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they are gonna hate me for this but...

OSEMANVERSE MOOTS ‼️‼️ may i have your attention!!!!????

my lovely friend is a film student who created their final project inspired by radio silence, creating a film version of a universe city excerpt (well, multiple excerpts cut up into one) with some of their own words.

i think it is AMAZING with this awesome fucking TWIST at the end which is just so so cool

if you would be kind enough to check it out, it's here! on youtube ^_^

thank you :,] hope you enjoy it as much as i do

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Let me be the victim of your perfect crime

Bathe in my blood so I'm not the bad guy

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I am realising I am more micheal Holden coded than I first thought... oh no

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if radio silence was made into a movie i will personally fund the entire thing with my 8 dollars that i have

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ok but why does michael have long sleeves in the photo like that man only exists with short sleeves

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"You like to act as if you care about nothing and if you carry on like that then you're going to drown in the abyss you have imagined for yourself."

Best friend Micheal ate up. My favourite thing about this quote is that Micheal is also mentally ill. He also hates himself. but the biggest difference between him and Tori, specifically talking about their mental health, is that, whilst Tori doesn't see a problem with sitting in her own self-hatred, Micheal understands that that isn't okay, for himself or the people around him.

Now don't get me wrong, he doesn't go about it in the most healthy way. Pushing down his negative emotions and pretending he's fine, rather than actually addressing them and working to make them better. But he understands, seemingly better than Tori, that he isn't okay. whereas Tori doesn't understand that yet.

Additionally, I see a lot of (presumably young) mentally ill people who seem content in their unhappiness, and seem like they would prefer to stay that way than even consider the idea of getting better. and I do understand it to an extent. My mental health is less than ideal we'll say, and I know that change is scary, and when you are in that head space it's hard to put the work in to get better. But what Micheal is saying is the wake-up call that Tori needs. She isn't okay, and she definitely isn't going to get better by doing nothing.

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Fix you is actually by Coldplay 😭 I don't know why I wrote U2

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marx should’ve fucked someone bc what the hell was he thinking while writing his books

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michael i understand you so much

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me if you even care

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“What would sprolden even do together when hanging out?”

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i used to feel like tori, but now i just feel like the reincarnation of michael

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in another life I don’t have to go to school. i don’t cry because of how much i hate myself. in another life i am proud of who i am and who I’ve become

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im gonna kill my classmates

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now im crying again over stupid things

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why doesn’t he ever shut up