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[dummidildo]

dear diary….. i mean… daddy….

we had our first ever session…. eeeeeek…….. the first thing i have to say is, this entry might be slightly shaky as im actually suffering with amnesia due to the sheer pleasure i endured so i will continue to add to it as and when. secondly i want to thank your for treating me like the little cumwhore i am, i truly had so much fun and hope to do it again soon :)

i woke up that morning with literal butterflies in my stomach, so so so excited but deeeeeeply scared too. i knew i was safe but the uncertainty was eating me alive. what was he going to do to me? was he going to fuck me? was he going to violate me? how bad is my punishment going to be? every possible thought, rushing all at once and filling my dumb little brain. then as the day progressed i just got more and more excited, excited to be in your presence regardless of whether or not i can see it, excited to get a taste for daddy again. i had a bath to try and help me relax and i got ready, took some deep breaths and got on the bus. i got to my friends, got changed and patiently awaited instruction (and silently freaked out internally hehehe) i set my course for the travelodge carpark, finding the key slotted so nicely, and before i knew it i was in the lift, walking my nervous feet over to 113.

i use my newly found keycard to buzz myself in and find 3 cable ties with a blindfold. following daddy’s instructions. “cable tie around each wrist, kneel on bed, put on the blindfold, secure hands behind your back, mouth must be kept busy until I arrive” strapped up, put the blindfold on but couldn’t manage to tie my hands behind my back, causing me to break free. they fell off and i instinctively put my arms behind my back as i heard a very faint set of footsteps, my hearing now incredibly heightened as my sight was taken away, then they stopped.. and the door clicked… and my heart started to race in anticipation, fear, lust, allll of the feelings.

my breath got slightly shaky as he directed me towards a dildo that had been suctioned to the wall, and told me to keep myself busy. so i very happily obliged like daddy’s little good girl and got to sucking. up and down, side to side, right to the back of my throat while daddy rustled in the background which increased my nerves tenfold. i then felt it, the swift sharp pain of what could have been absolutely anything, a paddle? a crop? a whip? this immediately cleared any thought i had in my head and brought me back into reality. striking me for what felt like forever, but it wasn’t even the beginning. sensory deprivation is quite new to me and god is it insanely hot.

after he’d finished all his shuffling and part of his striking he grabbed my wrists, guided me off the bed, and swiftly pushed me to the ground. at this point, all i could think about was tasting daddy, and trying to show him those skills i was practicing earlier, but again i was too eager and was met with a swift slap to the cheek. clearing my brain, almost giving me a factory reset every time. he started to push his tip around my face and holding it in my mouth but only allowing the tip, because i appear to be quite the cock hungry little whore who can’t help herself apparently hehe. daddy started to thrust slowly and softly so i could get used to him and the dark. until all of a sudden, i felt his dick hit the back of my throat and my head being pushed as far as it could go, closing my airways, leaving me gasping for breath. the swiftness of how quickly he took my breath away just consolidated my place. before i could catch my breath completely he was taking it away again, and again and again.

this was until he grabbed me by the pigtails and pulled me across the floor to what i can only assume was a bed? or maybe the chair i saw in the few minutes i had before i put on my blindfold. the butterflies i once had in my stomach were doing an entire gymnastics routine in my stomach because i was loving the uncertainty, there was something so inviting about it, like i knew i was safe, just uncertain. throughout the session im sure he was just making random noises around the room just to watch me twitch and try and found out where he’s coming from, i still don’t know if i was even looking in the correct directions.

he then pulled my head down to his lap and fucked my throat yet again, taking away my oxygen and keeping it until i deserved it again. it was at this point he started to play with my tits, and i don’t know whether or not it was because i was in the dark, but god were my nipples oh so sensitive, just him brushing his finger over them had me moaning so so much, grabbing and pinching and twisting until he had finally placed his cock inbetween my tits and began to fuck them, so i did what any good slut would do, and started to bounce and hold them together so daddy had more resistance hehe.

