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bought a new laptop today ( finally ???? ) , i shall be on to tackle replies tonight !!!

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🌺 send this to ten muns you think are wonderful 🌺 (taking this chance to say ily and miss u soooo much 🥲)

i miss you too 😭 dare i say i’ll be back this weekend?

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happy late new year to everyone ! may or may not get into some discord things if i can figure it out because i can’t stand not being able to write anything 😵‍💫

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gonna be inactive for a bit until i’m able to get my laptop fixed bc i do NOT know how to cut posts on mobile and it seems complicated .. if anyone wants to chat i’m willing to give out my discord 🫶🏾

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             he's  left  a  bit  surprised  when  she  admits  that  nothing  happened  in  his  absence  ,  half - heartedly  expected  there  to  be  more  to  the  story  .  their  friendship  is  like  a  lifeline  for  him  .  samantha  baker  being  the  constant  anchor  for  him  to  fall  back  on  through  out  the  years  ,  possibly  more  consistent  than  even  his  own  mother  .  she's  the  one  person  who  hasn't  seemed  to  just  use  him  for  amusement and  cheap  laughs  ,  to  make  him  the  butt  of  every  joke  .  safe  to  say  ,  for  isaac  ,  people  like  samantha  are  far  and  few  between  .  which  is  why  he  has  to  fix  this  ,  even  if  she  tells  him  that  things  are  okay  (  he  knows  they  aren't  )  ,  even  if  she  tells  him  that  it's  all  just  stupid  .  male  doesn't  even  pick  up  on  the  jealousy  dripping  from  her  tone  ,  only  recognizes  how  wrong  he  is  in  the  situation  .  gaze  falters  at  the  reminder  that  he  was  supposed  to  be  with  her  last  night  ,  and  instead  chose  to  run  off  with  some  girl  who's  name  he  can't  even  remember  .  ❝  we  did  .  and  i'm  sorry  ,  i  ╾╾  i  guess  i  just  got  too   fucked  up  ,  and  i  forgot  .  ❞  doesn't  have  enough  memory  of  the  night  before  to  even  conjure  up  a  valid  line  of  defense  .  takes a bite of the bagel that's offered to him to shut himself up , keeps his mouth occupied so he doesn't end up saying the wrong thing . ❝  it's  not  fine  .  i  can  tell  that  you're  upset  ,  i'm  not  stupid  .  ❞  debatable  .  ❝  i  don't  like  it  when  you're  mad  at  me  ,  sammy  .  let's  just  hang  out  today  .  we  can  do  whatever  you  want  .  ❞  a  hand  raises  to  tap  at  her  shoulder  ,  ❝  just  me  and  you  .  ❞ 

she shook her head at his question — nothing happened afterwards. that was part of the problem. she spent way too long looking for him, shifting from tipsy and confused to drunk and annoyed once she found out where he’d gone. then, she stayed for a little longer to hang out with her friends, and was in an uber home by one. she had no right to be mad at him for leaving to hang out with a girl, but there she was. she was grateful for isaac’s scattered brain, hopeful that he wouldn’t pick up on her unjust jealousy. with her hands on her hips and a frown pulling at her features, she waved a dismissive hand at him. “forget it. it’s stupid.” talk about hot and cold. pull it together, samantha. she turned back towards her living room, intent on finishing the breakfast she was eating before isaac showed up on her doorstep. desperate to fall back into their normal routine, sam got comfortable in her usual seat on the couch before handing half of her bagel out to the other. a peace offering. “i thought we made plans to hang out, that’s all.” sam shrugged, eyes lifting to isaac’s. “when i found out you left with someone, i…” she swallowed hard, teeth sinking into her bottom lip. “i don’t know, isaac. i spent half the night trying to find you, just to hear from vance — of all people — that you left with some random girl. i felt embarrassed about blowing up your phone with texts asking where you were when you were clearly…” released her lip, a sad smile etched across her face. “not as worried about our plans as i was. it's fine.”

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i have completely fucked my laptop . i can't even click things anymore i gotta use the touchscreen to switch tabs 😭 wish me luck as i try to get through drafts

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EVAN MOCK in ROSÉ's toxic till the end M/V

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happy  holidays  to  everyone  !  just  here  gracing  the  tags  with  a  tentative  starter  call  before  i  go  on  to  post  opens  ...  give  this  a  big  ol'  heart  and  i  will  write you a short lil starter . i will come  to  you  for  your  muse  preference  &  whatnot  .

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               ❝  well  ,  maybe  you  should've  .  ❞  turns  his  head  to  face  her  ,  brown  pools  locking  with  her  own  .  ❝  could've  used  that  mouth  for  something  productive  instead  of  just  running  it  .  ❞  it's  so  easy  for  him  to  speak  to  her  like  he  doesn't  hold  an  ounce  of  respect  for  her  anymore  ,  like  she  isn't  a  close  friend  whom  he  used  to  allow  into  the  darkest  corners  of  his  mind  .  all  this  due  to  what  ?  a  mistake  that  turned  into  ...  whatever  the  situation  they  have  going  on  now  could  be  called  .  the  relationship  they  once  had  is  completely  unrecognizable  to  him  .  the  duo  ,  previously  able  to  fall  comfortably  into  deep  conversation  ,  can  barely  hold  each  other's  presence  long  enough  without  arguing  ╾╾  petty  bickering  always  snakes  it's  way  into  time  spent  together  .  company  is  only  kept  to  use  each  other  for  sex  when  all  other  affairs  have  failed  .  ❝  i'm  not  pmsing  .  maybe  i'm  just  tired  of  hearing  you  talk  ... think you should shut up and actually do what i invited you here for .  ❞

