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if i knew then |ex-husband!eddie munson x ex-wife!reader|
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prompt: a collection of flashbacks from before.
contains: angst. like idk how else to say it- ow ow ow angst. all flashbacks. teen pregnancy, unexpected pregnancy. shitty judgy people. insecurities. dream crushing. fighting. language. really just bittersweet angst. chaos. they're so not good and immature in these. also might be a part one to a two part series.
October 17th, 1985
“We’re gonna get caught, Eddie.” Your heart trilled, heavy and hard at a thundering pace, his hand holding yours so sweetly, guiding you through the small patch of forestry that led to the football stadium- you hoped he couldn’t feel how your palms were beginning to sweat. 
“Who’s gonna catch us?” Eddie turned, chin hooking over his shoulder to give you a teasing grin. He pushed back a limb, unbothered that the branches were undoubtedly scratching at his leather jacket. “No one’s gonna be out here unless they’re doin’ the same shit we are, sweetheart. Promise ya.” 
Your tummy flipped with an adrenaline rush of heat, squeezing his hand tighter, moving closer to him as the dirt path turned to broken concrete, the Hawkin’s High School football stadium vacant of light, but bleachers standing high in the moonlight. 
Eddie moved towards the back side of the chain link fence, to the corner, heavy boot sliding under the exposed chain metal, lifting it so it peeled upwards. “After you,” Eddie bowed playfully, nodding towards the small gap. 
Your lips twisted, heat pricking at your cheeks. “I should’ve worn pants, I guess.” You muttered, hands smoothing over the skirt you’d chosen instead, despite the chilly temperatures. You knew Eddie liked you in a skirt, eyes always lingering and flickering towards your exposed legs. Even before you were ‘official’, you’d always catch him looking during fourth period. 
“‘S alright,” Eddie shrugged, lips puckering and pulling into a smirk he tried to hide. “Nothing I haven’t seen before.” 
“Eddie,” You hissed, a trilling squeal of excitement in your tone, looking over your shoulder as you shimmied through the small space, careful not to pick your sweater. 
Eddie grinned, though you didn’t miss the way his eyes darted, catching a peek as you crawled in. He followed you closely, expertly sliding in before the chain fencing snapped back into place. You wondered how many times he’d snuck in here before. Maybe he was the one who made the hole in the fence to begin with. If he’d brought any other girls with him before. 
Eddie’s hand found your back, sliding over to your hip, pulling you close into him. “See? No one’s here.” Eddie nodded, motioning towards the empty rows of bleachers, the vacant football field. “You can relax now, baby, told you no one would be here.” 
“Yeah?” You hummed, leaning into his chest, warm cotton brushing your skin. “Guess I should trust you. Seems like you’ve done this a few times before.” 
Eddie’s chest rumbled with a laugh, squeezing the fat of your hip. “Only a few.” 
“Yeah? With who?” You scoffed lightly, brows pinched when you looked up at him. 
Eddie’s brows raised in amusement, lips rolling and biting back a grin. “Really hot chick, ya know? Her name was Gareth.” Eddie snorted in laughter. “I’ve only been here one time, last year with Gareth. We spray painted Kimmy Frank’s number on the field, wrote ‘call for a good time’ under it after she stood Jeff up at homecoming.”
“That was you?” You gawked. 
“Yeah,” Eddie smirked proudly. “She deserved it. Asked him out and got him all excited, then laughed at him when he showed up. Said it was a dare and called him names. Really fucked him up, ya know? So we thought we’d embarrass her.” 
“It definitely worked.” You muttered, passing the twenty yard line that stood out from the others with a fresh coat of paint, from Eddie and Gareth’s handiwork. “Didn’t the Franks have to change numbers because so many people were calling?” 
“Yeah,” Eddie snorted with a laugh. “I might’ve put it in the stall at The Hideout, too.” 
Your heart skipped, stomach dropping with the same prickling rush of fear and excitement it always did when you were with Eddie. The head reeling, mind numbing kind of rush that had you brainlessly going into any situation with him. 
“Here,” Eddie pulled you from your own thoughts, stopping at the center of the field. “This feels like a good spot.” 
“Eddie-” You looked around, towards the fence then the other side. You were so exposed, right in the middle of the field, for anyone to see. 
“-Baby, I told you, no one’s gonna come. Believe me.” Eddie hummed, shimmying off his jacket. “It’s not like this is Fort Knox or somethin’. It’s a public high school. No one’s giving a shit who’s here.” 
You bit at your lip, rolling it around as you tugged at your fingers, a nagging feeling in the pit of your stomach. It had been growing and growing since you first decided to sneak out, after your parents had gone to bed, slipping through the window and running down the quiet street towards Eddie’s can parked on the corner. 
“C’mon,” Eddie muttered, cold hands catching your jaw, the metal of his rings meeting your own wind bitten cheeks, pulling you into him. “I’m not gonna let you get in trouble.” 
“I feel like you are the trouble.” You muttered, your body betraying your brain, letting yourself slip into his hold, hands pulling at his shirt. 
Eddie grinned, lips barely brushing before they captured yours, pulling you into him. Hands pulling at your clothes, your hips, sinking onto the cold grass. Eddie laid you back on his leather jacket, a gentleman, you mused. Shoving his pants and boxers around his thighs, he flipped your skirt up, lips still pulling at yours as he rutted into you. Your head spun, dizzy with excitement and pleasure, fists balling at the fabric of his shirt, hoping the sun would stay gone forever so the night would never end. 
July 28th, 1986
“Holy shit,” Eddie muttered, cradling the can of Similac. “Is there not a knock off version of this?” 
“No,” You hissed, rocking Jude close to your chest. 
You could feel the judging eyes of the couple beside you. Their baby in a stroller, cart full of diapers and groceries, the woman’s left hand adorning a rather large diamond, the man clean cut in a suit and tie. The polar opposite of you and Eddie, two scraggly looking teens with a two month old baby, and an empty cart. 
“Are you sure you don’t want to just get some of Marsha’s milk?” Eddie asked, turning to look at you. “She said she’s overproducing anyways, and she’d give you some bottles since you’re not-” 
“-Eddie,” Your body burned with embarrassed heat, tensing as the others in the aisle turned, lips pursed in disapproval. “Just get the formula.” 
“Baby, this is two-fifty a can. Marsha said she’d give it for free. I don’t see why you wouldn’t just take that.” Eddie said, trying to rationalize with you. 
The older woman beside you scoffed, her nose sticking in the air in disapproval as she turned to the young girl beside her. “And that’s why you don’t have a baby before you're married. You don’t want to end up like these two.” Her eyes narrowed towards you and Eddie. “It’s unfair to the baby.” 
Your heart stopped, fell into your stomach, your breath leaving with it. You thought you’d be used to this- the dirty, judgy looks when you went to prom nearly nine months pregnant, or when you barely made it to graduation after you had Jude three days prior. Still, it felt like a suckerpunch to your sternum every time. You’d blame the consuming shame as the reason you barely left the house now. 
“Lady, mind your own fuckin’ business, alright?” Eddie snapped, a growl in his voice that left her jumping, hurriedly pushing the cart down the aisle. 
You didn’t dare look to the couple beside you, but you could feel their judgment burning through you. Jude had begun to fuss the moment you entered the store, picking up on your apprehension that left him unsettled, until he finally began to cry. 
“Shit,” Eddie muttered, looking down at the baby, his face beginning to scrunch with the warning of a wail. “Here, take him to the car and I’ll check out.” 
“No, I can check out.” You shook your head, overwhelmed with the interaction from before and now this. “We still need diapers.” 
“I can get diapers-” 
“-No.” You snapped, teeth baring in irritation. “You always get the wrong size. I can get them.” Your voice was harsh, stilling Eddie and you both with shock in the aisle. 
Jude’s whimpering cries were beginning to grow louder over the beating of your heart thundering in your ears. “I’m sorry.” You whispered, looking down at Jude, then back at Eddie. “I just… I need a second.” 
Eddie nodded slowly, pulling out his wallet and passing it to you. “I got him.” Eddie muttered, slowly taking Jude from your arms. “I’ll be in the van. Take your time, baby.” He pressed a kiss to your head before he left you. 
You felt nearly robotic, pushing down the aisles towards the diapers. The dirty looks were gone, they left with Eddie and Jude, but a suffocating feeling of guilt took its place. The woman’s words ringing in your ears, unfair to the baby. Maybe it was, your mind screamed, as you stood in line at the check out. Maybe it was unfair that you couldn’t afford the luxury swaddlers, or that you couldn’t even produce enough milk to feed Jude. Maybe your parents were right, you had made a mistake. 
“Do you have any coupons?” The teenage cashier dead panned, a bored look in her eyes as she pulled you from your thoughts. 
“Oh, yeah- yes, I do.” You muttered, flipping through Eddie’s wallet for the coupons you’d clipped out of the newspaper this week, handing them over with a shame you were unsure of. 
The cashier punched in the number, the register dinging as the total rolled over at the top. “Twelve- seventy-two.” She muttered. 
You pulled the ten dollar bill out, heart sinking as you flipped through the contents, the folds and flaps of Eddie’s leather wallet. Where was the five you put in here last night? You know you gave it to him- 
“Ma’am,” The cashier huffed. “It’s twelve-seventy-two.” 
“I-I know.” Your chest tightened, lungs constricting. “I-I know I had more. I-I’m sorry, I just- I know I put it in here-” 
“-Ma’am, if you don’t have enough-” 
“-No, I have enough.” You snapped, startling the cashier. “I just- I know I put it in here, just-  Are you sure you added the coupons?”
“Yes,” The cashier snapped. You could feel your heart thundering in your chest, ears ringing, hands trembling. “Lady, I’ve got a line. If you don’t have the money, I’m going to have to ask you to leave and you can come back when you have enough.” 
“I can’t-” You pressed your eyes shut, your voice shaking. “H-How much without the formula?” 
“Just the diapers?” The cashier huffed. “Eight dollars and seven cents.” 
“Fine. I-I’ll just get those.” You muttered, eyes cutting to the line behind you. 
“Just the diapers?” The cashier asked, brow lifting with annoyance. 
“Yes.” You muttered, hands shaking when you reached for the ten dollar bill, eyes pricking with tears.  
“That will be eight dollars and-” 
“-Add the formula back on.” A voice behind you said softly. 
You jumped, turning towards the woman behind you. “I’ll pay for them.” She said softly, giving you a gentle nod. 
“No, no, I-I couldn’t ask you-” 
“-You didn’t.” The woman shook her head, sliding the twenty dollar bill over to the cashier. “Everyone needs a little help every now and then, and I’m happy to help.” 
Your lip trembled, jaw clenching to keep in your tears. “Thank you.” Your voice was broken, a barely there whisper that burned when it made its way out of your chest. 
“Don’t mention it.” The woman waved with a smile. “How old is your baby?” 
“T-Two months.” You croaked, sniffling back a wet sob. 
“A fun age.” She grinned. “Two months is great, but two years- ooh.” She rolled her eyes playfully. “That’s when they become little gremlins.” 
The cashier handed back the change, passing you the bagged formula and diapers. “Please, let me at least give you some money, an-and I can pay you back the rest by the end of the week, I swear.” You rambled, reaching for a pen off the counter, flipping your receipt over. “If you give me your name, an-and phone number, I’ll-” 
“-That’s not necessary, dear, I promise.” The woman shook her head at you lightly. “But if you don’t mind me asking, are you working?” 
Your chin ducked, spinning the pen around in your hands. “I-I waitress during the week at Benny’s. It’s been hard finding a job, because…” You looked down at the groceries, voice tightening in your throat. 
The woman nodded, reaching for the pen in your hands. “Well, if you’re interested in something else, I work at Vance Insurance and we’re looking for a receptionist.” She scribbled an address on the back of your receipt with her name- Sheila. “We just need someone young who knows how to work the phones, and can help us transfer calls, schedule appointments. Is that something you can do?” 
“I- Yes, I can do that.” You nodded furiously. 
“Wonderful.” Sheila grinned, passing the pen back to the cashier. “Stop in anytime this week and they’ll interview you. It’s a good starting place, good benefits- especially for a baby.” 
“Thank you,” Your eyes watered, brimming with tears that fell slowly down your cheeks. “I just- I can’t thank you enough, really, this is too kind-” 
“-Everyone needs help sometimes.” Sheila repeated gently. “I was you not too long ago, just needing some help. Like I said, I’m happy to help.” 
You nodded, clutching the receipt in your hands as you walked towards the sliding doors of the entrance. You held onto the receipt, buried it deep in your pocket until Monday morning. 
February 2nd, 1989
“Motherfucker,” Eddie hissed, ringed hand slapping down on the sticky table top. “A dollar?” 
“C’mon, ‘least it’s somethin’, right?” Darrel snickered from beside Eddie, bussing the booth next to him, emptied beer glasses splashing in the bin. “Could be nothin’ like that table before.” 
“Bunch of assholes,” Eddie grunted, shoving the dollar in his pocket. “Dude has a BMW and can’t tip more than a dollar?” 
“Those are the worst kinds, man.” Darrel shook his head. “Ones with the most are the stingiest.” 
“You’re tellin’ me.” Eddie scoffed, shoving the emptied bourbon glass in the bin. “That’s why I quit workin’ at Elroy’s.” 
“You quit at Elroy’s?” Darrel gaped. “When? I thought you just started that job, man, what happened?” 
“Psh, he’s a dick.” Eddie rolled his eyes. “Had me doin’ all the dirty work, making nothing, while he’s making six figures and just sits there bitching at all of us nobodies.” Eddie shook his head. “I got sick of it. I’m not working for some asshole and making no money. Besides, it was cuttin’ into my time playing here.” 
Darrel nodded slowly, head shaking with a shrug. “Yeah, that’s… That’s tough, Ed.” He hummed. “What about the Mrs? She pissed at you for quitting another job.” 
“No,” Eddie snapped, far too quickly and too defensively for it to be true. Pissed was an understatement. You’d had a fight so big, so loud, the neighbors two trailers down had to come check on you. 
“This is the third job this year, Eddie!” You had roared, throwing your arms out. “How the fuck are we going to afford a house when you keep doing this shit?” 
“Will you relax? We’ll be fine, we’ve always been fine. I’ll find another-” 
“-We’ve always been fine because I have a job.” 
“Baby, when I make it big, you won’t have to work. I’ll take care of us- all of us, ok? I’m working on it. I’ve gotten a bunch of gigs in Indianapolis-” 
“-That don’t pay.” You sneered. “That you spend more money on gas to get to than you actually make-” 
“-You gotta spend a little money to make money, baby. That’s business!” Eddie huffed, throwing his hands up. It was the same fight, it always was. 
“Spend what money? My money?” You scoffed. “Taking money away from Jude so you can, what? Play pretend rockstar? Grow up, Eddie!” 
That had been three nights ago. You hadn’t talked to Eddie since then. He’d slept on the couch every night since the fight. 
“Look, I-I got another job lined up.” Eddie bristled, shaking his head, trying to drown out your cruel words still ringing in his head. “I’m playing for Oktoberfest at this bar in Indianapolis. There’s gonna be a shit ton of people there, and who knows? Could be a producer or someone there to sign us. The guy over there said they’re always coming in from Chicago, seeing what talent is around.” 
“Oh, it���s a gig?” Darrel looked at him, not nearly as excited as Eddie thought he would be. “Not a job.” 
“I mean, yeah, it’s both-” 
“-You’re gettin’ paid?” Darrel lifted a brow. 
“Yeah, it’s not- it’s not much. Like fifty bucks, but that’s not with tips, and they cover my tab for the night.” Eddie stuttered defensively. It sounded like a much better deal when the owner pitched it to him. 
Darrel nodded slowly, fingers tapping on the bin. “Well, good luck then.” He muttered, wiping down the table. “But, uh, if there’s not a producer or whatever, you know my cousin is still looking for help with his HVAC business. If you’re ever looking for anything.” 
Eddie’s chest burned with furious heat, scoffing as he pulled away, moving to the next table. Who the fuck does he think he is? Eddie fumed, jaw set tight, teeth grinding with fury. 
The rest of the night wasn’t better, despite the crowd. Eddie pocketed a solid thirty-seven dollars, and some change an asshole at the corner booth left. He cut it down thirty-six dollars before he made it home, stopping by the liquor store for a pack of Camels. 
Eddie was surprised the living room light was still on when he came in, quietly shutting the door in case you and Jude were asleep on the couch again. 
“Baby,” Eddie whispered, creeping into the room. He found you sitting, awake, on the couch, arms crossed over your chest, eyes red rimmed and glassy. 
“Oh, I thought you were asleep.” Eddie muttered, voice still hushed as he shook off his jacket, tossing it over the back of the couch. 
Your lips pursed, arms still tight across your chest. “Jude is with Wayne tonight.” You said, though your voice didn’t carry the usual purr it did when you’d told him that before. Tonight, it was filled with icy malice. 
“Oh, yeah?” Eddie grinned, leaning over the couch towards you, arms wrapping around your frame, face pressing into your neck. “Good. I’ve had the worst fuckin’ day, and I’ve missed you. Missed sleepin’ in the bed with you, baby.” His lips tugged at your ear lobe, teeth grazing your skin. 
“Stop, we’re not…” You huffed, pushing him off you gently, standing from the couch. “We need to talk, Eddie.” 
Eddie’s heart dropped, sinking deep in the pit of his stomach. “Talk? About what?” His shoulders slumped, gripping the back of the couch with an exhale of exhaustion. “Baby, you know I didn’t mean it when I said that. I was just pissed, and… C’mon, you know I’d never really mean tha-” 
“-I’m pregnant.” Your words echoed through the small living room of the trailer, a silence settling around the two of you after that. 
Eddie’s mouth opened then closed, words strangled in his throat. “Pregnant?” Suddenly he was eighteen again, heart stilled in his chest, ears ringing with what he was sure was delusion. 
“What- I mean, how- No, I-I know how, I just…” Eddie swallowed around the thick lump in his throat, head spinning with the news. “That’s-That’s great.” 
Your choked sob startled him, left him flinching as your hand moved to your mouth, muffling your cries. “Hey, hey, what’s- Baby, don’t cry.” Eddie soothed, his voice calmer now than it was four years ago. 
Your wet cheeks pressed into his shirt, the overwhelming scent of stale cigarettes making you retch and gag. He should have known you were pregnant a week ago, when he’d slipped in the bed beside you after a night shift at The Hideout and you had gagged, shoved him out of the bed and told him to shower. “I can smell smoke in your hair, Ed. It’s giving me a headache.” 
He let you go, back away from him with a cry that turned into a gag that faded into a cough then back to a sob. “What’s wrong?” Eddie hesitated, his hands reaching out to you then back to his sides, unsure of what to do. “Why-Why are you crying? Are you not- I mean, hey, at least we’re married this time and… and adults.” 
He thought the little joke he made might calm you down, soothe you a little, not send you into another wave of sobs. Face crumbling, shoulders shaking with tears. “What- Why are you crying?” Eddie’s brows furrowed, reaching out for you. “Are you- Are you not happy?” 
“No,” You spat, sniffing back a wet cry. “I mean, yes but…” Your teary eyes met his, lip shaking with a cry you tried to swallow. “I-I don’t think it’s the ri-right time.” 
Eddie frowned. “Well, it’s a little late for that, sweetheart.” His hand rubbed over your arm soothingly. “What’s the matter, hm? What’s got you upset? This should be a good thing.” 
“Should be,” You spat with a wet sob. “Eddie, we barely make it as it is, and…and we’re never going to be able to afford two kids when you won’t stay at a job.” Your breath hitched, the harsh truth you’d kept in for months finally tumbling out, laying on him thickly in the room. 
Eddie’s lips pursed, tightened in a straight line. “I have a job.” 
“The Hideout is not a job.” You countered. “Not one that can support two kids, Eddie, be serious.” 
“I am being serious.” Eddie crossed his arms defensively. “And it’s not my main job, anyways, you know that.” You fought back an eye roll, the tears flooding your vision instead. 
“Baby, I know it doesn’t pay much right now, but all I need is one chance, ok? One time, just someone out there hearing me play, and-and then everything will change. We’ll be set for life. More than set.” Eddie gushed, reaching out to hold you. 
His eyes were wide, wild with the same excitement they were years ago, when he’d first told you his dream of being a rockstar. But that was before- before Jude, before you’d gotten married, before reality hit you in the face and knocked you on your feet. Before you’d become bitter with the harsh realization that dreams were for the lucky few, and that you weren’t. 
“I can’t…” You pressed a hand to your mouth, taking a deep breath you hoped would calm your nerves, settle your stomach. “Eddie, I- we don’t have time for one day. We have a family right now.” Your tear stained eyes met his. 
“I can’t afford to live off a dream that may happen.” Your lips pressed together, swallowing back a cry. 
Eddie’s face fell, and you could practically see his heart shattering. “What-What are you saying?” 
“That you need to grow up.” Your tone clipped, bitter and cold in the echo of the room. “You have a kid- two, now, an-and it’s not fair to them that they suffer because you want to chase down a dream that might happen.” 
Eddie’s heart sunk, burning with a soul crushing ache he hadn’t felt in years. “What? You think I can’t make it? That-That I’m not good enough?” 
Your eyes closed, taking in a deep, calming breath to steady yourself. “I never said that.” You looked at him. “Maybe if… if things would have been different, you could go out every night an-and play wherever and do whatever, but they’re not. We have Jude and another on the way, and…” 
There was a pause, neither one of you sure how to fill it, what to say. You swallowed the growing lump in your throat, willing your tears down. “You have to choose, Eddie.” Your voice shook gently, uncertainty filling each syllable. “If you want to go and make it big, fine, but I am not going to keep bankrolling your trips. Either get a job and grow up and be a father, or go be a rockstar.” 
“That’s so fucked.” Eddie scoffed. “You know that? That is so fucked, and-and manipulative and- You know I love you and Jude, and I’d do anything-” 
“-Then go get a job.” You snapped. “Go get a job and grow up, Eddie. Grow up and be an adult. Stop quitting every five seconds because something is mildly uncomfortable. Do you think I’m happy all the time at my job? No, but I stay because I have to, for Jude and for you.” 
Eddie swallowed back the burn of tears that built in the back of his throat, embarrassment maybe anger spilling hot out of his chest. “It’s time to grow up, Eddie.” Your eyes couldn’t meet his as you walked towards the door. “The choice is yours.” 
Eddie’s fists balled when you shut the bedroom door, stalking towards the front door, slamming it so hard behind him the trailer shook. He fished for his keys, yanking the van door open. You heard the gravel flying, the squeal of the tires following when he tore out of the drive. You squeezed your eyes together, letting out a pathetic sob in the still and silent room. 
Hours later, long after you’d cried yourself to sleep, you felt the bed dip. You smelled the smoke before you felt him, sliding next to you under the sheets, Eddie’s hands finding your waist. 
“I called Darrel.” Eddie said into the quiet darkness of the room, his voice hoarse with emotion. “His cousin said I could start Monday.” 
You turned, blinking with burning eyes, still raw from tears. “Really?” You croaked. 
Eddie swallowed before he nodded, and you pretended not to notice the way his lip shook. “You’re right. I…I need to grow up and be a man- be a better husband and father to Jude and the baby.” His voice was tight. 
Your words rang through Eddie’s head every day he got up, dragging himself out of bed and to work. What started as a motivating mantra, something he’d chant in his mind to get him through the tiresome shifts slowly became tainted, fading into a bitter, mocking reminder. Every time he’d pass by The Hideout, seeing the next gaggle of wannabe rockers on stage. Every time the radio would play a new band, someone his age who had gotten lucky, been at the right place at the right time and got discovered. He’d stew over it, fuming about how that could have been him. Resentment building that he tried to swallow down, the painful reminder of what could have been.
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eddiesforehead · 2 months ago
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Could we have more of rockstar!eddie and nepo reader before all the girls are born? I love hearing about them pre family
i love them so much. i had to do just a mundane, sweet little moment. this is set during the engagement. it's just them being them, really- sexy, silly, obnoxiously obsessed with each other lol. mentions of smut but really nothing graphic, just fluff and love <3
"Oh-oh-oh," Eddie's chain bracelets jingled when he snatched the remote off the side table, muting the TV, turning to you with a wide grin.
"You did some damage, didn't you, baby?" Eddie snickered, eyeing the countless bags you had in your hands, stacked high up your wrist and forearms.
A huffy eye roll was his only response, but the little twitch of your lips didn't go unnoticed to Eddie. "Are you just going to sit there? You're not even going to pretend to help me?" You snapped, letting the bags slide down your arms, delicately setting them on the floor.
Eddie cooed at you mockingly, but he still stood, walking over to the door where the other bags were, grabbing them all in one swoop.
"Christ, sweetheart, this is a lot." Eddie muttered, looking at the countless bags that scattered around you. You already had a closet- no, two, technically- filled with clothes, shoes, accessories, spilling out and into the guest rooms.
"It's not really," You pivoted, looking around. "It just looks like a lot, but the majority of it is coats, and sweaters, and boots- they're just big items."
Eddie's heart swelled with overwhelming adoration, reaching out, hands cupping your face, pulling you in for a sloppy, passionate kiss.
After the engagement, you and Eddie had decided to go look for lake houses on Lover's Lake. It still shocked Eddie how much you loved the simple life, how much you loved Hawkins. There was no fancy Michelin restaurants or extravagant night clubs; really, he thought you'd want to avoid it entirely.
Yet the second he suggested looking at houses, just mentioned the idea of having a place to stay, you'd went out and bought an entire wardrobe, bursting with excitement.
"'M just teasin' you, baby. You know I don't mind." Eddie muttered, thumbs brushing over the apples of your cheeks. "'M just shocked you were able to find this much here. Thought we'd have to go back to New York again."
"I was too, but I think everyone's going to Alta again- it's the new thing." You rolled your eyes lightly. "But it works for me because I got the cutest things."
"Yeah?" Eddie's hands slid down your waist, grinning at how you squirmed. "Why don't you show me, baby?"
"Oh yeah?" You giggled, brows lifting playfully at him. "You want a fashion show?"
"Absolutely." Eddie purred lightly, stepping over the bags, collapsing onto the couch. "Model 'em for me, baby. Show me what you got."
He'd never admit it, publicly, anyways, but it was weakness- seeing you in all your pretty things. Twisting and turning for him in all your new things- oh, it was his favorite form of foreplay.
Watching you strip down to your pretty matching bra and panty set, slipping on dress, jeans, shirts, shoes, then getting to see you model them. But his favorite, absolute favorite part-
"Ed," You hummed, an arm reached around your back, holding the dress together. "Can you zip me up? I can't reach it."
You'd always give him a little playful pout- he wasn't sure why. Like he had ever deprived you, deprived himself, of his favorite part. When he'd get to zip you up, zipper sliding purposefully slow up your frame, his fingertips ghosting over your skin just to feel your shiver. Always giving you a soft pat on your ass, a kiss on your shoulder before his chin pressed to the crook of your neck, looking at you through the mirror.
"I thought this was so cute for the fall. Maybe Thanksgiving? Or if we go out with your friends again." You tilted your head, hands smoothing over the fabric.
Eddie fought back a snort. He wouldn't dare tell you that a Prada dress might be a little too dressed up for his friends from home.
"Looks beautiful, baby. You look beautiful." Eddie grinned, nose brushing over your cheek, lips pressing to the soft skin there.
Your lips twisted in a blushing grin you tried to hide, chin ducking and smoothing out the dress. "Unzip me." You pushed him off lightly with a giggle, his hands a little too grabby on your hips.
"You better calm down, Munson." You looked at him through the mirror, tugging the straps off your shoulders. Eddie's gaze dropped from your eyes to your chest in the mirror, making you giggle.
"I still have a lot of clothes to try on." You lifted a brow at him.
"Can't wait to see 'em all." Eddie's tongue ran over his bottom lip, stepping back to look at your ass in your lacy, high cut panties.
"You buy any more sets like this?" His finger hooked under the tiny band, pulling it and releasing so it snapped against your skin gently.
The squeal you gave had him grinning, hands already reaching to grab you, but you pivoted, reaching for another bag. "Maybe," You hummed, lashes batting over your shoulder at him. "Guess you'll have to be patient and see."
Eddie's lips pressed together in a grin, eyes wild and dark, filled with dangerous excitement that always had your tummy flipping with rushing heat. "Sit down." You nodded towards the couch. "Let me show you my next one. I think you'll like it."
Eddie sat, perched on the edge of the cushion, legs spread, knee bouncing lightly as you rummaged through the bags. When you turned, Eddie barked out a laugh.
"I bought a sweater." You grinned proudly. A running joke between the two of you from much earlier in your relationship.
"You don't have a sweater? You have a fuckin' million clothes, and no sweater? Seriously?"
"I live in Beverly Hills, Ed. Why would I need a sweater?"
There in your hands, with the Ralph Lauren tags still attached, a true thick knit, cream sweater that you held proudly. "A real sweater." You giggled.
"Yeah, that's what I'm talkin' about, baby. That's a real sweater." Eddie grinned around a laugh. "Lemme see it on you. Put it on for me."
The wolf whistle he gave when you slipped it over your head had you giggling, shimmying the cashmere into place. You didn't get a chance to show him the Vivienne Westwood pleated skirt you'd bought to go with it, before he had you pinned on the couch, lips hungrily tugging at yours, hands slipped under the soft fabric of your sweater.
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eddiesforehead · 2 months ago
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Obsessed with the thought of Eddie’s massive cock entering you raw.
18+ MDNI obviously, PiV unprotected sex
(Don’t have unprotected sex unless you’re ready to deal with the consequences, but this is fiction so let’s fuck)
After the first time you two did it sans condom—hormonal desperation overtaking any care for safety when Eddie revealed he forgot a rubber—a monster was created. Now you can’t stand the little lining of protection—you have to feel him. You need to feel every vein, every curve, every difference in thickness.
The way his tip is leaking like crazy—all revved up and ready to go. You’re on your forearms and knees as he settles behind you, admiring the way your pretty folds are open for him—like a springtime flower. You’re so fucking wet as he gathers more slick along your slit, using his warm, ruddy cockhead to collect it.
Once he finally starts to push in, he’s so big with a thick mushroom tip that you’re gonna stretch wider before your walls can shrink back—clinging to the rest of his cock.
That’s not to say the rest of him isn’t girthy, no, he’s big everywhere. It’s just, for some reason, he’s got the fattest tip you’ve ever seen, with such a prominent ridge around it, it drives you crazy—always wanting to suck it into your greedy mouth. Although, your greedy hole will do just fine for now.
A contented moan tumbles past your parted lips as you feel the little pop of his tip making it safely into your pussy. He groans as your malleable walls take to the rest of his cock, hugging him in a wet heat.
His tip may be particularly large, but he gets almost as thick by the base of his shaft—yet another feat for your pulsing, desperate walls. He always likes to give you the head slowly, solve algebra problems behind his eyes so he doesn’t blow his load when your pussy starts to suck him in, and then give the last couple of inches when you beg for it—knowing it’ll be another stretch.
“Fuck, sweetheart! Squeezin’ me so…fuckin'…oh, god.”
Barely containing the desperate wiggle of your hips, you mewl, “Ne—Need more, Eddie, please!”
He’s almost fully inside you, all that’s left is the last little bit and with the way you’re acting—rolling your hips to trick him into sliding all the way in, groping the sheets with strained knuckles—you’ll take it just fine today. With one quick squeeze to your right ass cheek, Eddie shoves in, his head thrown back in a satisfied groan.
At the same time, a matching moan tears from your throat as you jerk forward, so full of him. Eddie doesn’t dare look down, if he sees the way your once-tight, little hole is now stretched wide to take all of him, he’ll bust right then and there. His body is vibrating with need and you’re practically in heat; he can tell this is going to be more than one round…
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eddiesforehead · 2 months ago
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Let’s go back to the start
Eddie Munson x powered!reader
WARNINGS: HURT/NO COMFORT, blood, death, SAD SAD SAD. 18+ no minors allowed!
