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19-10-2018

Advanced birthday celebration was not bad.

Kenneth treated us Beauty in a Pot.

After that we went to sing K nearby.

I thought at least he will buy me a gift or something but no.. :’)

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What happened?

I don’t know either.

He’s not replying messages after reading. But when we were out, he seems normal.

Was deeply sadden when he said my birthday just to anyhow eat will do. This sentence really broke my heart. Is my birthday really not of a big deal? Yea it’s just birthday pffft. What if it’s your girl’s birthday? You give her gift and bring her out for dinner under your expenses. If it’s your birthday, I would do the same thing for you too!

Sometimes you’re really damn ass.

And cookies? You always rejected it when I offered to you last time and you suddenly want some? I bet it’s confirm weisheng want it or you want to give to some bitch ass girls.

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11/8/18 Finally after NDP duties, he came out as per normal weekend outing with me. Went to Beach Road for his bags, but in the end it’s me who got an UNDERARMOUR gloves. Hehe so chio but exp. then went to Bugis for dinner at 18chefs and movie at KLP - Mission Impossible. Nothing much but Time well-spent with him as always. He Jio-ed me tomorrow go Jb but too last minute, I have boss de birthday dinner :( wasted hais

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16/6/18

Had a very harsh and intensive cardio workout at FF Tampines with edwin. Went home after and waiting for denys’ msg to go out.

So about 5+pm, I ofo to his house and wait for him. His mom saw my outfit and asked if I’m going to patoh? Yea right patoh your Son lo. Hahaha

So we went to Somerset and orchard window shopping. Hmmm the Taiwan beef cube there is not bad.

Last minute booked tickets for Ocean’s 8 @ KLP 11.55pm. So had dinner at the tze char stall below Kenneth’s house and walked to KLP. Ma legs breaking man.

After movie walked to McDonald’s there and cab back.

Today’s conversation a lot. I don’t know how I did it too. Too much crap hahaha

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15/6/18

Went to his house to nua abit before he went to cut hair. Had dinner with his mom. His mom treat me eat siol. Then me and denys while waiting for our 11.35 Incredibles show, we went to KLOUD KTV to sing. Had movie and then McDonald’s for supper.

Overall, I was Super happy that we had such a Long day together and we interacted with each other quite nice I would say. Hehe

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Bazaar 31/5/18

Woah he texted me just right after my HIIT sesh just now to ask if wanna go Bazaar not. Damn of coz I’ll go because it’s him leh! Since ytd can’t find him at Suntec after he asked “want find me after work?” And another dumb question, of coz I will! One word from you, I’ll zoom down like Flash!

We walked around Bazaar that we didn’t covered the last time with eldon and Kenneth. Bought chilli crab pasta but taste like crap. Bought rachelette cheese with hot dog and Rosti, taste sucks! Wasted $13!!! And ooooo~ we shared a single straw for Thai milk tea. ☺️☺️

On the way home, he said take either 134 or 40, then when we are in 134,

I asked “why are we taking 134? Where are we alighting?”.

He think a moment,

and said “walao ya Hor. Why you didn’t stop me? I stupid you follow me stupid meh?”.

Me : usually I always followed your plans and whatever you say de what.

Then we alighted at Geylang Methodist secondary school bus stop and walked to his house downstairs and then I ofo home.

Cute as usually.

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29/5/18

Vesak day - finally another public holiday. Let’s call him Denys. Texted him last night telling him that if he wanna go out today, let me know. Yes he did. We went to Changi City Point for shopping. He wanna get shoes for running. “I like me better when I’m with you~”. Walked around, has Saizeriya for dinner and went back home. Some instances he was cute.

Like:

1) he was so diva handing me his drink when he wanna try shoes.

2) when in the train, he asked me to walk or take bus, I asked “for what?”, he said “go his house lo”. Then I said take bus la if not chocolate melt. Then he mimic me by saying “chocolate miao, chocolate Miao”. Hahaha How cute.

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26/5/18

Hmm... was quite sian and moody when I texted him 12+pm to say if going out can let me know coz I ended work at 3pm and got no replies or Jio from him.

Went home after work and after shower, preparing to nua in bed coz weather was damn good, eldon called to ask whether we Teoheng-ing tonight not.

In the end Jio Him (let’s just call him Denys) and Kenneth Too.

When Denys texted me “wru”, I did not reply instantly. He knows I always reply fast but I purposely drag. So Eldon came to fetch me and then we went to fetch Denys.

Headed to Eldon’s place to let snowy shit first and stuffs then head to Teoheng.

After Teoheng and Geylang bazaar. Oh man. Bazaar is such a terrible shit place. Perfect timing to go should be 4-5+pm. After that went to Kenneth’s place to chill till 1am+ and cab home with Denys.

Overall, I like it when Denys keeps touching my lap, you know those kind of small touches, not molesting or what. And I like it when at bazaar, he keep putting his hand over my shoulder.

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19/5/18

Dont know why whenever I Jio him out, he has to Jio he other 2..

Tickets were booked in the afternoon, then last night around 9+pm, he texted me saying he having headache, see if have replacement for him not. I just replied “ok rest well”. Next 20mins, he texted and asked if I have found? If not he can go cox his headache is gone after he popped 2 panandols. I said “if you really fine then go lo”. I don’t wanna force. But I don’t know why when he asked to find replacement, the first thing that came into my mind was “is it he gonna go out and find his tinder date for sex?”. Hahaha paranoid much but you know when you know someone too well.... ya.

But he still turned up for movie la.

After movie, we walked all the way from SingPost centre to Aljunied Crescent Macdonalds coz we cant find any good ofo bikes.

