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unfortunately the fact that i don't want to put real* sex in this means i will probably not have klytemnestra kassandra axe sex but it's there in my heart and in my spirit. they will kiss though or at least kind of bite each other on the mouth

*used facetiously

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sex is when um you stick your magically perpetually burning arm into her lung and she passes out a little bit

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once again poking at kassandra who i always come back to and facing the dilemma of what exactly i want this kassandra and agamemnon dynamic to be and also what i want the kassandra and apollo dynamic to be, which i've never gotten to much and am now playing with

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i can't find it but do you all know the 'oh poor baby (sexual intent)' post. i think about it a lot

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anyway i went to the dentist and succeeded in being a freak about it a little bit which is an improvement to having a borderline panic attack in the chair

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having unprotected sex in a dream is great because there are no repercussions but it's still really hot

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Enough psychoanalysing why people have kinks. We need to psycholanalyse why they don't. Like you don't enjoy getting tied up? Clearly your tumultuous upbringing has given you a patholgical need to be in control at all times. Don't like fauxcest? That's because your petite-bourgeois class background means you view the nuclear family as a pure and sacred institution, automatically reviling anything that undermines or subverts this. Not into piss? That's easy; you're scared of the piss gnomes

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i should be nicer to me and everyone

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dude the 6-8 hour class days need to stop making me suicidal how am i supposed to last a semester

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surely the fact that i never watched porn and barely read it and instead just obsessively consumed tragedy in high school has had no lasting impacts on me

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angelomaxxing (doing one of his monologues in acting class last year and this year)

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I had a really weird fixation on the almost-kind-of-rape scene in Cymbeline as an older teenager once I'd encountered it. Put that on the list of elements of my sexual psyche influenced by Shakespeare far too much.

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i need her

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ive been watching how to build a sex room with my roommate because it is a ridiculous show and honestly. imagin e the luxury of having a house big enough for a dedicated fuck room in this economy

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i'm tired of therapists i need one of them to do something i've never seen before. don't nod gently at me tell me i should do cocaine and and go on a 2 week hike or whatever

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before i log off for however long i need to bitch about the tags on my agency post that say 'don't know if i agree it seems to conflate narrative and personal agency' the post is about how those are different things. please god