You knelt beside him as he coughed up the blood gurgling in his throat. It sprayed in little droplets across your face, but you couldn’t bring yourself to cringe away from him when he needed you like this.
His hand was turning clammier, colder as you clutched in your own. His skin was turning paler and paler by the second.
He rattled off his wished to Dustin, each word coming out slower and slower and you could tell how much him pained him to talk but that didn't stop him.
Not even the bites of ravenous demobats could make Eddie Munson stop talking.
"You gotta move on, sweetheart. Go out there and be happy for me. Okay?" He said with a soft, bloody smile.
You shook your head, a stern refusal to what he was asking you to do. You could never, ever, be happy in a world without him. He was all you ever knew since you were adopted by your parents and moved to Hawkins. You two had been inseparable since your first day at Hawkins Middle school.
And eventually that friendship of yours had turned into a deep, true love that rocked you to your core.
Now, your love laid dying in front of you from the very thing you thought you had escaped from all those years ago in the lab.
"I love you, Eddie Munson. I'll miss you forever," you said quietly in his ear as his eyes became unfocused and he gazed into the unknown.
Dustin sobbed as he sat on the other side of his best friend's body.
The pain would be over enough soon.
Tears streamed down your face as you lifted a single hand in the air, summoning as much energy as you possibly could when you were already so weak.
Much like Eleven, you also had some tricks up your sleeve.
You felt the world warping around you, time separating and cracking at the seams as you pried it apart in your mind.
Dustin's frantic questioning was muffled in your ears by the roaring of the energy around you.
And then the world went black, like a tv being shut off. For a moment you thought you had messed up, that you had finally destroyed the world like you always feared you would. There was a reason you never dared to do this anymore.
But in the midst of your bodiless panicking the world appeared again, brighter but you were still in the upside down beside Eddie's body.
And then it reversed.
Like a tape being rewound, everything moved backwards.
You had no control over anything as you watched Eddie get up and move in reverse while you and Dustin did the same.
It was like you were watching the movie of your life take place backwards.
It happened quickly. You were living through every kiss, every touch, every argument with Eddie in a blink of an eye until you finally reached the day you two met in Mrs. Harmony's classroom and chose the seat right next to Eddie.
You wanted it to slow down. You wanted to savor it. You just wanted something to remember him by when he didn't know you anymore.
But before you knew it, it was all over. The world flickered and you found yourself thirteen years old again, walking into that classroom and refusing to sit next to the boy with the kind smile and big brown eyes.
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Spring break came and went with no dead cheerleaders, no earthquakes, and no satanic cult leaders.
Because the good thing about time travel is that you are always one step ahead of everyone else, and that meant Vecna got dealt with before he could become strong enough to terrorize the teenagers of Hawkins.
You weren’t able to save everyone or stop everything from happening like you wanted it to, but you still felt satisfied with saving the world.
But you weren’t able to be happy today as you watched from front steps of Max’s trailer as Eddie loaded his belongings into the back of his van.
Max bickered with Lucas inside while El sat beside you, shooting you curious looks every so often.
It was hot, the sun beaming down on you and knew El was dying to be inside but she insisted on staying out here with you.
You had never told your friends what you had done. When it came to meeting Robin you pretended not to know her favorite color was yellow and when you had your first real conversation with Steve you pretended not know that he slept with lights on too.
You felt like an imposter.
“You didn't want to meet him again. Why?" El asked.
You couldn't even bother to be surprised that she had figured it out somehow, or maybe she had known the whole time and just decided to keep it to herself.
“It was safer for him,” you admitted as you stared ahead.
Eddie muttered a curse as he dropped something. He bent over to pick it up and when he stood, he made eye contact where you sat only fifty feet away from him.
You breath sucked in and he froze for a moment. You thought then that he knew, that maybe he remembered you because he was looking at you like the way you remembered.
But he merely blinked a few times before giving a small wave and going back to what he was doing.
“And why can’t you say something now?” El asked.
Eddie’s trailer door opened and Wayne walked out, laughing at something Chrissy had said.
She had a bag slung over her shoulder and she sat it in the back of the van before giving Eddie a kiss on his cheek.
“Because he’s happy now,” you said with a broken voice.
El said nothing as she reached over and squeezed your hand.
You watched as they gave Wayne their goodbyes before loading up into the van. Eddie wasted no time speeding out of the trailer park, towards his new adventure with Chrissy by his side and in his heart; leaving you in the past.
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eddiesforehead · 2 months ago
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I was thinking about what you said about dry humping and Janitor!Eddie. Then I started thinking about straddling him on the couch while he sucks on his girl’s tiddies and she begins to grind on him until they both cum in their pants 🫣
oh helllllllll yeah. lfg janitor!eddie girlies nows your time!!!! smut ahead minors dni.
Eddie groaned beneath you, his head tipping back onto the cushioned back of the couch, eyes screwed shut, lips vibrating with the moan he tried to swallow. He looked so pretty, you decided, a hand caressing his cheek for a moment before your lips were back on his.
A bottle and a half of chardonnay, the excitement of spring break and being off for the week, and Cross My Heart playing on the screen; you'd blame that triple threat as the reason you both were here. Stripped down to just your underwear, hips rocking against his.
"Please," Eddie gasped, a straggled breath caught in his throat, fingertips sinking into the flesh of your hips. "Sweetheart, you- I'm gonna bust if you keep do-doing that."
Your toothy grin had his stomach lurching with a rush of excited heat, eyes widening in excitement, maybe fear. You had a tendency to get a little bold when you'd had a drink or two, not that Eddie minded. Oh no, it was quite the opposite, it's the exact reason why his body was fidgeting under yours, hips wiggling for friction.
"Mmm," You let out a soft moan, your hands squeezing around his shoulders, head tipping back. Your own hips swiveled, rocking gently. You could feel the wet patch already forming at the front of your cotton panties.
"Baby, you- you gotta stop." Eddie's voice cracked, embarrassingly high pitched in a way he hadn't heard since middle school.
"I don't wanna stop." You purred, hips moving agonizingly slow, your clothed clit rocking against his tented boxers. "I like how this feels."
"Fuck," Eddie whispered, the combination of your words and the way he could feel your wetness starting to seep through your underwear to his, had his hands beginning to shake with blinding pleasure.
"Don't you like how this feels?" You hummed, so sweetly it had Eddie blushing. "Doesn't it feel good?"
"Jesus- Yeah, it feels really fuckin' good, baby." Eddie nodded, eyes rounded and wide when they met yours, only for a moment, before his gaze shifted to your boobs, nearly inches from him.
His hands slid up your body, slowly, leaving you shivering, a small whine leaving your lips, grinding harder and harder when Eddie's thumbs slid over your nipples.
Eddie's hands lingered there for a moment, before his face was buried between them, kissing your left boob, lips wrapped around your nipple.
His hands slid back down your body, over your ribcage, the swell of your hips, anchoring on your ass. Squeezing handfuls of each of your cheeks between his calloused hands, your thighs were beginning to shake at the sensation, rocking harder and harder.
"Eddie, that feels so, sooo good." You whimpered, his face pressing further into your chest, tongue swirling around your nipple.
A gasp tore from your throat, eyes opening with a start at the sudden shift. Eddie's hands still held your ass, pressing you further and further into him, his own hips meeting yours with a furiously needy rhythm.
"E-Ed," You gasped, your orgasm creeping closer and closer, Eddie's hands pressing you further and further into him. So close you thought you might fuse together.
Eddie's body moved with yours, a symphony of both your breathy moans and gasps mixing with the squeak and groan of the couch springs, until you finished, a flood of wetness that soaked and darkened the front of your panties. Eddie's followed shortly after, a sticky, whiny mess of an orgasm, his face still buried between your breasts.
He pulled you on top of him, your warm cheek pressed against his chest, both your eyes shining from the wine and your own releases. "I don't think I've dry humped someone since freshman year of high school." Eddie admitted, mind still swimming, slowly reeling. "I forgot how good it feels."
You giggled, turning to him, chin pressed to his chest. "It did feel pretty good, didn't it?"
"Felt more than pretty good." Eddie muttered.
"More than pretty good, hm? So you liked it?" There it was again- that sneaky, wide smile that had Eddie's heart lurching. Eddie nodded, his hand smoothing down your back gently.
"Yeah? You liked it when I did this?" Your grin widened, pressing your hips into his, your wet underwear pressing together.
"Yes." Eddie jumped at the sensation, a smile tugging on your lips when you giggled, silly and love sick, his arms wrapping around you.
"Good to know." You hummed, leaning in gently, lips barely brushing. "I'll keep that in mind." You muttered, your lips enveloping his, hands sliding over his jaw, pulling him into you.
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eddiesforehead · 2 months ago
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Let’s go with some pervy, best friend, piercer eddie munson content. Fem!reader wants to get her first piercings and asks eddie for a consultation. He very, very easily obliges.
Warnings: nsfw content. Eddie’s a bit of an asshole, kinda takes advantage of the reader, nipple & pussy piercings mentioned as eddie just plays with them & the reader.
The black gloves pulled easily over his hands. You watched from a little curtained off room, knees pressed together to keep your legs from bouncing. You’d finally decided to get some piercings, but you weren’t sure where to start. Eddie, having spent the last few years doing an assortment of piercings at the parlor near his trailer, convinced you to come in for a consultation. So you did—sitting on the black chair in a dainty dress, nerves running wild as Eddie stepped into the space and closed the curtain.
You wanted something dramatic but hidden. Your parents would kill you if you came home with your nose or cartilage or eyebrow pierced. There were two spots Eddie instantly thought of when you told him about it. He didn’t think you’d go for it considering the pain level of the piercing and the…intimate places they were in. So he was considerably surprised when you agreed to the consultation.
Outside the curtain, his coworkers yapped on, the sounds of conversations, buzzing, and low music mixing together. He sat on a stool, scooting it up beside you. When he told you to wear something with easy access, he hadn’t expected the thin white dress. Where he could clearly see you weren’t wearing a bra underneath. And with the cold air pumping through the vent right above you? Made it even more fucking obvious.
He had to hold his breath when he nodded for you to show him. He didn’t think he’d ever see you in anything less than a bathing suit and he felt his cock twitch in his pants when your dress dropped away from your chest. When he saw those nipples already hard and your breath hitch as his eyes drew over them? He had to hold his hands real fucking steady as he reached up.
He gave you a small mirror to hold, following it up with a few options he had for if you wanted to get your nipples pierced. He clenched his jaw, daring a touch. Your hands were shaking when he brought a hand up and swiped his thumb over one nipple. Tugged on it to make it a little more taut. Nearly came from the soft whimper you let out when he did it again. No reason for him to do so, but they were just right there in front of him. Looking so good and so optimal for teasing. For touching.
He held up the metal bars, a mock way for you to see what they’d look like. Went out of his way to touch your nipples as much as he could, close to excusing himself to run to the bathroom to rub his cock for even just a second. You hadn’t stop making the little nervous whimpers every time he touched them. Every time he tweaked them to show how good they’d look when you could be showing them off during another activity. One where your partner would really enjoy playing with them.
“They’d like that?” You asked, voice meek as his eyes met yours. “If…you know, if they were pierced?”
“Oh, yeah, definitely.” He scoffed, voice a practiced cool. “Licking pierced nipples is fucking great. Although if we’re talking about that, I gotta say the next spot we’re covering is a hell of a lot more fun.”
It was the tangent he needed. He sat everything aside, swapped them as you handed him the mirror. It pained him to tell you that you could pull your dress back up, he hadn’t gotten to look at your tits long enough. But he’d already dedicated them to memory, knowing exactly what he’d be thinking about later. Assuming you were going to back out of the next part like he figured. He couldn’t believe you’d decided to show him your tits even for a consultation. There was no way you’d actually follow through with the next part.
“Still want to see the next one?” He spun in the stool, forearms resting on his knees. He was trying desperately to keep his eyes on your face and not where the bottom of your dress was raised a bit on your thighs. He was already bracing himself for the no.
“Y-Yeah.” You nodded, knocking the air from Eddie’s lungs. “I do. Pretty curious what, um, what it would look like.”
“Then,” he said slowly, digging fucking claws into his composure to maintain a steady voice, “lift that dress for me.”
You looked around first. The only thing sectioning you and Eddie off was the impossibly thin curtain. It moved whenever someone outside walked by it even remotely faster than a walk. His cock twitched again when you bit your lip and let out a nervous breath. But you lifted your dress. All the way up to show off your white underwear. Your white underwear that had a very small wet spot on the crotch that he knew he couldn’t look at. But the thought of you getting wet from this? From him? He probably could’ve cum just from that. He was pretty sure he almost did when you pulled your feet up onto the chair and tried to angle yourself in the perfect position for him to look at you.
Except he couldn’t look at you with your underwear still on.
But he said fucking nothing when he scooted as close as he could get and just jerked your underwear aside. You gasped as he reached up, trying not to breathe to quickly as his eyes fell over your dripping cunt. Yeah, you were wet. And you murmured his name as his fingers went up and opened up the prettiest pussy he’d ever fucking seen.
“Got a few options,” he said, voice a little rough. He didn’t bother clearing his throat as you squirmed underneath him. “All gonna be different kinds of painful cause, location—right?”
He ran his fingers over your pussy. Talked you through the different types, trying so hard not to notice how you were getting wetter as he kept touching you. Granted, he was taking his sweet time touching you—talking you through each piercing as he imagined how easily he could lower his head and lick your clit. How easily he could have you cumming all over his mouth. How wet and obscene the whole thing would probably be as you tried not to make a sound with everyone else outside the curtain. But when he saw your cunt clench around nothing after moving on from the labia and his fingers drew up to your clit to talk about the VCH—his brain short circuited. He was an asshole, he knew he was. But you looked like you needed it. You were dripping down onto the seat for Christ’s sake.
He swiped his fingers over your clit and you cunt clenched so hard he fucking lost it.
“E-Eddie,” you stuttered so quietly so nobody else would hear the fucking need dripping from your voice.
“Need to get a better look,” he said, rubbing your clit a little faster, the slick on his gloves making it real easy. He pulled the hood up and tilted his head to the side, bringing his other hand up to rub it directly. It was less than a second before you were gasping, hips twitching, cunt leaking even more. “Think a VCH would look good on you.”
He stopped touching you long enough to pretend he was looking. Like he was imagining a piercing on your pretty cunt. One that he’d love to lick and tease as he held your legs open.
“Hold the mirror where you can see, (Y/N).” He shifted, spreading you and pointing at the little hood he was holding back. He handed you the mirror without taking his eyes off your cunt. “It’d go right here. Help with any personal pleasure, same with nipples, too. Parter would love it.”
He knew your eyes were on the mirror that you couldn’t quite hold without shaking. Knew exactly where you were looking. He blamed that for why he pointlessly drew his fingers over your clit, rubbing again the second it twitched and he saw your hole clench. He wanted to shove two fingers in there—see if you were as hot and wet as he imagined—or made see if you’d be able to take his cock as is. Your clit was already getting puffy and he wanted to put his mouth on it, suck it, lap at it—just fucking abusing it as you squirmed in the chair.
“U-Um,” you whispered. “It’d help with p-pleasure?”
“Oh, yeah.” Eddie reached back and held the mirror steady, brought his thumb to pull the hood over your clit. “Right here? Rubbing that thing while pierced will make it feel fucking incredible.”
He pressed his thumb and wiggled it a little. As much as he knew he could get away with. He shrugged, very purposefully not dropping his hand. Not when it was still on your cunt.
“At least that’s what I’m told. Every girl I’ve been with has loved having it played with.”
He fucking watched you clench again. Harder. And you were leaking enough that he was sure if his fingers dared a little south, he wouldn’t even need lube to finger your ass. He was practically getting off on it—how wet and needy you were from a fucking consultation. One he was having a bit of fun with, yeah. But you were naked in front of him, legs all nice and spread for him. How could he not tease you a bit?
“But that’s it,” he whispered, suddenly dropping his hand away. Already missed how warm and wet you were under his touch. He didn’t even give you a second to compose yourself before he was putting your underwear back how it was. “Think it over. Figure out if you want any. I’d be happy to do ‘em for you.”
“O-Okay,” you answered, slowly hopping off the chair. Your words stuttered to a stop when you glanced down and saw the wet spot on the chair and Eddie could fucking see the embarrassment rip through you. You visibly went up twenty degrees in temperature as you swatted the already flat bottom of your skirt. “I-I..uh…I didn’t…”
“Hm?” Eddie jerked the curtain aside, not even looking back at the chair, smiling up at you as innocently as he could. “Just let me know ‘bout them, ‘kay?”
“Okay.”
You rushed out of the shop and he glanced down at the spot, wiping it away with a towel and sanitizing the seat. He hoped to god you couldn’t make it home—pulling aside to touch yourself in the car. Fingering yourself, maybe wishing it was him since he was the one who’d gotten you all needy. And it had been him. Fucking would’ve rubbed that clit till you came if he could’ve. Would’ve loved to see you cream yourself back there while the thin little curtain acted as the only barrier. Pretty sure you loved the thought too. Fucking never called him out on how much he was touching you.
He barely made it to the bathroom, jerking himself in the gloves that still had your wetness on them. Enough to make each pump slick and easy. He came quickly into some toilet paper, thoughts running rampant at all the things he wanted to do to you. All the things he wanted to do with you in that fucking chair. He’d give it a week. If you didn’t have a decision by then, he’d ask if you wanted to do a follow-up consultation. Go over it again. Step by step. Maybe if he played with your nipples a bit more before looking at your cunt, he could get you to cum without having to do too much.
Now that was a thought. Making you so worked up you came, forcing you to pretend you hadn’t. That you hadn’t just fucking came all over his goddamn piercing chair from barely any stimulation. From some nipple play and the slightest fucking touching. He could already picture your pretty face tensing as you tried to hold yourself together, writhing in his chair as he just made up excuse after excuse to touch that sweet clit. Watching your pussy gush and clench, and would ask if everything was alright, acting like he had no idea what happened. Would relish in how you’d stammer to cover it up. Maybe try to close your shaking thighs. But the consultation wouldn’t be over yet and he’d really get to watch you fucking squirm as he kept touching that clit. Pretending it wasn’t extra sensitive as he had you look in the mirror, seeing yourself all wet and leaking as he just kept going like nothing happened.
He really, really hoped you weren’t going to make a decision. He really fucking wanted you back in the chair.
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eddiesforehead · 2 months ago
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Let’s go with some pervy, best friend, piercer eddie munson content. Fem!reader wants to get her first piercings and asks eddie for a consultation. He very, very easily obliges.
Warnings: nsfw content. Eddie’s a bit of an asshole, kinda takes advantage of the reader, nipple & pussy piercings mentioned as eddie just plays with them & the reader.
The black gloves pulled easily over his hands. You watched from a little curtained off room, knees pressed together to keep your legs from bouncing. You’d finally decided to get some piercings, but you weren’t sure where to start. Eddie, having spent the last few years doing an assortment of piercings at the parlor near his trailer, convinced you to come in for a consultation. So you did—sitting on the black chair in a dainty dress, nerves running wild as Eddie stepped into the space and closed the curtain.
You wanted something dramatic but hidden. Your parents would kill you if you came home with your nose or cartilage or eyebrow pierced. There were two spots Eddie instantly thought of when you told him about it. He didn’t think you’d go for it considering the pain level of the piercing and the…intimate places they were in. So he was considerably surprised when you agreed to the consultation.
Outside the curtain, his coworkers yapped on, the sounds of conversations, buzzing, and low music mixing together. He sat on a stool, scooting it up beside you. When he told you to wear something with easy access, he hadn’t expected the thin white dress. Where he could clearly see you weren’t wearing a bra underneath. And with the cold air pumping through the vent right above you? Made it even more fucking obvious.
He had to hold his breath when he nodded for you to show him. He didn’t think he’d ever see you in anything less than a bathing suit and he felt his cock twitch in his pants when your dress dropped away from your chest. When he saw those nipples already hard and your breath hitch as his eyes drew over them? He had to hold his hands real fucking steady as he reached up.
He gave you a small mirror to hold, following it up with a few options he had for if you wanted to get your nipples pierced. He clenched his jaw, daring a touch. Your hands were shaking when he brought a hand up and swiped his thumb over one nipple. Tugged on it to make it a little more taut. Nearly came from the soft whimper you let out when he did it again. No reason for him to do so, but they were just right there in front of him. Looking so good and so optimal for teasing. For touching.
He held up the metal bars, a mock way for you to see what they’d look like. Went out of his way to touch your nipples as much as he could, close to excusing himself to run to the bathroom to rub his cock for even just a second. You hadn’t stop making the little nervous whimpers every time he touched them. Every time he tweaked them to show how good they’d look when you could be showing them off during another activity. One where your partner would really enjoy playing with them.
“They’d like that?” You asked, voice meek as his eyes met yours. “If…you know, if they were pierced?”
“Oh, yeah, definitely.” He scoffed, voice a practiced cool. “Licking pierced nipples is fucking great. Although if we’re talking about that, I gotta say the next spot we’re covering is a hell of a lot more fun.”
It was the tangent he needed. He sat everything aside, swapped them as you handed him the mirror. It pained him to tell you that you could pull your dress back up, he hadn’t gotten to look at your tits long enough. But he’d already dedicated them to memory, knowing exactly what he’d be thinking about later. Assuming you were going to back out of the next part like he figured. He couldn’t believe you’d decided to show him your tits even for a consultation. There was no way you’d actually follow through with the next part.
“Still want to see the next one?” He spun in the stool, forearms resting on his knees. He was trying desperately to keep his eyes on your face and not where the bottom of your dress was raised a bit on your thighs. He was already bracing himself for the no.
“Y-Yeah.” You nodded, knocking the air from Eddie’s lungs. “I do. Pretty curious what, um, what it would look like.”
“Then,” he said slowly, digging fucking claws into his composure to maintain a steady voice, “lift that dress for me.”
You looked around first. The only thing sectioning you and Eddie off was the impossibly thin curtain. It moved whenever someone outside walked by it even remotely faster than a walk. His cock twitched again when you bit your lip and let out a nervous breath. But you lifted your dress. All the way up to show off your white underwear. Your white underwear that had a very small wet spot on the crotch that he knew he couldn’t look at. But the thought of you getting wet from this? From him? He probably could’ve cum just from that. He was pretty sure he almost did when you pulled your feet up onto the chair and tried to angle yourself in the perfect position for him to look at you.
Except he couldn’t look at you with your underwear still on.
But he said fucking nothing when he scooted as close as he could get and just jerked your underwear aside. You gasped as he reached up, trying not to breathe to quickly as his eyes fell over your dripping cunt. Yeah, you were wet. And you murmured his name as his fingers went up and opened up the prettiest pussy he’d ever fucking seen.
“Got a few options,” he said, voice a little rough. He didn’t bother clearing his throat as you squirmed underneath him. “All gonna be different kinds of painful cause, location—right?”
He ran his fingers over your pussy. Talked you through the different types, trying so hard not to notice how you were getting wetter as he kept touching you. Granted, he was taking his sweet time touching you—talking you through each piercing as he imagined how easily he could lower his head and lick your clit. How easily he could have you cumming all over his mouth. How wet and obscene the whole thing would probably be as you tried not to make a sound with everyone else outside the curtain. But when he saw your cunt clench around nothing after moving on from the labia and his fingers drew up to your clit to talk about the VCH—his brain short circuited. He was an asshole, he knew he was. But you looked like you needed it. You were dripping down onto the seat for Christ’s sake.
He swiped his fingers over your clit and you cunt clenched so hard he fucking lost it.
“E-Eddie,” you stuttered so quietly so nobody else would hear the fucking need dripping from your voice.
“Need to get a better look,” he said, rubbing your clit a little faster, the slick on his gloves making it real easy. He pulled the hood up and tilted his head to the side, bringing his other hand up to rub it directly. It was less than a second before you were gasping, hips twitching, cunt leaking even more. “Think a VCH would look good on you.”
He stopped touching you long enough to pretend he was looking. Like he was imagining a piercing on your pretty cunt. One that he’d love to lick and tease as he held your legs open.
“Hold the mirror where you can see, (Y/N).” He shifted, spreading you and pointing at the little hood he was holding back. He handed you the mirror without taking his eyes off your cunt. “It’d go right here. Help with any personal pleasure, same with nipples, too. Parter would love it.”
He knew your eyes were on the mirror that you couldn’t quite hold without shaking. Knew exactly where you were looking. He blamed that for why he pointlessly drew his fingers over your clit, rubbing again the second it twitched and he saw your hole clench. He wanted to shove two fingers in there—see if you were as hot and wet as he imagined—or made see if you’d be able to take his cock as is. Your clit was already getting puffy and he wanted to put his mouth on it, suck it, lap at it—just fucking abusing it as you squirmed in the chair.
“U-Um,” you whispered. “It’d help with p-pleasure?”
“Oh, yeah.” Eddie reached back and held the mirror steady, brought his thumb to pull the hood over your clit. “Right here? Rubbing that thing while pierced will make it feel fucking incredible.”
He pressed his thumb and wiggled it a little. As much as he knew he could get away with. He shrugged, very purposefully not dropping his hand. Not when it was still on your cunt.
“At least that’s what I’m told. Every girl I’ve been with has loved having it played with.”
He fucking watched you clench again. Harder. And you were leaking enough that he was sure if his fingers dared a little south, he wouldn’t even need lube to finger your ass. He was practically getting off on it—how wet and needy you were from a fucking consultation. One he was having a bit of fun with, yeah. But you were naked in front of him, legs all nice and spread for him. How could he not tease you a bit?
“But that’s it,” he whispered, suddenly dropping his hand away. Already missed how warm and wet you were under his touch. He didn’t even give you a second to compose yourself before he was putting your underwear back how it was. “Think it over. Figure out if you want any. I’d be happy to do ‘em for you.”
“O-Okay,” you answered, slowly hopping off the chair. Your words stuttered to a stop when you glanced down and saw the wet spot on the chair and Eddie could fucking see the embarrassment rip through you. You visibly went up twenty degrees in temperature as you swatted the already flat bottom of your skirt. “I-I..uh…I didn’t…”
“Hm?” Eddie jerked the curtain aside, not even looking back at the chair, smiling up at you as innocently as he could. “Just let me know ‘bout them, ‘kay?”
“Okay.”
You rushed out of the shop and he glanced down at the spot, wiping it away with a towel and sanitizing the seat. He hoped to god you couldn’t make it home—pulling aside to touch yourself in the car. Fingering yourself, maybe wishing it was him since he was the one who’d gotten you all needy. And it had been him. Fucking would’ve rubbed that clit till you came if he could’ve. Would’ve loved to see you cream yourself back there while the thin little curtain acted as the only barrier. Pretty sure you loved the thought too. Fucking never called him out on how much he was touching you.
He barely made it to the bathroom, jerking himself in the gloves that still had your wetness on them. Enough to make each pump slick and easy. He came quickly into some toilet paper, thoughts running rampant at all the things he wanted to do to you. All the things he wanted to do with you in that fucking chair. He’d give it a week. If you didn’t have a decision by then, he’d ask if you wanted to do a follow-up consultation. Go over it again. Step by step. Maybe if he played with your nipples a bit more before looking at your cunt, he could get you to cum without having to do too much.
Now that was a thought. Making you so worked up you came, forcing you to pretend you hadn’t. That you hadn’t just fucking came all over his goddamn piercing chair from barely any stimulation. From some nipple play and the slightest fucking touching. He could already picture your pretty face tensing as you tried to hold yourself together, writhing in his chair as he just made up excuse after excuse to touch that sweet clit. Watching your pussy gush and clench, and would ask if everything was alright, acting like he had no idea what happened. Would relish in how you’d stammer to cover it up. Maybe try to close your shaking thighs. But the consultation wouldn’t be over yet and he’d really get to watch you fucking squirm as he kept touching that clit. Pretending it wasn’t extra sensitive as he had you look in the mirror, seeing yourself all wet and leaking as he just kept going like nothing happened.
He really, really hoped you weren’t going to make a decision. He really fucking wanted you back in the chair.
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eddiesforehead · 2 months ago
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I don't know if this counts as perv!Eddie, but... roadtrip. Eddie isn't driving for whatever reason, and also! There's not enough sits for everybody, so his best girl friend has to sit on his lap. The road is rocky and bumpy, she's kinda bouncing right on it. My poor boy, lol.
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Perv!Eddie Munson x Reader
Summary: Eddie takes a mini road trip with the gang to pick fruits and vegetables at a farm outside of town. Easy day. Except there aren’t enough open seats in the car, and you have to sit on his lap. Horrible day.
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, perv!eddie obvi, boners, almost dry-humping tbh, mention of cumming in pants, Eddie's suffering, mention of masturbation, reader is none the wiser
Word Count: 1.6k, this was literally supposed to be a blurb wtf
A/N: One moment this was 500 words, the next it was 1,600. I can’t do this for all the perv!eddie blurbs lmao. This is just simply not sustainable, I don’t have enough words. Very quickly written. Also, go read this fic.
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Eddie’s biting down on his strained, white knuckles as Steve’s stupid station wagon hits another bump, jolting you on his lap. He’s trying everything to will away his erection—doing algebra in his head, pinching himself hard, even conjuring up the image of Mrs. O’Donnell and her gingivitis breath leaning over his shoulder to correct his work. Nothing is working.
He feels like Icarus flying too close to the sun. One more bump in the road and he’s going to melt at the way your hips jostle with the car. It felt like a dream come true when Steve suggested you sit on Eddie's lap—what with the car being too full, and you obviously not able to sit on one of the girls or Jonathan. Robin and Nancy’s laps didn’t exactly offer a sturdy seat for the 30-minute ride out of town, and Jonathan was up front, in clear view of any law enforcement waiting to speed-trap people. Hence, Steve’s suggestion: Eddie’s wider, more comfortable lap in the back of the car.
Dream come true, right? Eddie's been perving on you for a while now—stealing underwear on every visit to your place, standing far too close behind you when you're in a low-cut top, inching his creeping hands down your body during every hug. 
He’s hoping to train you into accepting his groping touches with the incremental movements he makes, eventually landing on your ass. That’ll take a while, though—but he’s been working on it for over a year. He’s closer than he was when he started at your mid-back. Now he’s at the dip of your lower back, closing in on the home stretch of his goal.
So dream come true, right? Wrong. The main point of perving on someone is they don't know you're doing it. Because if they did, if you did—he shudders to think the talking-to he'd get. God forbid you tell anyone else about his actions. Robin and Nancy would rip him a new one, Steve would give him that disappointed dad look, and he prays the kids would never catch wind of how utterly lame and repulsive their leader is.
You practically grinding your ass on the tip of his hard cock is not exactly stealthy perving. So far, you haven't made any indication that you can feel him under you, you've just continued your idle chit-chat with the girls, sitting mostly on his lower thighs. He's not sure what you're talking about, but he knows it's very funny with the way you keep throwing your head back, giving him little whiffs of your delicious smelling hair. Your scent doesn’t help with his current predicament. In fact, it has the opposite effect.
He's struggling to hear anything, all the blood in his brain is rushing past his ears like the Grand Rapids, traveling all the way down to his cock. Another deep pothole sends the back of the car dipping sharply, jostling everyone inside— including you—side to side.
With his knuckles in his mouth and his refusal to look anywhere but out the window, Eddie bites back a groan. He's pretty sure he's leaking at this point. After all, he's basically inadvertently dry-humping your ass with every bump and jolt that comes along. He’s a weak man. If the smallest whiff of your perfume can get him hard, he has no chance of making it out of this car dry. 
Peeking between the driver-side headrest and the door, Eddie watches the road. "Hey, Steve, quick question."
"What's up, dude?"
