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Right person wrong time

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“I think you like me, I do. But just not enough to grow with me”

— not hating you, just understanding you

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This Is Honestly Why They Gave You Mixed Signals

“They give you mixed signals because they are not ready to have a relationship with you. It has nothing to do with you—you didn’t do anything wrong and they loved the way you treated them with all your heart. But the person who gives you mixed signals needs more time to figure everything out by themselves. Right now, they are on their own journey to learn everything that life has to offer. They are embracing their own life to the fullest until they are ready to love again wholeheartedly.

I’m sorry that they give you mixed signals and I know that you’re confused. You can leave or you can wait until they’re ready, but when you meet someone who gives you mixed signals don’t expect too much. Don’t be surprised if someday, they will leave you behind like there was nothing special going on between both of you.”

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“Dudes be like, hold up, just gotta send her some mixed signals real quick.”

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neverrrr let your loneliness drive you back to toxic people 

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I had a best friend once, we did everything together and nothing mattered because we had each other. We laughed, we cried, we got sick together. We did everything together. Hell, we never left each other side. She knew everything about me and always knew what to say or do when something wasn’t right. She knew how to make me laugh and how to make me smile with just a few words. She was what made me a better person, and I’m so thankful for every second we spent together. Every late night ranting about cheer, every late night talking about stupid boys that really didn’t matter but it was the end of the world at the time. I cherish every memory I have with her, and I’m sitting here writing this knowing nobody is ever going to see it. Nobody is ever going to care that I lost the best part of me. I lost the friend that cared about me the most all because of a boy. No I don’t blame said boy, I love him. More than I ever could have imagined. But sometimes I can’t help but wonder if he was worth losing her. And then I think, he grew with me more than I could have with her. We had different goals and ambitions. But at the end of the day, she was the one who understood me better than anything. And I thought I understood her. I can’t play victim. We both hurt each other insanely. I can’t help but wonder what her family thinks of me now. We were so close. I stayed with them through some of the worst times of high school. I can’t understand how it went from something so beautiful to something so toxic so quickly. I miss my Madz. I miss my best friend. I miss my other half. I can hope that she feels the same, but I know things will never be the same. They can’t be. Because we are two completely different people now. I guess I just have to learn to live with that