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❛ Ehhh? I thought old humans like you were super religious? You wanna kill god? You're cute for that! ❜

this is your god speaking directly into your ear, meow right now or i'll annihilate everything you love

"oh, if you're god, unfortunately i have to kill you!"

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This You?

meow if you are also a strange fucked up man :3

"haha! me? i wouldn't say that i'm that sort of character―in fact, i'd say i'm the exact opposite!"

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𝐌𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄.

a collection of dialogue prompts taken from lyrics from various songs, including vocaloid. some have been adjusted to better fit. remember to specify a muse when sending to multimuses!

" to you, i'm better off worse. "

" now i'll finish what i've started. "

" you are the angel that i couldn't kill. "

" it should have been me. "

" you should have picked me from the start. "

" there are catacombs inside of my bones. "

" even if all the world becomes your enemy, i will protect you. "

" if only we could be reborn. "

" who's the pest now? "

" it's hard to survive in idleness. "

" how annoying, what are you talking about? "

" i can't fix you. "

" what do they know? "

" how disgusting. "

" i just want to dance without knowing life. "

" the fruit of the truth is ripening within me. "

" why, oh why do we dance in this place? "

" i am a phony. "

" let us sing and deceive with riddles. "

" i can't change these miserable days. "

" welcome to our freak show. "

" i could be your favorite monster. "

" i can't help myself. "

" you don't love her/him/them. "

" stop lying with those words. "

" i'm just a line without a hook. "

" you can hold my hand if no one's home. "

" it's a curse, and it's growing. "

" i need you here to stay. "

" i need you like i need a broken leg. "

" inside an entity, it hibernates. "

" i should have known that it would bite me in the back. "

" how can i ascertain what is fake and what is real? "

" my situation was the furthest from ideal. "

" if i'm contagious, then you're gonna wanna get out. "

" leave me be. "

" nothing can help me to regain control. "

" i've no concern for things like fear or fright. "

" every single second, i've been wasting away. "

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the great gatsby starters

feel free to change pronouns as needed.

❛   angry, and half in love with them, and tremendously sorry.  ❜  

❛   so we drove on toward death through the cooling twilight.    ❜  

❛   i like large parties. they’re so intimate. at small parties there isn’t any privacy.  ❜

❛   i was within and without, simultaneously enchanted and repelled.  ❜  

❛   i couldn’t forgive him or like him.   ❜  

❛   it was all very careless and confused.  ❜  

❛   i wasn’t actually in love, but i felt a sort of tender curiosity. ❜  

❛   i usually find myself among strangers because i drift here and there. ❜  

❛   i drift here and there trying to forget the sad things that happened to me. ❜  

❛   reserving judgements is a matter of infinite hope.  ❜  

❛   you can’t repeat the past.   ❜  

❛   why, of course you can!  ❜  

❛   there are only the pursued, the pursuing, the busy and the tired.  ❜  

❛   i felt a haunting loneliness sometimes.  ❜  

❛   they were careless people.  ❜  

❛   they smashed things up and then retreated into their money.  ❜  

❛    and they let others clean up the messes they had created.    ❜  

❛    i think everything’s terrible anyhow.  ❜  

❛    i’ve been everywhere and seen everything and done everything. ❜  

❛   sophisticated—   god, i’m sophisticated! ❜  

❛    i am still a little afraid of missing something. ❜  

❛   whenever you feel like criticizing someone…  ❜  

❛   just remember that people in this world haven’t had the advantages that you’ve had. ❜

❛   you make me feel uncivilized.  ❜  

❛   can’t you talk about crops or something?  ❜  

❛   we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.  ❜  

❛   all i kept thinking about, over and over.    ❜  

❛    you can’t live forever; you can’t live forever.  ❜  

❛    it takes two to make an accident. ❜  

❛   you looked at me the way everyone wants to be looked at.  ❜  

❛   i am one of the few honest people that i have ever known.  ❜  

❛   …and for a moment i thought i loved you.  ❜  

❛   i am slow-thinking and full of interior rules that act as brakes on my desires.  ❜

❛   do you ever wait for the longest day of the year and then miss it?  ❜  

❛   i’ve been drunk for about a week now.  ❜  

❛   you’re worth the whole damn bunch put together.  ❜  

❛   it’s a great advantage not to drink among hard drinking people.  ❜  

❛   his dream must have seemed so close that he could hardly fail to grasp it.  ❜  