"Are you trying to hit every goddamn pothole in this road or is it just luck? Because usually when one sees a giant, gaping-fucking-hole in the road, one swerves to avoid it," he stiltedly bites out.
Eddie's heart feels weightless in his chest when you giggle at his sass; your soft hand rubs a consoling circle against his chest, just below his collarbone—a silent apology for his circumstances. That small interaction almost makes everything worth it, but then he remembers you won’t be so consoling if you find out just how much he’s getting out of your innocent need for a seat. So he continues to force himself to think about Mrs. Gingivitis Breath while questioning Steve’s less-than fantastic driving skills.
Steve's shoulders are up to his ears in a cringing apology—he's felt the rickety rollercoaster-esque feel of the back of a station wagon before. "I'm sorry! It's just these damn back roads, man."
A huge thump and a harsh jerking motion make you squeal, scrambling for something to hold onto since you can’t wear a seatbelt. Robin chuckles at the sound, reaching out to steady you, but before you can grab her forearm, Eddie wraps both arms around your abdomen, pulling you flush against him. His jaw clenches as he mentally kicks himself for accidentally dragging your ass closer to his hard length. You were at just the right distance before, where you probably couldn’t make out the shape of what you were feeling. Now he’s pushing his luck.
You’re leaning back against the wide, warm expanse of his chest, his arms still wrapped around you, holding you securely to him. There’s a triangle of space between where your upper back meets his chest, where his lap remains mostly empty, and where your ass stays firmly planted on his lower thighs. More like the triangle of death where his aching cock is just twitching with need for you, desperate without weighted relief. 
His chin is hovering over your shoulder, and you’re acutely aware of how close he is to your face. Turning your head slightly, you give him a weak, embarrassed smile. “Thanks for saving me.”
Eddie tries to hide it, but his voice comes out strained. “Anytime.” 
Being held by him puts you in an odd, uncomfortable, slanted position, so you plant your feet on the car floor, using the sturdy base to shimmy yourself higher onto his lap, where you’ll feel more secure. Unfortunately, your readjustment happens at the same time as another huge bump, causing you to land higher on his lap than you meant to—now almost fully on his throbbing cock. 
Eddie’s eyes widen at the new, heavy pressure on his needy length. His stomach is twitching and he’s trying not to keel over your shoulder and pant desperate breaths into your ear—that would surely give him away. Although, if he doesn’t do that and you keep squirming on his lap, the precum seeping through his boxers will eventually give him away, soaking through his jeans. He needs this car ride from hell to be over now. “What the fuck is the government doing with our taxes in this country,” he cries, struggling to withhold a groan. 
His dramatic shout elicits chuckles throughout the car, with nobody knowing the real reason behind his beef with the dilapidated rural roads.
“We’re almost there, I swear. It’s right at the end of this dirt road.”
Steve’s attempt at consoling him only makes him drop his head back in defeat, staring up at the roof of the car. A dirt road? He’s got to be joking. That’s like, a million times worse than potholes. 
“Oh, fuck me,” he mutters, resigned to his fate of being banished from the friend group for getting an erection during a roadtrip, with you innocently perched on top of him. It’s not his fault you’re so hot! But that kind of argument stops working at a certain point—probably when you inevitably catch onto all the other things he’s been doing. 
By the time the ride is over, Eddie’s almost creamed his jeans at about seven different points. And he was right, the dirt road was worse. He almost thought you knew at that point, but you continued not to say anything, so he started second-guessing himself. 
Once everyone files out of the car, he lets the door fall nearly shut, giving himself a bit of privacy for his lower half. Quickly, he adjusts himself, hissing pitifully at the relief he gets just from his own hand, moving his cock to be snug in his waistband. 
When he’s done, he realizes you seem to be waiting for him a few paces from the car. Thankfully, your back is to him as you take in the rolling fields of crops. Steve, Robin, Nancy, and Jonathan seem to have walked off, eagerly obtaining baskets for harvesting. Fixing his shirt over the front of his pants, he catches up to you, knocking his shoulder with yours. 
You shoot him a bright smile when you feel him catch up to you, starting your trek to follow the rest of the group. “Hey! Bumpy ride, huh?”
Shuffling next to you, anxiety thrums through Eddie’s body as he worries this might be it—this might be where you expose him and start the lecture. He reaches up, scratching the back of his neck nervously, but when he glances down, he sees his shirt riding up. He quickly drops his arm, tugging his shirt back over the front of his jeans.
“Yeah. Was pretty harsh.”
“It wasn’t too uncomfortable to have me on your lap, was it?” 
God, yes. It was the worst. And the best. The best, worst experience he’s ever had. He’s going to fuck his fist to the thought of it later. Then probably feel guilty about that. Then do it some more. He can already tell, the memory of your supple ass is going to keep his mental spank-bank full for months to come. 
“Uh…no, no, it was fine.” Eddie wishes there were a wall he could bang his head against right about now. His voice betrays him, jumping an octave on the lie, but you don’t seem to have noticed. “What about you? Was it okay?”
He waits for your answer with bated breath as you pick up a woven basket, handing him one as well. “Oh, it was fine,” you shrug. “Although, you should probably take out whatever’s in your pockets for the car ride home. It was a little uncomfortable at times.”
Fuck.
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eddiesforehead · 3 months ago
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happy together |yandere!eddie munson x reader|
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prompt: your and eddie's date at the hideout leads to uncovered pasts, from both of you. or part two of the yandere!eddie series.
contains: very dark fic! yandere!eddie. obsessive and posessive eddie. alludes to past violence, past relationship trauma, mean!eddie. parental trauma. alcohol. language. smut. oral (male and fem receiving), pinvsex. manipulative eddie. stalking. obsession. very dark. minors dni!!
“I’m not really sure I’m the right girl for this.” Nervous smiles, tugging at the ends of her sweater, a blonde ponytail bouncing with every turn of her head, scanning the room. “‘M not a big punk rock kinda girl.” 
“Good thing it’s metal then, right?” Eddie grinned, knee bouncing on the wooden stool. “C’mon, they’re not gonna mosh you or some shit. Just here to listen to music.” If only he’d known then, that’s not why Chrissy was so nervous, why she pulled and twisted the sleeves of her sweater furiously, chin ducked to her chest the entire night. 
“Hey, this is really good.” You giggled, the crystal trill of your giddy tone pulling Eddie out of his daze. There was no nervous blonde in front of him- no, there was an angel sitting across from him, giving him a bright smile that he was sure was melting him to his very core. 
“Is it?” Eddie’s voice cracked, wobblier than he would have liked. His knee still bounced on the wooden stool, trying to down his beer so he’d loosen up, enough to not shake so much but not too much- he couldn’t risk getting too drunk. 
“Yeah.” You nodded, tipping the rim of the martini glass to your lips, your lipstick stain printed on the rim. Eddie had never been so envious of a glass. 
“Really good. Excellent choice.” You praised, leaving Eddie blushing under your sweet words. “What’s this called again?” 
“Uh, a casio- no cosmo.” Eddie stuttered, fingers drumming on the sticky wood of the table top. “I’ll be honest, I just asked Katrina to make somethin’ good for you.” 
 “Well, my compliments to Katrina.” You giggled, sliding the glass towards Eddie. “You want a taste?” 
His heart jumped, eyes focused on the lipstick stain on the rim. The thought of putting his lips where yours were, it was too much for him, sending his body into overdrive. “S-Sure,” Eddie swallowed, picking the glass up. His lips barely brushing where your lipstick was, casual enough that he hoped you wouldn’t see the tremble in his hands. 
The vodka burned down his throat, singed his nose, swirling with the sweetness of the mixer. “Mm,” Eddie swallowed around the lump in his throat. “Shit, that is good.” 
You grinned, hands brushing when you took your drink back, both of your chins ducking with nervous excitement. There was a pause, a dreaded fill of silent tension falling between the two of you. 
Say something, Munson. Fucking say something, anything. But he couldn’t, he could barely form a thought. His mind cruelly wandered back to her, the night playing on a humiliating loop in the back of his head. 
“So,” You saved him, head lolling sweetly in your hand, a little drunk, a little silly. “You know if you wanted to take me out, you didn’t have to switch shifts with Brenda.” 
Eddie’s heart stopped, halted with thundering fear, body stilling. “W-What?” Eddie managed to squeeze the word through his tightening throat. 
Your lips tightened in a smile, fingertips tracing over the wood table. “Brenda told me about how you took her shift.” You admitted. “That you probably did it so you could ask me out.” 
Eddie’s cheeks flamed, the familiar ringing crescendoing in the back of his mind. Chrissy’s face morphing into yours, her look of horror and disgust taking over your own features. “I would never be with you, you’re a fucking freak! Do you hear me? Leave me alone! You’re a freak!” 
“Sorry, I-I didn’t mean to- I just meant,” Nerves blossomed in your own veins, hands wringing under the table. “I-I meant, you didn’t have to take her shift. I woulda-” Eddie blinked, eyes still wide, rounded like he’d been caught. “I would have gone out with you anyways.” 
Eddie’s body halted again, the raging screams of Chrissy, the deafening ringing in his ears, all stilled at your soft tone. “Y-You would’ve?” Eddie whispered. 
“Well, yeah.” You admitted, eyes cutting sweetly up to him. “I mean, yeah, I would have. You’re always sweet, and nice, and funny, and- yeah, I would’ve gone out with you. I’m having a really good time.” 
Eddie thought he might float away. His heart, his head filled with such a light, airy feeling that he’d gone positively boneless. “I-I’m having a good time too.” He ducked his head down, hoping you couldn’t see the rushing flush of red on his cheeks. 
“How did you-” Eddie stopped himself, taking a breath so his mind could still. He couldn’t ramble, his ramblings got him in trouble, showed too much. “Did Brenda tell you?” Eddie’s knee bounced faster, trying to stop his hands from twirling his rings around, nervous fidgeting. 
You smiled softly. “Yeah,” You nodded softly. “I mean, I brought up that we were going… out tonight. And she just kinda mentioned it.” You paused, looking down at your drink, twirling the black straw around the glass. An unsure pause filled the two of you, awkwardly floating around you in still uncertainty. 
“She, uh- Brenda, she said she used to date your uncle?” You tried again, stomach flipping, filling with dread. This was a mistake, you’d hoped that cynical voice nagging in the back of your head would have been wrong. 
“Yeah,” Eddie nodded, calculated breaths, deep in, deep out, trying to calm his jolted nerves. The long drink you took didn’t help, looking around at the other bar patrons awkwardly. Fuck, fuck, fuck! Munson, get your head out of your fuckin’ ass, and do this right! Planned this shit for weeks, and now you’re gonna fuck it all up. 
“They dated for a while.” Eddie added, picking up his own beer. His hands shook when he lifted the bottle to his lips. “I, uh, I had just moved in with my uncle when they started dating.” 
“Are they still dating?” You pressed, hoping to keep the conversation going. 
“No,” Eddie shook his head lightly. “No, they broke up like years ago, but uh, she’s always been nice to me. Got me this job, so…” Eddie threw his hands out slightly, knee bouncing rapidly. 
Your eyes cut away, back down to your drink, twiddling with the straw awkwardly. Eddie’s ribs were constricting in the tightness of his own chest, sure the bones were about to tear through flesh. His hands clammy, fingers swelling around the silver rings on his fingers. 
“She, uh- Brenda, she was kinda like a second mom to me, after my mom,” Eddie’s throat tightened, eyes on the ring of condensation left behind by his beer. “After she passed.” 
“Oh,” Your face fell, eyes rounding sympathetically- a look he’d grown so used to, but seeing it on your features didn’t leave quite the same acidic disdain in his mouth. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t know that.” Your teeth tugged on your lip. 
“Yeah, it’s not- it’s fine. I mean, it was a while ago.” Eddie’s knee shook, sure he was rattling off the barstool’s laddering step. “Anyways, I went to live with my Uncle for a while a-and he was with Brenda. She’s always looking out for me.” Always, even when she shouldn’t, Eddie’s mind said what he didn’t, ringing loud in his thoughts. 
“That’s good. That you have her.” You smiled softly, Eddie’s heart soared. “She’s really nice. I like working with her a lot.” 
“Yeah, me too.” Eddie nodded, the tightness in his chest easing, even at the pause. “What about you?” 
Your eyes met his with an unsettling suddency, wide and urgent. Eddie’s brow raised before he could still it. “W-What?” Your stuttering squeak piqued his interests, sending him soaring into bouts of curiosity. 
“I mean, what about your family? Back home?” Eddie’s tone was level, an uneasy kind of calmness that left you consumed with vulnerability. 
“O-Oh,” Your hands twisted under the table, picking the black polish that smudged over your cuticles. “It’s not much, honestly.” 
Eddie nodded slowly, eyes scanning your features. The way you swallowed anxiously, chewing the inside of your lip. “Fucked up home life?” Eddie grinned playfully. Your eyes lifted back to him. “Sorry, that was- I’m just saying, I get it. You don’t have to tell me, but if you ever wanted someone to talk to, it doesn’t get more dysfunctionally fucked than the Munson’s.” 
“No, it’s not that.” You shook your head gently. “No, I’m- I was really close with my family. I just, I don’t get to see them much now anymore.” 
Eddie swallowed his words, the urge to jump and demand to know more, to scare you with his prying. He couldn’t do that, not again. Girls didn’t like that, he’d learned that. 
Instead he stayed silent, watching you fidget around. “I-I moved when I was eighteen.” Your eyes stayed on the table. “I, uh, I moved with my… They didn’t want me to leave. They wanted me to stay and go to college. My dad really wanted me too, and-and when I didn’t… We just kinda lost contact?” The words tumbled out of you, lungs squeezing them out, wringing them from your chest like a soapy rag. 
“I used to talk to my mom a lot, but… I don’t know. It got kinda weird, ya know?” Your own knee bounced now, eyes rounding to his, in a face that was all too familiar. 
“My mom, she was just really hard on me. I-I don’t think she meant to be, but…” Visions of Chrissy’s same troubled face meshed with yours, her words ringing like sirens in his mind. 
“Yeah, no, I get that.” Eddie swallowed, blinking hard to get her face off of yours. Insulting, Munson, comparing her to you. 
“So, you don’t talk to them much anymore?” Eddie pressed. 
Your head shook. “No, I-I mean I’m sure they would if I would call.” Your heart drummed in your ears. “T-They don’t know how to reach me, so… I’d have to call them, a-and it’s just a mess.” 
Eddie’s spine tingled, icy pricklings of curiosity. Your parents didn’t know? Didn’t know you moved all alone? You said you were close, had pictures of them in your bedroom, but why? What weren’t you telling him? 
Eddie didn’t pry, simply nodding, grabbing his beer. “No, I get that.” He nodded. “I get the messy thing.” You lifted your own drink, gulping down the rest of it, wincing at the burn of vodka down your throat. 
Silence fell over the two of you again, a lingering awkwardness in the air that had Eddie’s stomach turning. 
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Whoever called alcohol liquid courage, might’ve been a genius; Eddie had decided that. Three beers in, his hand was on your waist, head banging and rocking with you in the middle of the crowd. Surprisingly full and packed tonight, Eddie was thankful, it broke up some of the uncomfortableness. It only took your two more drinks to fully loosen up, teetering on tipsy and breaking open a new side of you to Eddie that he was enthralled with. 
Giggly and sweet and chatty and so touchy. You’d grabbed his hand, pulled him into the crowd, shoulders brushing and wiggling through the others to get near the front. 
“They’re really good!” You screamed over the roar of the music, turning towards Eddie. 
“Yeah?” Eddie yelled back, his hand still ghosting over your waist, the band of your jeans. “You like it?” 
“Yeah!” You giggled, lips spreading in a wide smile. “I-I’m having a really good time!” 
Eddie’s heart skipped, maybe stopped all together. He was thankful for the dim lighting, that his blush was hidden by it. “Me too.” Eddie’s voice cracked. “I-I’m having a really good time, too.” 
You smiled, arms thrown around his neck in a sloppy, silly way that had his knees tightening, weakened under your smile. Your eyes flickering down to his lips, teeth catching and rolling your own. Eddie was sure you could feel his heart thundering through his veins, his own hands gripping your waist rigidly. 
You were teasing him, playful, but agonizing. Head swaying in then back, closer and closer to him. Noses nearly touching, an almost brush that had Eddie’s blood rushing to his cock. Tongue running over his own lips, his head inched closer to yours, your lips barely brushing his. 
“Eddie?” His body ran still, rigid at the voice. 
“Eddie Munson?” Your lips fell in a pout, arms slacking around Eddie, slipping off his frame. Brows furrowed at the blonde in front of you, though she wasn’t interested in looking at you, eyes in a nearly challenging glare at Eddie. 
“H-Hey, Tammy.” Eddie’s hands slid down your waist, shoulder moving in front of you. “What are you doing here?” 
Tammy’s lips twitched in a fake smile that came off more like a snarl. “Jason knows the drummer. Plus, it’s half on buckets during the show.” Her eyes scowled over his frame. “I haven’t seen you in a while.” 
Eddie’s heart stopped, a clammy chill blanketing his skin. “Yeah, hey, it was good to see yo-” 
“-I haven’t seen you since you showed up at Chrissy’s place.” Tammy sneered. 
You blinked, brows furrowed, trying to lean in to hear the conversation. Eddie’s body tilted, trying to shield you out of the way. 
“Yeah,” Eddie nodded, taking a slow inhale to calm his racing mind, spiraling at the memory of her, Tammy’s words, you behind him. The trilling ring made its way back into his ears, vision spotting with a black vinaigrette. 
“So how is Chrissy?” Tammy’s eyes slanted in a predatory challenging glare. 
Eddie swallowed, fists balling beside him. “I don’t know, Tammy.” He sneered through his own gritted teeth. “She dumped me. I’m sure you know that-” 
“-Yeah, I heard that.” Tammy scoffed. “But what I think is so strange, is right after she packs up and leaves? To go stay with her aunt?” 
“I’m sure her parents made her go to college up there. That’s all they wanted for her anyways.” Eddie snapped, much more territorial than he meant it to. Your heart dropped at his tone, the anger in his eyes, jaw clenched. Taking a step back, you moved back into the crowd, chest tightening, desperate for air. 
Eddie’s eyes cut to you, stepping towards you. Tammy sidestepped in his way, blocking him. “Cut the bullshit, Munson. I know you did something to her.” 
“What?” Eddie snapped. “Can you leave me-” 
“-No. She moves and doesn’t tell anyone? You expect me to believe that? Buy that bullshit?” 
“Maybe she didn’t like you, Tammy.” Eddie barked, eyes blown with a crazed anger that had her flinching. “Maybe you two weren’t as fucking close as you thought? Huh?” Eddie took a step towards her. 
“And before you start accusin’ me of shit, why don’t you fuckin’ think about what you’re saying. You think her parents wouldn’t have called the police, led a fucking man hunt if she disappeared or something? Huh?” Eddie spat, heat creeping in a flush up his neck. His eyes cut to you, scampering towards the table, fumbling with your coat. 
Eddie’s heart lurched, turning back to Tammy. Ears ringing, seeing red- red all over her, splotchy on his vision. Her eyes wide in fear she tried to hide, rigid and cowering in the crowd over his looming figure. “Thought you were supposed to be smart. Valedictorian or whatever.” Eddie sneered in a scoff, stomping away from her. 
He tore through the crowds, uncaring of the huffs of anger or annoyance from the others. Tunnel visioned in a determined glare, set on you. You, spine stiff, stuttering steps towards the exit. 
Ruined. Ruined, it’s fucking ruined. Fucking Tammy, ruined everything. Everything you worked for, Munson. It’s over. Done. Again. 
“Hey,” Eddie took a bounding step towards you, heart hammering in his chest. Your shoulders tensed, not turning back. “Hey, where’re you going?” He tried to keep his voice light, void of the frantic tightness he was feeling in his chest. His hand touched your shoulder, pulling away when you flinched away.
Your eyes were blown, meeting his with a look of positive terror. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. 
“Sorry about that. She- We went to high school, and-and she was friends with my ex, a-and- Are you ok?” Eddie’s brows creased, cutting down to your trembling hands, shaking even in the tight knuckled grip around your jacket. 
“I-I I need to go outside.” You stammered, chest constricting your airways. “I just, I-I need some air.” 
“Ok. Let me grab my jacket and-” 
“-That’s alright.” You said quickly. “I just- I-I’m sorry.” Your chin ducked to your chest, you tore through the crowded tables, the gathering at the bar towards the exit. 
“Shit,” Eddie hissed, turning back to the high top you’d been sitting at, his leather jacket still on the back of the chair. He dashed towards the table, running through the bar, uncaring of the bouncer’s booming warnings, pushing out the doors. 
The parking lot was empty, no sight of you on the wall, next to the other smokers, or by his van. Eddie’s hands went to his hair, fists balling around the hair there. “Shit, shit, shit.” She’s gone. You scared another one away, Munson. No, I-I can’t. It can’t end like this. I won’t let it. I could go to her house, I-I’ll go to her house- And do what? Break in. How’d that work the last time, you fucking idiot- 
“Hey, man,” A bartender wearing the Hideout’s black tee called, smoke spilling out of his mouth with the words. “You lookin’ for a girl? She ran out here cryin.” 
Eddie’s heart leapt, nodding furiously. “Yeah, yeah, did you see her? Where’d she go?” 
The man nodded around the corner. “I asked her if she was alright, but… She seemed real upset. Didn’t want to make it worse.” His eyes rolled over Eddie’s figure. “You might wanna go check on her.” 
“I will. Thank you. Thank you.” Eddie’s legs felt like jelly, numb with every bounding step on the graveled pavement. He rounded the corner of the building, hearing you before he could see you. 
A shaky exhale, ghosting with the hint of a cry. He found you, back against the brick, sitting on the grass, head tilting up high, shoulders fighting the shake of a cry with every long inhale and deep exhale you took. 
Eddie stilled. He had to be careful, only one chance, one shot to fix this. 
“Hey,” Eddie said, wincing at how you jumped, eyes shooting open. “Hey, no, I-I didn’t mean to scare you. I-I was just coming to check on you.” 
Your eyes shone, lip wobbling with a cry. “I-I’m sorry.” You croaked, chest rising and falling rapidly. 
Eddie paused. Sorry? He had expected you to scream, to try and run, call him a freak like Chrissy had. Anything but sorry. 
“I-I’m sorry-y. I-I didn’t-” You gasped for a strangled breath. “I-I’m fine-” 
“-Hey,” Eddie crouched towards you, knees sinking in the cool grass beside you. “Are you ok? What’s going on?” 
Tears leaked down the corner of your eyes when you squeezed them shut, head shaking. “I-I’m sorry. I-I’m so s-sorry.” You sniffled, a broken, breathy cry tearing from your chest. 
“You don’t need to be sorry. Hey, c’mon, you-you gotta relax ok. Breathe? Can you- Can you breathe?” Eddie’s hand found your shoulder gently, rubbing the soft material of your shirt. “Just try to relax. Deep breaths, in. Innnn… Yeah, then outttt.” 
You followed his breaths, shoulders still shuddering under his touch even as your cries calmed, aftershocks of emotion he wasn’t sure where it came from. 
Eddie waited, watched you carefully until your eyes met his, sheepish and a little embarrassed, glassy from tears and the liquor you’d had. “You alright?” Eddie asked carefully, cringing at the way your shoulders tensed. “I’m sorry, I-I didn’t mean for her to upset you.” 
You continued to breathe, eyes closing in controlled, timed breaths. Eddie’s own heart picked up. “I-I don’t know what you heard, b-but she’s full of shit, ya know? She’s always been just… She’s never liked me. Even in high school, she used to pick on me and shit. I-I didn’t- I don’t know why she did that tonight. Probably saw me with you, a-and wanted to start shit or-or whatever.” Eddie rambled anxiously. 
Your eyes met his, still rounded but less wide, lacking as much terror as they did before. “That’s why you yelled?” You asked. “That’s why you were upset?” 
“Yeah, I-I mean, yeah.” Eddie watched you carefully, studying every tiny quip in your features. “I-I shouldn’t have. I-I don’t normally get pissed like that, but… I don’t know. I just felt like I was back in high school, ya know?” Eddie sat next to you, his own head leaning against the brick. 
“Felt like they were just picking on the freak again because they can. Thought we’d leave that shit in highschool but… I don’t know. They never do.” Eddie sighed slowly, shoulders slumping next to yours. 
“I don’t… I don’t usually lose my shit like that. I try not to even give them a reaction, it’s just… My ex, she-she was friends with them. Popular and all that, and when we started dating, they’d just- they were so mean. They’d say stuff and-and she’d get embarrassed of-of me.” Eddie turned towards you, eyes soft, shining with a vulnerability that made your heart ache. 
“She never wanted people to know. Never wanted to be seen with me because they’d say mean shit like that. And I’d let them, I’d try to ignore it for her, but she… She couldn’t ignore it.” Eddie muttered. “She gave in. Broke up with me and started telling them all this crazy shit. Trying to cover up that… I don’t know- that we were actually together? That she wanted to date me. Easier to blame the freak than tell people we were together, I guess.” 
Your eyes met his, hesitantly. “I-I’m sorry.” You whispered, voice cracking. “That’s… That’s really mean.” 
Eddie shrugged. “Yeah, well, I’m used to it.” He muttered, looking down at the small patch of grass between the two of you. “Well, I guess I’m not as used to it as I thought I was.” Eddie muttered, eyes lifting to yours sheepishly. “I’m sorry. I-I didn’t mean to cause a scene. To scare you. I-I would never-” 
“- No, I-I know.” You shook your head lightly. “I’m just… I get weird.” Your own chin ducked towards the ground. “I get weird with fighting and stuff.” 
Eddie stilled, watching you twist a blade of grass between your hands. “Guess we have the ex thing in common, too.” You muttered. “My ex-boyfriend… He’d get really mean sometimes. Just really angry.” 
I’ll kill him. Eddie swallowed down the threat- no, the promise. Swallowing back his fierce anger. 
“He-He never, like, hit me or anything, you know? It was weird, because there wasn’t any physical evidence or anything. I couldn’t go to the police for him yelling at me, but it just- it still really hurt.” Your voice cracked, lip wobbling at the memories. “That’s why I don’t talk to my parents. I moved with him, ignored them because they told me not to, and then… They were right, I guess. Just can’t really bring myself to call them and tell them that. Tuck my tail between my legs and go back. So I came here.” 
“I’m sorry.” Eddie whispered. Your eyes met his. “No, I-I’m sorry, that’s- I’m sorry.” Eddie said sincerely, his hand brushing over yours. 
“It’s okay-” 
“-It’s not, and… And I’m really sorry.” Eddie nodded gently. “I didn’t mean to yell. I shouldn’t have let her get to me-” 
“-No, Eddie, i-it’s fine, really-” 
“-I didn’t mean to ruin our date. End the night like this.” Eddie ran a hand down his face. “This is not- I’m sorry, I didn’t know it would end just fucked like this.” 
You paused for a moment, head still spinning with the liquor, with emotion, dizzily. You’d blame it on that, credit that dizziness for your courage. “It doesn’t have to end like this.” You whispered. 
Eddie stilled, eyes cutting to you carefully. You still toyed with the grass, eyes lifting sweetly to him. “We… We could go back to my place? I-I think I still have a movie I haven’t returned.” 
Eddie’s wheels squealed when they pulled out of the Hideout’s parking lot, desperately back to your apartment. 
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Eddie was sure he was dreaming. Sitting on your couch, your apartment smelled just like he remembered, even better when you lit the candle on your coffee table, making a mental note of the name. He’d go buy it in bulk tomorrow, fill his apartment with them burning in every room just so he could feel closer to you. 
You’d moved into his lap halfway through the movie, inching closer with every passing frame of Julia Roberts and Patrick Bergine until you straddled him. Eddie burned under your gaze, your hands back on his shoulders, sliding slowly towards his neck. 
“Hi,” You whispered, tilting your head gently to the side, lip rolling beneath your teeth. 
“Hi,” Eddie croaked, swallowing the thick lump in his throat. 
“Is it ok if I do this?” You whispered, the glow of the TV illuminating your mussed hair. Eddie thought it looked like a halo, angelic above him. 
“Yeah,” Eddie nodded dumbly. C’mon, get your shit together. You’ve almost got it, Munson. 
His hands slid over your hips, setting on the small of your waist, where the band of your jeans hugged, squeezing the flesh gently, feeling you beneath his hands. You were really here, he was really here, with you. Living proof, right between his fingertips that this was no dream. 
You leaned forward, a hand brushing back his curly bangs. “What’s this?” You muttered, fingertip ghosting over the jagged scar across his forehead. 
“Bike wreck of seventy-six.” Eddie answered cooly, voice raspy and low in the dim light of your apartment. “Thought I could pop a wheelie on concrete. Didn’t go well.” 
“Hm,” You sighed, lips twitching in a small grin. “You were a little dare devil, hm?” 
“Yeah,” Eddie nodded. His hands slid down your waist, hoping you couldn’t feel his heart hammering. “Still can be, sometimes.” His lashes batted up at you, squeezing the fatty flesh of your ass. 
You squealed, Eddie’s heart leapt- he’d made the right move. Your eyes caught his, pinning him with your gaze, a delicacy of anticipation fell between the two of you. Who would break it? Make the first move? 
Eddie’s fingers pressed into your jeans, a hand sliding up your back, pressing to the middle of your spine, bowing you forward toward him. Your hand on his neck, fingers splaying out over his jaw, lips connecting in a sweet kiss. Eddie felt like he was melting, a warm, gooey puddle underneath you. 
Hands grabbing at the other, fevered and desperate, your hips rocking with his, brushing over his tenting zipper. Eddie could taste the wine on your lips, the glass of reisling you’d poured for the two of you before you’d put in the movie. “Since I killed the buzz before,” You’d shrugged at him sheepishly. He assured you, you hadn’t, still he was thankful for it, especially now. Now that he was loosened, far less critical of his every move. 
Fumbling hands that pulled at his t-shirt, your jeans, Eddie flipping you over on the couch, hovering over you on the faded floral pattern of the couch. “You- We don’t have to, if you don’t want to.” Eddie whispered, his hands still toying with the button of your jeans. “I don’t want you to think I-I, like, only wanted this. I don’t- I mean, I do, I just… I want you in other ways too.” 
You blushed, a sheepish smile under him. It was your turn to melt, to turn to putty under his gaze. “I know.” You whispered, black painted nails scratching down his forearms, over the etching of the puppet master. “I want to do this.” Your eyes lifted to his. “I trust you. I want to do this with you.” 
It was exactly what he wanted to hear, you knew that, the darkened grin on his face confirmed it further. Your own hands fumbling with your jeans, wiggling them down your thighs while Eddie tore his t-shirt off above you, flinging it onto the floor. 
You’d gone for a lacy, high cut thong tonight. Pale pink, frilly, if Eddie didn’t know any better, he’d think you planned this. That you planned to sleep with him. Maybe you thought about him the way he did you. Pictures of you flooded his mind, your hand sneaking between your thighs in the middle of the night, whimpering out his name. 
You didn’t expect Eddie to drop to his knees, pulling your body towards the end of the couch, thighs on his shoulders. He made a show of taking off your panties, a slow tug dragging them down your bare legs. 
“Holy shit,” Eddie rasped, heart beating in his ears. You giggled nervously, pressing your hands over your eyes. “Look at you.” 
“Stop.” You whined in playful embarrassment, thighs pressing together. 
“No, it’s- fuck.” Eddie swallowed his words, swallowed down the urge to tell you it was better than he imagined. Don’t be creepy, Munson. 
“I gotta have a taste. Can-Can I have a taste?” Eddie’s eyes rounded towards yours, bright with excitement. “That alright with you? Let me make you feel good? Have a little taste?” 
Your body burned, with lust maybe excitement, you weren’t sure. Your tiny nod was all he needed, spreading your thighs open, settling between your legs. You pushed up on your arms, looking down the valley of your sternum towards him. 
