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A Monthly Mana that... has a lot more significance and importance, to me. A personal piece.

May 15th 2011 -- April 27th 2025.

This piece is a dedication, and my first... completed drawing, since the passing of my precious baby boy, Sora-Sama, aka, Jigu.

May 15th 2011, the shining 'you' was born. You have filled my life with meaning, my precious baby. I won't ever be able to forget all the love you gave me, from the ways you knew my schedule and meowed at me to make sure I had my meals, to making sure I had my teas, to demanding my attention when I'd draw or type, or to how your favourite spot was always on my lap as I drew and played games, and how you'd tuck me into bed with cuddles, and how I'd wake up to a face full of purring fur, or even how you'd wake up from your sleep sometimes crying out for me, and I'd scoop you up into my arms and give you some treats to cheer you up.

You are my light, my world, my universe, my everything. You taught me to care about myself, you taught me softness. I miss you more than anything, my precious child. I'm grateful that the two girls are still with me, but you were my first little baby bean. Half of my life has been spent with you... You came into my life at a time when I wanted to give up. You became my reason for pulling through dark times with my health among whatever life had going on. I've never experienced grief like this, before. Now, I know that heavy grief. How I love you. It was the hardest thing to come to face, my little fluffy cloud, that I had to wish you sweet dreams. In my arms you drew your last breath... and I can't ever forget that. I love you eternally, Jigu, my everything. ♡

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I may be a few days late (again) but happy monthly Nea. ♡

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Dilf Nea. Enjoy. ✨

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Sketch pages~✩ There was this lovely sketchbook template I found on the CSP assets store; and needless to say I love it. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) It gives the feeling of sketching on an actual sketchbook, 10/10. Yes I am probably going to be using this template a lot for my doodles and sketches.

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[EVENT] Drawing with Hoshino Katsura "Copi-Copi" sketching party ! (01/04/2025)

On May 18th, Hoshino Katsura will be holding a sketching party at Tentosen* in Kobe. During two hours and half, you'll be able to draw with her and talk about drawings.

*Tentosen is a drawing cafe in Kobe. Hoshino sensei has collaborated with them in the past for a small exhibition, and they actually hold a monthly seminar to study D.Gray-man drawing techniques (without Hoshino sensei herself, of course!)

Translation:

I'll be holding a sketching party with Tentosen Kobe !

Thanks to Tentosen Kobe collaboration, all the benefits will be donnated to shelter from which Santa comes from, in Kumamoto prefecture.

If you like drawing or if you are just interested, let's help together sheltered cats.

You also will be able to purchase my Zine, Cofi-Cofi, and an illustration board.

All the information are available on Tentosen Kobe website.

I didn't translate all the participation details, but if you are interested, I can send you the details and how to apply if you are in Kobe.

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Face blindness and memory loss.

Fun fact, this is also a bit of a personal piece with Mana, kind of like back when I did a monthly Nea to reflect the agonizing struggles of those migraines I was getting back to back at the time. Mana is definitely someone I can explore some of these elements with. I love him dearly.

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Hi yes welcome to "I actually forgot to post monthly Nea on here when it was monthly Nea time." Yes I had done it before going to bed and posted it on the 14th everywhere else but here. Enjoy!

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I may have gotten carried away. It's that time of the month, yet again!♡

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Robin my cute little croissant.

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My pookie, my cupcake. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

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A pouty Mana. (*￣3￣)~♡

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Happy Valentines day and Monthly Nea! 🎔 Needless to say... this is extremely last minute... as in, started the sketch last night and completed it today LMAO. Either way, enjoy!

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A Happy Birthday gift to one of my best friends!🎔 They love Lavi ( both ) so I decided to draw them both... and I got carried away. o(*￣▽￣*)ブ Past!Lavi and Current!Lavi!!

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I might as well make a quick little pinned for my page! Hello!

I go by Petals, but you can also call me Ark if you so desire! I draw whatever I love, though my main focus is always going to be D.Gray-Man! I also draw ocs, crossovers, au's, things I come up with alongside friends, yumeships -- etc!

🎔 Bluesky @ petalsark 🎔 Twt @ eclipsepetals 🎔 Strawb @ eclipsepetals 🎔 Where I chill @ bsky & twt!

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Monthly Mana time! You can say I was... ahem, inspired thinking about Lady Oscar, considering the Rose of Versailles new animation coming out. :> ♡

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My sweetie my honey my-- ♡

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You thought I wasn't going to draw the old men, huh? Wrong. I had to draw them.♡