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me: (struggling)

god about to send me a fictional character with the exact same issues and problems as me who i can obsess over and make my entire personality for the next 3 months:

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For the money I just spent on this game Kevan Brighting better come to my house tonight to personally thank me

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Hey y'all, it's been a while!

It's Louis, or now, Calvin. This is the first time I've logged into this account since last year, and I feel like talking about my life now that its changed so much.

I started this blog when I was 13. At the time, I identified as nonbinary and went by the name "Louis" . I was openly autistic and lgbt. For almost 2 years I used tumblr almost daily, I posted my ary freely, I reblogged everything in sight, I wasn't worried about being myself on here.

Unfortunately a lot has changed. I've moved away from my home in New Mexico, and I believe I've left a part of me back there.

I went back to being a boy, went back to using Calvin, because it was easier. My interests have changed, I'm in counseling and my mental health has dropped. I find myself much more angry nowadays, both with myself and the people around me. I gave up this blog in 2023 when I gave up my identity for the sake of convenience.

Deep down, I believe that 13 year old is still in me, still proudly cringe, still proudly themselves. This blog was no where near popular, but I still had friend's here and now that I've finally logged back in I feel like I owe some of you an explanation.

I am still interested in many of the same things. While I've lost motivation, my love for the arts was never lost. I still draw, and I plan on returning to this blog to post my artwork and writing, to return to my old self. I was happier then, and I think this will make me happier now.

Sorry for the long, unnecessary post, but I felt like making it.

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open up

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welcome to 2023 :) happy out of touch thursday

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Things I'd love for the Internet to leave in 2023:

• misusing the word "delusional" or saying "delulu"

• public freakout videos that are just someone displaying psychotic symptoms

• "I'm in your walls" and other paranoia triggering "jokes"

• schizoposting

• misusing the word "psychotic"

• baiting and triggering people online who are openly psychotic or displaying psychotic symptoms

• excluding schizo-spec and psychotic people from any neurodiversity/mental illness awareness

Let's just all try to be better to schizo-spec and psychotic people. And hold others accountable as well.

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I swear to god that green day has had this exact same "scandal" like five times now.

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Reblog to kill it faster

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Smitten, I believe ✨

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before you post, remember S.T.O.P.!!!!

are you SEXUALIZING that old man?

does that old man TURN you ON?

POST.

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"Well perhaps you could tell me...while we dance."

701 frames, 542 artists, 3 months, all collaborating on 1 animation. Here is the result.

@neil-gaiman @goodomensonprime

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Marisa you live in touhou stupid. Its only girls.

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I like saying "I'll allow it" only in contexts where I have no power or authority

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happy hanukkah!!!!

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Someone at my school put a tally hall shrine under the stairs