Plush lips pressing kisses to your thighs, a teasing kiss to your mound that had you whimpering, aching and pulsing between the legs. Eddie’s eyes stayed on yours as he licked a long, slow stripe through your slit. Better than he imagined, so much fucking better. 
Eyes rolling back, his fingertips dug into your thighs, nose pressed to your slick, he wanted to suffocate himself in your cunt. Better than anything he’d ever tasted before, he was a man starved, determined to devour you entirely- you were convinced he might. Teetering on the edge of experienced and enamored, your back arched, body twisting under his tongue. Whines and cries of pleasure filled the air, a crescendoing melody to the triumphant symphony Eddie was feeling in his veins, rushing with red hot pride. 
It was paradise, better than his wildest dreams. 
When you took him in your own mouth, sweetly grinning at him before giving a kitten lick to his leaking head, he was sure nothing would be better than this. This was his peak, everything he’d ever wanted and more. Better than Chrissy, than Tabitha, than anyone. 
You brought him to your room, let him press your thighs back, spread you open again. He couldn’t help the cry of pleasure that spilled out when he slid into you, it just felt so right. Beyond pleasure, though it was plenty pleasurable, it felt flawless, ethereal. 
Better than anything he could have imagined when he saw you weeks ago from his van, your car packed up full of boxes and suitcases tied on top. In a tiny pair of cut off shorts, moving everything in the warm sunshine. 
How was he to know that all those weeks ago, after he’d watched you apply for jobs at the diners and boutiques, that when he’d put a help wanted flier on your door for Turtle’s, that it would lead to this. His mind could have never dreamt this, that you’d be this perfect, fit so perfectly with him. 
No, this was fate, Eddie was sure of it. Cosmic fate. Chrissy and the others, they were only parading as the real thing, he’d just convinced himself it was when it was merely a disguise. But you, you were the real deal. Eddie decided it, when he settled in the sheets next to you, arms around your frame, staring out the window of your room. 
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have i the right? |yandere!eddie munson x reader|
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prompt: ever since you started working at turtle's tapes, you and eddie have grown closer and closer until he finally asks you out. it feels like the pieces of your life are finally falling into place, things are going right for once- but things are not always what they seem.
contains: minors dni 18+. dark fic. dark!eddie. yandere!eddie. dark tones of the fic. stalking, obsession, breaking and entering, mentions of past violence, mentions of past trauma and relationships. masturbation.
Twelve days. 
Twelve days since you walked in. Eddie didn’t know what divine intervention had stepped in, decided to shine down on him and bring you into Turtle’s Tapes, a resume in hand, asking for Mel. 
You had been so jittery, fingers drumming on the strap of your leather shoulder bag. Red nails, freshly painted, Eddie could tell by the smudges around the edges you hadn’t bothered to clean up. He didn’t point it out, couldn’t even if he wanted to. Tongue too thick, breath caught and suffocating in his throat, wrapped around the words he wasn’t even sure he’d form yet. 
He managed to point you to the back office, croak out the words he couldn’t even remember, hoping his cheeks didn’t reveal the flush of heat thrumming through his body when you smiled at him, waving when you walked away. 
“You’re working again?” 
A giggly voice had Eddie turning, spine straightening, shoulders rolling back when he turned from the stack of records he was sorting. 
You had your hair up today, pulled back so he could see your face fully, more features for him to memorize. 
“Yeah,” Eddie snorted, chin ducking to his chest, a waterfall of curls hiding the pink of his cheeks. “Brenda called out of another shift.” The eye roll he added made you giggle. 
“Again? Why do they even keep her around?” You muttered, grabbing a stack of records out of the shipment box, handing the top one- Out of Time- over to Eddie. Your nails were starting to chip now, around the edges, flaked red polish. 
“Well, she-she’s not bad. Pretty good on the register.” Eddie grabbed the record, sucking in a breath to calm the excited tremble in his hands. 
“Right.” You frowned, lips puckering out the way they did when you were thinking. Eddie noticed it on your first day of training, when he was explaining how to stack the eight tracks, an adorable tick he found himself thinking about at night, staring at his ceiling replaying every word you’d said. 
“I didn’t- I wasn’t trying to be bitchy.” You shook your head lightly. “I was- I mean, you’re always taking her shifts. I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said anything.” 
“No, no,” Eddie’s grip tightened on the record, the plastic wrapping crinkling under his touch. “I know you weren’t.” 
Stupid, stupid, Eddie cursed himself, watching your face fall. The bell trilled, pulling your attention to greet the customer with a cheery tone. You were still new, still eager to impress and help, not weathered and worn from customer service like Eddie. He was thankful for it, truthfully. 
Eddie liked watching you work, liked watching you in general. When he could cut his eyes, stare shamelessly like he used to in freshman year algebra, watching Stacy Simmons from the back corner of the class. 
You were better than Stacy Simmons. Prettier. Definitely nicer. Stacy never even looked at Eddie, he wasn’t even sure she knew he existed, even when he sent her the candy-gram on Valentine’s Day. 
He wondered what kind of candy you liked, what it would have been like to go to high school with you. If you would have acknowledged him, maybe even been friends with him? Gone to prom, wore a corsage he pinned on with his Judas Priest button. 
“Were you a cheerleader in high school?” Eddie asked when you finally migrated back over to him, stocking on the other side of the stacks. 
“What?” Your nose crinkled lightly, lips curling in a tiny smile. “A cheerleader?” 
“Yeah.” Eddie’s heart hammered, chest burning with regret, embarrassment. What a stupid fuckin’ question, Munson, why would you ask that?
“No.” You giggled, shaking your head. “Do I look like I was a cheerleader?” You snorted lightly, brow raising playfully. 
Eddie wanted to tell you, you looked like the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, prettier than a cheerleader, than an angel. 
Instead, he thumbed through the stacks, pretending to look for a record, a desperate attempt to play it cool. “Kinda.” He shrugged. “Not in a bad way, you’re just… you get really peppy when you’re helping people.” 
“Peppy?” You laughed. 
“Yeah.” Eddie smirked. “I mean, your voice raises.” 
“Wow.” You shook your head, lips rolling, biting back a smirk. “I didn’t even realize I did that. I guess I do.” 
Eddie’s stomach turned, a violent, sharp jab when your smile dropped slightly. Munson, don’t ever speak again. What the fuck is wrong with you today? Get it together. 
“It’s not a bad thing.” Eddie shook his head, sweaty palms gripping the stack of records. “You’re- The customers really like you.” 
“Thanks.” You muttered. There was that silence, filling the space between you. Eddie loathed it, feared it, terrified that it would linger forever, that he might never hear the sound of your voice again because he drove you away. 
“Do you close tonight?” You hummed, shuffling down to the next stack. Head still tilted down but eyes lifted to look at Eddie, lines creasing on your forehead that he’d never seen before. A new angle of you for him to preoccupy his thoughts with, play in his fantasies. 
“Yeah.” Eddie nodded, swallowing down the growing lump in his throat, thumb twisting the ring around his middle finger. His stack was gone, finished, but he wouldn’t dare leave to get another. Not while you were talking, while he was in your attention. 
Instead, he pretended to organize the names, shuffling the stacks. “Just us tonight.” His lips curled, dimples deep in a grin. 
You smiled back, soft but bright, enough to make his heart flutter and take flight. “Fun.” You shrug sweetly. “That means we can change the music, right? I don’t think I can listen to Amy Grant on a loop again.” 
“Yeah, definitely. As soon as Mel leaves we can.” Eddie swore he was in love, hoping you couldn’t see the blush in his cheeks. Every second he spent with you, time built his feelings, made them grow stronger and stronger. 
“Play something actually good.” Eddie smiled. He’d been shuffling the same records back and forth, fiddling between his hands. 
“I’m sure you will. You have great taste.” The compliment was so natural, so easy coming from you. Still, it made Eddie blister and burn at the praise, so sure his heart might swell and tear through his ribcage, splatter all over the aisles and on your t-shirt. 
“The customers really like you too. Always come in and ask for your recommendations.” You added, filing in the last of your record stack. 
“Yeah? Thanks, I mean,” Eddie took a breath, swallowing down a stutter, jumbling of words. “Thanks. Just trying to keep the kids cool, y’know? This grunge shit.” Eddie shook his head. “Sorry, I know you’re a fan. Nirvana’s not that bad.” 
You laughed, shaking your head at him, an empty box cradled on your hip. “So I guess I can’t convince you to spin Nevermind tonight?” You batted your eyes at him sweetly, lip tucked between your teeth. Eddie’s knees tightened. 
As soon as Mel left, Eddie was tearing open the album, shoving Heart in Motion back in its slip with far less care than he should have. Mel would bitch him out, bitch him for opening and playing a non-approved album on the store’s system. Eddie didn’t care, he’d buy the album in secret, give it to you maybe. Slip it in your locker with a note. 
If your smile was anything like what you gave him when the opening chords to Smells Like Teen Spirit played through the speakers, he’d buy you a million of those fucking albums. 
The hours were slow for a Thursday, especially with the new releases. Not that Eddie minded, he’d never complain about a lack of asshole highschool kids, demanding for cassettes and tapes. 
“I think it’s because of the rain.” You tilted your head back, looking out the front window, painted and splattered with rain drops. 
Eddie was convinced you could read his mind, sure you might be his soul mate, made just for him. “Yeah, I think so.” He nodded, wiping off the counter with a sudsy rag. 
You sighed, heavy, pushing past your lips, puckering them in a perfect pout. Eddie’s tongue ran over his bottom lip, the soapy warm water seeping through his fingers. 
“I was hoping it would hold over until I got off.” You admitted, shoulder’s falling, dragging the broom lazily around your dust piles. “I forgot an umbrella or a rain jacket.” 
Eddie paused, a second longer than he should have, your attention moved to him. “You- Sorry, you walked?” Eddie shook his head lightly, curls bobbing, brushing against his cheeks. 
“Yeah,” You muttered, looking down at the broom, pushing the piles of dirt around. “My car’s in the shop. They said it would be ready a week ago.” 
Eddie’s fingers curled around the rag, water piling and pooling in the spot in front of him. He’d find where your car was, make them fix it, fix it himself if he had to. 
Still, your rainy predicament gave him an opportunity he’d been looking for. Plotting and mulling over for the past twelve days. 
“I can give you a ride.” Eddie shrugged, dragging the rag, stained with dirt from the years of use, over the glass, prismatic streaks on the glass from the cleaner. 
“No,” You shook your head politely, sweeping the dirt pile into the dustpan. “I can’t ask you to do that. It’s fine, honestly, I live really close-” 
“-C’mon.” Eddie rolled his eyes lightly. “It’s pouring and it’s dark. Shouldn’t walk alone at night, anyways. Lots of weirdos out.” 
Your own heart skipped at his tone, thrilling and thrumming with excitement. “I mean, if it’s not a problem.” You hesitated. “I can give you some gas money-” 
“-No, don’t.” Eddie said firmly, plopping the rag back in the bucket of water. “It’s not a problem, seriously. I don’t mind.” 
Your lips curled, a shy smile. “Thank you.” You nodded. “I really appreciate it, Eddie.” 
“It’s not a problem.” Eddie shrugged. “Besides, you’re not wearing the right shoes.” He nodded towards your white Keds, cloth on top, stained with dirt from your walk here. “Can’t let them get ruined.” 
“They’re already ruined. Really dirty, I need to clean them.” You smirked, toes wiggling in your sneakers. “But thank you.” 
“Hey, it’s no problem.” Eddie shrugged, trailing you when you crossed the store, bending over to brush up another pile of dirt. Your shirt rode up, jeans lowering just enough for Eddie’s breath to still entirely. The strings of your panties, high cut, a lavender shade peeking over the band of your denim, that had Eddie’s head spinning. 
His face flushed, blood rushing straight to his crotch, shamelessly. A still soapy hand adjusted himself, turning so you wouldn’t see. Wouldn’t see how easily he was flustered, attracted to you. The last thing he needed to do was scare you off, fuck this all up again. 
Like with Chrissy. 
Eddie winced, teeth clenching at his own thoughts. No, he wouldn’t think about her. You weren’t anything like her. How dare he insult you like that, comparing you so lowly to her. 
His eyes cut back to you, hips swaying while you swept to the beat of Lithium, head bobbing to the clash of the drums. 
No, he knew better this time. He’d be more careful. He wouldn’t mess this up. 
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Eddie gave you his keys to the store, let you lock up while he took the trash, sprinting to his van. He shoved the cigarette buds in the plastic trash bag, smushing down the brown, grease soaked fast-food paper bags he’d carelessly tossed in his passenger side. He would’ve had his car detailed if he would have known he’d be giving you a ride. 
“Ed?” Your voice carried around the corner. 
“Back here!” Eddie called, jamming his keys into the van’s ignition, the engine sputtering to life before evening out into a steady roar. One leg out, Eddie stopped, sucking in a breath. He swiped the yellow scrunchie off his gear shift, shoving it in his pocket just as you turned the corner. 
Eddie smiled, walking to the dumpster, flinging the bag in. “Sorry, just wanted to get the car started. It takes a while for it to warm up.” 
He held the door open for you, bowing dramatically when you slipped in. You giggled at his antics, and his heart soared, fluttered with pride. Eddie slipped into the driver’s side, eyes scanning the console and back of the van nonchalantly when he backed out, making sure he hadn’t left anything lying about. 
He was more careful after what happened before. More aware, double checking his steps, but the scrunchie had him on edge. It was close, too close for his comfort. 
“Seriously, thank you.” You looked over at Eddie, the glow of the street lights cast a nearly angelic, golden luster over your features. “Saved me from getting sick.” You nodded towards the window, Eddie’s wipers creaking with every swipe over the glass. 
“Can’t have that now.” Eddie smirked, looking over at you, throwing his blinker on. “Have to take your shifts too. Then I’ll really be overworked.” 
You laughed, looking out the window, smile falling as Eddie cruised down the familiar street. 
“But seriously, if you ever need me to take a shift for you, I don’t care to.” Eddie shrugged, eyes cutting over to yours. He didn’t see the way you’d stilled, hands wringing in your lap, spine rigid. “I was just kidding.” 
You stayed silent, heart hammering, inching further and further up your throat. Eddie frowned, looking over at you. “You alright?” 
Your wide eyed gaze met his, scared, startled. He saw flashes of Chrissy before him, merging into his vision. “What?” Eddie cringed. He didn’t mean to sound so fierce. “Are you alright?” 
“How do you know where I live?” You asked, blinking at Eddie, eyes rounded. Your eyes cut to the road ahead, Eddie inching closer to your apartment complex. 
His heart stopped, a pause that lingered a little bit longer than he meant it to. “You told me.” He blurted, a white knuckled grip on the wheel, turning back towards the road. “When you started, you told me you lived at Magnolia Place. My friend Jeff lives over there, remember?” 
You had mentioned it, not to him, to Lindy. Eddie had overheard it, when he was lingering around, watching you from behind cassette stacks. You frowned, but your grip loosened, relaxing. Eddie held his breath, switching his hand casually, freeing his right hand- just in case. 
“Oh,” You chirped, flushing with embarrassment, chin tucking towards your chest. “I-I’m sorry. I forgot about that.” You shook your head. 
“It’s alright.” Eddie shrugged casually, his fingers loosening around the wheel. 
“No, that was weird of me.” You shook your head, hands rubbing down your face. “I watch too much Dateline.” You laugh softly. “It’s always the single girl in an apartment alone, y’know?” 
Eddie smirked. “Do I give off those creeper vibes?” His eyes cut to yours, longer than they should have, reading your reaction. “Bundy vibes or something?” 
“No,” Your laugh made him relax, exhaling slowly. “I’m just- I don’t know. I need medicated. I get, like, super worried about things sometimes.” You looked down at your nails, picking at the chipping polish. 
“No, that’s a good thing. Better to be careful.” Eddie nodded, turning into the apartment complex. “Ok, now I do need you to tell me which one. Left or right?” 
“I’m in the very back right.” You pointed through the rainy window, drizzle still steady. 
Eddie turned the wheel with his palm, slowing the van to a cruise through the parking lot. “Where does your friend live?” 
“Hm?” Eddie hummed, brow furrowed, looking over at you. 
“Your friend?” You pressed lightly. “You said he lives over here? Where, if you don’t mind me asking? I just… it would be nice to know someone just in case.” 
Eddie craned his head, heart thrumming in his chest rapidly. “He lives right there.” Eddie pointed, finger pressed to the window. “On the left side.” 
You nodded slowly, leaning forward, close enough that Eddie could smell your perfume. His head spinning, stilling entirely, scared to move and have you inch away. 
“But if you ever need anything,” Eddie followed your muttering of directions. “You can just call me. I don’t live too far.” 
“That’s sweet,” You smiled softly, turning so you were inches away from Eddie’s face. He hoped you couldn’t feel the heat radiating off his cheeks. “I don’t want to bother you, though.” 
“You’re not.” Eddie shook his head. “I promise. I’ll let you know if you bother me.” 
“Yeah?” You laughed, Eddie could feel your breath on his curls. 
“Yeah. Oh, yeah.” Eddie nodded, sliding into a parking space easily. “You’ll know.” 
You smiled, and for a moment, Eddie contemplated leaning forward, grabbing your face with his hands and kissing you. You moved before he could, unfastening your seat belt instead. Eddie tried to hide his huff of disappointment. 
Too slow, Munson, you’re always too fucking slow. 
“Well, thank you, again.” You reached for your purse, slipping your arm through the leather strap. “I really appreciate it.” 
“Any time.” Eddie’s fingers drummed on his denim clad thigh, desperately racking his brain for anything, anything to get you to stay. Even just for a second longer. 
“Enjoy your day off.” You smiled, the streetlights above you catching in your eyes. “You deserve it.” 
“Thanks.” Eddie gave a tight lipped smile, heart jumping when your fingers cradled around the door handle. “Wait-” Eddie’s voice was sharper than he meant, your head whipping around towards him. 
“Sorry,” Eddie blushed. “I just- You don’t close tomorrow, right?” Eddie asked, foot shaking by the brakes, the rumble of the engine vibrating the soles of his shoes.
“No, I’m an opener. I get off that four.” You smiled proudly. 
“Oh, well, I was thinking if, um,” Get it the fuck together, Munson. “If you’re not busy tomorrow after work, I- we could go to The Hideout?” 
You blinked. “I mean, I know we talked about it, and you said you’d never been. I’m not playing tomorrow, but I-I know the band that is. We could go and listen to the music, or just go and hang out. It’s really fun, really chill.” Eddie rambled. Chill? Who says chill? 
“If you want to.” Eddie blurted before you could reply. “I-I know you probably have plans, or something better to do-” 
“-No,” You shook your head, a smile spreading over your features, beaming as bright as the streetlamp about the two of you. “I mean, yes I want to go. No, I’m not busy.” You gave him a small, breathy laugh. 
“That sounds like fun.” Eddie was convinced it was a dream, the entire interaction. You in his van, agreeing to go out with him. His luck was finally changing, falling into place. 
“Yeah?” Eddie’s eyes were bright. “Yeah, I-I mean it will be. I promise.” His foot still shook. “I’ll pick you up.” 
“Yeah, that-that would be nice.” You beamed, heart fluttering with butterflies, tingling with excitement. 
“I can get you at seven? We can get there kinda early and get a good seat by the front if you want.” Eddie couldn’t help his smile, couldn’t hide it even if he wanted to. 
“Sounds good.” You smiled. There was a pause, and you weren’t sure why, what came over you when you leaned forward, lips pressing in a soft peck to Eddie’s cheek, soft over the crease of his dimples. 
Eddie flushed, body burning, flaming with heat, he knew he wasn’t hiding. You grinned, a small giggle, bubbly like the two of you were in junior high, kissing behind the bleachers. 
“I-I’ll see you tomorrow.” You grinned, opening the door. Eddie nodded, eyes still wide, lovesick or maybe lovestruck- he couldn’t decide. 
“Thank you again!” You squeaked, shutting the door, scampering to your door. You turned, waving at him before pushing the door open, slipping inside. 
Eddie sat, in a daze, head foggy, blinded with a rush of emotions. He could feel your lips on his cheek, a light tingling imprinted onto his skin. 
He’d nearly ruined it, fucked it all up before it even began. He wouldn’t let that happen, couldn’t be careless like before. 
Eddie pulled out of the parking spot, the light from your bedroom catching his eye in the rearview as it flickered on, blinds wide open. For someone who watches so much Dateline, you should know better. 
Eddie’s stomach turned, foot pressing into the gas, halting in front of another complex. Eddie turned, adjusting the rear view mirror so he could see you. Maybe you hadn’t left it open. His mind swam, flooded with fear. He couldn’t live with himself if something happened. 
Just a quick check. Make sure she’s alright, and then leave. It won’t be like last time. 
Eddie let the van roll to a stop, cutting the headlights before killing the ignition. A steady stream of rain drummed on the roof of the van, melodic and calming. Eddie reached in his pocket, holding your yellow scrunchie. The thing that had nearly blown his whole plan. He swiped it from your locker four days ago, held it close to his nose that night, hand wrapped around his shaft, eyes fluttering closed, breathing in your scent and imagining what it would be like if you were there instead. 
Eddie closed his fist around the silk, tucking it back in his pocket, reaching for his leather jacket, thrown over the back seat. An old Yankees cap, navy and worn in the floor of the van’s trunk. Eddie slipped the cap over his curls, pulling the brim low, zipping his jacket up. 
Hands in his pocket, Eddie scanned around him. Nobody out to see him, catch him like last time and stop him. He wouldn’t let them even if they tried. Not this time. 
The rain beat off Eddie’s shoulders, repelling off the leather of his jacket, wetting the ends of his curls. A final look over his shoulder, and Eddie was slinking back towards the wet brick of the opposite unit. Shuffled side steps, creeping closer and closer into the dark, angling himself to see your window. 
He stilled, pressed fully to the brick, when your figure fluttered out of the corner of the window. Eddie watched the steam roll, following you out of the bathroom in a cloud, a towel wrapped around you, another in your hair. Toothbrush lazily scrubbing inside your mouth, flicking on the TV in your room. 
She’s safe, now leave. Leave. Eddie’s mind screamed, but his feet were cemented in place. Hidden in the dark shadows, drawn to you like a moth to a flame, the light luring him though he stayed still. 
You disappeared, Eddie watched you in the large mirror above your vanity. 
Now, go now. Before she sees you. She’s going to see you. 
The pounding in Eddie’s ears roared over the falling rain, deafening. Still, he stayed. Frozen in fear, maybe instinct. 
When you returned, dropping your towel, kicking it to the corner of the room, Eddie was glad he stayed. Eyes wide, willing himself not to blink. He didn’t want to miss a second, not a single one. Your bare figure, better than his own imagination could curate. Soft edges and curves that Eddie couldn’t wait to feel. How jealous he was of your hands, smoothing the Avon body lotion over your shins, up your thighs. 
What he would do to be the one doing that instead, his mind fading, slipping into his imagination. Inside your bedroom, instead of out, pressing soft kisses to your freshly lotioned shoulders, nose trailing along your soft skin. He wondered how you’d feel in his arms, letting yourself relax in his touch. 
Eddie’s fantasies were halted when you moved to the vanity, snapping back to his cruel reality, a jolt of icy cold fear dumped into his veins. He could see himself in your mirror, the very corner. You bent down, picking up your comb and he took his chance, stepping back, hidden from your gaze, only a sliver of you to be seen, when you’d tilt your head a certain way to blow dry your hair. 
Eddie stood, cold puffs of air clouding around his nose, clutching the switchblade in his jacket pocket every time he heard the smallest rustle. Ready to attack, to do anything he could to keep from being caught. He couldn’t ruin this, lose you before he ever truly got you. He was so close, so close.  
Your light didn’t turn off, the same warm glow spilled out from your window, rain beating against the glass. Eddie’s feet ached, heart rate stroke level high. “Shit, shit, shit.” Eddie muttered, carefully stepping back towards the window.
 You were no longer at the vanity, instead on your stomach, painting your nails at the end of the bed. Not red, from what Eddie could see- black. His lips curled. He liked to think you were doing this for him, for tomorrow, to match his dark and moody attire. 
Eddie army crawled under your window, holding his breath when he passed under your window sill. He could hear the muffled sound of the TV- Dateline. You really should know better. Eddie would make sure to tell you that when he finally got inside, make sure to put in blinds and curtains for you. 
His jaw flexed at the thought of someone trying to hurt you, someone else watching you. Watching you to harm you, not keep you safe like Eddie. The thought nearly had him staying in his van, parking closer and keeping watch through the night. He decided against it, the risk of nodding off and you seeing him there stronger than his want to stay. 
Instead, Eddie pulled out of the parking lot, watching your window in the rearview mirror of his van as he drove away. 
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“Morning.” You sang, a skip in your step that you couldn’t hide, punching your card with glee, putting it in the assigned pocket. 
“Good mornin’ to you, Sunshine.” Brenda grinned, brows raised at your cheery demeanor, running the price gun over the new cassettes. “What’s got you so happy on a Friday morning?” She snorted lightly. 
“Mm, nothing.” You hummed, twisting the metal lock around. You were getting better at it, thanks to Eddie. He’d helped you the first few times. Tricky things, he’d told you with a half smile. 
“Nothing?” Brenda sang, a playful mocking tone that had you blistering in heat. “You’re just that excited to stock tapes all day? That’s it?” 
“Yeah.” You snorted lightly, pulling the lock open, wrangling it out of the metal hold of your locker. “No, I…” You spun the lock in your hand. “I’m going on a date tonight.” 
“Oh?” Brenda’s brows raised. 
You nodded. “Yeah. With, uh, with Eddie, actually.” Your heart fluttering in your chest, bubbly and excited. 
“Oh, really?” Brenda laughed, putting her hands on her hip, pricing gun still in head. “Well, that makes more sense then.” 
You frowned. “What?” 
Brenda shook her head, kicking the box lightly with her foot. “That boy,” She snorted lightly. “He called my phone night before last, all crazy, I thought he’s been hurt or somethin’. Askin’ me to switch shifts with him last night.” 
You paused, stilling. “H-He did?” You squeaked, hand closing around the lock tightly. 
“Yeah,” Brenda smiled. “I mean, I was a little confused why he’d want to work a closing over an open, ‘specially with all the shifts he’s been picking up. But I thought, hey, none of my business. Maybe he needs the money.” She held her hands up playfully. “This makes me feel better, though.” 
You twisted the lock nervously in your hands. “It does?” 
“Yeah.” Brenda looked at you. “He just likes you. Wanted to take you out. Probably scared I’d tell you or somethin’, you know how he is.” She rolled her eyes dramatically. “He gets a little paranoid about things. Dramatic, that one.” 
Your stomach turned, sharp and twisting. “But-But Eddie, he wouldn’t, like, he’s a good guy?” You asked. “I mean, he seems like a good guy, but you-you know him better than I do.” 
“I’ve known Ed since he was a little boy.” Brenda waved you off, her flippant tone made you feel better somehow. “I used to date his uncle, actually. Wayne started taking care of Eddie when we were together. He was wild, I’ll tell ya. But the sweetest kid. Wouldn’t hurt a fly.” 
“Right.” You nodded, swallowing down your nerves. “Right, I- I’m just not from here, ya know? I get kinda…” You waved your hands, slinging your purse in your locker. “I also get paranoid.” 
“A good match then.” Brenda grinned. “You’ll have fun with him. If he doesn’t treat you right, you let me know. I’ll tell his uncle and he’ll handle him, alright?” Her eyes shone in a playful way, comforting. Soothing your nerves with a warm smile.
You were anxious, and why wouldn’t you be? You hadn’t been out on a date since you moved to Hawkins. 
Since you left your hometown. 
Since you left him. 
You swallowed, shaking it from your mind. You wouldn’t let him ruin this for you, wouldn’t let your mind consume itself. Eddie’s locker was just above yours, a plethora of stickers- Metallica, Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, and so many more all collaged together. Some peeling, overlapping and covering the others. Right in the middle, a bright, smiley face sticker. You’d given it to him last week, the grocer at Melvald’s snuck one in your bag. 
“I brought it for your sticker collection.” You had grinned at Eddie, waving the yellow sticker around playfully. You hadn’t expected him to put it right in the middle of his collaged locker. 
It was sweet. A simple, sweet, silly gesture that had you giggly and blushy for the rest of your shift. 
You pinned your badge to the inside of your shirt, letting the metal back snap into your soft cotton, pushing out the back doors and towards the register, letting your mind drift into daydreams about tonight. About Eddie, while you straightened the tapes on the front table. 
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A ringed hand gripping the plastic cup, warm from the coffee inside, Eddie sipped slowly, eyes trained on the corner. He waited, parked and hidden behind the row of bushes in front of McDonald’s, hoping it would camouflage his van enough. 
His breath hitched, strangling the liquid in his throat when a figure rounded the corner. Your hair was down today, freshly styled, and you had gone without your white Keds. Eddie’s heart bubbled, fluttered to life with a soaring warmth. Your nails were painted black, he could see it as you got closer on the sidewalk, shrinking in his seat, peering just over the steering wheel to track you until you got to the store. 
When you slipped into the door, safely inside Turtle’s, Eddie geared into reverse. Van rolling steady back towards Magnolia Place. 
“It’s always the single girl in an apartment alone, y’know?”
Your voice rang in his head, a rhythmic melody that lured him into a trance, tunnel visioned all the way back to your apartment doorstep. The flathead screwdriver and allen wrench heavy in his pocket, clammy palms wrapped around them. 
As much as he hated his father, cursed and blamed him for the way he was, every hardship he’d endured, he did have to thank him for making him resilient. Al had passed on more than just his wild curls to Eddie. He’d given him his resourcefulness, taught him. Eddie thanked Al, wherever he was, when the door clicked open. 
Your apartment smells exactly like how he thought, looked exactly how he imagined. A hodgepodge of second hand furniture, throw pillows and blankets neatly folded and placed on the patterned couch. Your shoes kicked in a pile by the door, your white Keds amongst them. 
Eddie crouched down, cradling the shoe in his hand. The small speck of dirt splattered on the sides from your walk to work yesterday, an imprint of your foot molded into the sole. 
Eddie let himself wander around the small space- your space. He hoped he’d be back tonight, invited in this time, but in case he didn’t, he just needed a look. To see the full thing, to see how you lived, feel closer to you any way he can. He couldn’t help it. He wanted to know everything about you, every single thing. 
Your perfume taunted him from the vanity, clouded his mind the very same way it did when he smelled it on you, catching whiffs when you’d walk past. Eddie drenched the edge of his band tee, saturated it in your perfume. For later, when his mind would wander back to you, when he’d miss you, when he’d long to smell you. 
Stacks of photos lined the vanity, a man and woman donning similar features to your own. Even when you were younger, you always had the same smile, bright and warm. Your towel still kicked in the corner of the room from the night before, bed sheets crumpled from sleep. Eddie’s hand slid across the crinkled cotton, he hoped they’d still be warm. 
Next to your sink, a bottle of purple acetone, red soaked cotton pads in the trash. A small tray of nail polishes next to that, pushed into the corner, every color imaginable- including the red. The same red you wore when Eddie met you. That you kept painting over for the following days until you finally gave up, let it chip away. 
His mind screamed, roared at him not to. That you would know. 
I’ll give it back. I’ll give it back when she invites me over. She’ll never know. 
Eddie plucked the Revlon bottle out of the group, pushing the others back into place, pocketing it. 
Ok, that’s enough. Enough. You’re gonna get caught. It’s going to be Chrissy- No, no, don’t fucking even compare her to that sick- 
Eddie’s mind spiraled, pulling deeper and deeper into himself, a white knuckled grip on the counter, eyes crossing in a hazy daze, foggy and distorted. A familiar buzz ringing through his ears, a roar of static, heart hammering so fast he was sure it wasn’t beating at all. Flashes of memories he’d tried to forget, beat his head against a wall and knock them out, unforgiving and rapid. 
