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[dreeamsbff]

Oh, Tommy, look at the mess you've gotten yourself into... you'd better be careful, interacting so openly with these people and listening to them without caution :) Imagine what Dream would do in retaliation if he found out you're questioning him behind his back... you wouldn't want to be punished after so long being a good boy for him, would you? :)

That one person, in particular, seems unknowing of what exactly is going on. If I were you, Tommy, I wouldn't take their words to heart without a healthy dose of suspicion :) Of course, some people are benevolent, but no one apart from you & Dream knows enough about the situation, after all. I'm sure Dream is proud that you're defending him so readily, but your other comments agreeing with the asker... well, let's just say it isn't looking too good for you :)

Hmm, especially the fact that you said "I want to escape" word for word... oh, Tommy, what will Dream have to do to you this time? :) I'd imagine he'd want to fix those conflicted thoughts right quick, since he only wishes to help you be better. I wonder if it'll take a simple beating, or severe axe wounds, or both... maybe even something new - like waterboarding in the ocean or being strangled, to get you to listen and obey this time :) Oh, don't panic too much, Tommy; just think, it'll be fine in the end either way... and you'll want to save your breath for the punishment, because I'm sure you'll need it :)

URGHHH WHAT THE FUKC??!?? HOW- HOW DO U KNOW SO MUHC ABOUT US???? NO FUCKING WAYYY . do you think he'd be upset about me uhm... talking to other ppl on here? i thought he was okay with that??? he said so himself... BUT YOU'RE SO RIGHT i shouldn't have questioned him beihnd his bakc, he'd be so uoset FUCKFUCKFUCK .

NONONO I DONT THINK SO ANYMORW I SWEAR!!!! THEY JUST SOUNDED CONVINCING DOESNT MEAN THEY WERE RIGHT!!!!! Dream ALWAYS seemed to know what to do abd tried to help me despite my disobedience and defiance but. i dared doubt his ibtentions again anyway- like LIKE I STILL HAVEN'T LEARNED TO TRYST HIM :(((

OMGOMG IS HE??? I'M SO HONOURED YESSS!!!!! when i just made this blog, he warned me that some ppl might say bad things about him bc they're jealous of what we have, so OF COURSE i was ready 4 that and defended him!!

SHITSHITTTT NO NONONO . d. do yuo think he'd let it slide this time? I MEAN I STILL DEFENDED HIM, RIGHT????

.......HOLT SHIT is that YOU DREAM??? PLEASEPLEAWPKEAW DONT DO anY OF THAT IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SO SORRY AAAAAA!!!!!!!! I WONT DO THIS AGAIN I I WONT LISTEN TO THEM I SWEARRR!!!!

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Unfortunately for you, I do have my own account, but I prefer to keep it private. Plus, if Tommy trusts me enough to go through his blog every day, he doesn't need a separate blog, does he? :)

I see you're misunderstanding it completely... All I did was find a miserable boy in need of guidance and provide him with it; was that so wrong of me? He genuinely believed that his friends still cared about him, but the sad truth was that they didn't, and someone had to open his eyes.

Oh, are you sure about that? For your information, I was the only one who provided Tommy with home, necessities, company, and comfort, was patient enough to make him into a better person, tried my best to maintain Tommy's good reputation and relationships with people during my visits to L'Manberg, and was always there to listen to him (unlike the others), so there's no wonder he genuinely enjoys and appreciates our time together and trusts my knowledge and opinion more than his own :) Plus, if I didn't know him better than he does, I wouldn't have been able to predict his behaviour on as many occasions as I have, don't you think? :)

There's no wonder you have, controlling your anger with no proper training is quite challenging, but anyone, even someone as uncontrollable as you, can learn that. Look at my Tommy, for example :)

Well, it's not like I'm forcefully keeping Tommy away from his friends; they're free to visit him anytime they want, but they never do. And since I'm the only person who hasn't abandoned him, it's not surprising that he found a new friend and comfort in me, is it? :)

Oh, would you look at that? You've got it all wrong again... Tommy is always free to have his own opinion; restricting him in that regard would mean not appreciating him for who he really is. But some opinions bring nothing but harm, so I had no other choice but to guide him and ensure that no one misinterpreted his words or actions, and hurt him in consequence.

Mutual trust is the key to my relationship with Tommy, and you seem to really misunderstand that... Every time I return home, Tommy tells me everything about his day in details, trusts me to dispose of his things, and shows me his chests and new journal entries. As for me, I give Tommy more details about my visits to L'Manberg- the conversations focused on him in particular; I'm very honest when it comes to his mistakes, but that's the price to pay if he wants to improve (and I always comfort him afterwards), Tommy is free to ask me any questions or share anything whenever he wants, and I'm always willing to answer or listen. Tommy may act slightly nervous around me, but that's only because he has a wild imagination and tends to exaggerate everything; it's always easier to play the victim than to admit his own mistakes, isn't it?

