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i've been really enjoying my library shifts,,, i love the staff members, and it's so therapeutic sorting through all these massive old texts on architecture and painters,,,
#when will carrot stop yapping?#so glad i pushed myself to do this#always wanted to work at a library and thought it was a now or never type of situation#so calming and grounding asldfjasl ugh i love old libraries#would post a photo but it would give away where i go to school bc it's famous lol
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BRO WHY IS WOMEN'S UNDERWEAR SO FUCKING EXPENSIVE FOR NO FUCKING REASON A THONG CANNOT BE $20+ WTF FUCK YOU KIM KARDASHIAN
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ok i think an update's long been overdue, so here's a brief recap since the summer:
had a summer internship, where i was literally being harassed by 3 managers (why is there even a need to assign a single intern 3 managers...? the world will never know)
erm ya girl may or may not be cuffed now pls send help
also moved into my own studio apmt! currently being furnished rn, but i'm really excited to have my own little space that doesn't actually belong to my uni!
fdoc started off fine, then i ran into my ex - now very paranoid + anxious
currently very busy w/ job-hunting and undergrad graduation prep - which is crazy to think about bc holy fuck this is my last full yr of school ALKSDJFLASDJ
been reading a lot, need to write wayyyy more
dad started chemo then got taken off it bc his body reacted horribly to it - idk how to feel about it, i think the whole family's j holding our breath bc this is the last option for treatment the doctors have for us
erm i really miss all of you, now that school's back on, i will be an incessant bug on your feed all over again
#when will carrot stop yapping?#so glad to be back y'all don't even know it#there's a lot of change that's not even that obvious but i can feel it#i also feel like i'm changing for the worse and the better at the same time...? also don't know what to do about that
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oops found a new turn on
#when will carrot stop yapping?#THE THOUGHT CAME OUTTA NOWEHRE SHEESH#this is how you know i'm back at school bc i'm now posting whenever and everywhere
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saw someone watching vtubers and scrolling through bl twt the world is healing
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should i go back to my regularly scheduled programming of reading yaoi in the middle of lecture
#when will carrot stop yapping?#this particular class is in a massive hall and it's Packed#like there are literally students sitting on the floor bc there aren't enough seats#thougths are being considered...
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first day of classes 😵💫
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finally set up my monitor and I FEEL COMPLETE ALSDJFASLDKJFL
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oh how i wish i was into math
#when will carrot stop yapping?#i think 99.999999% of my stress would disappear if i simply loved math enough to be good enough + get into quant#THEY MAKE SO MUCH#AND WORK DECENT HOURS#unfortunately i was not born this way
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seeing an obgyn for the first time!!! this is long overdue!!!
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feels so weird to be back on campus - idk it's so hard to explain, may find the words to describe what i'm feeling later
#when will carrot stop yapping?#for now gotta focus on not dying from dehydration BECAUSE I AM CONSTANTLY SWEATING FROM HOW HOT IT IS#plus no AC at my place it's joverge
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free from this fuck ass internship... WHICH MEANS I WILL BE WAY MORE ACTIVE ON TUMBLR WRITING GODS RETURN TO ME
#when will carrot stop yapping?#sooooo excited to pump out more fics holy shitttttt#i missed writing + being creative + letting my mind wander / daydream
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crying at work again
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my anxiety and stress spike to unprecedented highs whenever i see my manager typing in slack
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crashing out right before my final pres 🤩
#when will carrot stop yapping?#y’all are gonna hear all about the workplace harassment i’ve been going through as soon as this internship ends#FUCK THIS TEAM
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he’s also pissing me off - j spent a half hr of us debating about smth so integral to the chinese american exp and he acted like he was more of an expert than me - like bro you’re a white-washed indian from the texas suburbs, sit down.
my co-intern needs to get it together.
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phaidei is literally what keeps me going
#when will carrot stop yapping?#atp if my managers catch me checking out mydei’s Fat Tits it’s whatever
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