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Sentence Meme (Fight Club Quotes)

“On a long enough time line, the survival rate of everyone drops to zero.”

“The things you own end up owning you.”

“This is your life, and it’s ending one minute at a time.”

“You can swallow a pint of blood before you get sick.”

“You’re not your job. You’re not how much money you have in the bank. You’re not the car you drive. You’re not the contents of your wallet. You’re not your fucking khakis.”

“You are the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.”

“I’m not disclosed to bespeak any such information to you, nor would I, even if I had said information you want, at this juncture be able.”

“You know, you are such a nutcase, I can’t even begin to keep up!”

“My eyes are open.”

“Whatever else happens, I’ve got that sofa problem handled.”

“I wasn’t really dying. I wasn’t host to cancer or parasites. I was the warm little center that the life of this world crowded around.”

“I am enlightened.”

“Hey, even the Mona Lisa’s falling apart.”

“No one will have sex with me.”

“I’ve got a stomachful of Xanax. I took what was left of a bottle. It might have been too much.”

“Candy-stripe a cancer ward. It’s not my problem.”

“I am free in all the way you are not.”

“Fuck you! I am sick of all your shit!”

“What do you want me to do? You want me to hit you?”

“How much can you know yourself if you’ve never been in a fight?”

“I don’t wanna die without any scars.”

“I want you to hit me as hard as you can.”

“How embarrassing… a house full of condiments and no food.”

“What kind of dining set defines me as a person?”

“Something on your mind, dear?”

“Man, you’ve got some fucked up friends, I’m tellin’ ya.”

“If I didn’t say anything, people always assumed the worst.”

“Deja vu - all over again.”

“Stop trying to control everything and just let go!”

“Fuck damnation, man! Fuck redemption! We’re God’s unwanted children, so be it!”

“You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you, never wanted you, and in all probability, he hates you. It’s not the worst thing that can happen.”

“This isn’t a real suicide thing. This is probably one of those cry-for-help things.”

“Is that your blood?”

“Did you know that if you mix equal parts of gasoline and frozen orange juice concentrate you can make napalm?”

“You don’t know where I’ve been!”

“Fuck what you know. You need to forget about what you know, that’s your problem. Forget about what you think you know about life, about friendship, and especially about you and me.”

“I wouldn’t feel anything good about my life, is that what you want to hear me say?”

“If you died right now, how would you feel about your life?”

“You’re insane.”

“Self improvement is masturbation. Now, self destruction…”

“You have a kind of sick desperation in your laugh.”

“You’re not getting this back. I consider it asshole tax.”

“Yeah, you’re sorry, I’m sorry, everybody’s sorry.”

“You have very serious emotional problems. Deep seated problems for which you should seek professional help.”

“I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.”

“I know it seems like I have more than one side sometimes…”

“More than one side? You’re Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Jackass!”

“I’ll bring us through this. As always. I’ll carry you - kicking and screaming - and in the end you’ll thank me.”

“Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken.”

“Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.”

“With insomnia, nothing’s real. Everything’s far away. Everything’s a copy of a copy of a copy.”

“I ran. I ran until my muscles burned and my veins pumped battery acid. Then I ran some more.”

“You wanna make an omelet, you gotta break some eggs.”

“Every evening I died, and every evening I was born again, resurrected.”

“I know everything you do, so if you know, I know.”

“You’re the worst thing that’s ever happened to me.”

“If you wake up at a different time in a different place, could you wake up as a different person?”

“It’s cheaper than a movie, and there’s free coffee.”

“Where’d you go, psycho boy?”

“I felt like destroying something beautiful.”

“It could be worse. A woman could cut off your penis while you’re sleeping and toss it out the window of a moving car.”

“When people think you’re dying, they really, really listen to you, instead of just waiting for their turn to speak.”

“First, you have to give up. First, you have to know, not fear, that someday you’re gonna die.”

“You met me at a very strange time in my life.”

“I felt like putting a bullet between the eyes of every Panda that wouldn’t screw to save its species. I wanted to open the dump valves on oil tankers and smother all the French beaches I’d never see. I wanted to breathe smoke.”

“And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete.”

“Why do people think that I’m you?!”

“When you have insomnia, you’re never really asleep… and you’re never really awake.”

“You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You’re the same decaying organic matter as everything else.”

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Impulse control? Dont know her

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A warrior…           Such a silent violence…                       Something that will never m e n d …                                  Until they lie dead

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ARTEMIS’ BOY.