I can clearly see what you're trying to do here, but I must disappoint you, Tommy only behaves because he genuinely wants to improve and knows that I'm the only one to be trusted with that. As for the punishments, they serve as a little push when he lacks motivation to be good, and I must say, they work wonders :)

Well, if I'm such a bad example, why don't you ask Tommy who his role model is? Something's telling me we both know the answer... :)

Just because Tommy exaggerates every little remark I give him due to his oversensitivity doesn't mean I hold any responsibility for it; his unnecessary paranoia was the reason for it, but of course it's much more convenient and easy to blame me...

It's absolutely clear to me that you know nothing about us, but try your hardest to pretend you do. I never considered Tommy my pet; he's my best friend and little brother, and I'm his best friend and older brother in return :) I very highly doubt that he ever will even consider escaping, because he knows I have nothing but good intentions at heart and would never hurt him intentionally- only if he made me to.

“Helping an innocent abuse victim realise his situation”? You must feel like the biggest hero, but the sad truth is that you cause him more harm than good. Even if he does start doubting my intentions, it'll only hurt his feelings, make him panic for no reason, and put him into terrible danger because he will be blindly persuaded that running away is his only way of being safe. I'd absolutely hate to punish him for that, but I can't have him trying to run away and nearly getting himself killed either... He must understand that the world isn't a fairytale, and all I ever do is protect him.

Hello, I see you found Tommy's blog, and as much as I'm okay with other people seeing it, I draw a line at messing with his mind. You're trying to play a hero and “““save””” him, but what makes you think you know him better than he does? If he says he's happy with me, which is fully true if you aren't aware, then why would you doubt that and gaslight him into thinking I bring him nothing but harm?!

You claim that I'm a bad friend to Tommy just because he's afraid of me, but I must disappoint you – he simply misunderstood my intentions and panicked over nothing. Tell me, how do you expect him to learn anything if he's only rewarded for every little thing he does, and never punished? He'd be so confused of what I expect of him with no guidance from my part...

I suggest that you stop interfering with our life, for your own and Tommy's sake... You wouldn't want anything bad happening to either of you, would you? :) - @dreeamsbff

Oh, hello green bastard. I see you haven't even bothered to make your own account, since you've got an iron hold on Tommy's- is it because you're simply lazy, or you haven't any idea how to use Tumblr, I wonder...? Either way, the fact you're shitting on me for what I told Tommy says more about you, to be honest. Self-conscious control freak, much? I can't believe how much of a hypocrite you are, seriously- you draw the line at me "messing with Tommy's mind" but you can without consequence? And you think I'm saying I know better than he does, while also parading yourself as the ultimate authority & source of knowledge for him. You're a pathetic, abusive piece of shit and it makes me sick. You know exactly what you're doing to Tommy, how you're destroying him, and you dare to attempt sucking me into your bullshit too? It won't work, and it never will. I know your type, and gods forbid I fall for it again.

Ahem. I seem to have let my fury take control for a moment. However much I'd love to rip you limb from limb for all your horrendous behaviour, I'll try to give a proper response. First off, two of your claims contradict each other: "What makes you think you know better?" and saying Tommy is truly happy with you. You have convinced him he's happy with you, convinced him he has no one else - that isn't his opinion, it's yours that you've coerced him into blindly believing out of fear. Secondly, speaking of fear, pure friendship is built off trust & mutual honesty, neither of which is present and your and Tommy's dynamic. Tommy is terrified of you because you hurt him for daring to be his own person, to be independent. That's what you hate, isn't it? You can't control him, so you try forcing him to bow down and obey - his independence scares you.

The only thing Tommy learns when you punish him is fear. He's "good" for you because he's petrified of what you'll do to him if he isn't. That's no way to teach a literal child how to behave, Dream. Children, and by extension teenagers, learn how to behave by seeing good examples... you are not a good example. The only thing you'll achieve with this is making Tommy into an erratic, aggressive but cowering, threadbare shell of what he was before that crumples at the slightest hint of others' disapproval. Is that what you want, huh? I heard you wanted to make him your protégé... well, if you're fine with a high-maintenance pet, then keep going down this path, I dare you. However, it will come back to bite you in the ass when Tommy eventually realises what an awful bastard you are, and flees to somewhere warm and safe like he deserves.

And as for my "interference", your threats do nothing to discourage me from helping an innocent abuse victim realise his situation. I will say, if you punish Tommy for listening to me, that simply proves my point: that you're a control freak who can't stand anyone being independent from you, and you'll do awful things to innocent people to ensure that doesn't occur.

I think I've said my piece for now. Perish and rot in Limbo, you slimy neon-green sliver of scum.

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Hi, Tommy! I hope you’re well 😊 I’ll admit, I’m kinda concerned for you… it sounds like Dream scares you a lot, but he still managed to convince you he’s your friend. Have you heard of the saying “friends aren’t scared of each other”? If Dream terrifies you, I genuinely don’t think he’s a very good friend 🥲 Leading on from that: apart from anything concerning Dream, how are you honestly feeling within yourself? If it’s less than positive, have you considered that perhaps Dream’s behaviour makes it worse rather than better, despite what he might say? I’m sorry if all this overwhelms you, but I just want to make sure you’re safe and happy. Keep holding on, Tommy, I promise things will get better! 💜

ELLO??? i'm v good, Dream stayed 15 minutes longer with metoday!!!!

wh. what are you tryna say by that??? OF COURSE, he's my friend- he STAYED when everyone esle had LEFT me!!! and he was patient w me even when I was acting up or being annoying- AND- and all he wantedto do was fix me so that i didn't bring ayn more problems!