❛   there was something gorgeous about him.   ❜  

❛   every one suspects themself of at least one of the cardinal virtues.  ❜  

❛   there is no confusion like the confusion of a simple mind… ❜  

❛   they must have looked up at an unfamiliar sky through frightening leaves.    ❜  

❛   their face was sad and lovely with bright things in it.  ❜  

❛   life is much more successfully looked at from a single window.  ❜  

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franz kafka starters

WARNINGS: MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, IMPLIED DEPRESSION feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

❛   i am a cage, in search of a bird.  ❜  

❛   don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical.  ❜  

❛   don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion.  ❜  

❛   follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.  ❜  

❛   youth is happy because it has the capacity to see beauty.  ❜  

❛   anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old.  ❜  

❛   i write differently from what i speak.  ❜  

❛   i speak differently from what i think.  ❜  

❛   i cannot make you understand.  ❜  

❛   i cannot even explain it to myself.  ❜  

❛   i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me.  ❜  

❛   a first sign of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die.  ❜  

❛   the meaning of life is that it stops.  ❜  

❛   all language is but a poor translation.  ❜  

❛   remain sitting at your table and listen.  ❜  

❛   do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary.  ❜  

❛   it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.  ❜  

❛   the nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired.  ❜  

❛   slept, awoke, slept, awoke, miserable life.  ❜  

❛   i have the true feeling of myself only when i am unbearably unhappy.  ❜  

❛   paths are made by walking.  ❜  

❛   i can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time.  ❜  

❛   it’s because of their stupidity that they’re able to be so sure of themselves.  ❜  

❛   there is an infinite amount of hope in the universe … but not for us.  ❜  

❛   he is terribly afraid of dying because he hasn’t yet lived.  ❜  

❛   i have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.  ❜  

❛   i usually solve problems by letting them devour me.  ❜  

❛   i am in chains. don’t touch my chains.  ❜  

❛   i never wish to be easily defined.  ❜  

❛   start with what is right rather than what is acceptable.  ❜  

❛   love is, that you are the knife which i plunge into myself.  ❜  

❛   i miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly.  ❜  

❛   now i can look at you in peace; i don’t eat you any more.  ❜  

❛   better to have, and not need, than to need, and not have.  ❜  

❛   you are at once both the quiet and the confusion of my heart.  ❜  

❛   i’m tired, can’t think of anything and want only to lay my face in your lap.  ❜  

❛   they say ignorance is bliss… they’re wrong.  ❜  

❛   in man’s struggle against the world, bet on the world.  ❜  

❛   in a way, you are poetry material.  ❜  

❛   you are full of cloudy subtleties i am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out.  ❜  

❛   may i kiss you then?  ❜  

❛   you can hold yourself back from the sufferings of the world.  ❜  

❛   that is something you are free to do and it accords with your nature.  ❜  

❛   perhaps this very holding back is the one suffering you could avoid.  ❜  

❛   beyond a certain point there is no return. this point has to be reached.  ❜  

❛   people label themselves with all sorts of adjectives.  ❜  

❛   i can only pronounce myself as ‘nauseatingly miserable beyond repair’.  ❜  

❛   love is a drama of contradictions.  ❜  

❛   i’m even losing my name, it was getting shorter & shorter all the time & is now: yours  ❜

❛   first impressions are always unreliable.  ❜  

❛   if i shall exist eternally, how shall i exist tomorrow?  ❜  

❛   evil is whatever distracts.  ❜  

❛   what do you know of the griefs that are in me and what do i know of yours?  ❜  

❛   how about if i sleep a little bit longer and forget all this nonsense?  ❜  

❛   kill me, or you are a murderer.  ❜  

❛   last night i dreamed about you.  ❜  

❛   what am i doing here in this endless winter?  ❜  

❛   if you become involved with me, you will be throwing yourself into the abyss.  ❜

❛   my guiding principle is this: guilt is never to be doubted.  ❜  

❛   i am dirty, endlessly dirty, that is why i make such a fuss about cleanliness.  ❜  

❛   please — consider me a dream.  ❜  

❛   i can love only what i can place so high above me that i cannot reach it.  ❜  

❛   i’m doing badly, i’m doing well, whichever you prefer.  ❜  

❛   for myself i am too heavy, and for you too light.  ❜  

❛   it certainly was not my intention to make you suffer.  ❜  

❛   you can choose to be free , but it’s last decision you’ll ever make.  ❜  

❛   even if no salvation should come, i want to be worthy of it at every moment.  ❜  

