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creepychan / allison harvard thinspo <3

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she's so me frr!!

>_<

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THINSPO ^💜

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i don't get it i've seen her exes i don't know why the fuck she would even be interested in me. i don't get it at all and it terrifies me.

she has to be using me there's no other explanation. why would she be so kind to me why did she let me meet her parents why am i not a dirty secret i just don't get why she even looks in my direction. she isn't interested i know she isn't. why the fuck is she even with me

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she only wants skinny girls she only wants skinny girls she only wants skinny girls she only wants skinny girls she only wants skinny girls she only wants skinny girls

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literally every time i step on my scale my weight is fluctuating like 2 lbs up or down. i actually have no idea what my actual weight is rn and it is majorly stressing me out

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unpopular ed opinions:

veggie straws or popcorn > rice cakes

skipping lunch/dinner > skipping breakfast

i never throw food away, just save it or finish it

rice is scarier than bread

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sometimes the best thinspo is looking at your girlfriend's exes instagrams

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honestly the first time when i lost 53lbs, the goal wasn't ever to be skin and bones, i just genuinely really enjoyed the way people treat you when you're pretty skinny. i'm not sure if my ugw is even underweight this time around, i just want to feel skinny, lose my period for a bit, and go back to being not fat. i fucking hate being fat so much like now that i know how i was treated when i was underweight, i can't ever live in blissful ignorance again

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10 reasons for wanting to lose weight

to be able to dress and feel more androgynous

i'll look more fashionable without trying

my gf will like me better

making friends is easier when you're attractive

my body will be healthier when i'm not overweight

my gym progress will be more noticeable

if i give myself more fear of food maybe i'll stop bingeing

i'll look more professional for job interviews

i can cut my hair short again without it looking bad

smaller boobs so i can look good in baggy shirts and tank tops

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i don't think its a good idea to do any more 24hr fasts until i get caught up with schoolwork :((((

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<33

transmasc/nonbinary/genderqueer edblr ppl active in may reblog this~

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i love creepychan she literally is my fav thinspo :)

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i haven't gotten back into the rhythm of counting calories too meticulously. right now i'm not going over like 250 on a single food i eat and trying to keep meals small. edamame and watermelon juice popsicle for breakfast today for like 300 cals and a bit of honey chocolate for 80 cals for lunch. i'm kind of surprised i lost 2lbs because i had a bagel and a caloric drink the day i hung out w my gf

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2lbs down, 3 to go until 175 :D

cant wait to get to 160 im so excited i will finally look normal again

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i am a lesbian so the genre of thinspo where a man has his hands on a dainty woman does nothing for me lmao

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first signs of spring 🐝💐🍊