unit before they ever really dove into the sexual tension or pining. all buck has ever yearned for is a place to belong and a family that loves him, and eddie gave that to him within two years of meeting. meanwhile, eddie wanted a partner who he could trust to help carry the load, and buck stepped up to help in every way he knew how to within a few weeks of meeting eddie and chris. they helped the other start to heal their biggest wounds. eddie who is afraid he has more to give than anyone can take, and buck who just wants to be loved without having to hurt himself to earn it. now 8 years later, it is getting harder and harder to ignore the tension between them... it is finally time for the pining... yayyyyyyyy

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9-1-1 ▸ 4.03 future tense || 5.12 boston

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Aisha Hinds as Henrietta "Hen" Wilson 9-1-1, S07E05

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post 911 season 8 is a really awesome limbo space where you are agonizing over how good the show Has been and how good it Can be and how good you hope it gets back to and looking forward to a lot of stuff and seeing potential but also inevitably circling back to thinking about how they killed Bobby Nash played by literal Peter Krause with airborne rat plague in an evil scientist’s lab and he did not even get a character clip show montage and then the show where miracles have gone on since season 1 told you miracles aren’t real why would there be one. and that’s just a thing that happened. but we are also not truly having to live in the world where they are for real actually doing the show without Bobby yet either. like we do not yet actually know what regular mode 911 completely sans Bobby really feels like. and there is both fear they will try to move on too much and fear they will let it haunt everything forever but probably it will be actually quite good just with an ever present “but Bobby should be there” in the back of your mind. anyways. who even cares haha. oh hey look here comes season 9.. hang on is that a steel chair?

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911 hiatus rewatch ↝ 5.12 Boston

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remember when they did a series of callbacks to the past emergencies and it resulted in nothing

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911 hiatus rewatch ↝ 6.06 Tomorrow

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in a baby vibe

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they had eddie cozy in a hospital chair with a coffee sitting next to buck who had his bare bosoms out when tommy walked in wearing a visitor badge. which was a thing they rarely thought to include in other hospital scenes. and also eddie was asking the doctor about when buck can return to work and shit while tommy stood just outside the door like this 🧍‍♂️ and canonically tommy thought of eddie as the competition as buck regaled his insanities to him and eddie interjected with more details because he knows buck like the back of his hand. and eddie had a sports illustrated magazine right before they established he was not letting himself have things he wanted and needed to choose joy. okay. people still think nothings happening here?

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"then be pissed off" i'm still not over that. why did we stop talking about that. eddie wants buck to be angry with him for leaving and tell him why he's hurting. he wants buck to scream and shout at him so he can have something physical to grab and he wants buck to ask him to stay. he wants to hear he's wanted even if he can't stay. he wants buck to say something. he wants and he wants and he wants.

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33 :) -alli

kiss roulette - a kiss to a scar, birthmark, injury, or other marking :-)

“Morning,” Eddie half says, half yawns. “Sleep okay?”

Buck flicks his tongue over his teeth before a small, almost shy smile tugs at the corner of his mouth.

“Uh, yeah. Yes. Definitely okay.”

There’s a damp spot on the pillow under Buck’s cheek, and his curls are sticking to the sides in a way Eddie knows he’d be self-conscious about if he knew. Eddie huffs a quiet laugh and reaches out to thread his fingers into Buck’s hair, brushing it back into place. His thumb drags lightly over the shell of his ear, and he feels a faint twitch when Buck notices.

“Any plans for today?” he asks.

Buck blinks like the question just smacked him over the head, then clears his throat.

“Uh, no. Not really. Lunch with Maddie, but other than that I’m free.”

“We could go for a run later,” Eddie offers.

“Sure, if you’re up for it.” Buck’s voice is easy enough, but his eyes flick away too quickly.

Eddie studies him for a beat. “Okay, what’s going on? You’re—are you freaking out?”

“N-no, nothing! Everything’s fine. Totally normal. Promise.”

Eddie raises an eyebrow. “Come on, I know you. You’re being weird. And it’s freaking me out, so—“ He gives Buck’s shoulder a light shove. “Spill.”

Buck sighs, face scrunching in that way that always makes Eddie want to smooth it out with his thumb. He doesn’t. He just waits for Buck to speak.

“Don't you think it’s kind of crazy? Us waking up in bed together?”