❛   he was a tool of the boss, without brains or backbone.  ❜  

❛   if i could drown in sleep as i drown in fear i would be no longer alive.  ❜  

❛   i lack nothing. i only needed myself.  ❜  

❛   i long for you; i who usually longs without longing, as though i am unconscious and absorbed in neutrality and apathy.  ❜  

❛   i really, utterly long for every bit of you.  ❜  

❛   even the merest gesture is holy if it is filled with faith.  ❜  

❛   you misinterpret everything, even the silence.  ❜  

❛   you must not pay too much attention to opinions.  ❜  

❛   i only fear danger where i want to fear it.  ❜  

❛   nor is it perhaps really love when i say that for me you are the most beloved.  ❜  

❛   in this love you are like a knife, with which i explore myself.  ❜  

❛   i like to make use of what i know  ❜  

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Thinking about him

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i kith u

bites

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I need an ask banner maybe. but I am too lazy to make one, so maybe another time :thumbsupyes:

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can you shut up for two seconds, murr deary

Only if you dance with me!

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franz kafka starters

WARNINGS: MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES, IMPLIED DEPRESSION feel free to adjust pronouns / names as needed !

❛   i am a cage, in search of a bird.  ❜  

❛   don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical.  ❜  

❛   don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion.  ❜  

❛   follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly.  ❜  

❛   youth is happy because it has the capacity to see beauty.  ❜  

❛   anyone who keeps the ability to see beauty never grows old.  ❜  

❛   i write differently from what i speak.  ❜  

❛   i speak differently from what i think.  ❜  

❛   i cannot make you understand.  ❜  

❛   i cannot even explain it to myself.  ❜  

❛   i cannot make anyone understand what is happening inside me.  ❜  

❛   a first sign of the beginning of understanding is the wish to die.  ❜  

❛   the meaning of life is that it stops.  ❜  

❛   all language is but a poor translation.  ❜  

❛   remain sitting at your table and listen.  ❜  

❛   do not even listen, simply wait, be quiet, still and solitary.  ❜  

❛   it has no choice, it will roll in ecstasy at your feet.  ❜  

❛   the nonexistent is whatever we have not sufficiently desired.  ❜  

❛   slept, awoke, slept, awoke, miserable life.  ❜  

❛   i have the true feeling of myself only when i am unbearably unhappy.  ❜  

❛   paths are made by walking.  ❜  

❛   i can’t think of any greater happiness than to be with you all the time.  ❜  

❛   it’s because of their stupidity that they’re able to be so sure of themselves.  ❜  

❛   there is an infinite amount of hope in the universe … but not for us.  ❜  

❛   he is terribly afraid of dying because he hasn’t yet lived.  ❜  

❛   i have spent all my life resisting the desire to end it.  ❜  

❛   i usually solve problems by letting them devour me.  ❜  

❛   i am in chains. don’t touch my chains.  ❜  

❛   i never wish to be easily defined.  ❜  

❛   start with what is right rather than what is acceptable.  ❜  

❛   love is, that you are the knife which i plunge into myself.  ❜  

❛   i miss you deeply, unfathomably, senselessly, terribly.  ❜  

❛   now i can look at you in peace; i don’t eat you any more.  ❜  

❛   better to have, and not need, than to need, and not have.  ❜  

❛   you are at once both the quiet and the confusion of my heart.  ❜  

❛   i’m tired, can’t think of anything and want only to lay my face in your lap.  ❜  

❛   they say ignorance is bliss… they’re wrong.  ❜  

❛   in man’s struggle against the world, bet on the world.  ❜  

❛   in a way, you are poetry material.  ❜  

❛   you are full of cloudy subtleties i am willing to spend a lifetime figuring out.  ❜  

❛   may i kiss you then?  ❜  

❛   you can hold yourself back from the sufferings of the world.  ❜  

❛   that is something you are free to do and it accords with your nature.  ❜  

❛   perhaps this very holding back is the one suffering you could avoid.  ❜  

❛   beyond a certain point there is no return. this point has to be reached.  ❜  

❛   people label themselves with all sorts of adjectives.  ❜  

❛   i can only pronounce myself as ‘nauseatingly miserable beyond repair’.  ❜  

❛   love is a drama of contradictions.  ❜  

❛   i’m even losing my name, it was getting shorter & shorter all the time & is now: yours  ❜

