ed3nsgard3n

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kinda hope ur stalking from a burner account. this is for you. you fucked me up so bad pls know that and you doing this is why im so upset rn, yk if you maybe thought it was smth else. no, it’s you and just you bc i was actually doing good until this

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🦴 alright hun, be safe.<3

thank you bone, i can promise that i wont die but past that I dont promise ABYRGING

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I feel so fucking sick to my stomach

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Only thing keeping me from sl1tting my wrists rn is choir music 😛

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🦴 what's wrong, hun?

If need be i can reveal myself so you may vent.

you don’t gotta do that. I’ll be fine on my own. Thank you though

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🦴 Indeed doll.

sigh im sorry I don’t know how to respond to this bc im lowkey crying so fucking hard but I know I need to so uhm. yeah indeed hahaa!!!

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pls just let me die

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sigh who missin me if im dead.

.. and the crowd goes dead silent!

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thinking about really badly hurting myself! wanna do it soooo bad! i want to fucking tear my skin apart!! i need to tear into my skin and rip myself apart !!!!!

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yawn anyways im so sexy and i have friends outside of tumblr that care about me AND plans to hang out so i rlly do not need to worry about allat

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i looooove when people feel guilt about the things they’ve done to me. yeeess!! run away from those problems! apologize to me weeks/months after!!! cry because you know you did smth wrong yeeesss!!!

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i know why you did it. you can’t bare to think about me because all you feel is guilt. you fucked up. and you KNOW you fucked up. so instead of talking about it. about fixing it. you run. you love to run away from your problems, don’t you? you run until you get that moment of peace. and its so wonderful and quiet, until your past creeps up behind you. until you remember the way you’ve treated others. the pain you’ve brought them. you can’t bare to think about it, or even acknowledge it.

here’s a tip. if you feel guilty, its probably cuz you did something wrong. if you’re trying to get away from a problem, it’s because you know that there’s a problem.

you know what you did. and you just can’t handle it.

so you run. you run like you always do.

well running isn’t gonna work forever. the cycle will continue, and i know you know that.

nothing lasts.

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🦴 what can I say. I like to do it, hiding behind an anon.<3

Makes things a lot easier for sure, as someone who’s anoned before. Makes it much easier to be bold about your emotions and feelings

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watching your crash out from a distance. with curiosity

im soooo pissy oh my fucking god its not even funny. i NEED to talk to a gay person /ref

no but fr i wish i had someone to go into full ass detail like voice message context with this. but sadly no one understands and no one will get me so. no context for any of you stay curious

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I been stalking you for like soooo many daysss ur like so awesome -🩸

I think you sent this twice thinking I didn’t get it the first time .. which is silly. I did , I’ve just been gone cuz iwas crashing tf out and kinda still am. Hello there ^_^

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Alright then bucko…!!! Yeah for sure! Okay!

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yeah sorry guys im gonna dip for a few hours cuz what the fuck 😭😭😭😭