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me: how many calories in-

google: how are you not tired of asking me this every 2 minutes

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IT REALLY SUCKS THAT NO ONE THINKS YOU’RE STRUGGLING UNLESS YOU LOOK LIKE YOU’RE DYING ON THE OUTSIDE.

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🌼🌼🌼Reblog to lose 3lbs by tomorrow🌼🌼🌼

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I will lose 5 pounds this week

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Speak it into existence

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Rb to lose 5 pounds this week

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I feel so fucking bad for being envious of others bodies. I become so relentlessly jealous of others weightloss, like I should have it instead of them. But then I realize it's because they worked for it, and aren't fat disgusting animals like me.

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I'm sick of my parents always watching me eat

I need school back so I can have restrict easier

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Having a goal means being dedicated to it

All I want is to be thin and all these ppl be bugging me sayin it ain’t healthy. Bitch I ask for ONE thing in life and imma have it, dead or alive. I don’t give a fuck. I wanna see my bones and look like a skeleton, even if it means becoming one.

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My pain is invalid because I’m a teenager and that’s ‘just puberty’

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“You didn’t suffer all day long to binge at night. You don’t want this.”

— (via slept-alone)

I’ll never forget this quote.

(via tillytomandtinyana)

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Smack that rb if you have no self control 👊🤪🤪🤪

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Introduction, i guess?

So, I'm not sure if anyone is even going to see this but I figured it wouldn't hurt to introduce myself.

I mainly started this blog because I am unhappy with the way I currently look and I'm trying to lose weight. Like, a lot of weight, since my weight has only ever gone up.

But doing it on my own hasn't really worked out for me so far. I still live with my parents, who force me to eat "at least a little bit" even though I would be perfectly fine living off water and tea. And thanks to my lack of self control this leads to a portion that's bigger than I would like it to be.

I absolutely despise myself for it. Every bite I take makes me feel physically sick.

I want to not feel like curling up and crying every time I see my reflection.

I want to not feel like a ball of lard while standing next to my pretty friends.

I want to be skinny.

And I want this blog to help me with it. I need the motivation and the feeling of accountability. And I need to find people who feel the same, so we can help each other reach our goals.

If you read this and anything about this spoke to you, don't be afraid to message me.

I'm open to talk about pretty much everything, even if you just need someone to listen to your problems or if you just need a friend.