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Honestly fuck everything right now

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I mean let’s not play dumb. You could easily offer up your phone if you delete everything bad that might have been there. You’re very smart.

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Oh it’s a year that’s why

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Idk why physical love is so important to me but it sucks. It feels like I’m away on tour but you’re right here.

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It ends or it doesn’t. That’s what you say. That’s how you get through it. The tunnel, the night, the pain, the love. It ends or it doesn’t. If the sun never comes up, you find a way to live without it. If they don’t come back, you sleep in the middle of the bed, learn how to make enough coffee for yourself alone. Adapt. Adjust. It ends or it doesn’t. It ends or it doesn’t. We do not perish.

Caitlyn Siehl (via sheholdsyoucaptivated)

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Could you ever truly trust me again?

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There has to be a reason for something that consistent. Am I a bad person? Is that it? do I just deserve it? Maybe I'm not good enough to prevent it? If I'm a shitty person From my experiences, is that my fault? Can you blame a dog for being defensive after being abused?

I'd be lying if I said I don't have my guard up constantly

I'd be lying if I said i don't think it's countdown until I'm hurt again.

This is how I was taught relationships go. This is how I was trained to feel. Time and time again.

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"I don't fuck every guy that I high-five" - my ex who fucks every guy she high-fives.

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I'm pretty sad being here tbh

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Day 60

So tired of gnats They go for the eyes Show day! Fun lot Already forgetting stuff Fuck Alabama

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Day 59

Still felt fucked up Pass outy for basicis Sent inside Recovered Much better Sweatiest ensemble Rained out of run through Elijah ran back to Texas for sticks Sectionals in a locker room

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Day 58

Dorms Easy wake up Toughest block to date (almost passing out/throwing up) Recovered over lunch Ensemble killed me again Didn't recover over show prep Dizzy lot Dizzy show (don't remember most of it) Blacking out post show Logistical nightmare Restless bus ride Alabama

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Honestly thank god I have you because you keep me going

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Day 57

Swamp tour day 2 Surprise, same housing site 4 1/2 - 4 1/2 .. my god This is me swamp Near death experiences Angry Morgan Subs with the basses More frog tour Crab fighting

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Day 56

Swamp tour day 1 Frog tour Instant monsoon Quads called out from the box So many frogs Kinda sick no lie Muggy small show Back to the frog house

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Day 55

Free day in Houston Lies in the schedule Mall with baby! Subway Arcade Photo booth Parking lot Pei wei Goodbye :( Tomas and babycakes_09_