❛   first impressions are always unreliable.  ❜  

❛   if i shall exist eternally, how shall i exist tomorrow?  ❜  

❛   evil is whatever distracts.  ❜  

❛   what do you know of the griefs that are in me and what do i know of yours?  ❜  

❛   how about if i sleep a little bit longer and forget all this nonsense?  ❜  

❛   kill me, or you are a murderer.  ❜  

❛   last night i dreamed about you.  ❜  

❛   what am i doing here in this endless winter?  ❜  

❛   if you become involved with me, you will be throwing yourself into the abyss.  ❜

❛   my guiding principle is this: guilt is never to be doubted.  ❜  

❛   i am dirty, endlessly dirty, that is why i make such a fuss about cleanliness.  ❜  

❛   please — consider me a dream.  ❜  

❛   i can love only what i can place so high above me that i cannot reach it.  ❜  

❛   i’m doing badly, i’m doing well, whichever you prefer.  ❜  

❛   for myself i am too heavy, and for you too light.  ❜  

❛   it certainly was not my intention to make you suffer.  ❜  

❛   you can choose to be free , but it’s last decision you’ll ever make.  ❜  

❛   even if no salvation should come, i want to be worthy of it at every moment.  ❜  

❛   he was a tool of the boss, without brains or backbone.  ❜  

❛   if i could drown in sleep as i drown in fear i would be no longer alive.  ❜  

❛   i lack nothing. i only needed myself.  ❜  

❛   i long for you; i who usually longs without longing, as though i am unconscious and absorbed in neutrality and apathy.  ❜  

❛   i really, utterly long for every bit of you.  ❜  

❛   even the merest gesture is holy if it is filled with faith.  ❜  

❛   you misinterpret everything, even the silence.  ❜  

❛   you must not pay too much attention to opinions.  ❜  

❛   i only fear danger where i want to fear it.  ❜  

❛   nor is it perhaps really love when i say that for me you are the most beloved.  ❜  

❛   in this love you are like a knife, with which i explore myself.  ❜  

❛   i like to make use of what i know  ❜  

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kisses kisses kisses kisses kisses kisses kisses kisses

SAGE YOU ARE SO AFFECTIONATE TODAY!! IMMA KISS YA TOO!

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Always curious! A never ending disease that courses through your veins. Even as it lead to the death of many, many people; even as if led to the shattering of your own soul and the plague of whispers in your mind from the calamity, you never stop being curious. Even now with a visitor from another world... how can you not want to know everything you can about her? Even though there are moments you can tell she is looking pass you, not at you. As if something about you isn't to her liking.

Well, it's not as if you aren't used to people looking at you with distain! At least she doesn't do that. No one understands your goals like you do, so you don't expect them to look at you with anything resembling kindness.

Right now is different. Having a hand offered to you is a rarity! Perhaps from one of the younger wizards... they'd have you their hand, but if a hand were pointed towards you from any of the older wizards, you are sure it'd be a threat. A threat on your life... Life is fleeting! Even if wizards like you, there are so many of you who slipped through the cracks of time. No one will remember many of them in some years. Time is tricky like that.

Even the sage will slip through the cracks far faster then any others would. Yet, despite that! Despite you can't remember his face, you remember how he would jump when you appeared in front of him, or how he struggled with understanding anything about magic; how the previous sage desperately tried to create anything resembling the food from his home for a form of comfort. He was an "adult", yet he still wanted to be comforted like a child.

You are sure that Koto is the same!

❛ Nuh uh! Yer mine~! ❜ You snatch her hand up quickly, your other hand finding it's way to her waist. She is a bit shorter then you, but not much shorter then someone you can't quite remember correctly... but you think this is familiar. The feeling of the ground under your feet is gone rather quick. You are sure that the sage as never danced like this before, let alone without her feet touching the ground! Yet you can't help but do something that is far more thrilling. You won't let her fall, you'd never let anyone fall. Even if you curiosity as resulted in the death of many, you have little interest in the death of others. In fact, you want to see others smile, even now.