“No cuz she’s a fuckin’ PAIN in m’ass. I should know ‘ve fuckin’ met her.”

HE’S keen to usually keep details like that to himself, but every once in a while he lets slip his tongue so that details of his life might explain away some of his problems. GRANTED he doubts that’ll happen in this scenario, ARMS crossed over his chest with a brow raised and his head shaking before blowing out a puff of air. HOW VEXING. He’s not supposed to be this annoyed but it seems as though he’s screwed either way.

“She’s a fuckin’ god. She can handle it. She’s been handlin’ it since ‘er damn birth what makes y’think she needs help NOW? ‘sides, Artemis IS tough anyways. She don’ need help from me er anyone else so ‘m pretty sure me tryin’s jus’ gonna piss ‘er off.”

               Alexios quirked a brow, momentarily taken aback by the comment about meeting an actual goddess. But who was he to judge? He’d seen his fair share of crazy shit in this world — this was just another point added to the list. Huffing a laugh, the mercenary shook his head and turned a little so he could get a better look at the strange man. He seemed a little pissed but for some reason it was highly amusing. 

               ❛ Apparently she didn’t make a good job. I mean... look around. ❜ With a nod he pointed at the people around them, the cars and buildings, the noise and all the smells that didn’t seem to belong here. ❛ If you ask me, we could’ve done very good with ancient Greece. I rather drink diluted wine than live with that level of pollution ❜, he added with a shrug before his gaze was locked on the sky. Yes, he was blaming the gods for that.

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KARTER.

“Hah–––s’cute. Y’think m’jokin’.”

HE DIDN’T joke when it came to his work. This was his ENTIRE life, and he didn’t take it lightly in the slightest, EYES giving Alexios a once over before he turns back to the men grouped up before them for a second before he lets out a heavy breath, eyes studying intently. HE’S GOT to find a solution, that’s what he did best. FIND SOLUTIONS to problems just like this one but after a moment he glances back over his shoulder at the other man and HUFFS heavily.

“Th’fuck’re ya talkin’ ‘bout we can’t leave. Those fuckers got it and WE AIN’T leavin’ without it. D’ya not know how this fuckin’ job works by now?”

HE SHOULDN’T really explain this anymore all things considered but after a moment he grunts quietly brushing off Alexios’s words and giving him a glower before turning back to the pack of men.

“We can’ jus’ duck th’fuck out, we gotta do somethin’.”

               ❛ I do but I still hope that one day we change something about how this job works. You know, just for fun ❜, he replied snarky but already pulled his knife out of the holster. The thing was pretty much ancient but Alexios never left the house without it. He kept it immaculate — and it was as deadly as any other weapon. Taking a deep breath the mercenary braced himself, squaring his shoulders and looking up at the group of men. The still hadn’t noticed them but it was only a matter of time. Probably seconds. 

               If he knew anything about Karter it was that he wouldn’t leave without the object. And since Alexios wouldn’t leave without Karter there was only one way — they had to stepp into the lion’s den. ❛ Okay, listen. Since I have no idea how the... thing looks you want so desperately, I’ll distract these bastards. You can sneak past them and get the item and then we get out of here. ❜ Alexios lifted his head to check on the men and noticed that they’d become nervous; shuffling around and rising their voices. They had to act quick.

               ❛ You’re in? We don’t have much time. ❜

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IT’S BOOK FAIR!

meaning I’ll be gone from wednesday ( 20.03.2019 ) till monday ( 25.03.2019 ). since the cell service at the fair is usually pretty crappy, I’m not sure I’ll be on dis/cord much. so please don’t be mad at me if I don’t answer!

SEE YA ALL ON MONDAY. I LOVE YOU GUYS <3

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You Either Die A Hero

                            Or You Live Long Enough 

                                                    To See Yourself Become 

                                                                                               The Villain

                                                               [ template ]  

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MYRINNE II MATER. 

Holding him against her, Myrinne did not let go for the longest time for fear that she would wake the moment he left them. It still felt as if she were dreaming, as she must be. The gods would not allow such kindness, such a miracle.

Yet she felt the warmth of his hand over hers and his rumbling voice lodged a silent sob in her throat. It was so different to the small voice of her eager little student, eager to go to military camp already despite his age. Always determined and in success that beaming grin would light up her heart in an instant. He had been destined to live up to his family blood before that damned prophecy. If she had been just stronger she could have overpowered the priests and saved her babies, run away to safety. Nikolaos be damned. He had their blood on his hands as much as the cult did. 