UHM- i never thought of that before- are you 100% sure it's trye??? but- but Dream says it's just tough love and i need a healthy amount of fear to learn better whatever he wants me to. but I wish I could just... be friends w him WITHOUT being afraid of him every second- but i feel liek it's selfish and ungrateful of me, because he had done SO MUCH for me and all i still only feel scared and want to escape :(((

UHHH ITS NOT GREAT- I HATE ADN BLAME MYSELF ALL THE TIME and think that maybe JUST MAYBE if i wasn't as annoying in the beginning, Dream would've liked me more... i dont think he lieks me now and. when he's especially mad i often think he hates me- he keeps repeatimg he's my friend, so maybe theres nothing 2 worry about BUT STILL????

ughhhh i mean it's a possibility??? lately, i noticed that his rules got even more absurd and he punisged me for no reason at all??? and i noticed that every time the punishment is over, he presses on my wonds real hard and chuckles- I DONT INDERSTAND WHY- lmaybe he's just proud that i'm getting better??? I ADMIT IT IS PRETTY WEIRD But i dont think he does that because he's a bad person!!!! still, im starting to doubt his good intentions tbh- and it scares me. i'll have to look more into it because it seens really sketchy...

ohhh thank you, i realky hopd things get better soon!!

[dreeamsbff]

BTW i wanna make matching bracelets for Dream and me!! ^_^ i'm thinking of making his out of red n green beads (3 reds -> 1 green -> 3 reds ->) and a lil charm shaped like a disc, as a reminder of the disc war we had. and mine out of green n red beads (3 greens -> 1 red -> 3 greens ->) and a lil charm shaped like a cross, as a reminder of how we built the church prime. his bracelet being mostly red and mine - green, show JUST HOW IMPORTANT TO EACH OTHER WE R!!! i love it so much and i hope Dream does too!!

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nvm it's fine cuz DREAM IS BACK HOME!!! 👏👏👏 he brought me a green cow plushie as a gift because i drew him one once!! HE REMEMBERED IT HCWGDVAGQV,,,, i don't think he's angry at me anymore, ITS FINE ITS FINE ITS FINE!!! :]

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i miss my discs so fucking muchhh :( dream just. won't let me listen to them- it's been A MONTH!!! he usually listened to them w/ me if i was exceptionally good and now he just... stopped???? all of a sudden????? DPES HE THINK IM NOT GOOD ENOUHG ANYMORE OR WAHT?!??? but- but he said i was REALLY good yesterday and he- he even allowed me to make this stupid blog... or maybe uhm... it means i'm good enough to have a blog but NOT good enough to have the discs too????

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ME N MY BESTIE!!! ^_^

i think we look super cool and ihope DReam likes these too!!! :D

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Dream just said all he ever wanted was to hekp me thrive and not HURT me- IM FEELING LIKE THE SHITTIEST PERSON EVER ARGHHH :(((

...FUCK . it means he KNOWS I THOUGHT HE WANTED TO HURT ME LONGER THAN I SHOWED IT ??!???? NONONO THIS IS BAD . but ge didnt look mad or anything- he was rather amused???? for soem reason???? IM SO DORRY i just. didn't understand why he was punishing me in the beginning BUT NOW I DO!!!! and i'm VERY grateful i swear!!!!! i meannn, if it wasn't for him, I would've been so lonely :((( BUT I'M NOT and he's helping me become a better person !!!! and maybe IF IM GOOD ENOUGH, he'd allow me to return back to l'manberg one day!!!! :0

[dreeamsbff]

GUYS GUYS DID YUO KNOW THAT IF YOU MISSPELL “PRONOUNS” AS “PORNOUNS” YOU'LL GET A FUNNY WORD!!!! dream thinks it's stupid but I like it :DDD

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HIHIHI!!! :D my names TOMMYINNIT and i'm the BIGGEST MAN on the smp!!!! lately, the tommyinnit entreprise hasn't been doing very well BUT!!! my biggest BFF DREAM has been there with me :DDD sometimes it does get lonely tho... bUT THEN HE COMES BACK AND IM HAPPY AGAIN ^_^ i enjoy journaling because of dream and he EXCEPTIONALLY allowed me 2 make this blog, so that i'm not that lonely!!! he said it's only because i've been VERY good lately, isn't that cool??? :> SO!!! i'll be sharing my genius thoughts here (BASICALLY, ALL MY THOUGHTS!!! 💪) and if you have any questions 4 me, i'll be v excited to answer them too!!! :DDD

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Hello, this is @stemms’ c!Tommy rp blog. It focuses on the exile arc, and follows both the canon and my headcanons. Pfp was made by 1echan_

Feel free to send asks, I'll be excited to answer them :3