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Sumasakit yung puso ko sa mga taong nasasaktan ko. Ayokong talagang makapanakit ng feelings pero minsan hindi mo maiiwasan.

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Tinanong ako ni Lem, “nagtu-tumblr ka pa rin?”

“Haha, minsan.”

Oo. Hindi ko alam exactly kung bakit, pero eto yung comfort zone ko e. 

Minsan, kapag naaalala kong lowkey emo nga pala ako. Heh. 

Oo minsan. Sinusubukan kung kaya ko pa bang ibalik yung dating ako.

Hindi alam kung gusto nga bang ibalik yung dati o gusto lang makalimot.

Kalimutan o tanggapin na may nagbago na. Na nagbago na. Tanggapin yung pagbabago gawa ng mga ala-alang masasaya at malulungkot. 

Siguro ititigil ko na ang pagsusulat. Mga sulat na hindi naman makakarating sa kanya. Siguro ititigil ko muna dito. Ititigil ko na bago ko pa simulan. Wag ko muna simulan, para wala munang katapusan.

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Nakakaguilty na wala akong ganang pumasok. Nakakaguilty na ganito yung nararamdaman ko.

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hereditary ba ang pagiging suicidal err

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When everything in your life seems fine and it starts to scare you.

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I lied and said I was busy; but not in a way most people understand. I was busy taking deeper breaths. I was busy silencing irrational thoughts. I was busy calming a racing heart. I was busy telling myself I am OK.

b.oakman/Anxiety Doesn’t Knock First (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

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Me: WHO THE FUCK TOOK MY oh there it is

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beauty and the beast but reverse, i kiss the love of my life and she turns into a sick fucking monster and it’s awesome

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me: i want this specific content

my brain: ur gonna have to make it then

me: fuck

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ISAAC ASIMOV ‘A lifetime of learning’

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do u ever feel like you’ve accidentally tricked certain people into thinking you are smarter and have more potential than you actually do and do you ever think about how disappointed they’ll be when you inevitably crash and burn

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I have been saving this since last year. Happy Earth Day everyone.

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**eats three raspberries* I can feel my cells multiplying. my blood is cleaner, safer. my skin……less dry. I am well. I am nourished.

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oh…..my god (source)

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The moral of Rudolph the Red nose reindeer is that no one likes you unless you’re useful.