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To whomever it may concern..

I’ve been scrolling through my past post for a hot minute and it gives me an almost bitter sweet feeling. Almost pride as I watched the boys grow into men and as I watched myself grow as a person. Seeing the guys hit their peak as the “Dolan Twins” and then them realize it isn’t what it was all meant to be. To them now knowing exactly who they are and surrounding themselves with the right people.

It’s weird knowing we, as a fandom, will never have that feeling of watching a new video every Tuesday or getting excited when they would post on their Snapchat or Instagram stories. Of course they still have their podcast but it’s a completely different feeling. Knowing that not only are they growing up but so are you and that nothing will ever be the same.

I started my first blog, my personal, in 2015. I never imagined that I would become so invest in 2 New Jersey teenager boys that were a year younger then me and only an hour away. In 2018 I decided to make a new blog, this account, for the sole purpose to talk about the guys because none of my friends had that much of an interest for them. I would of never of thought that it would of turned into what it is today. With close to 8k followers and idek how many likes or reblogs I felt this intense connection to the fandom and the guys more then I did with my own friends at the time. This blog let me finally show my writing abilities without being nervous of what others would say. I met so many great people through this blog it’s almost insane.

I guess in conclusion the guys gave me a piece of me that was missing for a long time back and I will be forever greatful to them. At my lowest they were their to aid in distraction and happiness even if it was laughing at a dumb tweet or reading a funny tumblr post that one of you wrote. I know that they have been an anchor for many of us and I just hope that we give them that reassurance aswell. I will forever support them and if I ever get a chance to meet them I will tell share all your stories and give them a much deserved hug.

As always I love you all, hope everything is well to all that I used to talk and interact with. I won’t be using this blog to write or post again so this is my finally farewell. I won’t delete this page for the purpose of those who still stumble upon it today, and if you happen to get this far down and you are new I hope this page brings you the feeling it once brought me, so without further ado,

Enjoy.

Sincerely, the one and only,

Emily Martin <3

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when grayson will start to get this arms tattooed i will lose my shit

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love arm

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sweetest softest boy

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i love it when TV shows make references to other TV shows

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Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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out of my league

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My blog is dead af.

Idk what to do with it anymore.

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Hey baby just wondering what “ numb” is about for the twins?

It’s a smutty smut. Still a work in progress just like everything else I started on

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Forever in our hearts 💙

I made this in hopes of it cheering everyone up a bit I hope it worked : )

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no one no one no one no one

make a story/fanfic/imagine

about the dolan twin’s dad

please

don’t write about it

don’t guess their experience

don’t let them somehow run across it at some point

just don’t do it

pleaseeeeeeee

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THE FUCKING AUDACITY OF THIS BITCH

People are fucking crazy.

Honestly.

Somene send security to the funeral. Fuck. Fuck all of you who even look up how obituary.

Sidenote: They’ll probably keep it private (FOR THIS REASON). They can post obituaries but don’t have to post funeral locations. A group of teenage girls showing up will probably be escorted out. The twins, cam, and Lisa or whoever do not have to stand at the front. It’s all their families choice.

But it just because I’m mad, fuck whoever even made this instagram page.

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So I just got this message literally few minutes ago

And if YOU get this message in the future DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE CLINK ON THE LINK I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT YOUR HANDS OFF

A warning to all of my followers there no such a thing as @exposingthoselosers I just thought any form of information is good and can protect my followers from getting their phone or any other devices hacked if you’re connect to the wifi they might hack all of the devices connected.

DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON ANU LINK YOU GET NOT EVEN FROM UR FRIENDS ON TUMBLR BECAUSE THEY COULD GET HACKED 👀

Pls share this awareness ⚠