A sliver of purple peeking out of your wickered hamper halted those hauntings just as quickly as they’d begun. Carelessly thrown on top, Eddie’s vision honing in through the mirror. The same lavender thong that had teased him the night before, consumed his thoughts later that night, hand pumping his cock, free hand holding your scrunchie to his nose, eyes screwed shut picturing- wishing it was you instead. 
I’ll bring it back. With the nail polish, she’ll never know. 
Eddie was nearly in a trance like state, swiping the panties off the top of the towels, shoving them in his pocket. He couldn’t- not here. He was sure he wouldn’t be able to contain himself. 
Instead, Eddie waited until he was back home, in the sanctuary of his trailer. Pulling the old, metal lunchbox off the top shelf of his closet, he sunk into the mattress. A treasure chest, filled with all his favorite things. All his memories of you. 
The scrunchie, a note you’d written him about an order signed with a heart before your name, your application he’d swiped off Mel’s desk after you got the job. It was small, smaller than Eddie would have liked but it was safer this way. The nail polish he tucked away, but the panties he kept out. 
Reaching for the Jergens by his bed, Eddie freed his length from his boxers, settling back against the headboard. Tail of his shirt tucked by his chin, the overwhelming scent of your perfume wafting up to him, dizzying his senses. Eddie sighed, free hand tugging at his shaft, relaxing into the pillows. 
He could see you, a fantasy that challenged his perception of reality, riding him soft and slow. Would you like it like that? Harder? Rougher? Sweeter? Him on top? Eddie’s mind flurried with worry, what if’s, pleasure simmering out slowly. 
Eddie blinked, a heavy lidded gaze landing on the panties in his hand. You flooded back to his mind, picturing you in your little panties, shy and bare before him. He swallowed down a groan, pushing the crotch of your panties to his nose. A pungent, spicy scent, swarming with something so intoxicating. Eddie whimpered, pushing the lavender panties further under his nose, suffocating himself nearly, but he didn’t mind. 
He hoped to have you in a different way, to experience you authentically later tonight. Even just to kiss you again, feel you again, his body ached for it. But for now, Eddie would suffice having you this way, his own little secret, a dark and twisted fantasy just for him. 
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CRUEL INTENTIONS - part three: eden
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18+ — MINORS DNI
pairing: steddie x innocent/shy!reader
summary: you're a new student at All Saints Catholic Academy and Steve and Eddie have every intention to sink their teeth into you.
contains: enemies to lovers between steddie, blasphemy/religious talk, smoking and alcohol use, blood kink, chasing kink, masked man, depictions of a panic attack, depictions of a threesome, descriptions of heavy guilt, corruption kink, mentions of subtle bullying, mentions of shitty parenting, slut shaming, SMUT - 18+ , oral (m and f receiving), cum play, cheating (not on reader), NON-CON/DUB-CON, and stevie having gay panic <3
word count: 9.9k
WARNING: this fic contains dark themes including - NON-CON/ DUB-CON, manipulation, coercion, and corruption. Please fully read the content warnings before proceeding. Again, THIS IS A DARK FIC, do not read it if you're not comfortable with it!
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Steve has a very strict night routine.
Five days out of the week, Steve has rugby practice until 7. Most boys on the team simply take a quick shower and call it a night, but no, Steve has a step-by-step routine that he follows each night— not even Nancy could sway him from the path of his night routine.
Because you see, when Steve was younger, his parents were prissy and precise. Everything was done on time, and every hour had a task. If Steve were to ever stray from that schedule, he’d be made to feel like a failure. It’s ingrained in him, woven into his DNA, this life of doing things by order. 
So it’s a little shocking (and concerning) that Steve immediately threw his nightly ritual out the window the second Eddie told him about tonight.
And it seems as if this will be a reoccurring theme with you— Steve altering his life just to get a glimpse of you. Because ever since you came along, it’s like Steve’s entire world has been flipped and lit on fire. He can’t stop thinking about you. Can’t stop wanting you. Has to hold your name on his tongue when he’s balls-deep in Nancy because, fuck, you’re the only thing he wants right now. He feels bad, but not enough to stop.
“You’re not fucking her yet, but she has to at least get used to you being around.”
Which is true, Steve supposed. Eddie is many things, but a liar is not one of them. If Steve hopes to ever swing his dick near the pot of gold between your legs, then he has to at least work a little bit for it. This way, he doesn’t have to worry about you running off and telling someone about it.
Trust. Though a distorted version from your point of view, it is still an essential part of this plan.
Steve doesn’t know much about said plan, which is kind of his fault. Because when Eddie approached Steve after a particularly rough day at practice, Steve kind of told Eddie to fuck off, so Eddie just left him with a quick, “If you ever plan on fucking her, then I suggest you haul your ass to my room tonight, asshole.” So, Steve had no choice but to follow through on that.
Because Steve will never get through to you without Eddie. Because Eddie is the catalyst. Eddie is the bridge that Steve needs to reach you— which is annoying because now when Eddie’s got his fist wrapped around his cock, and he’s thinking about you and how pretty you looked with his cum coating your lips, how good you taste, and how pretty you sounded— those familiar brown eyes slip into frame and suddenly Eddie is right there along with you— lingering. Like a phantom.
Steve can’t stand it.
But he needs you. He needs you almost more than he needs air. Because Steve usually gets whatever he wants in the blink of an eye, but you…
You’re forbidden fruit.
And sitting next to you, so close to you, with you squirming and avoiding the screen that displays some cheap porno— Steve thinks he might explode.
You turn to Eddie, shy and scared, digging your fingers into his shirt and tugging. “Eddie, I don’t—“ “Shh, bunny. We’re watching a movie. Didn’t I already tell you not to talk?”
You frown, big, wide eyes soft and wet with tears. You don’t like this; that much is obvious. And Eddie’s struggling to keep a grin off his face like a cocky bastard.
There are soft moans spilling from Eddie’s TV. Two guys, one girl, and oddly enough, the girl looks like you. Steve thinks Eddie did that on purpose, and he can admit it was clever, even if you might be slightly too dumb to notice.
They have the girl on a cheap leather couch, splayed out on her back, with one guy stuffing his face between her legs and the other guy thrusting his cock deep into her throat, wrapping a hand around the bulge in her neck. 
You press your legs together, shifting in your spot again, and Steve catches Eddie’s eye. Eddie subtlety nods towards your lap, giving Steve the green light (not that he fucking needed one), and Steve scoots closer to you.
Steve places a firm hand high up on your thigh, fingers spread deep into the insides of your thighs as he lowly says, “Sit still, sweet girl.”
You frown, caught between two walls with nowhere to go. Nowhere to run— scared little thing, you are.
Steve smooths his hand over your thigh, gently squeezing and molding your skin to his touch, soft and firm yet not enough to bring you pain— Steve doesn’t think he could ever hurt such a sweet thing like you.
The porno is in full swing now, the two men fucking the lady like it’s the last thing they’ll do, and you have big, full tears running down your face as Steve pinches your skin to open you back up. He slinks his hand higher, the lip of your skirt kissing against his wrist, making way for him. His pinky dusts across the hem of your panties, wet as he had expected— all of you wants him, even when you act like it doesn’t.
You gasp and tremble between the boys; your eyes squeezed shut with tears rolling down your cheeks thick as rivers— you look like a small bunny cornered by prey. Precisely what you are.
Eddie coos, shifts so he’s facing you more comfortably. He gently holds your face and coaxes you into opening your eyes. “You like it when Stevie touches you, don’t you?” He says.
You open your mouth to respond, but Eddie quickly butts in, “Ah ah…” He raises a finger to his lips, reminding you that he doesn’t want a single word falling from your lips. And you listen so well— without a single protest— Eddie’s done well on you thus far, but Steve likes to believe you have an obedient nature either way. 
Sentenced to silence, you shake your head no, and Eddie laughs. Soft and deep, brown eyes swimming with hunger and patience, “No?” He raises an eyebrow, tilting his head to the side. “You think I don’t know about you cumming on his tongue?”
You tense at that, body rigid beneath their touch as you turn to gaze at Steve with wide eyes, eyes swimming in guilt and the realization that Steve had lied to you. Your frown deepens then, more tears coming and Steve is now the one cooing. “Of course, I told Eddie, bunny. You knew that, though, didn’t you?” He teases.
You let out a muffled sob, squeezing your eyes shut again as tears fall. “You knew Eddie didn’t say you could open your legs for me, and I would have to tell him about your behavior.” He chastises. “So gullible, gonna get yourself in trouble being so stupid, sweet girl.” He gently coos. Your chest stutters with uneven breaths, and Steve’s cock throbs in his sweats.
With you being so unstable, Steve is able to slip his fingers past your panties without a fight. He slips his fingers through your wet folds, warm and sticky, leaning forward to press a kiss under your jaw as you twitch and squirm beneath his touch.
“Look at you,” Eddie prowls, “Shaking for his touch. Again. Did I ever say he could touch you?” 
You huff, eyebrows pinched in frustration as you shake your head. “Then why do you want it?” Eddie asks. Steve sinks a finger into your warm cunt, wetness spilling around his knuckles as your thighs tremble. “I—” Eddie clicks his tongue, reminding you of his rule of no talking.
Steve crooks his finger up, searching for that gummy spot of yours, leaning forward to press a kiss to your neck as you struggle against him. “God, if I knew you were such a slut I wouldn’t have wasted this much time on you,” Eddie says.
You break your rules then, voice pleading and sad as you claw at Eddie’s shirt, “I’m not! I’m not, I swear. I didn’t know!” You sob. Steve watches in awe at the way you crumble for Eddie. You’re so desperate to please him, to be kept under his arm of security, unbeknownst to you that he’s the one you should be running from.
Steve is jealous… but he wants to learn.
“Oh, you didn’t know?” Eddie widens his eyes. You shake your head, hips twitching when Steve begins dragging lazy circles over your clit. “H-he told me you said it was okay.” You frown. “Who did? Stevie?” Eddie asks. You nod, and Eddie’s gaze flickers to Steve, a ghost of a grin dancing in his eyes.
“I don’t remember saying that, sweetheart.” Steve lies. 
“Stevie never said that. So, either you’re lying, or Steve is lying. Are you calling Steve a liar, bunny?”
You look frazzled, seconds away from bursting into an uncontrollable fit of tears as Steve continues playing with you. And the truth is Steve is a liar. He lied to you when he said Eddie gave him the green light to get between your thighs. But you know better than to ever point fingers— again, a product of Eddie’s skilled teachings.
You shake your head no with a frown, and Eddie hums. “Well, did you like it? When Steve licked your slutty little cunt?” Eddie asks.
You’re visibly panicked, wide eyes darting to Steve, knowing he will tell the truth if you lie. There is no way out but through for you, and you know it. You shamefully nod, and Eddie hums again. He pets a gentle hand over your hair, letting you nuzzle into him when you begin to tremble with pleasure. “Would you like him to do it again, bunny?”
And if you’re smart enough, you’ll understand that even if you say no, Eddie will somehow coax you into splitting your thighs open for Steve again. You contemplate longer than Steve would appreciate, but the second he pulls his fingers from you and dips them into his mouth, your eyes flash with this little look that Steve has never seen from you.
Lust.
Steve sucks the juices off his fingers lewdly and greedily, never pulling his gaze from you. You watch, wide-eyed with trembling limbs and a pouty lip, Steve wanting nothing more than to kiss them until they’re sore.
Apprehensive yet interested, you nod your head shyly, and if the two boys hadn’t been watching you like a hawk, they probably wouldn’t have even caught it.
Eddie slinks his fingers through your hair, knuckles gently curling at the root as he drags you closer, kissing you filthy and raw. You whine, thighs closing around Steve’s wrist when he finds his hand back on your warm skin. It’s low against your lips, but Steve hears Eddie tell you, “Come here.” And you follow like an eager puppy wanting to please their owner.
Steve can taste you on his tongue, an overwhelming feeling to taste more as he watches Eddie move you around like you’re a lifeless doll. He places you with your back to his chest, your thighs pressed against Eddie’s knees as he gently tips your head back to kiss you again. Steve stands, shrugging off his jacket and letting it drop off somewhere he could care less about because Eddie is splitting your legs apart, presenting you nice and pretty for Steve.
Eddie’s whispering things in your ear, things Steve can’t hear over the low sound of sex from the TV, but he sees you squirm and pout, and he can only imagine he’s saying something about how dirty you are. How cute you are, all slick and ready for someone to put their hands on your greedy cunt. 
Eddie’s eyes flicker up to Steve’s as his hands trail down your sides, thick and decorated fingers pushing your skirt up and petting over your clothed cunt before hooking his fingers in the of the material and pulling it to the side. 
Steve’s hunger grows like an angry beast. Purrs deep in his chest, and puffs out so big it nearly breaks his ribs. He wants to take you right here and now. Press your thighs out as far as they’ll go, lick into your mouth and shove his cock deep into your cunt. It’ll hurt, probably be a fight to fit every girthy inches of him in, but he’ll make it work. You’re a fighter, anyway. Strong, even if you don’t know it.
“Well, don’t make her wait, Stevie. Look at her, she’s dripping.” Eddie purrs, fingers sliding through your wet folds, parting his fingers into a ‘V’ to show off your throbbing heat. 
Steve dips his knee onto the bed, leaning forward to rest on his stomach between your thighs. He takes you in, just as he did that day in the locker room, eyes casting over every piece of your pretty cunt and saving it to remember when he’s got his hand wrapped around his cock. Steve can smell you, drawing him in closer as you throb and a drop of slick slips from you. He groans, fingers gripping the back of your thighs, squeezing and molding you to his touch. 
“You want my tongue, princess?” He purrs. You whimper, shying beneath his gaze when he looks up at you from between your thighs. Steve blows cool air against you just to see you throb and squirm. You huff, lips pouting as you turn your head to look back at Eddie. Steve reaches forward, fingers gripping your chin to pull your face back down to look at him, “Don’t look at him, look at me.”
He runs a thumb over your lip, wet spit catching the pad of his finger. “Is he the one about to eat your greedy pussy?” Steve teases. You whine, shaking your head no. “Answer my question.”
Your hips squirm, halting when Steve’s fingers dig into your skin. Your answer comes shaky and shy, “Yes, please.”
“Good girl. Using your words,” Steve dips his thumb into your mouth, dragging it over your tongue, letting you get it nice and wet before he pulls away, pressing it to your clit. Your legs tremble, panting when he runs circles around the tight bud. Steve purses his lips, spit drooling from his lips to drip down onto your pussy before he leans forward and places his mouth over your pussy, hungrily lapping and sucking. 
“O-oh! Steve, I—” “Shh, shh. I want you to watch them.” Eddie speaks up, leaning forward to speak into your ear, directing your gaze to the TV. “Look at them. See how they’re using her? See how deep they’re fucking her, bunny?” He asks. You nod, Steve’s gaze fluttering as he devours you, fucking his tongue in and out of your warm hole. 
“You want us to do that to you?” Eddie asks, voice low and husky. It makes Steve’s cock throb in his pants. He thinks he hates it, but his mind is fuzzy enough with lust to ignore it. Steve grunts, nuzzling his face deeper into you, and your eyes widen at the words Eddie is saying. “I—” you huff, “I don’t know— s’so bad. It’s not right.” You slur under a whine. 
Eddie hums with a low chuckle, “Then how will you repay us for making you feel so good, hm?” His hands slip up your shirt, kneading at your chest and cracking a smile when you arch into his touch. Steve’s hips roll into the mattress, eyes rolling back into his skull at the pressure. 
“C-can’t, Teddy—” “But you want to. You want to be fucked, don’t you?” He purrs. You tilt your hips into Steve’s mouth, your body begging for more as you shudder between the two boys. You whimper, and Steve’s eyes are fluttering open, locking onto the view in front of him, your pussy fluttering against his tongue. You frown, your fists balled against the sheets as Eddie holds your chin, directing your gaze onto the TV. “See how much she’s enjoying it?” Eddie purrs into your ear. “See how thankful she is to be getting fucked well?”
You grimace at his words, your body melting into their hold with each passing second— Steve can practically see your brain melting out of your ears. You make the prettiest noises, and you move like you don’t know if you want more or less, but Steve doesn’t give you a choice as he tugs you impossibly closer, taking you for all you are. Eddie kisses your neck, wet and sloppily, and you whine like you hate it, but Steve can feel you pulsing around his tongue. 
“You should be thankful too, princess.” Eddie drawls into your ear, his hands still working beneath your shirt. Steve can’t help it when he reaches up and yanks at the buttoned half of your shirt, groaning into your cunt when you gasp and squirm. The sight of your tits spilling into Eddie’s palms drives Steve’s hips into the bed once more, desperate for some sort of pressure. 
Steve pulls away with a gasp, sinking a finger into your cunt as he looks up at you, his swollen lips parted and wet with your slick. “Go ahead then, doll,” Steve nods at you, “Thank us.”
Your chest rattles with a sob, and Eddie grins as Steve coos, “Say it, princess. Thank us for taking care of your slutty holes.” He demands. You cry out then, legs trembling when Steve brushes against that perfect spot, teasing it to keep you away from that release that you crave.
“T-thank you,” you breathe, eyes squeezed shut, your body tensed as you wriggle between them. Eddie growls, gripping your face, gritting into your ear as he speaks, “For what? What are you thanking us for?”
You gasp as Eddie’s teeth drag along your jaw, your eyes fluttering open to hazily look at Steve between your thighs, moaning when he slips in another finger. Your voice is heavy in shame, but you’re too fucked to refuse it as you say, “T-thank you… for taking care of my s-slutty holes.”
Eddie smiles, “Good girl. Let her cum, Stevie, she’s been so good.”
Steve’s mouth is back on you in record time, lapping and sucking and pulling you closer and closer to the edge until you’re crying out a sob so loud that Eddie has to slap a hand over your mouth. Your hips rise off the bed, and Steve pins them back down, groaning into you as he keeps licking you, your thighs closing around his head. And Steve loves it; he loves the feeling of your cute little thigh-high socks scratching up against his ears and your warm, wet skin on his tongue. Steve thinks he could die here, really.
Eddie’s cooing in your ear, telling you how well you did, how much of a good girl you are, and his gaze snaps down to Steve’s when he pulls away from you with a gasp, wiping his mouth and liking his lips like a lion that’s just demolished its prey. Steve sort of feels like one, honestly.
Eddie grins up at Steve, his eyes falling to the evident tent in Steve’s pants when he rises to his feet. You’re barely cohesive when Eddie lightly slaps your cheek a few times, “Wake up, bunny, we’re not done with your holes yet.”
Your eyes are blurred with pleasure when you blink them open, and Steve presses a palm to his crotch. You blearily blink at him, and he nods, “Come here.”
And like an obedient dog, you peel away from Eddie’s arms, your clothes disheveled and twisted as you crawl over to Steve. He reaches out, his hand slinking into your hair to drag you up until he can smash his lips onto yours, a hungry growl rumbling from his chest. Steve knows he should be more gentle with you, you’re such a fragile little thing, but the feeling of power that surges through him when he tightens his grip on your hair and leads you off the bed is damn near like a drug. He wants it in his veins all the time. 
You stumble off the bed, your socked feet knocking against Steve’s— it’s so fucking cute, Steve nearly coos. “On your knees. Get on your knees.” He orders. And again, like you were programmed for this, you fall to your knees, your hazy eyes slowly blinking as Steve sits at the edge of the bed and tugs his pants down. You watch as he wraps a hand around himself, stroking a few times, his hand still stuck in your hair.
Steve’s voice is kinder than his touch when he asks, “You remember what to do, princess?” Nodding with you when you respond, “Good girl, go on. Show me how thankful you are for me.” He says, and you shuffle forward to take him in greedily and sloppy, Steve’s eyes nearly rolling.
You suck him just as you did the first time, though it’s a little bit better than before; Steve supposes you and Eddie have been practicing more than enough. Even though you’re tired from your orgasm and your actions are less calculated, Steve finds himself enjoying it as if you were a pro.
Steve’s groans and mumbles of praise get closer and more slurred, and he supposes it was easy to tell how close he was because Eddie, a presence he had tried (and failed miserably) to ignore, steps into view right behind you, looking down proudly at his perfect project.
Eddie’s gaze holds a devious glare when he locks eyes with Steve as he sinks to squat next to you. He coasts a hand up your back, his fingers firm but gentle when they grip the back of your neck, his gaze finally leaving Steve to watch as your mouth greedily takes Steve’s cock in and out. And Steve is so close, and his body is so hot that he almost misses what Eddie says to you when he leans in— but Steve hears it loud and clear, “Don’t swallow. I want you to keep his cum in your mouth and show me, do you understand?”
And god, you fucking whimper and nod as best as you can, and Steve is a goner. And Steve usually cums a lot, sure. Nancy hates it, says it’s an inconvenience, but god, you take it like it’s nothing but a gift. You sit there, tear-streaked face, droopy eyes, and an open shirt as Steve cums in heavy spurts, coating every inch of your mouth as he curses. It’s so much that some of it spills out the side of your mouth, and the little bit that dribbles from his cock when you pull away lands on your chin, and Steve can’t help but tap his sticky tip against it.
Steve watches, blissed out and panting, as Eddie turns your face towards him. “Let me see, open your mouth.” He says, grinning when your lips part to show the thick mess in your mouth. “Good bunny.” He lowly hums.
And then, in the blink of an eye, Eddie leans forward, drags his tongue along the spilled cum of your face to lap it up before pressing his lips onto yours. Steve hadn’t seen it coming. Not at all.
He didn’t expect that he would be watching Eddie Munson eat his cum off your face tonight. He can see his tongue dipping into your mouth, lewd noises emptying into the air as he pulls Steve’s cum from your mouth and into his own. Yeah, Steve really didn’t expect that. And he doesn’t expect to feel his cock twitch at the sight of it either.
It’s disgusting, is what it is. Disgusting and downright debauchery, but Steve can’t look away, not even when Eddie pulls away and turns to lick his lips while gazing at Steve, a shit-eating grin spreading across his lips.
Eddie brings his thumb to wipe at the drop of cum that had been on the corner of his mouth before sucking it into his mouth— and Steve nearly cums again, and his cock throbs, and Eddie’s gaze flutters to see the way Steve’s dumb dick has filled with blood yet again. A small smirk rises on Eddie’s lips, and Steve can feel the heat rising in his cheeks— which is surprising, honestly, considering most of his blood is flooding downstairs. Eddie’s gaze flickers back to Steve’s wide eyes, and he finally says— “Not bad, Harrington.”
Steve nearly passes out.
What the fuck?
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“Halloween is of pagan origin— therefore, we, as children of god, do not participate in any form of celebration on this day.” 
The week of Halloween has always brought an eerie feeling to you. Gorey movies and costumes of demons and distorted faces— it’s scary. Aside from the candy, you never understood why people loved the holiday so much. Your friends never understood your reasoning or why your parents would never in a million years agree to let you go trick or treating, but their judgment never bothered you enough to change your opinion.
The priest looks at the students, an unwavering expression of sincerity plastered on his face as he says, “Be wise with how you spend your time this weekend. There will be consequences for any of you who choose to participate in any activities pertaining to Halloween; am I understood?”
The room mumbles in agreement, as does yourself, and the priest nods before carrying on to close mass. Beside you, Nancy sits with her bible and journal in her lap; eyes cast forward on the priest. She’s been glancing over at Steve all night, watching him during prayer and nearly half of the service— you know this because you had been watching him right along with her, though your reasoning is not the same as hers.
Steve Harrington, star rugby player with his pretty brown eyes and honey-thick locks, was anything but kind when he pulled you aside before mass. He was greedy, possessive with his hold and grabby when he hiked your skirt up, pressed your face against the janitor's closet door, forced your thighs together, and rutted into them like a dog in heat. He had a rough practice, so he said. 
He apologized for being rough, said he didn’t mean it when he squeezed just a little too hard around your throat, and you all but sniffled and nodded and told him it was okay even though you were scared and your thighs now sting with friction burn. 
He had a tough day, and the least you could do was not make him feel bad about it. That being said, it doesn’t stop the stir of guilt that sat in your chest throughout mass. 
It’s hard not to feel guilty when your roommate's boyfriend's spend is sitting between your thighs, warm and squishy and tucked safely against your folds. It’s sickening, and it nearly makes you dizzy with shame. But Steve said it was okay, that friends do this thing, and Nancy understands; she would just rather not discuss it.
You could barely focus during mass, too busy trying to grasp what you and Steve had just done and trying desperately not to show it on your face. Despite your efforts, you can’t help but feel as if Nancy can see straight through you, and that’s why she's been watching him all night.
As soon as you’re dismissed, you begin working up the nerve to ask her, the words rolling around in your mind as you rise from your seat, but the second you turn to Nancy, she’s turning to go after Steve and you’re being tugged back by a firm hand.
“Where are you running off to, bunny? Don’t we have plans?”
You gaze up at Eddie, glancing over to watch as Nancy slinks out of the pew, and you nod, “Yes, but I—” “Then let’s go. I’ve got a surprise for you.”
Eddie all but drags you out of the chapel, tugging you along and slipping past the dark courtyard to get to the back of the dormitory. Nobody ever supervises the back of the dormitories. Eddie told you to always come through this route; that way, you can get into his room without a hassle. 
The path is dark, nothing but the moon and Eddie’s firm hand to guide you, and you try to focus on anything else but the snap of twigs beneath your feet and the burn between your thighs. However, the only thing that comes up in your mind is Nancy. 
“Um, Eddie,” you speak up. 
“What’s up, bunny?”
“I think… I think I may have upset Nancy…” You frown.
Eddie slowly pauses, turning to look at you, lips pressed in a firm line as his eyebrows furrow. “Did you say something to her?” He asks.
He’s towering over you, the darkness swallowing you both, exaggerating his stance. You feel like you’re drowning beneath him, sinking into the mud beneath your feet as you hastily shake your head no.
Eddie is so hard to read in this dim lighting, though he’s never been all that easy to read anyway. You can still hear a slight tone of relief when he says, “Good.”
Eddie turns and pursues the path, leaving you with panic and a racing heart. You didn’t say anything to Nancy— you made sure of it after Steve specifically sat you down and said you could never bring it up. But then, why could she not look at you all through mass? Why does it seem… tense between her and Steve? Are you to blame? Did you do something that may have upset her? 
How do you even ask without revealing the open truth?
The questions swirl in your head like a storm, grey and murky as they slink down your throat and spill into your chest, spreading and laying out with a weight that makes you feel as if the world has just crashed on you. 
You don’t realize you’ve made it to Eddie’s room until a plastic bag is shoved in your hands. You gaze at it briefly, shiny material crinkling between your fingers as you blink and glance toward Eddie.
Eddie nods, “Put it on.”
You step over to Eddie’s bed, put the bag on the mattress, and open it up to pull out the items inside. It’s an outfit, three items to complete a set of what looks to be a bunny costume if the bunny ears are any indication. The only problem, though is the dress, the main piece of the outfit, is incredibly short.
“I can’t wear this.”
You hadn’t noticed, but Eddie was busy getting dressed on the other side of the room. You look over at him, taking in his all-black attire and heavily swallowing when he glances at your laid-out costume. 
“Why not?” He asks. 
You glance at the dress before looking back at him, gesturing down at it as if it’s obvious, “Because it’s revealing!” You exclaim. 
Eddie rolls his eyes and resumes putting on the rest of his clothes, a long black robe-looking thing, “No, it’s not.” He responds. 
Your eyes widen as you look at the short dress, “Eddie, I-I’m not sure this will even cover my entire backside.” You shake your head. And when you lift it and turn it around, you realize that it definitely won’t— at least not comfortably.
“You’ll be fine. Other girls will probably be wearing something worse.” He dismisses. 
Your teeth gnaw into the soft tissue of your lip as you put the dress back on the bed, eyeing it with worry and dread. It’s… gross. Degrading and immodest in every sense of the word, yet Eddie, your friend, is asking you to wear it. You glance over at him, your world spinning again as you realize what this entire plan is: the costume and the urgency to leave all make sense.
You drag in a shaky breath, slinking your arms around your body as you take a step back, “I think,” you clear your throat before speaking louder to get your point across, “I think I’m gonna head to my room… Maybe study a bit and go to bed…” You softly say.
You step toward the door, not even glancing Eddie’s way because you know if you do, you’ll be stuck trying to please him. But Eddie moves quicker than you can, his hand pressing against the wooden door to stop you from opening it. 
“The dress is fine, doll.”
Your gaze dances up his frame, miles of black leading to his dark brown eyes. You want to be strong, put your foot down, and tell him no, but your tongue is tied. As it always is when it comes to Eddie.
You softly say his name, and he tilts his head, an ice-cold glare stuck on your eyes, daring you to say something more. Gravity pulls on your lips and your eyes, water threatening to spill down your cheeks when Eddie lowly and steadily says, “Go put on the outfit.”
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You want to cry.
You want to wail and kick and scream until Eddie has no choice but to let you run to your room and stay there until Monday morning. You don’t want to be here. You don’t want to wear this costume you’ve been forced into, and you don’t understand why Eddie, who is supposed to be your friend, is being anything but friendly tonight. 
He doesn’t care that you didn’t want to wear the outfit. He doesn’t care that it’s revealing, that you feel uncomfortable, or that it’s hardly forty degrees outside and you’re shivering. He doesn’t care that you have to keep tugging the tiny dress down your thighs or that you’re practically stumbling over your feet with the heels he forced you to wear. And he doesn’t care to ask why your mascara is running when he looks over at you and wipes it away; he simply tells you that you look pretty, “Like a doll.”
You feel disoriented. Far from yourself and disgusted, and you can’t help the aching feeling in your chest when you think about how saddened your parents would be to see you like this. Half dressed in the middle of a Halloween party. They’d disown you, you’re sure of it.
Eddie’s hold is tight on you the whole night, whether on your hand, your waist, or his heavy hand resting on the back of your neck. He always has a hand on you. Oddly enough, Eddie’s touch seems to ground you despite how displaced you feel. It’s comforting to have something familiar while you struggle to grasp your morality. 
What are you doing here? How did you get here? Do you like this? Do you enjoy Eddie’s company enough to brave through this? 
You think you do.
The music is loud, and it’s packed with dancing bodies from wall to wall. You have to repeatedly tip the bunny ears on your head back into place from where they keep slipping, and you debate ripping it off every time. You can feel the bass of the music in your chest, the scent of liquor and smoke filling your lungs as neon lights dance across your eyes. 
Eddie has softened through the night. You’re not sure what had him wound up before, but he is back to doting on you, occasionally turning to you and brushing the skin under your eyes as his gaze softens and he asks if you’re okay. And you’re not. You’re cold and uncomfortable, and you want to go home, but Eddie’s touch is kind, so you find yourself nodding each time. And then he smiles and presses a kiss to your forehead, cool lips brushing against your skin, and returns to whatever he’s been doing all night. Stepping off into corners and sliding these bags to people in exchange for something you can’t quite see in the dim lighting of the house, but when you asked him, he told you not to worry about it. 
There’s a cup in your hands, a drink that Eddie gave you, which you have been slowly sipping for the better part of an hour. It’s sweet, almost too sweet, but there’s a bitter aftertaste that somehow balances it out enough for you to keep sipping on it. 
Eventually, you find yourself squirming with the need to pee, turning to Eddie and leaning up to reach his ear and tell him. He squeezes your hip, “I’ll be here, doll.” And you had hoped that Eddie would tag along with you for your safety and comfort, but he only turns back to the secretive conversation he’d been having.
You find yourself wandering up the stairs, eyes dancing around searching for a restroom. It’s just your luck that the first door you open happens to be one, empty and surprisingly clean for the chaos unfolding throughout the party. 