“That it is.” She replied softly as she finally pulled back again to look at him. Burn the image of her son in her mind in case it was only an illusion of Morpheus or Hermes. Now tears were truly slipping down her cheeks.

“When I saw you gone from the mountain I thought…” She swallowed down the lump in her throat. “That a priest had already snatched you and…” Myrinne had been screaming his name out in those precious few minutes she had ahead of the priests. The heavy rain obscured her view of things, and then Kassandra gurgling combined with shouts from behind drove her to do what she could. Take her baby and run to the nearest horse. How could she explain the guilt of leaving him that she still bore even now?

“I did not abandon you, I swear, yet I had only seconds to look before I would be caught. Kassandra was still alive and I could not see you.” Her voice was stronger now, asserting her honesty in a tone she had always used to emphasise a key lesson. One Alexios might remember.

Myrinne kept the true pain in her heart still hidden even now. She had failed both of her children. Kassandra had been so strong, surviving their travels only her to reach help too late. The news from the priestess of Asklepios had broken her in ways that changed her forever. 

               Alexios lowered his gaze to their hands, noticing just how small hers seemed to be. The last time he saw those hands they’d guided him through combat training and stroked his head when he went to sleep at night. Now they felt almost soft on his calloused skin and yet it was the familiar feeling in years. The lump in his throat grew again and he had to swallow heavily against it. There’d been enough tears already for his liking. However, seeing the pain in his mater’s eyes made him question all the resentment he felt all these years. The thought of his parents abandoning him in the face of the gods, taking their judgment over their love for him and Kassandra. How could a parent make such a decision? He’d asked himself this question so many times that it made him sick cause he never got an answer to it. 

               ❛ I had to run because mad priests and fanatical Spartans were trying to end my life — just because I was trying to protect my infant sister! ❜ Even though he tried to keep his voice neutral, the rage and infuriation laced into his words anyway. The hurt and betrayal had burned so deep into his soul that he wasn’t sure if he could ever completely get rid of it. Maybe he was able to forgive his mater, maybe he was able to see that her hands had been bound at the Taygetos, maybe it was time to let go off some of the negative feelings. But it would take time. 

               Alexios took a deep breath and gently squeezed his mater’s hands again. They were together and that was everything that mattered at the moment. ❛ I never thought I would see you again. I didn’t even know you were still alive. My whole life I thought I was alone on this world... ❜ Once again he chocked on his words and and to clear his troath in order to keep speaking. ❛ I don’t know what to say. I’m kind of overwhelmed right now. ❜

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Smut Prompts

Send me a word and I’ll write a drabble or starter about…

First - Our muses having their first time

Mouth - One of our muses going down on the other

In - Our muses involved in penetrative sex

Plunge - One of our muses fingering the other

Behind - Our muses having anal sex

Scratch - Our muses having rough sex

Voice - Our muses having phone sex

Pony - One muse riding the other

Beg - One of our muses denying the other their orgasm

Toys - One muse uses sex toys on the other

More - One muse has multiple orgasms

Play - Our muses roleplay in the bedroom

Video - Our muses watch pornography together

Speed - Our muses have a quickie

Blind - One muse blindfolds the other for sex

Worship - One muse worships the others body during sex

Control - One muse acts a the dominant over the other during sex

Perform - One muse watching the other masturbate for them

Watch - One muse putting on a show for their voyeur partner

Alone - One muse masturbating to the thought of the other

Bind - Our muses using restraints in the bedroom

Risky - Our muses having sex without protection

Motor - Our muses having sex in a car

Check-In- Our muses having sex in a hotel

Party - Our muses having sex at some sort of get-together

Nature - Our muses having sex outside

Pray - Our muses have sex in a house of worship

Sorry - Our muses having sex after an argument

Reunite - Our muses having sex after being apart for some time

Rub - Our muses take part in frottage/friction play

Slap - One muse spanks the other

Partition - One muse puts on their best lingerie to seduce the other

Passing - Our muses have a one night stand

Domestic - Our muses have a sensual night as a married couple

Honeymoon - Our muses have sex as newlyweds

Celebrate - Our muses have sex on a holiday

Caught - Our muse get caught having sex by a third party

Friends - Our muses are friends with benefits

Wet - Our muses have sex while submerged in water (tub, pool, etc.)

