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[dyingtxbethinx]

i keep having these thoughts like “if i eat this it wont change my weight like i’m only doing it once” but it’s becoming a daily thought process and i end up going way over my cal limit and feel so shitty afterwards. does anybody have tips on how to resist cravings and shit because this sucks. i don’t want to eat but somehow my mind keeps tricking me :/

[dyingtxbethinx]

i think i gained weight but im too afraid to check

[dyingtxbethinx]

✨skinny✨💫✨

[dyingtxbethinx]

✨skinny✨💫✨

[dyingtxbethinx]

is this too much to ask for??

[dyingtxbethinx]

i want to be skinny enough for him so i dont break him when i sit on him.

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i want to look like this before summer

[dyingtxbethinx]

Reblog if you wish cancer didn't exist.

Only a sick bastard wouldn’t reblog this.

[dyingtxbethinx]

"I just want to get better",

I lie through my teeth.

I spit out the words,

As they burn and they bleed.

I don't want healing.

I want bones,

I want grace.

I want people to wonder if I'll die in this place.

I want my hips,

to cut your lungs.

And for you to break my wrists,

With the slightest touch of your fingers.

19.1.2021

[dyingtxbethinx]

When you see it, REBLOG IT.

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

If you ever want to talk: My Tumblr ask is always open.

[dyingtxbethinx]

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself

your body has enough fat to survive by itself.

you don’t need extra food.

keep going.

[dyingtxbethinx]

Wow i’m a fat fucking pig

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[dyingtxbethinx]

“It hurts so much when you feel unwanted by the person you want the most”

— Via (missblack22)

[dyingtxbethinx]

anyone?

[dyingtxbethinx]

“The worst part of having a mental illness is people expect you to behave as if you don't.”

— Joker (2019)

[dyingtxbethinx]

can you believe that some people actually have loving and healthy relationships with their parents? wild