You try to be quick about it, eager to find your spot back next to Eddie, where you feel something along the lines of tolerable. You don’t miss the reflection of yourself in the mirror as you wash your hands, smudged mascara, taunting bunny ears, whorish clothing. You frown, tears pressing against your waterline as you gaze at yourself. 
Wrong. Open, unrecognizable, and wrong. 
Your shaky fingers grab at the bunny ears on your head, ripping them away and tossing them in the direction of the trash can, clattering to the floor in empty noise. 
After having a moment to breathe by yourself, you think you’ll ask Eddie to leave now, the pending urge to leave only growing stronger by the second.
You flip the bathroom light off and open the door, stepping out without looking, only to slam into a body. Apologies roll off your tongue as you stumble back, nearly falling from your stupid heels. Through your tears, you look up at the person, dressed in black and tall, face covered with a mask of black, distorted eyes, and a wide black mouth. 
You blink, stepping back as you mutter another apology, but they say nothing as they gaze down at you. Your heart races, fear seeping through you and staining like berries as you whip around and walk away— Eddie. Just get back to Eddie.
Unstable on stilts, you make your way back down the stairs and into the lion's den, crowded with drunk people dancing and talking, unmindful of where they go. And this house is big— too big. Big enough that when you glance around and realize you don’t know where you’re going, you start to feel even more panicked. 
Every corner is different yet the same:: dark lighting, flashing lights, and the music is too loud. You don’t know anybody here, and you don’t know your way back to Eddie. A glance over your shoulder and the panic amps to the nines as you realize the masked man is just a few feet away from you.
Is he following you? Why is he following you?
Fear runs through you like a freight train. Your feet carry you faster, weaving through people as your weary gaze jumps from corner to corner. Masked figures, blood, and distorted faces meet you at every turn. You never liked Halloween; you think you hate it now.
Eddie is nowhere to be seen, and you’re scared. Every place you turn is empty of your relief, and every glance back is full of fear. And you don’t feel good. You feel sick. Detached from your hands and feet yet so stuck in the walls of your skin— where is Eddie?
Tears are streaming down your face, but you hardly feel them as you pace towards the sight of a door. You don’t look back anymore, too afraid to see the gaping face of a void staring back at you, waiting to eat you alive— the hungry wolf and the weak lamb— just as Eddie had said.
The clearing of the front door is near, and your legs hardly feel real. You should’ve never come here. You should’ve never put on this outfit. You should’ve never gone out on your own and lost Eddie. You are wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong, and you’re scared.
And just as you come within a few feet of the door, a hand grabs your arm, and you jolt, pushing away until that familiar voice rings in your ear— “Hey, it’s me. It’s just me, where are you—” 
You throw yourself into Eddie’s arms, tears falling in droves as you sob into his chest. Eddie’s embrace is like a nest— a warm, carefully crafted, and woven nest made to hold you and keep you safe. You should’ve never left his side.
His hand gently holds your head, soft coos seeping into your ear as he asks, “What’s wrong, bunny? What happened?”
You cry, body trembling in his hold as you try to piece your words together, “I-I couldn’t find you and somebody— that guy w-was following me,” you cry.
Eddie’s eyebrows furrow in confusion, “What guy?”
Your words come out in choked sobs, a shaky finger lifting past Eddie’s shoulder, “T-the guy in the mask!” You stress. 
Eddie turns, looking in the direction of your finger, confusion and something else etched across his face when he turns to you, “…There’s a lot of masked people here, bunny; you’re gonna have to be a little more specific than that.” He says.
You cry, disoriented and confused because the man is nowhere in sight. Eddie guides you outside with a gentle hand on your back, softly cooing as you sob. The air is cold and sharp against your barely covered skin, but you hardly feel it. 
You’d been spinning all night, around and around in a foggy cloud of discomfort, and the crash hurts more than the fall. But Eddie is here. He is here, and he’s holding you, and he’s wiping your tears, and asking you to breathe, “Tell me what happened, doll. Describe the guy.”
And through wracked sobs and shaky words, you describe what you saw: black cape, white mask, two big black eyes, and a gaping mouth. Hungry and ready to devour you. 
“Woah, what the fuck happened?” 
It’s Nancy; you know it’s Nancy despite your inability to see straight. She steps into frame, a gentle hand on your arm as she looks at your distraught face. Not far behind her stands Steve, a look of concern on his face.
“Some fuckin’ creep was following her,” Eddie mutters.
Your breaths come in shaky gasps, trembling hands coming up to wipe at your wet eyes. You try to speak, but your words hardly make sense, so Nancy softly coos and tells you to calm down.
Another flow of tears fall, and you only want to wrap yourself back in Eddie’s arms. 
“And where were you?” Steve snaps.
Eddie looks at Steve, expression unreadable when he replies, “She went to the restroom.”
“And you didn’t go with her?” Steve prods. 
Nancy consoles you, wiping your tears and telling you you’re okay as Steve and Eddie bicker over things you can hardly manage to wrap your head around. Finally, Nancy turns to them, “Would you two shut up? It doesn’t matter. Let’s just get her home; I think we’ve all had enough of tonight.” She snaps.
And even though you’re upset that Nancy has taken you from your source of comfort, you’re glad she leaves no room for debate. Nancy leads you down the steps of the house and you catch a glimpse of Eddie and think tomorrow you’ll have to apologize for ruining the night. For losing him and making a scene of your own mistake. 
As you fall asleep later, you can’t help the few tears that slip down your face and drop onto your pillow as you all but hope Eddie can forgive you.
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Steve’s had a rough weekend. 
What started with a small disagreement with Nancy over his schedule with rugby has spiraled into Nancy completely ignoring him. On top of that, Steve is furious with Eddie’s mistake of not protecting you, and Eddie doesn’t seem to care. And as if that’s not enough, rugby finals are just around the corner, and Steve’s team is falling short to fucking play like they mean it.
Steve woke up with a headache, a sign that today would be just as rough as the night before, where Steve spent the better part of an hour with his father nagging him over the phone. Steve’s not sure what his father wants from him: a college degree or someone to run his company— either way, he won’t get both.
So, with a pounding head and a deep sigh, Steve got out of bed and began his game day rituals.
Morning run, shower, finish assignments, roll out that stubborn muscle in his thigh, and head down to the field.
Practice runs short, as it always does on game day. Steve doesn’t want to waste any energy his players can use on the field, so he lets them off the hook earlier with a warning to not do anything stupid. 
And usually, by the time the game is about to start, Steve is pumped and ready to win; he talks up a big game to his players and riles them up. But today, Steve is merely a silent brewing storm. He’s tense. There’s a chip on his shoulder, and he can’t fucking reach it, and he doesn’t even know where to begin to figure it out. 
Because the truth is, Steve loves Nancy. And he wants you. And he wants to be the perfect son. And he wants to win every game. He wants, he wants, he wants. But how much of it can he actually get?
Midway through the game, Steve’s team is down by enough to put him in a bad mood. His storm is pushing and pulling, churning in dark clouds on the sidelines as he watches his team play like shit. Steve isn’t even here, he thinks. He’s somewhere else. Somewhere between space and the busy thoughts in his head.
And as if the other team making another score isn’t enough, Steve suddenly hears your name tumbling from the lips of another teammate— “Did you see her on Friday? I had a feeling that innocent shit was all an act— she probably fucks like she gets paid for it.”
And Steve bites so hard into his tongue that he tastes metal. Warm and bitter, inking across his tongue like spilled milk.
He shouldn’t say anything. He shouldn’t. Not when Nancy is already on his back, asking about his whereabouts and throwing fits over nothing— because the guys talk. They’ll open their mouths for any pair of walking tits, and Steve can’t afford that. Not now. He doesn’t need it.
But then— “Wait— Harrington, isn’t your girlfriend roommates with her?”
Steve glances at the two boys, snickering like thieves, enjoying the taste of berating you on their tongues. Steve can hardly hold back the snarl on his face when he looks at them and replies, “No.” Stiff and quick.
Noel, the boy who’d made the comment about you, is now sitting right next to Steve and looking at him in confusion, “But they’re friends, right? I see them together all the time.” He points out. 
Steve can’t deny that because it’s true. You and Nancy hang out on campus often, so he curtly nods, “Yeah. They’re friends.”
Noel hums, spreading his thighs to take up space as he leans forward and rests his elbows on his knees. He looks at Steve and tilts his head as if he’s thinking, which Steve is sure he can’t even do, “So, can you confirm or deny that she’s more of a slut than she lets on.”
Steve looks at Noel, imagining his hands wrapped around his neck as his face twists in distaste, “She’s not a slut.”
Noel scoffs around a laugh, “Sure as hell dressed like one the other night.” he snickers, nudging his other snickering friend, Barry. They laugh as if it’s funny, making a snide comment about how your ass looked in your dress. Steve’s tongue is nearly bitten off. 
“That doesn’t make her a slut.” Steve snaps.
Noel and Barry glance at each other, and laugh in disbelief, “Relax, Harrington. No one’s gonna tell Nancy you cracked a joke about how hot her roommate is.” Barry teases.
Steve doesn’t say anything; just rolls his eyes and glares back at the game. But Noel is nothing if not a fucking test of patience. Steve never liked Noel, and honestly, if he weren’t a good stand-off player, Steve would’ve written him off long ago.
“Think you could put in a word for me, man?”
Steve doesn’t bother looking at Noel as he snaps, “No, dude. Fuck off.”
Noel nudges Steve as if pushing him closer to the line Steve has been dancing on all weekend, “Come on dude, quit being so uptight, it’s just pussy.”
Just pussy. 
Steve doesn’t know what snaps in him, but the second he hears it— just pussy— he hardly thinks twice before standing and curling his fists into Noel's jersey to throw him down off the bench.
“What the fuck—“
Steve steps over him, reaches down to grip the front of his jersey, and pulls him up, anger pumping through him in droves as he glares down at the boy and snaps, “Say one more thing about her.” 
Barry, Noel’s knight in shining armor, steps in and grips Steve’s shoulder, pulling him off his friend and shoving at his chest. He sizes Steve up, face twisted in annoyance as he seethes, “Dude— calm the fuck down.”
Steve shoves the boy off of him, “Fuck you.” He snaps. Steve steps up to him, “You wanna know a real slut, Barry? Ask your sister, I fucked her.” He spits. 
The words slip out easily like water, inky black with leeches to stick to skin and drain his veins— and it fucking works because not a second passes before a fist drives into Steve’s face, blood pooling in his mouth like an open dam. It rings loudly and echoing, with radio static in his ears. Steve can hardly hear his coach yelling, marching over to grab Steve off of Barry.
Steve doesn’t feel the pain in his hand, but he will once the adrenaline wears off, his knuckles tapped from the hard bone of Barry’s cheek. He doesn’t even remember punching him. 
The coach shoves Steve in the opposite direction of Barry, frustration in every vowel of his words as he spits out, “You’re out, Harrington!”
Steve doesn’t fucking care. He doesn’t care to be thrown out of the game, hell they were gonna lose anyway. He doesn’t care that he’s the captain and should be setting an example— Steve doesn’t care. He’s pissed off, and he can hardly think straight as he storms off the field. 
Steve’s storm is windy and brutal, the anger so hot in his throat that he can barely swallow. Steve will regret what he did later; he knows he will, but how could he sit there and let them talk about you like that and not do something? 
You, who is so kind and caring to assholes that don’t deserve a second of your attention. You, who has never made yourself a problem yet has been picked on since you’ve come to All Saints. You, who hardly knows right from wrong— because Steve is so, so, so wrong, and still you look at him with these soft, doe eyes that make Steve want to scream and cry simultaneously. You, who Steve thinks about as he falls asleep next to his girlfriend. 
How could anybody speak lowly of you?
You’re worth every bit of regret Steve will face, he thinks. No matter how clouded his judgment is.
There’s blood in his mouth, and dull aching in his jaw that will soon become a throbbing pain, and one would think Steve has had enough fights for the night, but that switch is suddenly flipped yet again when a voice comes from a few feet away— “Rough night, Harrington?”
The locker room is just steps away, and the noise of the losing game is now distant. Across the carpool lane stands Eddie, a cigarette burning between his fingers as the city light dances across his figure. He looks so stupid, standing there like a shadow, taunting Steve as if this is some sort of joke to him.
Steve gazes at Eddie, watching as he brings the cigarette up to his lips, talking around a cloud of smoke when he adds, “You look like shit.”
Shaky breaths, radio static, warm metal. City light, cigarette smoke, stupid fucking shadow.
Steve’s jaw aches when he clenches his teeth before speaking, “Are you following me?”
Eddie raises an eyebrow, “Do you want me to follow you?”
Annoying. So fucking annoying, that’s all Eddie has ever been. An annoying asshole with something smart to always say.
“Why would I want you to follow me?”
Eddie shrugs, a hand in his pocket, “Some people like that shit.” He says.
Steve stalks over, unbridled anger in each step as he draws closer to Eddie. He sneers as he glares at Eddie, “The fuck is your problem?” He snaps.
Eddie blinks, brown eyes gazing at Steve as he responds, “I don’t have a problem.”
“Then quit being so fucking weird.” Steve spats, face twisted in disgust. 
Eddie raises an uninterested eyebrow, “Wasn’t aware I was.” He coolly replies. 
Steve’s fingers curl into his palm, an angry fist against his side as he glares at the boy before him. Eddie’s eyes drop to Steve’s fist, lips ticking up in a small smile as his gaze flickers back to Steve’s.
Steve’s face grows hot in anger. He leans in, venom on his tongue when he spats at Eddie, “Fuck you.”
Eddie, like the asshole he is, gets a glint in his eye as he quickly whips back, “Thank you.” As if nothing ever bothers him. Steve sometimes wonders if Eddie knows how to bleed. Does he know how to respond to a punch? A kick? A bite? Steve’s not so sure that he does. 
Steve decides spending another second on Eddie would be a waste, so he turns on and walks away. He’s still hot with anger, still tasting blood in his mouth, still thinking about those assholes on the turf, still thinking about the asshole a few feet away from that knows how he tastes.
“And just so you know,” Steve whips around, storming up to Eddie again. Eddie’s gaze flickers back to Steve, tilting his head in interest. Steve feels a feeling he’s never felt before brewing in his chest— a deep anger that he’s never tasted and comes up sharp on his tongue.
“I’m not fucking gay.” Steve spits.
Eddie blinks and nods once, “Okay.” 
Steve looks at Eddie, the other boys sharp features glowing under the lamplight as he says, “So don’t do that shit again.” 
Eddie looks at Steve, stoic expression plastered across his face before he tilts his head, “Not sure I know what you’re talking about.” He says, voice low and gravely.
Steve’s blood boils. His fists clench by his sides, and he ticks his jaw, pain rising from the punch he’d taken not too long ago, “Fuck you,” he says, “You know what I’m talking about.”
Eddie’s eyes have an annoying glint when he responds, “Seemed like you enjoyed it, Harrington.” He says beneath a subtle smirk. Steve steps forward, fists curling into the leather of Eddie’s jacket as he leans in and seethes, “You’re fucking disgusting. Try pulling that shit again, and I won’t hesitate to fucking kill you.”
Eddie smirks, brown eyes dancing over Steve’s face, a halo of warm light around his curly hair. Eddie’s voice is like hot honey, “That a threat or a promise, captain?” 
“That’s a fucking promise.”
Brown pools of earth swirling like a whirlpool stare into Steve’s eyes. Smoke and cheap cologne, hairspray, leather. Steve’s anger is so loudly rushing through his veins he can hear it, flooding through his ears like a river. 
Steve is in the eye of the storm. The wind is still, the air is crisp, and the light overhead flickers.
Steve doesn’t know how it happens. He doesn’t know who invades whose space, but the taste of his blood mixes with the taste of cigarette smoke, dull with mint and spit. Eddie’s lips are warm and rough because Eddie needs some fucking chapstick, but Steve doesn’t complain. He can’t. Not when Eddie’s dipping his tongue into his mouth and tasting his blood, humming like it’s the sweetest thing he’s ever tasted. 
Steve’s knuckles are tight in Eddie’s jacket, short nails carving into the leather. Eddie’s tongue is like a curious snake, running over Steve’s tongue, dipping through the valleys and ridges of his teeth, licking over his palate. Eddie’s tongue slinks back into his own mouth, his lips curving against Steve’s lips as his cold fingers brush against Steve’s hips— and suddenly, the winds are picking up, and Steve shoves at the curly-haired boy, stepping away with a heaving chest as he glares at the boy.
Eddie’s lips are tainted a faint red, brown eyes bright yet gloomy as they gaze at Steve. Steve grimaces as he wipes his mouth, spitting out blood onto the concrete as if Eddie’s spit is the worst thing he’s ever tasted. 
Eddie smiles, looks at Steve like he can see right through him, and Steve fucking hates it. Steve turns, body thrumming in some sort of sick and twisted adrenaline, eyes cast ahead of him as he marches toward the door of the locker room.
“By the way, Steve,” Eddie calls out behind him, “It was me.”
Fuck him. Fuck him and fuck everything that he says and does— Steve hates that every word Eddie says leaves him questioning, hanging, wanting more. Steve turns and glares at Eddie, vitriol in his voice as he spits out, “The fuck are you talking about?”
Eddie’s lips tip in a smile, boot-clad feet clicking against the cement as he stalks over to Steve, “The guy following her. It was me.” He shrugs.
Steve looks at Eddie, dancing over his face, looking for a crack in his expression— he finds none. Steve feels… he feels stupid. Stupid for being blind to the little game Eddie is so easily playing, puppeteering you and him with an expertise that makes Steve wonder— how many times has he done this? How many people?
Steve spent the whole weekend churning in anger, only to be told it was Eddie the entire time. He feels naive and dumb.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
Eddie snickers with a shrug, stopping in front of Steve, “Made it more entertaining.”
Steve swears he feels Eddie’s lips on his, and if it weren’t for the sight of them splitting into a shit-eating grin, he’d believe they were still pressed against that lamppost, swapping spit and blood.
“Fuck you.” Steve spits.
Eddie’s smile smears in Steve’s vision as he turns his back to him and walks toward the building, heart racing in his chest and bile churning in his stomach.
Eddie’s voice rings in his ears as Steve opens the locker room door, “Goodnight, Harrington.”
Steve hardly sleeps that night.
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part four.
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eddiesforehead · 3 months ago
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heard you, saw you / need you, love you
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Slender body angled in your direction, he leans against a rumbling car, a thick haze of cigarette smoke surrounding him. You quickly take stock of him—tall and tattooed, shaggy hair and black jeans ripped at the knee—and though you can’t see his eyes behind his sunglasses, you know he’s looking at you. More smoke pours slowly from his lips, and with a wide, wicked grin, he points his cigarette at you and calls out, “Gonna get you, baby!”
Eddie wants you, and he won't stop until he has you.
part two
Word count: 4,857
Tags/warnings: 18+/minors dni, Flayed!Eddie Munson x fem reader, Eddie Munson & Billy Hargrove (Billy is more of a side character), college-aged reader, post-season 4, no use of y/n, Eddie and Billy live (sort of...), Eddie hints at SA-ing reader (nothing physical, but he does talk about it), horror, suspense, dread, blood and gore, coercion, emotional manipulation, swearing, creepy older men, the Upside Down, background Shadow Monster/Mind Flayer, literary references and allusions, this is not romance.
A/N: I posted this on ao3 back in April, but since we're about a day away from October (spooky season!!!), I figured it would be the perfect piece to debut on here. This was heavily inspired by "Where Are You Going, Where Have You Been?" by Joyce Carol Oates and Ptolemaea by Ethel Cain. Reblogs are the best! Likes and comments are appreciated as well! Thanks for reading!
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sweet, mourning lamb  there’s nothing you can do  it’s already been done
Your life is perfect.
You have a father who gives you money whenever you ask for it and a mother who dotes on you even though she secretly covets your youth and your beauty. When she looks at you, you can see the wistful look in her eyes, gaze lingering on the smooth skin between your manicured brows, the barely-there smile lines from late nights of laughter around a bonfire at Lover’s Lake, surrounded by your best friends and girls who pretend to be your friend and boys who want to be more than your friend.
At Hawkins High, everyone knows your name, always calling after you or grinning your way, trying to get a seat at the lunch table where you and all your friends gossip about the latest rumor—“Did you hear that Tracy Anderson got knocked up?” “Is she the next Virgin Mary or something? ‘Cause no away anyone’s touching her.”—while sipping on cans of Diet Coke.
It fills you with a triumphant sense of joy to get whatever you want; all you have to do is flutter your lashes or flash a coy smile and people are like putty in your hands, bending and twisting in whatever way you wish.
When you tell your parents you’re going out and don’t know what time you’ll be home, your dad grumbles a response, not bothering to look up from the TV dinner he’s shoving into his mouth while your mom asks if you really need to show that much skin, her uneasy grin falling into a grimace as you strut through the front door without a single glance back.
Crystal, your third-favorite best friend, is waiting for you at the end of your driveway. She’s perched in the driver’s seat of her dad’s new car, a sporty red convertible with leather seats and a top that goes all the way down. She greets you with a kiss on your cheek, and after the two of you complain about the humidity and gush over each other’s outfits—“God, that top is to die for!” “Baby blue is so your color!”—she tears off down the road, the both of you hollering the entire way.
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A girl on the cusp of womanhood, you’re no stranger to stares that follow your every move.
Boys are always looking at you, but men want more than a small piece. Men want to swallow you whole.
You notice the way they watch you, with leering eyes and bottom lips tucked between teeth stained yellow from tobacco dip. You simper and wiggle your fingers in their direction, you and your friends giggling behind your hands when they stumble over themselves in their attempt to approach you. And when you see them up close—the crow’s feet, the nose hair, the greying mustaches—you no longer hide your laughter, doubling over with tears pricking at the corners of your eyes.
“As if!” you always shout, unfazed as they grunt out stupid little bitch and fuckin’ tease. The words hang in the air as the men give you one last acidic look, scampering away with bowed heads and clenched jaws.
When you and Crystal pull up to the drive-in theater, it’s a familiar scenario. She finds a spot in the middle of the packed lot, and before the two of you even slip out of your seatbelts, the cars on either side of you are loud with boys you know from school and boys you’ve never seen before, all of them asking for your names and if you want to go for a drive to somewhere secret. The two of you share a smirk, Crystal busying herself with tuning the radio while you watch the intermission ad on the screen. You giggle at the dancing bars of ice cream, a jaunty tune crackling from the speakers as she finally finds the theater’s station.
They’re like hungry wolves, you observe, snarling and salivating at the sight of you reapplying your lipstick. When you climb out of the car, Crystal handing you a few bucks for her funnel cake and root beer, you pretend not to hear their desperate howls. It feels good to ignore them, just like it feels good to ignore the men who whistle at you on your way to the snack bar. Their idiocy amuses you, deluded enough to believe that cries of “Over here, honey!” will have you bounding over to them like a lost puppy.
You keep your head held high, eyes forward and hips swaying as you follow the oily scent of fried dough. You walk no further than a foot or two before the revving of an engine breaks your stride. Startled, your head whips to your left, and that’s when you notice him.
Slender body angled in your direction, he leans against a rumbling car, a thick haze of cigarette smoke surrounding him. You quickly take stock of him—tall and tattooed, shaggy hair and black jeans ripped at the knee—and though you can’t see his eyes behind his sunglasses, you know he’s looking at you.
More smoke pours slowly from his lips, and with a wide, wicked grin, he points his cigarette at you and calls out, “Gonna get you, baby!”
You roll your eyes in response, thinking only of how stupid it is that he’s wearing sunglasses at night before flitting your gaze back to the growing snack bar line.
Later, after Crystal’s food and your corn dog are paid for by Robbie, a sweet-talking sophomore over at Purdue, you’re settled in the backseat of the convertible watching an old movie about a baby and some lady named Rosemary. You let Robbie put his arm around you, but when it’s clear that his insistent lips won’t be met with an eager, open mouth, he climbs out of the car in a clumsy hurry, huffing insults under his breath you’ve heard time and time again.
You sport a smirk as you help yourself to the pretzel he’s left behind, and in the distance, in the dark, you don’t see the man with the sunglasses watching you.
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“You sure you don’t want to come?”
You heave a dramatic sigh up at your mom, muttering, “Yes, I’m sure,” for what feels like the thousandth time that morning.
Attending a barbecue at your great-uncle’s house—where you’ll be surrounded by your sticky cousins and all of your catty aunts who will make snide comments about your “hooker makeup”—is not your idea of fun. With the end of summer looming over you like a dark cloud, the promise of college and responsibilities and having to fend for yourself edging dangerously close, you plan to enjoy your last days of freedom by lazing about instead, sprawling out on a thin blanket in the backyard while the sweltering sun beams down on you.
“Alright,” your mom finally concedes. “Your father and I will see you later then. There’s some money on the fridge so you can order yourself a pizza. Call if you need anything, okay?”
You give a barely-audible hum in return, listening to the slap of her sandals as she shuffles to the awaiting station wagon. When you hear it disappear down the street, you exhale a relieved breath. After your whirlwind of a week—the drive-in, a shoplifting spree with your second-favorite best friend Amy, and a two-day rager at an abandoned lake house that once belonged to some guy named Reefer Rick—you’re in desperate need of solitude.
Situated on the grass, you switch on the radio, flipping through a few stations until you hear a song you don’t completely hate. Though the air is muggy, you find yourself lulled into a quiet comfort. Eyes soon slipping closed, your mind fills with shiny daydreams of white-sand beaches, roiling blue waves, and sweaty, muscled surfers. You don’t realize you’ve dozed off until the incessant buzzing of a fly near your nose brings you back to reality. When you rise from your blanket with a yawn and a joint-popping stretch, you feel a hot, simmering ache across your face and chest.
“Shit!” you shout, scrambling toward the side door of your house. You take the stairs two at a time, out of breath as you rush past your frilly bedroom and into the bathroom. Twisting the faucet on, you splash your face with cold water, your warm skin immediately soothed by the icy temperature. A sunburn was so not on your agenda. Now you’ll have to spend the rest of the afternoon slathering yourself in one of your mom’s expensive moisturizers, which means you’ll have only a short window of time to primp yourself for tonight’s party over in Loch Nora.
You swear again, frowning as you gaze into the mirror and catch sight of your frizzy hair. With a scowl, you reach for your flat iron, a second away from plugging it in and dialing up the heat to the highest setting when you hear the loud blaring of a car horn.
“No way,” you mutter in disbelief, stunned as the horn beeps again only a few seconds later.
You cannot believe your parents are already home! They’d only been gone for an hour or two and weren’t supposed to be back until tonight! When you hear the horn a third time, though, a tell-tale signal of your dad’s impatience, you grit your teeth. You already told them you weren’t going to that stupid barbeque! What makes them think that you would change your mind, that you would want to hang out with all those gross kids and old people always going on about life a hundred years ago?
The horn sounds again, prompting you to forcefully stomp your foot against the tiled floor. Your parents are not going to ruin your plans. They’ll have to drag you out of the house kicking and screaming.
You barrel down the stairs and into the kitchen, bolting towards the side door once more. Your hands are on the screen, ready to push it open and unleash your frustration, but you stop at the last second.
It’s not your parents in the driveway.
The car is blue, sharp, and loud, with a set of words on the hood in an intricate, looping cursive. You can hardly read it, squinting as you try to decipher the sentence—“abandon all hope, ye who enter here”—before your face contorts into a disapproving frown. You think the car would look much better without all that mess written on the front of it. 
Someone clears their throat, and your gaze then travels to the lone figure leaning up against the driver-side door. Your frown deepens when you see a man with a head of shaggy hair and sunglasses perched atop his nose.
“I was starting to worry you were ignoring me,” he says.
“Who the hell are you?”
“Don’t pretend you don’t know me, honey. It hurts my feelings.”
He smiles at you, wide and toothy, and a look of recognition flashes across your face when you realize that he’s the same man from the drive-in.
“See? You know me.”
“No, I don’t,” you tell him, your voice sharp.
“You’ll get to me know me.”
He’s still smiling at you, a small dimple peeking through, and it occurs to you that he thinks he’s being cute. You study him, noting that he’s more of a boy than a man. You eye the black polish on his nails and his slightly cropped t-shirt, the sinewy muscle of his tattooed arms and his self-assured stance. He’s not your type, and you definitely don’t think he’s kind of cute.
“What do you want?” you ask him, arms crossing over your chest.
“Wanna go for a ride?”
“Uh, no.”
“Why not?”
You roll your eyes at the playful pout he gives you, and when he shifts to the side a little, you see through the window that there’s a second person in the car. Another boy, muscular with blond hair styled into a curly mullet. He sits behind the wheel and jams a tape into the cassette deck, the car filling with pounding drums and heavy guitars. Like the boy standing before you, he’s also wearing sunglasses.
“Hey,” the shaggy-haired guy says, snapping your attention back to him. “You’re pretty.”
“What?”
“You’re pretty. Prettiest girl I ever saw.”
You ignore the rush of warmth that blooms in your cheeks, gazing at him through a glare that takes more effort than usual to maintain. “I don’t even know you.”
“Eddie Munson,” he tells you. He jerks a thumb behind him. “And this is Billy Hargrove. Doesn’t say much, though. He’s shy.”
For whatever reason, in the furthest part of your mind, the names unlock a small inkling of familiarity. You brush away the thought, though, your glare fixed and sharp.
“Well, Eddie, it’s nice to meet you or whatever, but I think—”
“You should come outside and take a look at the Camaro. Decent stereo and it goes fast.” He leans forward, hands gripping the window frame behind him. “You like it when cars go fast, don’t you?”
There’s something in his words that makes you flustered again. You busy yourself by tugging at the frayed hem of your denim shorts, eyes darting away from him. He’s too forward and too inviting and too much trouble.
“So? What do you think?”
“What do I think about what?”
He chuckles, amused at your attempt to sound nonchalant. “Going for a ride. You know you want to.”
You exhale an exasperated huff, both hands on your hips now. Boys are always thinking that they can boss you around, that you’ll obey like some mindless servant. You don’t care that your stomach flutters a little at his words – it’s both insulting and annoying.
“No, I don’t.”
“You can sit in the front,” he continues. “Billy doesn’t mind moving to the back. We’ll turn on the radio and listen to some music. I bet I know what your favorite song is.” Then he does the most peculiar thing...he starts singing the song you dozed off to earlier. It’s an odd coincidence, especially when his voice starts to sound like the voice on the radio, gravelly and kind of breathy at the same time.
“That’s not my favorite song,” you interrupt him.
Again, all he does is laugh. “Fine, we don’t have to listen to music. We can do something else.”
“Like what?”
“Whatever you want, sweetheart. We could get pizza, go to the arcade.” One corner of his lips curves into a sly grin, as if he's privy to a secret only he knows. “We could even go to the beach.”
Another strange coincidence, you think, one that makes your heart beat just the tiniest bit faster. “There aren’t any beaches around here.”
“I’ll take you to one.”
“No, thanks.”
“Why not?”
“Because I’ve got plans.”
“Plans?” he questions, both eyebrows raising in what looks like feigned surprise. He places a hand over his heart, clutching the fabric as if you’ve dealt him a fatal wound. “How could you have plans when you’re supposed to spend the day with me?”
You roll your eyes at him, having already grown sick of whatever game this is. You take a breath, ready to tell him to crawl back into whatever hole he dug himself out of, but then he says your name, and you flinch as if you’ve been slapped.
You never told him your name.
“How did you know that?” you ask him, a mix of suspicion and fear swelling inside of you.
“How did I know what?” he replies, mimicking your earlier line of questioning.
“My name...I didn’t tell you what my name was.”
“You didn’t have to,” he shrugs, quiet for a moment as he plays with a silver ring on his middle finger. Then, an insidious smirk spreads across his face. “I know everything about you.”
It feels like someone has dumped a bucket of ice water on you, the air knocked from your lungs while your limbs lock in place. He seems close, too close now, and with a clarity that makes your heart thrash painfully, you realize that the only barrier between the two of you is a flimsy screen. With trembling fingers, you touch the lock on the side door, ensuring that it’s hooked in place.