❛ Let's dance~!! ❜ Anything she had with her is magically gone. Her hands no longer full of and supplies of any sort. Your own focus is how your feet move through the air. It's not as if her lack of experience will be a problem either! Magic makes that easy; All you do is guide her body with the spirits. It feels natural to move this way with another. ❛ You need to loosen up a bit~ So we are gonna dance until the sun goes down! Let's have fun, Mrow~! ❜

❛ in a way, you are poetry material. ❜ for koto

CAST UPON HER, YOUR LONGEST DAY ──────── & she will not leave you. Heavenly remains, the long eye of the sun, a basket that sways, holding all that she may. EMPTIED OF BREAD, containing working tools ... a hammer, nails, the ongoing list. A TALLY OF AIDING THINGS, bandages & cleansing, medicines made by her own palm, these sorts of things. ALL FOR THE ONE DUTY SHE CAN DO, aid those in need.

A WOLF COMES, WEARING SHEEP'S CLOTHING, THE CURIOUS CAT, not far behind her frame ; those cyan that seek, the desire to understand all, fingers of abominations & wailing. FLAMES PEER ONTO THE GALAXY OF WONDERING, OF PONDERING FORCE ... does he ever sonder ?

FOOT FALLS SLOW, sleeves shudder in the winds & she stands before him, human, human, human ( fleeting, ephemeral, ethereal, emotions eternal. ) NAILS CAKED BY EARTHEN THINGS, scratches anew, crimson asunder, fabrics dirtied ; forehead pressed with bandage slowly going red ( the lament left behind by a wife who wept violently for her husband, clawing at her, hitting her with things in their home, blaming her / she will hold onto that blame, let it fester, child of the river, for she has marked the name of the elderly man onto her heart. ) THIS ... IS ALL SHE CAN SEEM TO DO IN THIS WORLD, embrace the dying & ease their end, sing to them a song of renewal & rebirth, oh, to begin again, you tender soul.

HE SPEAKS & IF SHE HELD LESS HEART, SHE COULD LAUGH but, she smiles, in a thousandfold unspoken thing ( in a heart carrying much, things never unveiled. ) ❛❛ I don't think I would make good poetry material. ❜❜ SHE WONDERS IF A POEM HERE WOULD BE SIMPLY MOCKING, calling her a hero, a martyr, singing of her failures ... she almost deserves those insults.

AMONG HER HIDDEN SMILE, SHE EXTENDS HER HAND, callused, scar spoken & dirty fingers held onto him, for him to take ( she can only offer this, even if he lays forth rejection. ) ❛❛ Come on, let's go back. You must be getting hungry, right ? ❜❜

prompted. ; @eanulrambul . ; accepting.

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❛ Ahh, now you are shaking me! ❜ You laugh gleefully as the smaller girl uses all of her strength to shake you. Well, you can't reasonably show her what an actual body would do if it were to POP, that would be way to gruesome... and anyways, your body would turn to stone? So that really wouldn't be very fun! Instead you ponder and come to a good conclusion. ❛ Well, if I were to pop, it'd probably be something like this! ❜ And with a utterance of your spell you disappear from her hands and fireworks explode from the location you were just at. Sparkling and glimmering as they pop and sputter out of existence just as quickly as they had been there.

❛ But that was just a theory! ❜ You say as you reappear over her shoulder, floating around. ❛ Pretty neat, Right~? Instead when wizards die we just turn to stone. ❜

aha.   that's a funny response.       ❛   you.   ❜       his catlike demeanor had spurred a sudden urge to grab—  and she was just about to let go,  until that little warning.       ❛   pop ...  how so ?   ❜       it's an exaggeration,  clearly,  but color her curious.  grabbing him too hard is no good,  though,  so instead she—   shakes him.  shakes him.  shakes him.

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Do you like strange cat boys that can psychoanalyze you? What about men who are a shattered reminder of their former self with unspeakable acts haunting their past? Maybe some war crimes sprinkled in? Well, then I have a perfect man for you! Murr hart from the mobile game Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku. No knowledge of the series is required before following or interacting! If this silly little cat boy interests you, then like / reblog this post~ Thanks ♡

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mrow!

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I miss my terrible cat ｡：ﾟ(｡ﾉω＼｡)ﾟ･｡

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Rose jellyfish. Only visible to the broken hearted. Dispenses little bits of stardust till their hearts are mended, at which point the jellyfish disappears again. 🪼🌹✨