i am awfully verbal, especially with moaning, but i don’t appear to be too good with my words as he kept asking me what thoughts i was having, and i honestly couldn’t think of a single thing, one taste of daddy and i get cock drunk and desperate all of a sudden, all i can think about is his pleasure. he pulled me onto the bed and then after this it gets extremely blurred as i don’t think i’ve managed to get past my subspace processing it yet, all i remember is catching my breath on daddy’s lap. it was over. i had endured my punishment, we had been going for two hours straight yet somehow time passed so fast yet so slowly, i felt like i had been there all night. what didn’t help was me slightly dozing off as he caressed my arm and back while i tried to recover. i honestly was so overwhelmed with pleasure i couldn’t speak or move, i just had to sit there and die for a quick minute. he let me recover, helped me sit up and then helped me get dressed to go as i obviously still couldn’t see. we spoke briefly as my brain still two days later cannot form proper sentences in person, so as you can imagine this was incredibly hard to write, and even harder to try and sit and hold a proper conversation. i put my shoes on, he placed my phone in my bra, directed me to the door and took my blindfold off as i exited so i truly didn’t see him once. i feel like that was the most erotic part. the two times i’ve seen him, i haven’t seen his face. i knew what he looked like of course, from photos ive seen, but never in person, i had my privileges revoked because dummi had been quite the silly disobedient little udder slut, but i know to be much much better for next time.

i apologise for it being so short, half of it i still can’t access because my brain has stopped functioning but when it restarts i’ll update it as soon as i’m able hehe.

i can’t wait to do it all again.

love-

dummi 💖

[dummidildo]

dear daddy….

today we met for the first time. i had allllllll the emotions alll at once. i walked into the graveyard and i was scared, excited, nervous and full of lust immediately, the kind of overwhelmed that makes following basic instructions borderline impossible. whilst trying to follow your instructions, i was getting wetter by the second as i could feel your presence, your eyes on me, i just couldn’t quite place where they were.

i got into my position on the bench, with my hands over my eyes, and yet again i could feel and now hear you coming closer towards me, but i still didn’t know whether or not you were infront of me until you put your hands on my head and blindfolded me in an instant. i was just in awe of the fact that you were actually there, this is actually real, and even if i tried to escape, there was only one exit and it was covered by you. that was honestly it for me. you sat next to me and placed your hand on my back and almost instantly i was in subspace. i felt incredibly safe, but uncertain as to what you would do to me, which i’d argue is the hottest part. my mind kept running and running as i felt your fingers trace the outline of my face, just for you to literally slap me out of it, made me focus on the sting and it made my mind blank.

then i felt your lips brush mine, lips i desperately wanted to kiss, but i was waiting for unspoken permission before i could return it. desperately for any form of touch as my main senses were deprived. then i smelt it. your pheromones, and god did that set me into a frenzy. i could feel all my primal urges kicking in, desperately wanting the cock that i was now tasting to be fucking me senselessly, but like a good slut, i let daddy play as much as he wanted, because that’s what i’m here for… to be daddy’s little plaything. after that, i lost all senses, my brain stopped working. and before i knew it, i was counting to ten as you walked away into the night.

i spent my whole walk home uttering “fuck” to myself completely taken aback trying to process what just happened, warm cheeks in hand, wondering that if this was just twenty minutes… imagine what he can do for hours. imagining what you’ll do to me when i’m tied and bound, unable to move. .

no one has ever slapped me before, not properly, i was actually genuinely taken aback from the shock of you hitting my face as i couldn’t see it coming but my god, my cheeks are reddening at the thought of it. i think i died maybe, and me smelling and tasting you brought me back. the kiss of life if you will.

you kept teasing me with your cock, pushing it around my lips, when all i wanted to do was suck it like a lollipop. i think i forget that as much as it would please you, you get more pleasure from doing it yourself. there were quite a few times where i noticed that i may have been slightly too eager. i will say though, you forcefully fucking my throat was arguably my favourite part. i am very big into breath play and that’s my favourite way to lose my breath. feeling my mouth start to water and my throat start to close around you as i desperately tried to get air was oh so incredibly rewarding. and before i knew it, you were gone. i would’ve stayed the whole night on that bench if you hadn’t had walked away.

