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I’m crying, from the inside I’m dying. I wish someone cared, I wish someone bothered. I want to do stuff, I want to meet people I want to talk to my friends, but no one needs me, no one wants me and no one even gives a shit about me. I could cut myself, no one would notice, I could take pills started doing drugs, no one would notice, I could kill myself, no one would notice. No one would care. I am not holding on because I want to, I’m doing this for you…. I’m doing this to not leave you alone. But seemingly they don’t need me. No one needs me, no one wants me, no one loves me, no one even wants to do anything with me.
I’m all alone, I’m a mess and I can’t do this no longer.
I’m clean, for YOU.
I have stopped attempting suicide, for YOU.
I have tried getting better, for YOU.
I went through so much pain, for YOU.
I was always there for you, I did everything for you, I would take a bullet for you, I would Literally give my live for you.
But I guess you don’t care anymore.
I guess no one does.
But whatever, I’m just a random depressed little kid, I’m ugly, I’m fat, I am dumb and I am worthless.
I don’t even know why I am writing this.
It will be going unnoticed anyway, and NO ONE is going to care. Why should they, it’s just me. I’m a miserable person. I am worthless and I should jump in front of a train.
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