                        "  oh  baby  ,  i  think  you're  more  than  tolerate  me  at  this  point  ,  "  plops  besides  him  --  it  was  clear  he  wasn't  in  a  mood  to  be  messed  with  and  she  was  good  at  making  his  mind  numb  .  digits  move  towards  his  thigh  .  "  busy  ?  you're  playing  a  damn  game  .  .  .  fuck  ,  if  i  knew  your  were  this  grumpy  i  would've  sucked  you  off  before  i  spoke  .  "  huff  falls  ,  brow  furrowing  ,  "  i'm  not  the  one  in  a  bitchy  mood  ,  i  might  be  the  girl  ,  but  i  think  you're  the  one  who's  pmsing  .  "

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               ❝  i'm  here  for  you  .  ❞  tone  remains  desperate  and  pleading  .  ❝  don't  do  that  ,  jake  .  you  have  to  know  i  tried  .  i  had  the  whole  day  clear  but  someone  asked  me  to  pick  up  their  shift  last  minute  ,  i  only  said  yes  'cause  i  thought  i'd  still  be  able  to  make  it  out  here  in  time  .  ❞  she  has  to  stop  herself  ,  excuses  just  tumbling  out  her  mouth  in  hopes  of  at  least  mending  things  .  sigh  falls  from  parted  lips  as  she  fiddles  with  her  hands  ,  blue  orbs  falling  to  the  ground  .  ❝  can't  you  forgive  me  ?  ❞  hands  raise  to  rest  on  his  shoulders  ,  needs  to  hold  him  close  for  fear  of  him  slipping  away  .  ❝  please  ,  let  me  fix  this  .  ❞

"  what  are  you  doing  here  ?  "  it  was  far  too  late  --  fully  didn't  expect  her  to  show  up  at  all  .  "  don't  be  sorry  ,  wish  i  can  say  that  i  was  surprised  .  all  you  do  is  disappoint  .  "

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               ❝  two  to  one  my  ass  .  one  of  those  wins  came  down  to  a  game  winner  .  and  the  other  time  ...  ❞  trails  off  ,  eyes  rolling  .  jakson  had  played  crucial  minutes  the  other  time  ,  started  even  .  no  wonder  they  lost  .  ❝  most  of  our  starters  were  injured  .  doesn't  really  count  .  ❞  scoff  falls  from  his  lips  as  the  guy  offers  additional  reasons  for  their  loss  .  ❝  we  come  off  of back  to  backs  and  still  win  .  plus ,  clearly  they  weren't  that  tired  ,  they  were  fouling  us  all  game  .  ❞  as  he  waves  the  bartender  down  ,  it  isn't  lost  on  him  that  this  stranger  makes  no  note  of  who  he  is  .  surely  he's  important  enough  to  be  recognized  ,  right  ?  ...  right  ?  ❝  those  type  of  excuses  are  why  your  boys  are  barely  a  play in  team  .  ❞

"we're still 2-1 in season matchups against the heat, so i'm not really sure what your point is." asher's response was practically automatic; he'd already found ten ways to mentally justify his favorite team's loss to the one he hated most in all professional sports. his eyes barely glanced at the man at his side. what was the point? he was clearly a heat fan - the very last people on earth asher wanted to speak to right now. realizing this weirdo wasn't going to leave, asher turned to him with an irritated sigh, hand gripping the cold beer in his hand tightly. "if you wanna brag about a home court win against our guys who just flew in on a back-to-back, sure. go for it."

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               ❝  okay  ,  that's  fine  .  just  because  you  have  no  backbone  , that doesn't  mean  i  have  to  tolerate  you  .  ❞  said  absentmindedly  ,  hues  zeroed  in  on  the  television  screen  situated  in  front  of  them  .  ❝  why  is  it  that  you  choose  the  one  moment  when  i'm  busy  to  annoy  the  fuck  out  of  me  ?  ❞  has  to  stop  himself  from  throwing  his  controller  to  the  floor  when  he  loses  ,  the  game  over  screen  flashing  red  and  black  all  over  .  ❝  jesus  christ  .  i  wouldn't  have  called  you  over  if  i  knew  you  were  in  a  bitchy  mood  today  .  ❞

at  his  voice  ,  brow  rises  --  halts  her  speaking  to  look  over  at  him  ,  "  ooh  ,  someone's  a  little  angry  ,  "  resists  the  urge  to  laugh  in  his  face  ,  scoff  escaping  her  lips  .  "  my  bullshit  ?  i  listen  to  your  bullshit  daily  .  "

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open  to  anyone  ,  based  but  with  a  twist  . muse  :  jakson  moore  ,  benchwarmer  power  forward  for  the  miami  heat  .

               ❝  big  fan  of  losers  ,  huh   ?  ❞  many  would  think  with  the  smug  grin  that's  taken  hold  of  his  features  ,  he  actually  contributed  to  the  win  his  team  achieved  .  but  no  ,  he  was  subbed  in  whilst  they  were  in  the  lead  ,  fifteen  points  up  ,  given  garbage  minutes  in  the  final  moments  of  the  fourth  quarter  .  ❝  your  jersey  ,  i  mean  ╾╾  they  got  blown  out  by  like  ...  thirty  .  ❞

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plot where muse a is a star athlete on a professional team, and they go to a bar/pub after a great victory, where they meet muse b - a very attractive, bitter stranger wearing a fan jersey from the rival team.

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               ❝  am  i  too  late  ?  i  tried  my  best  to  get here  on  time  but  there  were  delays  on  the  train  and  i  ╾╾  i'm  sorry  .  ❞

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               ❝  can  you  please  stop  ?  ❞  tone  is  laced  with  frustation  as  he  fiddles  with  controller  in  hand  .  ❝  just  for  two  seconds  .  i  can't  even  hear  my  thoughts  over  your  bullshit  .  ❞

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