“You d-don’t know me,” you stammer, trying your hardest to keep a straight face.
“‘Course, I do, baby. I know you and I know Amy and Crystal. I know sweet-talking Robbie and all those high school boys always running after you. I know those men and what they wish they could do to you.” He pauses, then his voice gets lower, taunting. “And I know your parents aren’t home right now, that they’re at your Great-Uncle Walter’s house for a barbecue. I know they won’t be home till later tonight.”
Your eyes are wide, your skin feeling too warm and too tight. You try to respond, but all that comes out is a shuddering breath.
Eddie isn’t looking at you anymore. He’s staring up at the sky, as if he’s trying to see past the sunshine and clouds. “Your dad...he’s sipping on a beer and tearing into a slab of ribs. And your mom is chatting away with your Aunt Belinda. She’s got a drink in her hand, something tart and sweet and mixed with vodka. Yeah...with the buzz the two of them are working on, they definitely won’t be home for a while.”
“How could you...you don’t know that!” you shout at him, breaking your composure. “You don’t know anything!”
He angles his head toward you again, still smiling, but there’s no longer any mirth. It’s what you see on all those other men, sharp and threatening.
Like he wants to consume you.
“You’re my girl. It’d be a shame if I knew nothing about you.”
“I’m not your girl!”
“Oh, but you are. You were made for me, honey, and I was made for you. And you can try, but you can’t run me off. I told you I’d be here, and I’m not leaving until you come with me.”
“Want me to grab her?”
Billy’s words petrify you, just as it petrifies you to see the shift in Eddie’s temperament. When he rounds on Billy, gone is the playful lilt of his voice. His skin flushes red, knuckles turning white as his hands curl into fists. “What the fuck is wrong with you, Hargrove? Huh? No, I don’t want you to grab her! She’ll come out here on her own, alright? Stay the fuck out of it.”
Eddie whirls around to face you again, a hand pushing back the hairs sticking to his forehead. He grins, and there’s not a single trace of his previous anger. “Sorry about that. Billy’s a little crazy, that’s all. Don’t pay him any mind. It’s just you and me, yeah? You and me.”
You nod because you don’t know how else to respond. Your fingers are still glued to the screen door’s lock, the metal latch warm and damp from your touch. Eddie cocks his head to the side, studying you.
“You’re scared of me.”
You don’t want to give him the satisfaction of being correct, but you have no rebuttal, no scathing comeback. You stare at him, blinking back tears, trying not to crumble. You are scared of him.
“You don’t have to be afraid of me,” he says, his voice soft and warm. “I promise I’ll be gentle with you the first time. I’ll hold you in my arms real tight and I’ll kiss you and I’ll touch you better than any of those scumbags ever could. You’ll cry my name so sweetly, and you’ll be wet and aching and you’ll beg me, you’ll beg me to keep going. You won’t ever want to leave me.”
A wave of nausea mixes with your fear, your stomach churning violently when his tongue swipes slowly along his bottom lip. “You – you’re sick! You’re disgusting! Go away or I’ll – I’ll call the police!”
He shakes his head, chuckling. “It doesn’t matter.”
“What?”
“It doesn’t matter. The police can’t keep me from you, just like that door between us, and that lock you haven’t let go of. They’re just barriers, and barriers can be torn down. Nothing can keep us apart.”
“Shut up! Just shut up! You’re insane!”
“Baby, listen,” he says, flashing you a placating grin. “As long as you come out here, I won’t go in there, but if you touch that phone, if you call the cops or your parents or anyone else, deal’s off and I can step foot in that house. I’ll hurt anyone who tries to stop me, and I can tell you this much...you won’t like it if I have to come after you.”
“Just let me grab her,” Billy says flatly. “I’ll make it quick.”
Eddie’s jaw seems tight enough to crack his teeth as he whips around again. “Are you fucking stupid, Hargrove? Are you deaf? You got a few bolts knocked loose? Your daddy shove you around too hard? Your mommy drop you on your head too many times? She’s mine! She’s mine and I don’t need your slimy fingers all over her. She’s mine and she’s gonna come out here because she loves me and I love her, got it? Mind your business and shut the fuck up!”
You want to run. You want to hide beneath the covers of your bed and fold yourself up and wish and hope and pray that you’ll wake up from whatever awful nightmare this is, but you catch something in your peripheral vision, something that keeps you anchored to your spot.
In the chaos of his outburst, the sun had changed its position in the sky, his shadow slanting tall and wide along the concrete driveway. It shouldn’t be something you notice, just as insignificant as the blowing of the wind, but you stare anyway, eyes wide with horror when you see a non-human figure sprouting from his body. Broad shouldered, the shadow’s wings are outstretched, with pointed horns curling from its head and long, sharp claws where the fingers should be.
It’s only the light playing tricks on you. It’s not real, okay? It’s not real it’s not real it’s not real it’s not—
A shrill cry tears its way out of you as you watch the shadow mirror each of Eddie’s movements.
He turns around, no longer shouting at Billy. His mouth is pulled into a knowing smile as he reaches up to remove his sunglasses, and when you see his eyes, you let out a blood-curdling scream. There’s no iris, no pupil, no white. Both eyes are dark, fully encompassed in an abyss of black.
Your body moves of its own accord, drifting backward and falling onto the stairs leading up to the kitchen. Eddie moves with you, a hand over his forehead as he peers hungrily through the screen. He calls your name again and again and again.
“You with me, sweetheart? You’re not gonna touch that phone, right?”
“Why are you doing this?” you whimper.
“Because I want you.”
“Why – why me?”
“I saw you at the drive-in and knew I had to have you. Such a pretty little thing, I thought, needs someone like me to take care of her, to her protect from all those creeps. They’re rotten, all of them. They only want to hurt you. They wouldn’t love you like I love you.”
“Stop!” you shriek, nearly out of breath. “Just stop!”
“Don’t you realize we belong together? All this time, you’ve been saving yourself for me. Don’t you know that?”
Billy is standing beside him now, watching you with the same bottomless eyes. Like a blackhole, their gazes suck you in, pulling and stretching and tearing you to pieces. 
And suddenly, seeing the two of them side by side stirs another rush of buried recognition.
You recall fuzzy, childhood memories, images blurred around the edges of news reports on the Starcourt Mall fire. You remember sitting on the couch, a teddy bear in your lap as dozens of names and faces are plastered across the screen, your mom in the background murmuring something to your dad about Susan and her poor stepson.
You remember your dad and a few angry neighbors huddled around the dining room table, all of them whispering about something called “cults” and “sacrifices” and “you think Wayne’s nephew actually did it?” while you colored in a picture of butterflies.
You remember the earthquake, the ground splitting open, strange, grey snowflakes falling from the darkening sky as your parents packed up the car and rushed you out of town.
You remember coming home after almost two years of sheltering out west, flyers of missing persons still hung up around Hawkins.
And when you think hard enough, when you think long enough, you finally realize why Eddie and Billy look familiar to you.
“No,” you shake your head too quickly. “No, no, no, no. It’s not—you can’t—”
“Use your words,” Eddie coaxes gently.
“You can’t. You can’t because…because you’re supposed to be…”
“Say it.”
Heart pounding, blood rushing, stomach whirling, the word falls quietly from your lips. “Dead.”
“See? Didn’t I tell you she was smart, Hargrove? Not like the last one. What was her name again?”
“Jessica, right?” Billy drawls out. “Or Jamie? Or was it Jacqueline?”
Eddie snaps his fingers excitedly. “Wait! I got it. It was Julie. Julie Thompson.”
Your face is buried in your quivering hands, but when you hear the name, everything becomes still and silent.
Julie Thompson. She’d gone missing last year, assumed by police and her parents to have run away with one of the many college boys she was sneaking around with. No one believed you when you said she wouldn’t just run off. And she was your best friend. Your first-favorite best friend.
You lift your head, reluctantly meeting Eddie’s pitch-black eyes. “What did you do? Where’s Julie?”
“Get in the car and I’ll tell you.”
“No!” you shriek, despair and hot anger coursing through you. “No! Fuck you! You – you’re fucking dead and you’re nothing and you can’t be here! You just – you can’t!”
“But I am here,” Eddie replies, all traces of his softness gone.
He sees every part of you—the rise and fall of your chest as you breathe too hard and too fast; the trembling of your shoulders as you hold back an anguished sob; the delicious throbbing of the pulse in your neck—like a predator tracking every movement of its prey.
A predator that has won the hunt.
“I’m here because this town owes me and I’ve come to collect what’s mine. And you, sweetheart, belong to me.”
You’re screaming again, your head whipping back and forth so rapidly that your world starts to tilt. You clamp your eyes shut, but your mind offers no solace, because behind your lids, there is only red – a red sky, red lightning, a red pool of something thick and warm and murky that your feet are quickly sinking beneath. And out of the pool comes slippery, snaking vines that wrap around your ankles and up your calves, tightening and binding as they rise higher and higher. And something is diving toward you, the beat of its wings growing louder as it swoops beneath the red clouds. And you feel the ground rumbling, shaking, falling apart as lightening cracks and illuminates a monster in the distance. Massive and spider-like, its roar cuts into you so deeply that you feel it in your bones.
It's coming after you.
You struggle and cry until your throat is raw and aching, and you beg for your parents, for someone, anyone, to hear you, to save you, but there is no one, there is nothing except red and screams and fear and blood. You can’t breathe and you can’t move and you sink further into the depths of this hell, and you swear and you plead that you’ll do anything, you’ll do anything, so please please pleasepleaseplease—
The distorted chimes of a grandfather clock reverberate across the cold, blazing landscape, and then someone laughs, cruel and deep and echoing. It grows louder, and it stretches on forever and ever, and you can't do anything because you are decaying flesh, you are crumbled bone, you are dust.
You are nothing.
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After an eternity of depravity and suffering, of drowning beneath the weight of wailing souls and fetid corpses, your eyes are open again.
You claw at the lock on the screen door with shaking hands and push yourself over the threshold. And when you tumble outside, desperately gulping in lungfuls of fresh air, your face streaked with snot and warm tears, the world is bright and burning again.
Eddie stands before you, his mouth twisted into a malicious smile, his arms wide and open.
“I told you, honey. I told you I was gonna get you.”
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you love blood too much, but not like I do
“Baby,” he murmurs, tail flicking at your waist as he kneels down beside you. He cups your bruised cheek in his hand, his elongated thumb smearing blood across your lips and down your chin. “I meant it when I said you’re the prettiest girl I ever saw. And now look at you…I could just eat you up.”
In the aftermath of your capture, you find out what Eddie is truly capable of.
part one
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flayed!eddie munson x fem!reader, 5k words
Tags/warnings: 18+/absolutely no minors, dead dove: do not eat, non-explicit r*pe/non-con, blood, gore, graphic depictions of violence, sadism, torture, horror, body horror, fear, suffering, manipulation, coercion, spitting, bodily fluids, consumption of human flesh by a monster, demo-bats, mutilation & dismemberment, no use of y/n, reader called various pet names, not canon compliant, flayed!billy hargrove, henry creel/vecna/one, story title & italicized lyrics from ptolemaea by ethel cain.
A/N: I intended this to be finished by Halloween, but life had other plans, so I guess it's a very dark, very grim Christmas present? This is the second part of another fic (because flayed!eddie and his lore kept haunting me) titled heard you, saw you / need you, love you. Part two isn't meant to be a standalone, so I'd read the previous part first. Also please, please read the tags before you engage with this story. If you find any of these topics upsetting and/or uncomfortable, do not read. Eddie is a monster, his humanity is gone, so I repeat: don't like, don't read. Finally, I want to give a humongous shout out to @londonfog-chan for beta-ing and indulging in the madness with me! I wouldn't have finished this without you!!! 🫶🏽
Thank you for reading!
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I am here now as you run from me still 
Eddie loves to hear you scream.
The way you put your entire body into it—your mouth open so wide he can see the back of your pink, pulsing throat, your back arching off the slippery, blood-soaked ground beneath you—is a beautiful sight.
He thinks you look prettiest this way, all broken and bruised, your limbs bent and your skin sliced open. He’s had so many others in the same position, but you are the loveliest of them all.
Her, he’d told Billy at the drive-in, onyx eyes trailing you. I want her.
He knew you were his, had known it the moment your laughter carried across the parking lot, piercing him like the crack of a sharp whip. You were all bark and bite, cruel and cunning, and it roused in him that deep, insatiable hunger. When you rolled your eyes at his taunt—“Gonna get you, baby!”—sneering and sauntering away from him like he was shit beneath your dainty little heel...oh, hunting you would be so much fun.
So rare was it to get someone like you, mean with a mouth that wasn’t afraid to run. The last few had been meek, spineless, too easy to steal and kill.
But not you.
No, you wouldn’t open yourself up to his artful seduction. You wouldn’t fall at his feet if he demanded it. You would put up a fight until you couldn’t hold on any longer, and the thought of you resisting made his mouth water.
Stop playing with your fucking food was what Billy always told him, but the guy was apathetic, too simple. He preferred things quick and easy, a brute show of strength as he delivered a blow to the skull or a snap of the neck, but not Eddie.
He liked games. He liked it messy.
He wanted to smell your terror. He wanted it to permeate the cold, barren wasteland he now called home, thick and heady as it mixed with the sweet, metallic scent of your blood. The more you feared him, the more you struggled and begged and thrashed in agony, the better you would taste.
And you are absolutely delicious.
It takes every ounce of his willpower to take his time. His hunger tells him to feed, do it now, Eddie, fill yourself of her once and for all, but he resolves to savor every last drop of you.
So, he fills you first instead.
He’s gentle just like he promised he would be, his tongue tracing a slow path along your salty skin, his fingers wedging apart your quivering thighs. But your cries, the force that accompanies your fists as you strike any part of him you can reach, your stream of piece of shit fuck you I hate you I hate you fuck you makes him throb for you with the most ravenous desire. You spit in his face and he laughs, so painfully hard as he wipes it from his cheek and licks his palm clean, his restraint whittling away to nothing as he finally gets a taste of you.
He wants you, he needs you, and in both his human guise and his true form—the horned, tailed, winged beast that he is—he takes everything you refuse to give.
(You scream louder, harder when he climbs out of his skin and descends upon you as a monster, your face coated in sweat and tears as you inch away from the gnarled, ashen flesh that covers him. He grins, razor-sharp teeth dripping with saliva, because your fear stirs in him a voracious lust that will last for hours.
“Don’t you worry, angel,” he coos, his voice deep and demonic as he presses a kiss to your chapped lips. One hand wraps around your throat, the other ripping away the tattered remnants of your tank top. “I’m gonna take care of you.”)
When he’s done with you, panting while you lay beneath him a crumpled, broken thing, he drags a hooked nail along your cheek, the pointed tip sinking into your delicate skin. Ruby red blood springs from the gash, and he leans forward, sucking up every last drop. Your blood is divine, the sweetest ambrosia, and he shivers when he thinks about your flesh and what it’ll taste like when he peels it from your bones.
Face buried in the crook of your neck, he inhales, delighted that your scent now tangles with his own. You could deny it all you wanted, but the truth is irrefutable – you are his.
Desperate to hear that high-pitched cry of yours again, he frowns when he sees that you’ve slipped away from him. You’ve gone still, silent, but a palm against your cheek is enough to jolt you awake. The fear in your eyes is illuminated by a flash of red lightening, and when you notice him still hovering above you, rows of sharpened teeth exposed by the unnatural wideness of his smile, you scream once more.
He leans down again, his breath hot and wet in your ear. “Let me hear you.”
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Eddie hadn’t always been a monster.
He can’t recall every intricate detail of his former life—some memories have been forgotten, replaced by the ever-present hunger he is bound to, the blood and viscera that he gorges himself on—but he does know that he had a family once.
Wayne, his uncle, who took him in without a second thought after the death of his mother and the imprisonment of his father. Gareth, Jeff, and Grant, his oldest and closest friends. Dustin, Lucas, and Max, the fresh-faced, wide-eyed group of kids who tried their hardest to clear his name. Even Steve, Robin, and Nancy, who stood by his side as the world crumbled beneath their feet.
He remembers the town that loathed him, forcing him to cower in caves and shadows to escape their vengeance.
And he remembers his sacrifice.
There had been nothing left for him in Hawkins, no life for him to go back to in which he’d be free to live as he wanted. He was a killer, they said, a sadistic murderer who deserved a swift and cruel punishment. Had he returned with Dustin, he’d have lived a life behind bars, waiting for the day he was strapped into the electric chair.
There was only one choice, a choice born out of love and courage, hope and despair, and he paid for it with his flesh and blood.
The bats—those beastly little creatures who forget their place and try to steal his own prey now—had circled and swarmed him. The first bite had been lethal, and the rest had eaten away at what little valor he had left. He endured it—the gnawing, the ripping, the blood clogging his throat—all to give his friends a fighting chance. And when they found him, when they came upon his mangled, immobile form and he saw their fear, he knew there would be no escaping this place.
“Eddie, no,” Dustin had whimpered, kicking away the winged carcasses that surrounded him.
Eddie hadn’t understood why they fell away from him, screeching and clawing at the ground before dropping dead. He was thankful, though, that his last moments wouldn’t be spent with those creatures chewing a hole through his body. He stared up at Dustin, his vision wet and blurring at the edges.
“I didn’t run away this time.”
Dustin’s smile, the quivering of his lips, the tears and the searing pain in his eyes as Steve, Nancy, and Robin pried him from his body would be the last thing he saw before his eyes fluttered closed.
“Let me – let me go!” Dustin cried. “We can’t leave him! We can’t!”
“Dustin, look at him!” Steve shouted. “He’s gone, alright? He’s gone. We can’t take him with us.”
“No! NO—”
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, but we can’t stay here. We have to go.”
He heard their scuffle as he drifted away, Dustin’s wails and Steve’s grunts as he hoisted him over his shoulder the last sounds he would hear. The warmth of his friend’s embrace was replaced by a cold so glacial that it sunk past his broken skin and chilled even his bones.
There was no white light to greet him, no life flashing before his eyes. There was only darkness; there was only that murky, limitless expanse encroaching upon him like a snake poised to strike, snapping forward and swallowing him whole.
He was falling,
falling,
falling,
and in that empty, liminal space, where there was no gravity and no time and no sound and no air, a disembodied voice materialized from the shadows.
Eddie.
It rang loud and deep, slow and ominous. The bass of it echoed around him, inside of him. He tried to call out, “Who are you?” but his tongue was too heavy and his mouth wouldn’t open.
The voice didn’t need words, though. Not in this void.
You know who I am, Eddie. You saw what I did. You were credited for it.
Fear struck him hot like lightening, the sting of it coursing through every vein in his body.
Vecna.
What a miserable sight to behold, watching your friends leave you here to die alone.
He was dead the moment he decided to turn around. They couldn’t have saved him. They couldn’t—
They didn’t care about you. They would have stayed with you until your last breath, but they ran. They ran, and they left you here to rot.
No, that wasn’t true. They loved him. Dustin wanted to stay. Dustin loved him.
And the others? Steve, Robin, Nancy…did they love you? Did they love you when they pulled Dustin away from you? When they told him they had to leave you behind?
There was nothing they could do. There was nothing—
Your poor uncle. He will stand over an empty casket, wishing he could’ve done more, wishing he could see you one last time before saying goodbye. But your body will be trapped here for eternity, decaying alongside the creatures that destroyed you.
No! It’s not his fault! It was never his fault—
They abandoned you. Just like your mother. Just like your father. Just like the town that drove you to this place.
You did this, Eddie thought desperately. Whatever you are, all of this…everything is fucked because of you!
Yes, but only because I needed them. Chrissy, Fred, Patrick, Max…they died for a greater purpose. A noble sacrifice. And I carry them with me, still. But you, Eddie…this town witnessed the crumbling of their rose-tinted façade, and they chose you to blame. One weak, human boy somehow capable of splitting their entire world apart.
He tried to shake his head, tried to move, tried to run, but his body, once airy and weightless, was now anchored to the darkness.
You died for them, and when Wayne erects a tombstone in your honor, they will piss on your grave. They will wish for you to burn in hell.
Please. Get out. Get out get out get out get out—
The town pariah. The satanist. The cultist. The murderer. You were good, Eddie, but they saw the worst in you. They hunted you, and now here you are. Forsaken and bleeding and alone. Do you feel it? Do you feel that behemoth weight on your chest, the spasming of your leaden limbs, the fire in your skin? Does it hurt, Eddie? Does it hurt?
It crept forward slowly, an invisible vapor with undulating tendrils slithering up his arms and toward his face, into his nostrils and down his throat. There had been no pain, no feeling in whatever darkened realm this was…and then every nerve in his body roared to life at once. The pain was everywhere, everywhere – his face, his neck, his abdomen, his ribs. In the tips of his fingers and the backs of his eye sockets. In his gums and his twisting organs. In the slow, torturous cleaving of his heart. He was screaming, writhing in the fire enveloping him.
This is how they wish for you to suffer. I’ve seen it in their sleepiest daydreams, in their deepest thoughts. This is what they want. They think you deserve this, Eddie.
The pain crashed against him, and in its gaping maw, with its nails plunged into his eyeballs and its teeth tearing him open, it ate him alive.
Do you deserve this?
No, no, he didn’t deserve this. He didn’t fucking deserve this.
Don’t you want them to feel it? Shouldn’t they hurt the way you hurt? Don’t you want to punish them for everything they stole from you?
No—
Don’t lie to me, Eddie. I’ve seen the inside of your mind. I know of the power you desire. It’s small, smaller than a seed, but it has already taken root. You want respect, reverence. For so long, they’ve been afraid of you. Isn’t it time to give them something to truly be afraid of?
No, no—
But his refusal sprang forth another wave of blistering agony.
Another lie. Why deny what you know to be true? There is no shame here. I know what it’s like to be judged for being different. I know rejection and abandonment. And I don’t blame you, Eddie, for feeling the way you do. I empathize with you, and I can help you. I can give you back the life that was so wrongly snatched from you.
He wanted to deny it again, the flames licking at his skin as the thought passed through his mind, but deep down, in the furthest, most secret parts of himself, he knew it was true. For too long, he’d been the punching bag of this godforsaken town. For too long, he endured their contempt and their spit and all the vitriol-filled lies they spouted about him. He did long for power. He did long for acceptance. And if he could go back and relive his life, if he could do it all over again…he wanted people to tremble when they said his name.
See? I know your inmost desires, and I can make them happen. I can take your pain, Eddie, and I can give it those who deserve it. We can give it to those who deserve it. All you have to do is say yes.
After everything—the brutality, the horror, the bloodshed—could he give himself up to the entity responsible for all of this destruction? Could he become what everyone believed him to be? It felt like ages in which he questioned every word, every racing thought. He questioned his doubts, his fears, the values he clung to so tightly…
But in the end, there was only one answer. He’d already lost everything; there was nothing else to lose now.
A low, guttural chuckle sounded through the abyss.
It’s time for your suffering to end.
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The transformation was instant.
No longer was he in a hazy dreamscape, but splayed on the cold, hard ground beneath him. He was back in his body, gasping for air when he realized the bleeding had stopped. His wounds, once painful and oozing, had stitched themselves back together. He scrambled to his feet, lifting his torn shirt and examining his smooth skin. He ran his fingers up his neck, his jaw, his cheeks, and felt nothing besides a little stubble.
Eddie threw his head back with bewildered laughter, shoulders shaking as he clutched his stomach. This was unbelievable! He’d been granted what others only dreamed of – a second chance. He had a second chance to make things right, a second chance to live the life he always wanted, a second chance to—
A frown split down his face, his laughter fizzling out and fading into the bleak silence surrounding him.
Something wasn’t right.
Something was wiggling around. Inside of him. Just beneath the hands still placed on his abdomen. He froze, noticing that his heart wasn’t beating as fast as it should have. It wasn’t beating at all.
And then…a small kick.
He shrieked, jumping back as if something had suddenly appeared in front of him. Then, another forceful kick, one that had him doubling over, breathless. His trembling fingers gripped the hem of his shirt, and when he lifted it, he could see somethingrolling around beneath his swelling skin. Another scream threatened to spill out of him, but the hand pushing forward stole all of his sound. It protruded from him grotesquely, pale skin stretched around a palm, five long fingers fanned out like they were searching for something. He could feel its nails, the way they raked up and down his stomach lining. And his breathing grew faster, shorter, as it inched its way up, pushing his organs out of the way as it scaled higher and higher.
It wasn’t a tiny thing after all. It was large, and it was forcing its way out of him.
He fell to his knees, eyes filling with tears, gurgling and choking as he clutched at his rapidly-expanding throat.
And he couldn’t breathe.
He couldn’t breathe he couldn’t breathe he couldn’t breathe as a long, grey arm shot out of him. He fell backward, eyes tilted to the tumultuous sky above before they rolled into the back of his head.
Jaw cracking and dislocating, cheeks hollowing and stretching paper-thin, a body covered in mucus and saliva climbed out of him. First the arm, then the shoulder, and finally, a head. It used its nails for purchase, sinking them into the muddy ground so that it could drag the rest of itself from his wide, cavernous mouth. The barbed tail was the last part to free itself, and when the creature crumpled on the ground beside Eddie’s husk of flattened skin, staring into his empty eye sockets, it realized its own consciousness.  
Because it wasn’t an it after all – it was him.
It was Eddie.
He stood tall, gargantuan, sharp claws reaching up to feel his curved horns. He gave an exploratory flick of his tail, marveling at the way it sliced through the air. And with a sharp-toothed grin, he unfurled the wings on his back, their span stretching far and wide. This new body, the vitality and the raw, unadulterated strength that came with it were exhilarating. His wings carried him up, up, and up, until he was hovering high above the dilapidated trailer park. 
From within the swirling clouds, a thunderous voice bellowed, “Welcome home, Eddie.”
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In the aftermath of the earthquake, Hawkins tried to mend what was broken. More people left town, and the ones who stayed behind began to rebuild. Our new normal, they’d said. All we can do is make the best of it.
Henry began to rebuild, too.
On the other side, just below their feet, he remained hidden in the shadows, silent and stagnant while Eddie joined Billy in the hunt above ground. The missing persons list grew every day, which meant no one noticed when a body went missing from the makeshift infirmaries around town.
It was souls he needed, and in exchange for their subservience, he promised them flesh.
And Eddie was starved for it.
Hunger was all he knew, now, driven by his lechery and his unquenchable need to feed. And oh, how they screamed. How they cried and begged for mercy as he dragged them through the vined, webbed portals connecting their home to his.
There were no second thoughts, no qualms about his ruthlessness as he cracked them open. All that mattered was meat and blood. All that mattered were the entrails he slurped from gaping stomachs, the layers of skin he stripped from muscle and fat, the bones he crushed into a fine powder between his teeth.
His humanity was signed away, and in its place was a chasm he’d never fill.
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In the end, the Party lost.
The girl—Eleven—was no match for Henry’s reinvigorated strength, and when she fell, so did the steadfast hope that humanity would prevail. Eddie’s former friends—his family—lost, and all that was left to do was obey Henry’s demands.
“One soul a year, chosen by my attendants. That’s all I want. Don’t fight it, don’t intervene, and I will leave the town unscathed. I will let you all live, so long as you agree to my terms.”
He’d projected the words into the minds of Joyce and Hopper, Nancy and Jonathan, Steve and Robin. He’d shown them the consequences of breaking the deal—Hawkins, collapsed and in ruins; petal-faced monsters and winged beasts climbing through the fiery rifts in the ground; the rivers of blood that would flow through the streets—and when they all came to, a tormenting decision had been made.
One soul a year.
They had no way of knowing, of course, that he would break his word one day; that he was simply biding his time, amassing more power until he could set loose hell not only in Hawkins, but across the entire world. And so, with a false sense of security, they left in droves – down south, out west, far, far away from the town they once called home. They rebuilt their lives elsewhere, and in the process, they pushed to the backs of their minds everyone they lost.
In the ripple of space-time between their world and his, Eddie followed them, and he could see—as they aged, as they settled down and moved on—that he’d become less than an afterthought. He was a ghost of a memory now, doomed to wander between worlds as a conduit of destruction, led only by his fathomless bloodlust.
He felt no trepidation about what would happen to them eventually. No alarm, no regret. He only felt pleasure now, derived from torture, from brutality and the mutilation of others. And someday, he would consume this whole town.
Someday.
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Eddie has grown to like you.
He thinks your spirit is admirable, that you’ve still got some fight left in you despite the cruelty he has shown you. You’re shattered and spent, seeping wounds spattered across your entire body, but when he looks into your eyes, he can see that your fury isn’t a smoldering ember. It’s a fire that burns hot and bright, and it makes him shiver.
“You just don’t wanna die, do you?” He laughs, a rumbling, derisive laugh that carries into the sky and through the bare-limbed trees when you raise your right hand—your unbroken hand—and flip him your middle finger.
“Baby,” he murmurs, tail flicking at your waist as he kneels down beside you. He cups your bruised cheek in his hand, his elongated thumb smearing blood across your lips and down your chin. “I meant it when I said you’re the prettiest girl I ever saw. And now look at you…I could just eat you up.”
You scowl at him, your teeth stained red. “Eat shit and choke on it.”
He hums appreciatively and grips your chin harder, leaning in so close that his putrid breath washes over your entire face. “Unless you plan on finishing what you started, I’d be careful, angel. That dirty mouth of yours really revs me up.”
You wear your disgust proudly, wielding it like the sharpest of swords. He wants you to be afraid of him. You can see it in the twisting of his mouth, in the minute tick of his jaw. And hours ago—or has it been days, years, lifetimes?—you would have flinched away from him, your eyes snapping shut while you shuddered and folded into yourself. Now, though, you meet his gaze head-on, his obsidian irises dark and swirling with a malevolent promise. He’s taken everything from you, and now there’s nothing left to fear.
Not anymore.
“You don’t scare me,” you sneer up at him, brazen and condescending. “You’ve done your worst, and all I want to do is laugh at how pathetic you are.”
“Oh, honey…you haven’t seen me at my worst.”
His lips pull back like that of a shark, moving so fast that you don’t register what’s happening until he’s already leaning back. Caught between his pointed teeth, you see your own skin. He chews on a chunk of your shoulder, licking his fingers clean of your blood as he gulps down a piece of you, and the scream that erupts from you is unlike any noise you’ve ever heard before. It comes from some place so primal, so visceral, that it shakes through your entire body. And while you gasp for air, convulsing as the vessels in your eyes pop from the sheer force of your cries, Eddie marvels at the mess he’s made of you.
See, he hasn’t had this much fun in a long time. And it would be a shame to let it all go to waste now. As hot as his desire burns to devour you, he can’t help but think of your potential. There’s darkness inside of you, trapped in that soft, feeble vessel of yours. You can’t see it, but he can, and if you gave into it, if he helped you harness it…you would be unstoppable. You could be just like him, better than him, and together, you could hunt and feed and fuck to your hearts’ desire. He salivates just thinking about it, and when your screams have lessened to anguished little whimpers, he makes you an offer you won’t be able to refuse.
“You won’t be going home, you know. You belong here, with me, because I chose you. Because I love you. I’m supposed to kill you soon, but I’ve gotta be honest”—he pauses, knobby fingers stroking tenderly along your arm—“I can’t bring myself to part from you. As much as I wanna taste your insides, I want you by my side even more. You could have it all, sweetheart, anything you want. Anything we want. You just have to say yes.”
You gaze up at him, eyes wide and shimmering with tears he’s desperate to lick away. “And I’ll become what you are?”
He nods, and when he sees that contemplative look on your face, something deep within him stirs. It’s a foreign sensation—hope—and as it swells up inside of him, he remembers himself in a life that has long since passed. Through a blurry filter, he remembers the soft warmth of his friends’ laughter, the weight of his uncle’s hands on his shoulders. For a fleeting moment, he isn’t weighed down by his crushing loneliness. He isn’t weighed down by the desolation of his existence. He feels, but as quickly as it comes, it sours, withered and rotting away when your expression twists with malice.