Shag balls, already 3am after having MAC, so went to his house downstairs to grab an ofo. When I’m about to leave, he said “bye bye，不要跌倒啊”. I’m like what. This is so not you to be concern for me even for this small issue. Hahahaha

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Cold

Last Saturday, we went out but we were all alright. Then when I got home, I posted 我很累了 in my story. I know you saw. Then the next day, Sunday, when I texted you asked if you have feel for Mac, you ignored my message. I’ll take it as you’re busy or just lazy to reply.

So Tuesday, I booked Teoheng for today, and I texted him saying if he don’t want, then I will dance it. He just replied a “ok”. 🤷🏻‍♂️ Whut? Ok is ok to go sing or ok to cancel?

Friday, I texted him again saying eldon might be joining, he just “ok”. Hmmm I should be delighted that at least he replied than ignore. And while Friday night I do not know what was he doing. He booked out and reached home by 2pm already. Couldn’t be sleeping whole day ba? This always leads me thinking if he’s out with that bitch not.

Today, his text to me asking me how to go Teoheng from Bugis was very normal. But after that, back to square one. Met him outside Katong Shopping Centre smoking so sat down and eat my açai bowl. We talked normally la. Just when singing, he’s not as hyper as usual? Just can feel the coolness in the room lo. Don’t know what’s wrong too. ☹️

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5th May 2018

Today was a short day with him but better than nothing. Went to his house at 4+pm then head to Orchard. Window shopping and dinner at Sushi Express at Somerset. He was cute to play rock scissors paper with me when I said loser to eat that piece of raw tuna coz ew. But I lost :( initially I asked if want go Bugis eat Flaming Don but he said that food not nice so I ok. Den while we were on our way to take mrt to Orchard, he said go flaming don Lo since I want to eat but I said “you said not nice liao later waste your money”, he said “never mind la you eat then eat that uh”. How sweet. But in the end we eat sushi express.

Then after dinner, head to Katong Teoheng, again. Sang till 11pm and head home. Short but good I Guess. Hopefully tomorrow he will ask me go his house for dinner.

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Back at it.

Didn’t post for some time because did not meet him since after CNY. But sometimes met up with him and the rest. So not counted. Haha

28 April - Jio him for Avengers Infinity War because I have a pair of free tickets from Andrew. First person initially was Issac but he can’t or can say he don’t wanna watch with him? Saw his story, he’s at home 🙄 still told me he has duty. Pffft. So I Jio Deneng. Went to movie early and end about 3pm. Went to Plaza Sing and Orchard Central, 313 to shop and chill. Then meet Eldon for Teoheng and Swee Chun along with Yong.

29 April - went to his house to have dinner and also to repay his mom the leftover Taiwan money she lent me earlier. Always sian to see him go to camp. :(

1 May - Public holiday, nothing much to do and thought he won’t meet up coz he said he wanna nua at home. So just when I’m about to nua on my bed at 2.10pm, he texted to Jio for McDonald. Of coz I’m ok to meet! Haha it’s HIM! Saw YT and her bf sitting outside McDonald’s talking but I never reach out to her coz I scared awkward. Deneng also saw her back view but he didnt say anything. After waking around Aljunied crescent and then back to his house to chill, had dinner again. He changed up and he always look so good wearing minimalist outfit and basic colours. Still asked me “帅吗?”. DUDE! It’s you! Of coz I will say you’re handsome! So when we ready to split, we both stand and look at each other for a few awkward seconds and then said bye. I wonder what does that mean... hais I really like you man.

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30 March 2018

Good Friday.

Indeed.

We met for Teoheng at 11pm-1am then went home. Yup last met since cny, and he’s acting weird.

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3rd March 2018

Now he don’t even text me to Jio me out.

Bet he has that bitch.

I decided to pull off the May Bangkok trip because no mood to go overseas with him and see him buying shit for that bitch. I know he sure will.

Am gonna save $ for my own use. Gym, protein, dates etc.

I will not give up on him, but I will not expect anything from him. My door is always open for him, open for being my boyfriend one day la. Haha I wish I have that day to say, “after __ years, he finally said yes!”.

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19th Feb 2018

Realised he hide his story from me. I knew something was wrong. So asked around what’s his story posted, actually posted he bought a shoe for that bitch. Hahaha

But why hide?

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17th Feb 2018

Had a ktv sesh with him as usual every Saturday. He’s improved.

This afternoon no mood coz thought he went to that bitch’s house for house visiting. Then just now after ktv, he told me himself that he’s at relatives Side. I did not interrogate him. 🤷🏻‍♂️ oh wells.

Then he came to my house to 拜年，don’t know is for money or what. Why did I offer to add more $ into his red packet? 😒

After that supposed to go eat Prawn Noodle at hawker but it’s closed so he said go his house eat.

Don’t know why he offered.

The scene of him and Brocoli Bitch on V-day really sian me out. I think he can tell I’m sian because of my cold replies.

Replies to him are all cold even talking. Just now mood to entertain him.

People always treat stone as diamond, whereas neglected the real gem.

So after eat, I saw him washing his face but never change his outfit. So I think he’s going out again. Should be to meet that Bitch.

I asked out of curiousity Ma, “you going ah?”. His reply “ah ya...find...Friend”.

Why did I allow these to affect me again....?

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16 Feb 2018

After I saw that snap of you giving brocoli to that Bitch that day, I don even feel like talking to you anymore.

Don’t mind me if my replies to you are cold or sarcastic because the flame is down.

I’m just replying you the way you reply me all the time.

Meet if you want, chat if you want. I don’t care anymore.

Once a Scorpio is done with you, they are done with you.

Happy Fucking Chinese New Year to you!