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she hate me with the long hair
i been getting on her nerves yeah
she just wanna give me fades yeah
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regret all the times i declined the offer of visitations, i hate the younger me i hate the older me i love my decision making
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i lied and i cheated a game i sometimes feel am not meant to play
i pray for all of your downfalls and all of your upbringings
my rain happened to pour over your summer and sincere apologies
now surrender and forget the times where attitude was don’t bother me
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something i was saved from long ago just crept up on me-toxic living. i think it sucks being the blurry one through that liquid, pushed, being lied to and even ignored. contradiction isn't a bitch, go against what you said and when you see the outcome, cry.
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laugh about mamas that don't support but it's a walking consequence, and just then when i could talk about my confidence i skip it just to give out compliments like i'm not tryna cover up in these condiments or where would i be without her just to diss on more than a nut? i guess the crash at 3 just ain't put to me to sleep and that was always meant to be. as if a figure wasn't needed anger wasn't in my tendencies and being more than what i wanted is always something i intend to be. summer was calling for me i'm not coming for a minute give me a little just enough to keep me laughing for a century, hopping behind the wheel when i amatawe the tower of a feeling, that's released to trap and give and take to be given to the hurtin, smirking for the ...
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what's mine. they love me, i drop and fear a lie or two while i'm at it! avoid responsibilities just to get a response from the people i don't like. arms length from the one piece of motivation that'll just crack without a pipe.
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crash courses got me feeling like a lover, met the L on side of sidewalks that'll hold a bunch of memories, i'm product of a walking hypocrite it's similar the energy he's testing me for purposeful reasons
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the leap of all, i had nothing to lose and everything to gain i mean this ain't what i imagined but shit it's everything i need, a manipulation not worth the time that's been gained. painted pictures worth more than millions and we only sketching more as we scratching at the surface of all purpose the mm is so bright irony had my vision blurry. how much you want the milli that sounded so impossible, or finding ello vee ee that mounted something tropical and your fruits are at my table, i'm happily desired, im restless at the table that pussy got me tired. i apologize if this comes as a laughing matter, i've been wanting the whole thing while others wanted to be clapping at her, in a manner of this moment do i get sad or do i smile, i know it's been awhile, but fate was on our side, so come on and grab my arm, keep breathing on my shoulders it's going to be a long ride.
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and when they see our age they say we younger let em push me to the side (push meee too the side)
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i know my lover thinks about me my lover dreams about me how my lover thinks about me is how my lover feels about me
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it's all because, of me i couldn't give you a buzz the way that liquid courage did the holes in my wall speak to me on certain occasions the blank spaces in my mind only mean so much when i'm distracted i wish i didn't treat myself the way my dad did i burn in my own world.
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as if sleeping in basements with you was the light to my youngest days, when i waited on you at your brothers during the summer, one that is unforgettable actually. like i don't have lights in my room because you aren't the main reason and i have THAT comfort. crazy cause life just threw this at me. i hyped this life up to my closest friends, i hyped this life up to myself, i left myself feeling dissapointed and it's my fault honestly. i should've listened to my mom through all these years, i was warned but my gut gave me the wrong feeling and that's just the way it has to be. i'm up in this bullshit once again but that's life. things come and go, just unfortunate you had to be one of them
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tried to minimize hurt falling for a chance i blindly chose to give, on the stool with my shoulders drooping helplessly, the two lost are too lost and i'm a part of this, it's self blame and nobody knows but i feel if i weren't here first none of this would become the way it has, it's a whole sea of lies and pain and negatives and it's waves of hurt that i get drenched in, i drown time after time and this is me. i sink. i sink. i sink. & sink even more.
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