Coffee - Our muses have sex in the morning

Private - Our muses have sex in a closet

Math - Our muses have sex in the 69 position

Beast - One muse roleplays a pet or animal for the other

Veins - Our muses indulge in bloodplay

Create - Our muses have sex with the intent to conceive

Flowering - Our muses have sex while one is pregnant

Gasp - Our muses introduce breathplay to their bedroom

Lock - One muse uses a chastity device on the other

Whisper - One muse dirty talks the other

Liquor - Our muses try to have sex while smashed on alcohol

Influence - Our muses decide to try something  they read about/saw in a movie

Exposed - Our muses take part in exhibitionism

Warning - Our muses try some more dangerous sex

Silent - One muse gags the other

Past - Our muses have sex in a historical AU

Shame - One muse humiliates the other as part of a sex game

Doctor - One muse takes on the role of a medical professional for roleplay

Reflect - Our muses have sex and watch themselves in a mirror

Greed - Our muses have especially decadent or hedonistic sex

Strap - One muse pegs the other

Throne - One muse sits on the other’s face

Magic - Our muses have sex as part of a ritual

Feel - Our muses engage in sensation play

Soldier - Our muses play with a military/uniform kink

Holy - One muse belongs to a religious order, and the other seduces them out of celibacy.

Survival - Our muses have ‘glad-to-be-alive’ sex after a battle/cataclysm

Finale - Our muses have a final fling before a major battle/cataclysm

Heal - One muse offers sex to comfort their sick/injured partner

Goodbye - Our muses have one last night before breaking up/leaving each other

Slumber - One muse has a sex dream about the other

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“I was beginning to think you wouldn’t come.” “Doubting yourself, spartan?” “Ah! I was doubting your tracking skills.”

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I WILL NOT LOSE ANYONE ELSE.

                                                                                                                     (i refuse)

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KASSANDRA.

Kassandra rolled her eyes. She was really ANNOYED at her brother’s childish behavior right now. Of course, she could wear these stupid clothes and let Alexios wear his armor - at least, he would come with her. She wasn’t comfortable at all with the situation, but she wanted to give a good impression. They had wanted to find their mother for years, and now, they were finally close to do it. They couldn’t make any mistake during that symposium. She sighed. “At least, if you come with me, even if you wear your armor, I guess this isn’t that bad.”

“But if no one will care about what I wear, maybe I should keep my armor too, and just leave my weapons behind.” She found it completely UNFAIR that she would have to look crazy while Alexios would still look like himself. She would feel naked with those clothes on. She knew it wouldn’t truly be the case, but she couldn’t think otherwise. She was a nercenary, not a princess. 

               ❛ To be honest, I don’t really care what you wear, my dear sister. But I’m pretty sure you will get your way a lot easier if you’re not clad in an armor. ❜  Alexios quirked a brow and looked pointedly at the garments for his sister. The upper section was nothing more than a stripe of fabric she was supposed to wrap around her chest — leaving her stomach completely exposed. At least the lower part was decently long, however he figured it would cling to her curves and turn a lot of heads in there. Alexios couldn’t surpress a chuckle at her displeased grimace and shook his head.

               ❛ Just think about it, Kassandra — there’s only men in there. Rich or important men. Old and young men. I hope you get that the keyword here is men. No doubt there tounges become more loose when a pretty girl is fluttering her eyleashes at them; and not her daggers. ❜  Another pointed look to the weapons on her belt. Alexios sighed so heavy as if he was Atlas who had to carry the weight of the entire world on his shoulders. ❛ Do it for mater, Kassandra. It’ll help us get to her faster. ❜ 

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Just a little child.

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GODDESS.

       “Yes – you should.” The corner of her mouth upturned as she looked up at him.  Bare feet made no noise as she walked around him in a slow circle.  Her eyes caught his again as he stepped closer into her space, blue eyes flashing. “I would never watch something I didn’t enjoy.  You sound as though you’re eager to demonstrate?”

               Without thinking about it Alexios licked his lips, his eyes following the goddess on her way around him. He couldn’t deny her obvious appeal to him; who was he to reject a goddess? Aphrodite herself? The grin on his face grew wider; arms unfolded, his calloused hands finding their place on her hips. ❛ You’re very welcome. It’s always a pleasure to beautify your time — in any way you want.  ❜

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