i absolutely loved every second of it daddy, i can’t wait to do it all again tomorrow <3

love-

dummi <3

[dummidildo]

sooooooooooooooo, i seem to have found a new kink that i kinda want to try but i haven’t fully done my research yet, hypnosis, i doubt it’ll be difficult, as i get awfully cock drunk anyway and tend to forget how to brain correctly regardless.

i’m not really sure how it works or how it even happens but from what i’ve seen and read, it seems like a lot of fun. i would love to follow daddy’s finger while he tells me sweet nothings about how worthless i am, drilling it further and further into my brain, making me more unaware by the minute.

to be able to fully give up control, and have my reactions be purely instinctual as my eyes go blank. i have no other option but to let you do whatever it is you wish, to be a good little cockwhore for daddy. it’s the perfect state to be in, malleable, gullible, ready to serve.

i think i’d want to try it in public, have daddy say his special phrase and have my thoughts immediately stop and my cunt gushing, ready for him to take me wherever he wants, he could even give me as a christmas present to his friends and i’d be none the wiser, just entranced with nothing but the thought of him, and what he might do to me.

or maybe i wanna be brought back mid session. have daddy put me under in one place, just to be bought back round with daddy’s cock deep inside me in a place i don’t recognise. i wonder if you’d be able to feel my pussy tighten as i panic slightly, trying to figure out where i am and what’s going on, before i know it, my insides have been filled yet again.

ummmm anyways before i rile myself up a lil too much, that would be the dream 💖

love-

dummi 💕

[dummidildo]

dear daddy… i mean… diary…..

today and yesterday we discussed and made plans to meet like in person and i am soooooooooo sooooooooooo excited!!! but also super duper nervous cause i wanna be on my best and sluttiest behaviour for him. it’s only been a few days but i can tell my cunt craves him, playing with myself while i write and think about him has me dripping wet, and those are just with my fingers.

my brain is currently and has been going at about 100mph as soon as he told me because alllll i can think about is the possibilities, what he’ll do to me, what i can do for him. i just want to give him my all. i wish i could greet him in public completely naked and ready to serve but unfortunately ill get into trouble :( that doesn’t mean he still can’t have a sneak peak though hehe.

i must say, not a huge fan of not being able to cum whenever i want to, or touch myself without permission because im just a little slut who wants to goon alllllll the time and i’ve got a funny feeling im not gonna be able to for a while cause i keep being a silly dummi and not doing my homework and putting it off, but i suppose actions do actuallyyyy have consequences 💔

i gotta go now before i play with myself a lil too much and make a mess and get in trouble hehe but i’ll be back soon!

love-

dummi 💕

[dummidildo]

eek first post, kinda nervous. it’s awfully hard to focus when you’ve got fingers sliding in an out of you and are extremely wet already.

i stumbled upon your reply in my inbox and immediately started blushing and getting flustered as you started to state your terms and what you wanted to do with me, how you wanted to train me up to be your good little fucktoy, and i knew it was exactlye what i needed, exactly what i craved.

i have never ever met someone who has the same needs as my wants before, never met someone who wanted as much control as you but i feel obliged to give it to you to keep. i’ve played around with men and let them control certain aspects of my life but never like this. i felt a bit scared but extremely excited as everything you were saying just had so so much appeal to me and i was getting wetter by the second. I decided to do something about it, went on motherless, pornhub, twitter, nothing could solve this hunger i had within me, so i re read your entries into the cnc subreddit, over and over and over until i was a sopping mess, without your permission, yes, but i was unsure where i stood and whether or not asking for permission would be too soon, plus i was desperate so i did it anyway, i don’t think ive ever cum like that before. and that wasn’t even you exclusively doing anything, it was just you talking about it so realistically i’m pretty fucked.

i was so happy when i woke up this morning and you were still there, like it wasn’t some really good wet dream i had. you’re actually real. i think im still struggling to come to terms with that. you’re very rare and hard to come by. anyways i dont think i have anything else to say so enjoy this photo :)