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a week or two

Tomorrow I’m getting up, and getting dressed, then I’ll walk up two blocks away from my house to take a bus to school. This week is tough, each moment everytime I walk pass him I feel like I’m such a jerk. It doesn’t what I did, why I did. Part of me wants to ask him about something that should never even happened in the first place and besides it’s against the rule. an evil fruit in the garden Eden. Also I’m kinda failing in my subjects I’m getting suck at it after the “incident” Every just feel so vivid. Like I don’t even know what to feel failing grades, losing friends, losing trusts, losing love and my body is just begging to collapse. I want to collapse everything is just keeping me down low. 

failure, failure, failure, failure, and failure.

I hope to feel better in a week or two.

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one

 Maybe for you there’s a thousand different days to mess your day up. Maybe stepping on your dog poop when you walk outta bed and start streching and you would literally lose your shit, or maybe spilling the coffee to yourself  because you’re still out of the blue and the coffee hasn’t kicked in yet. Well, a little 1st degree burn would work getting you worked up, But here’s the thing.

1. You always want to start your day with the sunshine on your face, the chirping birds singing the hell out of their tiny little lungs.

2. You would  hope that there is no traffic on the track, hopefully. (But there is)

3. Walking in the school you’ll hope that the guards would greet and hope you a good day in the school instead of treating you like some terrorist who would keep a bunch of firearms and start a catastrophe in the school. DUDE I AM JUST A SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT WHY THE HELL WOULD I DO THAT! 

4. Spend a great day at the school starting up with your favorite subject and ending up at your Probability and Reasoning subject beating the hell out of you.

Your days will never work out the way as you wanted, well there is still a way keeping up a good day but don’t expect that everything, literally everything will go exactly the way you wanted it to happen. A great man once said (idk Bryce Lee or something?) “Be like water.”  I won’t go at the full detail because it literally means what it said! for example: if you put a water in a cup, what will happen? Yes. the cup would  grew wings and fly! and also yes, if the water will have the same shape as the cup. The water would literally adapt and makes it way from a formless to a specific shape. You have to adapt in everyway possible. Wake up getting greeted by your dog’s shit? Clean yourself up, disgustang! you would shower anyway. Stuck in a traffic? just listen to your favorite music and chill bruh. Walking in the school looking like a terrorist in the eyes of the guard?  I mean why the hell would that be a problem It’s for everyone’s safety anyway! Getting tired  of Probability and Reasoning dragging you down? Study hard! What I am pointing here there is a thousand different ways to messed up your day but there is still a bunch of different ways to brighten up your day. Just breathe in and out. Think of the solutions and solve it! ezpc. 

hope you learn something today (tbh i dont even know how to start this thing but, glad to help!)

have a great day :)