dyingtobebelle

[dyingtobebelle]

[dyingtobebelle]

My friend: “Your not fat.,,.,.,., YouR tHiCC

Me:

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Okay, but listen.

You’re going to look so. Fucking. Good. When you get to your UGW. I’m not even kidding. You’re gonna look like a fucking model, I swear. And I know it’s hard to wait, and it’s hard to see the scale change by so little every day, but it’s going to be so damn worth it in the end, you just have to trust yourself, because you’re the only one who can make this happen, and you’re going to do it, I absolutely know it. Just take things one day at a time, trust in the process, trust in yourself, and you WILL get there, and you’re gonna thank yourself for it.

[dyingtobebelle]

No quiero terminar el año gorda.

[dyingtobebelle]

No, no comas, eso no te hará tan feliz como bajar de peso.

[dyingtobebelle]

🌙☁️✨　　 🌙☁️✨

✨　　 🌙　✨ 　　 🌙

🌙 i am so ☁️

☁️ fucking ✨

　✨ tired 🌙

　　☁️ of being ☁️

　　　 ✨ fat 🌙

[dyingtobebelle]

[dyingtobebelle]

✨if he knew how fucking motivating this is✨

[dyingtobebelle]

walking past girls who are skinnier, taller and prettier than you feels like being hit by a truck

[dyingtobebelle]

I really wanna have abs

[dyingtobebelle]

Before Bed

✨I do this before bed every night and just after a week I’ve started to notice a difference✨

~50 crunches

~50 leg lifts laying on side both legs

~100 punches (laying on back punching into the air) alternating arms

~100 bicycles (laying on back) alternating legs

~50 lifting legs laying on back both legs at the same time

~Lifting legs as low as possible, keeping ankles together, writing out the alphabet X2

~50 more crunches

[dyingtobebelle]

me?? damaging my body to meet the social standards and most likely ruining my future self?? of course

[dyingtobebelle]

I think next thursday is gonna be the best day of my entire life tbh

[dyingtobebelle]

Once you see results, it becomes an addiction.

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[dyingtobebelle]

Weighing myself be like

[dyingtobebelle]

[dyingtobebelle]

Reblog if you started worrying about your weight before you were fourteen.