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19/5/25

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Lauren Bamford 

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12/5/25

sei q fiz 1 amizade boa qdo jxaxxx me manda mensagem dizendo q ta sentindo falta do cachorro e q qr fazer 1ligacao de video pra ver mikito

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10/5/25 = vivendo mt/dormindo pouco

I'm hosting a friend from london, actually she is Brazilian from bahia but I met her there. she works with me and her name is jxaxx = discover if you can = but the thing is she reminds me how lovely is meet a new person that until that moment it was just on the virtual world, it makes everything look more real - the business, the relationship, the chance of live this experience, its the same taste as when I use couchsurfing to stay in sp. on the last days the things just feel fit? like being on the part of the flow of life, meet the person that you should meet, from an unknown to an important person in your life, to become a lover, or a friend, or a business partner, or whatever else that can be important = for you. This time I feel about the friendship and business partner. But asking God about it, is it the opportunity that was always prepared for me? taste and feels like yes, it is, it's much bigger than I thought, I was planning for Rio, and eventually at Barcelona, but London at first instance? just feels so right, I learned about it there, you know?! and having a partner that can make this possible - legally, that's so perfect that just God could plan something like that, right? she invited me to stay at her place in Salvador while she is in London, I don't even have to pay. she'll go back as soon as she gets her passport and I think this is less than a week, so I'm going to banhia learn how to surf. again: It feels so aligned that only God could plan it. I just need to sort it out about the internet but Marina let me know that are some kind of router that uses a chip/SIM that makes this possible, and I can have an Wifi.

Today is Pablo's birthday, and yesterday night I had planned to go out with her and Marin,a but atthe last minute she decided to stay, during the day we went to the center of the city and in a market on the cultural center, I ate some kind of potato bread with gorgonzola with a Italian limonade soda it was delicious, and I do like the soda as it's fresh at the same time it's a drink without alcohol, just perfect! for more them around please!!!! jxaxx get a caipiroska with canela, was delicious too, it's a good mix that I could never imagine and also some pork and aipim? from the market on the side of the first place, but it was not warm and a lot of pepper:? and it makes her feel unwell when we get back home and after that nap she decided not to go to the party but as I had a deal with Marina I would meet her anyway because the plan was she sleep here so we could go to the waterfall on the early morning, the plan was be at home around 1am, I arrived at the bar around 11pm because before I went there I passed by his house to make some sex and wish him the best things, and this way I got late to meet her, and we don't even played sinuca? but I love to have sex with him!!!! I think the intimacy makes everything so much more comfortable and natural, I can just be myself in my sexual personality, and at the same time, he makes me feel so wet! today he don't reply my message, but I couldn't meet him anyway, so... just happen as it should...

marina is amazing!!! one of the best people that I met recently for sure!!! makes me smile a lot, yesterday she decided to go to the underbait at the last minute and she got the ticket that I bought to jxaxx, so we went there, arrived around 12:30am I think and stayed there until almost 4am, and after that we needed to go to Xandao met some people that could help marina friends to get a uber, can I be honest here? Not a big fan of her, I feel that she takes advantage of marina, she paid for her uber. We get some alibaba to eat before come home and was the best cuisine discovered in recent days, amazing!!!

underbait was crazy, saw a few ?friends? there and meet the guy from the carnival, who is the same person who would go with us to the waterfall on Saturday morning, I like techno, not all the styles but some I do like, but it's more than just the music, its all the experience, they created images to be displayed and planed other activities during the event as give some paper and pen to draw something, I for a page that the theme was "smoke", so draw a weed leave smoking hushashsua this year its the 2nd time that I had low pressure the feeling of going down is so intense, I needed to use the handrail and stop for a second to think where I'd seat to take a breath, luckily I bring some salt with me, and I ate it and got fine quickly but this kind of scary me, this year is the 1st time this happen and also that I get some anxiety crisis, specially when I'm out, partying, but after a while I got back to the party. danced more, spoke with friends and left.

today, in the morning we tried to go to the waterfall, woke up later than I wishedbut was earlier, 7:30am but not for marina as she needed to work at 1:30pm, Pedro just disappeared, we got the food, the money to pay for the bus, but luckily we discover that uber could get us there, I did;t know the estrada? way? so he said that wouln't go in a estrada de terra, I said ok, for the maps it seems that it has a street until there so we went, was almost 9am already, when we arrived in a estrada de terra, and needed to come back, unfortunately and kuckly for marina as I'm sure she wouldn't arrive in time for work. we decided go to parque do sabia, was great, peaceful, the sun, the talks, the smiles, marina leave on time, other friends join us later, leo and afon, we smoke together, spoke more and after they give us a ride for our house and to the espetinho nearby. that we wouldn't arrive on time to lunch if he hadont give us this ride.

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8/5/25

minha chefe reduziu minhas horas :)))

eu pegando 1 freela que eh o valor do meu salario :DDD

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7/5/24

jeane veio me visitar, ela eh bem massa!! gosta de cv!!

acabei de enviar um orcamento de proposta no behance, manifestando esse projeto!!!

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4/5/25

= Sunday night, a candle shining makes the room comfy = a wave of thoughts = I had a shower in candlelight listening to some relaxing music

I keep asking myself what my purpose is. and Idk the answers, I know that I'm supposed to just choose but God what is the right one?

I could easily live in Barcelona or start this business in Rio or I just want to create content and live from that. maybe what I should do is a members thing where I could offer monthly packages/arts that I'll design. at the same time, I want to be the YouTuber girl, and I'm feeling that is the moment.

In May, I'll stop working part-time and I'll have more 10h per week to focus on my things

check notion

start to actually use it

finish setup cleanup (site, notion, wpp bot)

focus on the new business at the same time, using it as content from my yt channel

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28/3/25

tem uma situacao que sempre se repete na minha vida e eu sempre caio no erro de escolher a opcao errada mesmo ja tendo marcado com a certa e eh incrivel como sempre da ruim, parece q nao aprende nunca essa fdp

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