“You are aware we’ve shared a bed before, right?” Eddie teases.

“You know what I mean.”

Eddie smiles, heat curling in his cheeks at the memory of the night before. “I do.”

“I just didn’t think we’d—you know.”

“Didn’t think we’d get there?”

”I’m just—up until yesterday I haven't even allowed myself to consider…” Buck starts to reach for him, then stops, hand hovering just above Eddie’s side. “And now you’re here and you’re—“

“You know you can touch me,” Eddie says, soft but sure.

Buck’s throat bobs. “I know.” He lets his hand settle on Eddie’s waist, gives it a light squeeze.

Eddie tangles his fingers back into Buck’s curls, scraping his nails gently against his scalp. Buck exhales, melting into the touch.

“Good,” Eddie hums. ”Feels nice?”

Buck nods, scooting closer and running his hand up and down Eddie’s side.

Eddie’s eyes slip shut, the slow drag of Buck’s fingertips is enough to make the rest of the world fade. Buck’s breathing evens out, tickling Eddie’s forehead every time he exhales. Eddie shifts just enough for their knees to brush, buries his face in the crook of Buck’s neck.

For a while, neither of them speaks.

“We should get up soon,” Buck says eventually, voice low. “Don't want Chris catching me sneaking out your room.”

“Are you kidding? It’s Sunday. We’d be lucky if we see him before noon. Besides, why would you need to sneak out?”

“Figured you might need some more time, you know? Before that conversation.“

Eddie chuckles. “You think I need more time? Really? Eight years not enough for you?”

Buck frowns, and this time Eddie does press his thumb to the line between his brows. He smooths it out carefully, then leans in to press a kiss there for good measure.

“Can you believe we’ve known each other that long and I never got to kiss you here?”

Buck breathes a quiet laugh when Eddie kisses the tip of his nose. “Or here.” Then his cheek. “Here.” A slower kiss to his jaw. “Always wanted to kiss you here.”

Buck’s breath hitches, fingers tightening on Eddie’s skin. “Yeah? Where else?”

Eddie leans in, voice low. “Here.” He mouths at his earlobe, just enough to make Buck shiver before he pulls back. “Here.” He presses his lips to his eyelids, one after the other, lingers there to feel the soft flutter of eyelashes against his skin.

“Did you know your birthmark goes pinker when you blush?” He says, pulling back to study Buck’s face. “Kind of like right now.” He presses a kiss there like he’s trying to prove a point, imagines it darkening even more under his lips.

“Shut up,” Buck laughs, ducking his head a little.

“Bossy,” Eddie says, placing a soft kiss to the corner of his mouth. “You’re gorgeous, you know that?” he adds, because Buck is and now that Eddie can say it to him, he never wants to stop.

“Eddie,” Buck says seriously. “You realize you look like a model, right? You’re quite literally the star of my wet dreams.”

”Yeah?” Eddie breathes.

“Oh, yeah. Dream-Eddie is—“ Buck pulls Eddie in by the small of his back, slots one leg between his. “Surprisingly bendy by the way.”

Eddie rocks his hips forward, pleased with the small sound it pulls from Buck. “Bendy, huh?”

��So bendy. Makes a mean breakfast burrito too.”

“Damn, tough competition,” Eddie chuckles into his lips. “Wait, why is dream-me cooking breakfast in your sex dreams?”

“Not everything is about sex, Eddie, get your head out of the gutter.”

“You’re the one who said—“

Buck kisses him. Slow and deep. He tastes like sleep and something sweet from last night, and Eddie lets himself sink into it, fingers curling at the nape of Buck’s neck.

It’s not urgent. It’s steady.

It’s forever.

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hey

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i had a dream that 9x4 was an episode titled “Eddie” and it was about eddie having to work an entire shift without buck (crucially they were roommates so this whole time buck is waiting for him at home). and it had a lot of calls and action and stuff but between them eddie kept having little conversations with the people around him (the 118, randos on calls,) and somehow every single one ended up being about buck. and with each one you could see eddie realizing more and more what he feels about him, what it means for his sexuality, all of it. and then the episode ends with him coming home, and he looks exhausted because he had a long draining day and he drops down on the couch next to buck and buck smiles at him and eddie reaches out and holds his hand. what the fuckkkkk