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You better. Through thick and thin, Sades. [Drew tosses her a grin.] I can handle anything, you should know that by now. Let's go.

I’m kind of glad it was you and not someone else, you know. I trust you more than anyone. [Sadie leans her head on his shoulder.] I have Smack. I got it before the car accident for free. We can mix them both. And drink, too. If you think you can handle it.

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I can wait a few days. You don't have to get it yet. I've got to make sure I have it. I just need three days.

If you need it by tonight, it’s going to be more expensive but tomorrow I can give it to you.

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Just wanna see them. I'm a sick fuck, I guess. [Drew smiles, removing his arms from her hips and sliding them up to her wrists.] Come on.

Why?

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I know you are. Saying it out loud means we both have to deal with it. Don't worry about it. [Drew sighs, slinging an arm around Sadie's shoulders.] Now how about we get drunk to forget it? Either that or I have some coke around here somewhere. That guy Petey? He's gonna get me some more. Solid white, he says.

[Sadie chuckles, glad the serious moment between the two was over. She leans back, licking her lips.] Yeah, yeah. I know. It’s just fun. I really am sorry I kept that for so long. I just, saying it out loud makes it real.

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Nah, why would I? I use protection with everyone. 

Don’t you ever get scared that one of those kids might be yours?

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Get me a full pound. I told you, I have my ways of getting money.

I could get you half of a pound for that,  a full pound is $3,750. 

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Fine, I won't then. [Drew bit his lip, not really sure what was going on between them. He was surprised when she hug him but wrapped his arms around her instead.] Sure about that? Because last time I check, you guys were the ones that they gave money to all the time, not me. Or whenever we all come home, it's always you two they talk to. They just throw me looks. 

No, please stop, I have enough nicknames from everyone. [Ivy stayed silent, contemplating what she should say. She went for a tight hug and rested her head on his chest.] They don’t, Drew.

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Drew slid an arm around Stephanie, resting his cheek against the top of her head. He hoped she didn't mind, but something inside of him felt broken. It was a feeling he wasn't used to. "I just feel weird today, I don't know. Need the company." 

Stephanie smiled a little as she laid next to Drew. "You need company? Why? I thought you enjoyed being alone." She questioned, truly intrigued.

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[Drew offers out his cigarettes, letting her take as many as she wanted. It was hard on her more than him, he knew.] Yeah, whatever. I only call you a slut when I want to fuck you like an animal. You react in the best ways to that word. 

Okay.  [she finishes the first cigarette quickly, lighting up a second.] Thanks. I was terrified you were going to laugh, or something, call me a slut, So, for good measure, thanks. 

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Show me or I'll go straight to the counselor. I'm sure she'd love that.

[Noelle shook her head] Don’t.

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[Drew bites nervously at his lip, inhaling deeply on his cigarette.] Don't say that shit, S-Dog. You wouldn't have done that. I would have missed you - I mean, no fuck it. I would have. I don't want to think about you not here and shit. 

[Sadie grows quiet, shrugging as she smokes.] No, I probably would have..I dunno, done something stupid to myself.

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[Drew nods, lighting up his own cigarette and taking a drag. He breathes out roughly at her question.] I don't know...I don't think we could have done it. Do you?

Me neither. [Sadie takes one without asking, using a match to light up, passing the still lit match to Drew.] What if I didn’t lose it? What would we have done? 

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I don't know. [Drew accepts her hug, pulling out his pack of cigarettes and putting one in his mouth.] Cool. Sure, what?

You okay? [Feeling a lot better, Sadie lets out a heavy breath, sneaking in one last hug before letting Drew go.] No. No one knows, no one will. Can I ask you something?

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Are you deflecting? How sad, Drew. I really do pity you, though out of contempt. [Noelle tries to wriggle away, frowning.] Get off of me, freak.