“I’d rather die than be like you.”
He doesn’t give you a chance to take back your words, because when he claws open your throat, all that leaves you is a thick, wet sputter. Your blood flows swiftly, pooling around your head while you spasm and choke. And he watches, face just above yours, fury in his eyes and loathing in yours, as you fade with your last whisper of breath.
As you fade into nothing.
He makes slow work of you after that, ripping your head from your shoulders, your limbs from your body. He swallows whole your organs and intestines, your eyes and your brain. He strips you of your flesh and picks the meat clean off your bones. And he saves your heart for last, fingers rooting around in your open ribcage until he’s grasping the frozen muscle in his fist. It bursts in his mouth from the ferocity of his bite, soft and spongy as it slides down his throat, and only then is he finally full.
Full, but never sated.
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The sun is hot and bright, beaming through the windshield of the idling Camaro.
Eddie sits in the passenger seat, bare arm dangling from the window while a lit cigarette hangs from his lips. He can hear the splash of water, the high-pitched screech of a lifeguard’s whistle, children’s laughter, and the low hum of mothers’ gossip. It’s another scorcher of a day, families gathered at Hawkins Community Pool to relieve themselves of the oppressive summer heat.
It's also the perfect place to hunt, but it’s not his turn this time.
He and Billy are situated at the very end of the parking lot, far away from the various mini-vans littering the asphalt. From this distance, they remain unseen, but the same can’t be said for the group of girls lounging in bikinis. Billy is perched on the hood of the car, pitch-black eyes hidden behind his sunglasses as he leers at them. He’s been watching them for an hour now, listening as they groused about being home for the summer, recalling wild nights at college parties and the boys they regretted waking up to. There’s one in particular who has caught his attention, a brunette with a soft voice and a lazy smile. And as his gaze sweeps across the valleys of her exposed skin, following every curve, every blemish and dimple, the gluttonous pit inside of him demands to be filled.
“That one,” is all he says, and though his voice is too low for the human ear, Eddie hears him loud and clear.
So, they wait, and when the girls saunter out together a few hours later, Billy pulls the car up beside them. Very rarely does hunting present him with a challenge; the golden curls, the muscles, his husky voice, and that teasing, goading smile of his beckon forward his prey with ease. When he picks the brunette out of the group—“Wanna go for a ride, princess?”—she squeals with delight as Eddie steps out to let her climb into the backseat, not once looking back at her gawking friends.
(She’ll let out that same high-pitched squeal later when Billy guts her.)
They race down the empty road together, warm air blowing through the open windows, sunlight peeking through the green stretch of forest racing past them. And when they arrive at the abandoned trailer park, the girl crying and struggling as Billy drags her through the glowing hole in the ground, Eddie lingers behind for a moment, listening to the buzz of cicadas and the wind rushing through the trees.
He will feed again next year, and in the years to come, he will search tirelessly, but he will never have another like you.
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CRUEL INTENTIONS - part two: penance
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18+ — MINORS DNI
pairing: steddie x innocent/shy!reader
summary: you're a new student at All Saints Catholic Academy and Steve and Eddie have every intention to sink their teeth into you.
contains: enemies to lovers between steddie, blasphemy/religious talk, SMUT - 18+, mentions of smoking, corruption kink, mentions of subtle bullying, oral (m and f receiving), cum play, cheating (not on reader), exhibitionism (?), NON-CON/DUB-CON, and eddie being a scheming mf <3
word count: 8.3k
WARNING: this fic contains dark themes including - NON-CON/ DUB-CON, manipulation, coercion, and corruption. Again, THIS IS A DARK FIC, do not read it if you're not comfortable with it!
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Confession was never your favorite part of your religious practice.
When you were a child, you wailed and begged your parents on the way to church not to make you go to confession. Your parents were rather patient, giving you reasons and explaining why it’s good to confess, and sooner than later, you would end up sitting in the confessional booth with a tear-clogged nose as you beg for forgiveness for stealing cookies from your grandmother's pantry.
As you grew older, confessions slowly lost their innocence. Stolen cookies turned into watching a rated-R movie. Rated-R movies turned into lewd and unrighteous dreams. Dreams turned into the temptations of lust— so many nights rutting up against your pillow with nothing but guilt brewing in your chest and heat swirling in your core. Admitting defeat to lust was something you never wanted to do again after the priest scolded you for the third time. That was something over two years ago. Now, you were back on track, firm in your faith and unwavering to the gnashing jaws of desire.
Until yesterday.
It was sinful, what you had let Eddie do to you. You could hardly sleep last night, tossing and turning with guilt as you replayed the events over and over in your mind— and it didn’t help with the man in question pressed to your back with an arm slung over your waist. Eddie insisted he stay the night in your dorm because Nancy would be staying with Steve, and you’re much too incapable of protecting yourself. Having Eddie sleep with you, although nervewracking and uncomfortable, was for your own good; Eddie had explained that since you’re friends now, it’s his responsibility to make sure you’re always safe because— “What if someone tries to break in and you’re all by yourself? A pretty little dumb thing like you wouldn’t even stand to defend yourself.” 
It made sense, so you agreed with wet eyes and a pounding heart. You’re thankful Eddie wants to protect you because, truth be told, you don’t know the first thing about self-defense. And Eddie didn’t leave the room once— not even when you changed into your pajamas. It was uncomfortable, the heated gaze of Eddie’s stare running over your body, but Eddie kept his hands to himself for the most part, allowing you to get dressed in peace. Sleep didn’t come easily, not with your racing heart and the burning heat of Eddie’s body pressed to yours.
You tossed and turned for a while, trying to be subtle about it so as not to disturb your new friend. Still, Eddie seemed to get irritated after the first few minutes when he grumbled and slung an arm over your waist, tightening his hold and pressing you closer to him— “I didn’t plan on fucking you tonight, but you’re making it very hard not to, princess.” He lowly grumbled. And it was then that you could feel that hard thing press against your lower back, the same thing you felt when you had been on his lap. You didn’t know what it was and were too afraid to ask, so you just shut your eyes and willed yourself to sleep.
In the middle of the night, you woke up to low grunts and moans coming from Eddie, quietly filling the room. You figured maybe Eddie was just having a bad dream.
When morning came, the spot beside you was empty, with no trace of Eddie. The guilt only intensified as the memories flooded in— and for some reason, your thighs were so sticky. Slick and wet, and you were embarrassed and disgusted as you realized you must’ve had one of those dreams again. It took so much strength to refrain from folding your spare pillow between your thighs, the smell of Eddie lingering on your sheets. 
The grimace on your face never left your face as you showered and sunk your hand between your legs, rinsing away the sticky and pearly white liquid with distaste settling in your chest.
Your mind was hazy all morning, full of shame and disgust with yourself as the ghost of Eddie’s hands seared prints of fire in your skin. You could barely sit still through mass, wriggling and fidgeting about before finally standing up and deciding to confess.
And the good thing about confession is that, usually, whenever you finish your penance and promise yourself you will do better, it feels as if a weight has been lifted from your shoulders. You felt lighter in every aspect and more hopeful to never let yourself travel the road of sin again.
And that feeling lasted for a while— the entire school day, really— until lunch came, and it all came crumbling down.
It’s your first-day having lunch here, so you linger and take a moment to find a seat before snagging an empty one next to a kind-looking girl with tight curls in her hair that smelled like peaches and cream when she flipped the curly locks over her shoulder. She was kind— well, not really, but you took whatever you could get, considering every other table was either full or looked like a battleground of messy trays and rowdy friend groups.
Your body begins to ease under the belief that you’re in the clear and free of Eddie for the day— but that relief is quickly squashed when you hear a low voice talking to the girl next to you, “Close up shop, I’m sitting here.”
You stiffen at the sound, body tight and rigid as you grapple at whatever dignity you have left to force yourself not to look at the man. Sadly, your restraint is slipping through your fingers like water, and the loud chatter booming in your ears only fuels your tugging urge to look up at him. Your body seems to betray you as well, heat licking up between your thighs at the memory of yesterday just as regret and disgust settle in your chest.
“Find another seat, asshole.” The girl snaps.
You busy yourself with your lunch in front of you, picking at different-sized grapes before tossing one in your mouth and trying to focus more on the sweet taste of the grape juice.
Eddie, ever the persistent man he is, leans a jeweled hand on the lunch table, silver rings clinking against the hard surface, and he levels down with the girl in a mocking manner, “Unless you want me to tell the dean about you fucking coach Adams in the storage rooms, I suggest you fuck off somewhere else, Nadine.” He lowly responds, voice dripping with provocation. It’s uncalled for, the way Eddie threatens her, but it seems to knick a nerve in the girl— precisely what Eddie had wanted. You watch, stunned and panicked, as the girl huffs and angrily packs her things up, a satisfied grin pulling at Eddie’s lips.
You don’t quite catch what the girl says as she walks off, but Eddie seems to pay no mind either way as he swings a leg over the table bench and settles in the newly opened seat next to you. Eddie smells more captivating than he did yesterday, but the scent only makes your insides twist sickeningly, and even if you want so badly to ignore him, Eddie doesn’t allow you to.
“Are you avoiding me, lamb?”
He’s turning to you with an arm leaning on the table, shifting closer to grab your full and undivided attention. You can’t find the words to answer, so you shake your head, no, your mind reeling as you try to maintain eye contact. But Eddie’s gaze is so intense. Like he can see right through you to your core, the rotten part of you that should never come to see the light of day. You shy away, looking back down to your meal to avoid the man beside you. Eddie, however, doesn’t let you hide for long before he hooks a finger in the clear tupperware box of your grapes and drags the box towards him, out of your reach.
“Hey–” “How come you sat somewhere else today then?” Eddie’s voice is calm and leveled, but his eyes say something else— danger and desire and that same kind of heat you saw when he parted your thighs and had his way with you. It sends a shiver down your spine and dotted skin skating up your arms. “I just…” You stammer with your words, your face heating in panic as you shrug, watching as Eddie tosses a grape in his mouth, “I just wanted to get a feel of the classroom.” You lie, eyes darting down to your grapes, fingers itching just to grab it and change seats. Eddie’s eyes narrow, sharp, brown gaze dissecting you like he can tell you’re nothing but a pile of lies.
“I’m sorry, I just… I didn’t know what else to do.” You softly say, watching as Eddie’s gaze softens. “The priest told me to stay away from you…” You mumble, nervous fingers fumbling with the hem of your skirt. Which is true. He told you Eddie was nothing but a helper of the dark, luring you into debaucherous places you have no right to be in. It upset you because not only should you have already known better, but Eddie was your friend. He was kind to you, and he didn’t participate in that mean prank Carol and Billy, and everyone else played on you— instead, he made you feel better, talked you down, and even got you a drink.
Eddie looks wounded by your words, and you immediately feel the guilt washing over you like an angry wave in a storm.
“Bunny, I thought we were friends.”
You frown then, shifting in your seat as you tense, “We are,” You stress, “But… I don’t think that was… appropriate, Eddie.” Your voice teeters on a whisper as you glance at the pretty man.
Eddie gazes at you before sighing, “Poor lamb,” He starts, reaching out a hand to push back at your hair as you frown, “You’ve never had a best friend, have you?”
Your frown deepens then, offense from Eddie’s words painted across your face as you respond, “What’s that supposed to mean?” You ask. Eddie sighs, somewhat dramatic as he shrugs, “Nothing, it’s just… well, if you’d have had a best friend before, then you would’ve known.” He teases. You frown, turning to him as you wonder aloud, “Known what? I’ve had best friends— I do have one.” You defend yourself.
Eddie ticks his tongue with a shake of his head, “I don’t know, bunny. If you had a best friend— a good one— you would’ve known that best friends do things like that all the time.” He explains.
Eddie’s words swirl in your head for a moment— good friend, best friend— Eddie is a good friend, maybe not a best friend yet, but that comes with time. “What do you mean?” You ask. Eddie hums with a shrug, “Well… good friends help their friends out, don’t they?” He asks.
You nod, obvious to the nature of what a good friend entails. “And yesterday you felt good, didn’t you?” 
Your cheeks grow warm from Eddie’s words, embarrassment flooding your chest as Eddie looks at you with that knowing gaze— like if you even try to lie to him, his gaze alone will set you ablaze. You can’t bring yourself to say it, so you nod instead, avoiding his gaze as you admit the truth.
Eddie hums, a gentle thumb brushing your chin as he says, “If I’m a good friend, and if you felt good— how can it be wrong?”
And… well, you never thought of it that way. What Eddie did yesterday felt good. He turned your body into a million fireworks and melted sun— and it’s not like Eddie would ever lead you astray, right?
“Good friends help each other feel good. And don’t we praise everything good?” Eddie reasons.
And oh, it makes so much sense. Everything Eddie is saying makes sense— and Eddie is so smart he would never tell you something untrue or wrong. Although a hinge of hesitancy lingers within you, relief is washing over you quicker than you can stop it, and you seem to relax under the conclusion of Eddie’s words. You nod, glancing at Eddie, “Y-yes.”
“Yes?” Eddie tips his head.
You take a slow breath, “You’re right. I’m sorry— I didn’t mean to paint you in a bad light, Eddie.” You frown at yourself and how you’d been treating your friend all day— avoiding him, saying mean things about him in your head, cursing him for making you do wrong when, in reality, he was just being a friend.
Eddie smiles, all pearly white teeth and hungry canines, “I’m always right, lamb.”
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Now that Eddie has made it clear that he has nothing but good, friendly intentions, you find yourself lingering around him more often than not.
A week passes full of classes, early morning services, and studying, and the two of you become thicker than thieves. Eddie is silly and animated in nature; he tells jokes that make your sides hurt from laughing so much, and sometimes, when he stays the night because Nancy is with Steve, he will read to you in these voices that make you giggle yet eventually lure you to sleep.
And Eddie really is a good friend. He worries about your safety and never wants you to be alone so you can be a target for ‘hungry wolves,’ he says, because ‘wolves like the taste of lambs.’
Eddie says Billy is a wolf— he tells you about the awful things he’s seen him do, how he’s broken a man's arm in less than a blink of an eye, or how he puts out his cigarettes on the skin of his ‘enemies’— boy or girl. It’s terrifying, the things Eddie tells you about Billy and his group of friends, and it makes you cling to Eddie when you pass by the hungry stares of them.
One night, you ask Eddie if Steve is a wolf too— “Because he hurt you.”
Eddie, pretty features highlighted with the yellow light of your lamp, pauses for a moment— longer than it would usually take him to answer, before answering with a simple “No.”
You frown, turning to face Eddie, the skin of your cheek brushing against the soft cotton of Eddie’s shirt. “But Steve was mean to you, Eddie,” You argue.
Eddie takes a moment, long lashes kissing his cheek when he blinks before shifting, body heat searing through your thin pajamas, “He was looking out for you, wasn’t he? He stepped in when Billy was being an asshole, and he came to check on you after.”
You deflate in the realization that Eddie is right. Steve had only become defensive to protect you. To ensure you were okay after you’d been embarrassed in front of the entire party. And you didn’t even ask. Steve is just kind enough to go out of his way and do it without you needing to ask.
And you repaid him by being rude to him all week.
You ignored his greetings in passing, huffed, and turned back to your work whenever he came to hang out with Nancy— goodness; you even rolled your eyes at him when he asked if you needed help carrying your heavy laundry basket.
Eddie seems to notice your eerie silence, gently squeezing your shoulder as he asks, “What’s wrong?”
And his voice is so soft, so comforting and gentle that it makes you frown as you turn against him. “I… I feel bad,” You softly say, “I’ve been mean to him…”
Eddie goes silent momentarily before clearing his throat, “Why?”
“Because I thought he was being mean to you, and you’re my friend, Eddie, and he hurt you!” You exclaim as your frown deepens. Eddie hums, “Well, you know what you have to do now, right?” He asks.
And well, obviously, the right thing to do would be to apologize. A quick sorry to fix the damage you’ve done should turn you back onto the right page with him, so, “Say sorry.”
Eddie purses his lips, hips shifting with a short hum, “No, that won’t do,” He says, and you frown, “You have to let him know how sorry you are— and you’re really, really sorry, aren’t you?” He asks. You blink up at him, nodding with a frown, and Eddie drags in a breath as he brushes a thumb across your temple, sending butterflies down to your gut.
“But,” Your face twists in worry, “How?”
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Eddie has you resting between his thighs, your legs neatly folded beneath you with your hands placed in your lap. He’s looking at you with this gaze that makes your cheeks warm as he settles against the headboard of your bed.
He beckons you closer with a gesture of his hand, smiling when you press up on your knees, resting a hand on his thigh as you wriggle closer. “Have you ever made someone else feel good, bunny?” He asks.
You blink, wide eyes seared into his brown eyes, “Um… Well, sometimes I bring cookies to the nursing home,, and I think… well,, I’d like to think it makes them feel good and cared for.”
Eddie raises an amused eyebrow, lips twitching in a smile as he gently thumbs at your lip, “You’re precious,” He says, “But no.” Eddie fails to suppress his smile any longer when you frown.
“Like how I made you feel good at the party,” Eddie explains.
Your eyes widen then, tummy swirling with heat at the memory. You shake your head, mouth suddenly dry from Eddie’s words, and Eddie hums, “Never?”
You shake your head again, and Eddie replies, “Well, there’s a first time for everything, isn’t there?”
You breathe in, shying away as Eddie rests a hand over his crotch, “I-I don’t know, Eddie—” “Didn’t I tell you it’s okay to do this?”
His voice is firm and sharp, and you nod, “Yes, but—” “Would I ever lie to you?”
Would he? Eddie hasn’t lied thus far; why would he lie now?
You shake your head no, pressing further into him, and he lifts an eyebrow, “I—” You shy away, glancing away from his gaze, “Will you show me? How to…” You ask. Eddie smiles, soft and kind, and he settles into the headboard, palming his crotch as your breath hitches. “Touch me.” He orders.
You gaze at him, confused by his words, clenching your fingertips into his thigh, “I… I am.”
Your cheeks burn when he gazes at you, eyes holding this glare like what you’ve just said is stupid. He drags a hand down his thigh, fingers looping around your wrist and gently guiding you up, up, up until your palm is covering the tent in his jeans. Your eyes, wide and blown, fall to where he guides you, heart racing as he presses your hand into his crotch, massaging in a way. 
“You feel that?” He softly asks. You swallow, nodding because you can’t find the words. “That’s my cock,” He says. Your gaze jumps to his, breathing beginning to quicken when he tips his hips up into your touch. “You wanna see it?” He asks.
Your nod is more eager than you’d like it to be, but you can’t deny the excitement pooling between your thighs.
“Say it.”
Your face twitches in defiance, your body growing hotter by the second as the words tumble around the walls of your brain. “I can’t—” “Say it, bunny. Say you want to see my cock.”
You squirm, thighs pressing together as a whine dances in the back of your throat, conflict spinning within your chest. “I…” Eddie raises an eyebrow at your hesitance, and you breathe, “Can I see your… cock?” Your voice is shaky, and it’s embarrassing and you expect Eddie to take it for what it is, but he shakes his head, reaching out and pulling you closer by the jaw until your lips brush against his.
You whimper, fingers grasping his covered length. “No,” He says, lips twitching when you frown, “Say ‘I want to see your cock’.”
You whimper, louder and needier this time, and you think you feel a twitch beneath your hand, and your mind is beginning to feel foggy. Light and airy, like it does when you stand up too quickly on an empty stomach. “I want to see your cock.” You softly say, barely above a whisper, but Eddie can hear it— he can practically taste it with your mouth so close like this.
Eddie nods, humming in approval before digging his fingertip into your cheeks, pulling you forward the last inch to make your lips meet. His grip is so tight you can feel the bruises already budding, but he’s pressing his hips against your palm, and you’re spilling out more and more into your panties, and you feel filthy.
“Get me out, lamb.”
Truthfully, you don’t understand what he’s telling you to do, but it’s like your body reacts on second nature when your shaky fingers travel up to his belt, cool metal searing your tips as you fuss with it. You frown when his belt refuses to budge, intricate closure making you out to be dumb until you have no choice but to tell Eddie, “I can’t… can’t open it.”
Eddie huffs a soft and light laugh, before he brushes your hands away, “Cute little lamb. Can hardly do anything yourself, can you?”
Your skin is hot to the touch, embarrassment, and desire searing through your veins— and you can’t shake that guilty feeling ebbing at the back of your head that this is still wrong despite what Eddie has told you, but you think you want it either way. Think you want to make Eddie feel good. Think you want to make him feel like a million fireworks bursting within him. Think you want him to be proud of you and praise you for being good and following his instructions even if you’re already messing up on the first step.
You’re not sure; your brain is so muddled.
Eddie gets his belt open and does the work to pop his button as well, the zipper falling open with a quick tug. He sinks a hand beneath his jeans, softly breathing upon contact before shoving his jeans down just a bit until he reveals himself.
Your eyes grow wide, wider than before if that was possible, and you watch in silence as he wraps a hand around himself, dragging it up to the tip until a shiny pearl of liquid dribbles out from the glistening slit. 
“Look at that; I’m already leaking for you, bunny.” He hums. You breathe, whiny and interested, as he runs his thumb over the tip, catching the substance before it falls. He lifts his hand, gaze never leaving you, tipping his head as he pulls you close again, “Open your mouth.”
You do so on command, parting your lips as Eddie’s other hand continues to stroke himself, “Stick your tongue out; show me your pretty throat, baby.”
It’s humiliating. Sitting in front of Eddie with your mouth open and sticking out your tongue like a dog awaiting treats from their owner, but it makes your insides twist, and you’re not sure why, but you love the way Eddie hums in approval, lips quirked up into a smile. It’s beautiful.
The pad of his thumb is rough against the smooth muscle of your tongue, and the taste of him is faint as it melts into your spit— “Suck it, bunny.”
Your lips close around his knuckle, gently suckling his thumb clean of his excitement, and your nails dig into his thigh, squirming against your folded legs as the slicking sound of Eddie touching himself fills your ears.
“Look at that,” Eddie marvels, cooing as your eyes flutter, “You’re a natural, little lamb. Your pretty little lips were just made to be wrapped around a cock, weren’t they?”
You hardly register what he’s saying, but you nod either way, humming around his digit. He slips from your mouth, dragging his thumb down to smear your spit across your chin before he cups your face, “I want you to bend down and sink your lips around my cock and do what you just did to my thumb, okay?”
You nod, although reluctant to do what he’s asking, but you know it’s less of a request and more of a demand. You shuffle down the bed until there’s enough space for you and lean down and level yourself with the sinful sight of Eddie, hard and leaking, as he holds himself by the base.
Your gaze flutters up to him, a flash of hesitance dancing across your face, but Eddie is soft and firm when he glides his hand into yours, fingers threading yours and gently squeezing. His other hand holds himself at the base, holding himself to stand tall and proud before you.
You’re hesitant with the first lick, nervous yet curious as your tongue glides over the pink tip of his cock. He coats your tongue with a heady taste, salty yet subtle, and the hum that rumbles from his chest makes your head spin. You give him a few licks, adjusting to the taste before you remember the task you were given.
Taking one steady breath, you loop your hand around him, right above his hand, and you sink your lips around his tip. He’s wide, uncomfortable with how your mouth and jaw stretch around him, and the feeling of him dragging on your tongue is strange.
Eddie pants above you, cursing beneath his breath, “Take a little more, bunny.” He says. And you try, you try your hardest, shoving your face lower onto his leaking cock, but you hardly get halfway down before you gag around the tip. You pull off on instinct, coughing and sputtering, and Eddie coos. You had been drooling and slobbering all down the length of him, so Eddie’s hand is slimy and wet when he reaches out to cup your face. You whine and grimace at the feeling, turning away only for him to hold your jaw and snicker at your response.
“Poor baby’s throat is still tight, huh?” He coos.
You whine, frowning as he gently forces you to nod before sinking two fingers into your mouth. You’re more compliant this time around, maybe even eager to have his fingers in your mouth, but last time he had been gentle and kind, whereas this time, he is prodding and fierce. His calloused fingertips pet at the back of your tongue, and your eyes water, a gag threatening to come up as he hums, “Gotta train this pretty throat of yours, don’t we?”
He doesn’t go any further, but his fingertips press down against your tongue until your jaw opens wide for him. He hums, the slick sound of his fist around his cock echoing as you gaze up at him with wide eyes, throat bare and open to him. “Don’t worry, bunny, just a few rounds and this cute mouth of yours will be a cock sucking pro, okay?” 
You nod at his words, gagging when he brushes against the very back of your throat before pulling back. He removes his fingers from your mouth, but you don’t go long with a break before he’s leaning forward and smashing his lips against yours. And you don’t like it when Eddie kisses you. It’s sloppy and wet, and it hurts because he likes to bite, but you can’t stop the swirl of heat that rises in your tummy when his tongue drags against every crevice of your mouth.
He pecks your lips one last time, wet and sticky, dragging his thumb against your bottom lip before giving you a quick order, “Get back to work, honey.”
He’s gentle with his hands, cupping your face as you shuffle down to bring your lips around his tip. Although the taste is still unique, to say the least, you think you’re more comfortable this time around. You take him down, letting him slide through the wet skin of your mouth, pulsing veins gliding against the thick of your tongue. It makes your core stir with heat, familiar and slightly unwelcome under the remembrance of purity. He’s softly breathing, mumbling little praises to coax you further down the length of him. You don’t make it very far before he hits the back of your throat, and you can’t hold back the gag that erupts from you. You pull away abruptly and upset, watery eyes and a spit-soaked frown as you blink at him, “It’s too big, Eddie,” you whine.
Eddie huffs out a small laugh, hands in your hair curling at the root before pushing you back down, “Just take what you can bunny.” 
He doesn’t push you, but his actions tell you that he doesn’t care to hear your complaints, and you are now thoroughly focused on nothing but bringing Eddie satisfaction.
You do your best with your eager nature to please and the gentle guidance from Eddie—  ‘Take it like a popsicle, sweet lamb.’ and ‘Less teeth, bunny.’ and ‘Good girl, you’re hungry for it, aren’t you.’
An uncomfortable ache rises in your jaw not long into it, but Eddie is making these noises that send millions of butterflies flocking to your core, and you figure by the labored breaths and the mumbled curses falling from his lips that he must be feeling what you did that night at the party. That burst of white-hot rush. The big crash.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum,” he pants, “So warm and wet— fuck.” He cups your jaw, grip firm, and gaze demanding as he tells you, “It’s gonna be a lot, but you’re gonna take it, okay.”
Not a question but a command.
And you have no choice but to do your best at nodding and continuing your task. And you’re not sure what Eddie is talking about. You don’t know what this abundance of something is, and anxiety swirls in your gut, but not for long— because once the warmth fills your mouth, it never stops. It’s warm and bittersweet, and he floods your senses like a storm until you can do nothing but pull away with a choking cough.
Sticky white drips from your mouth, smearing over your chin and pooling onto Eddie’s throbbing cock where he’s now wrapped a hand around himself, knuckles glistening with the mess you’ve created. He’s cooing at you, calling you cute names, and rubbing a thumb over your throat, “Poor baby. Can hardly take a single thing in your pretty throat.”
It stings, and it’s nearly intolerable with the burn in your lungs, but Eddie looks so proud through the fog of your tears that you can do nothing but nuzzle against his palm and preen. “M’sorry,” you mumble, “Was so much…”
Eddie coos, pets your hair back gently as he gazes at you, “That’s okay, honey,” he assures, “But you need to clean your mess, okay?”
And, well, you figure that’s the least you can do. You nod, moving to raise on shaky limbs, but Eddie holds you still and shakes his head, “A good lamb finishes their meal. Can’t let a single drop go to waste, right?”
And you’re so tired, eyelids heavy and low with the exhaustion of the day and your efforts; you can hardly find it in yourself to protest. And well, the taste isn’t so bad, you think. Eddie’s skin is hot and salty beneath your tongue as you lick every inch of him that had fallen victim to your lack of training. Your heavy eyes don’t stay open, but Eddie directs you, helps you find your way as you clean your mess, and you settle down between his thighs when he slips his knuckles into your mouth. You lave your tongue over every inch, sleepy bones sinking deeper by the second, cheek pressed to the naked skin of Eddie’s hips. He doesn’t disturb you, only lets you suckle on his fingers as you finish cleaning, and you mumble another sorry, to which he says nothing, but you feel him slip from you just before sleep finally takes you under.
And in your dreams, you float in Eddie-scented rivers and sun.
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Your big doe eyes and pouty lips will be the death of Eddie.
He’s been patient so far— so patient and steady with carving his spot next to you, and he can’t lose it now. That night in the restroom at the party was almost a fuck up. He nearly lost his grip then and claimed you as his own— would’ve fucked you raw right there on the bathroom floor and kept you for himself if he didn’t know any better, but he does. He knows better, and he knows that fragile things like you need time.
You’re easy to bend. He’s spent all week warming you to a malleable point, and last night was the first lesson, testing the water to see just how far Eddie could push you without you batting an eye— far enough. And now, as you sit beside him squirming, he can honestly admit that this is much more fun than he had anticipated.
You’re watching the rugby team file out of the locker room, waiting for the last of them to leave. As team captain, Steve is burdened with the task of ensuring the locker room is nice and clean after each practice, making it the perfect time for Eddie to send you in: no Nancy Wheeler and no prying eyes (apart from his own). 
You’re not all too excited to apologize to Stevie. More nervous than anything. And you can’t stop fucking moving until Eddie pinches your thigh and gives a quick order, “Get ready to go in, bunny.”
You frowned, wide eyes glancing at Eddie, “What if someone else is in there?” You stressed.
And you’re a cute little thing. Knee-high socks, freshly pressed uniform skirt, nervous hands tugging at the pleats as you scurry into the locker room like a nervous puppy sent to a cage. The slam of the door echoes, and Eddie’s left finishing off his cigarette, imagining how much of a fool you’re making out of yourself, asking to get on your knees for Steve Harrington— how cute.
And even though Eddie’s practically handed you over like a pretty wrapped gift, Eddie’s not stupid. Eddie knows Steve because he’s studied him, and he knows that Steve will not have the patience to wait for what can be his, and those calloused hands of his will roam. Skin will be touched, gripped, licked— the whole nine. Because, unlike Eddie, his boy is impatient. His boy is a short fuse waiting to blow— a hungry wolf waiting to rip his sweet lamb to shreds. And because Eddie knows Steve so well, he’s left a present for him.
It’s nothing extreme, nothing terrible, but something to remind him that— for now— you are Eddie’s. You are Eddie’s craft, and he is still perfecting it. He can’t have impatient jocks screwing with his process, and Steve is not above that line. 
You weren’t too happy while Eddie prepared the gift. Squirmy little thing you are. Squirmy and fucking whiney— Eddie almost gagged you, if he’s being honest. You frown when you don’t want to do something, but you’re easy to bribe— Eddie’s got a long list of candy to buy— and you were shy while lifting your skirt and peeling open the front of your panties. You whimpered when Eddie jerked himself off into them, and Eddie almost fucked you then— hates himself for giving Steve that dumbass promise. And you complained about the squishy wet feeling of Eddie’s cum in your panties, but Eddie promised he’d make it all better, but only until after you apologized to Steve.
It’s been fifteen minutes since Eddie sent his lamb into the lion's den. Kissed your forehead and wished you the best— even told you to cant his tip to the side of your cheek when you think he’s going to cum so you don’t hack up a lung on the rugby locker room floor— and you nodded all wide-eyed and pretty and thought of just taking you for himself right then and there. Whisk you away to some lonely tower and keep you full of him all year long. But he had to stay true to his plan.
His cigarette is done, and he’s getting impatient, so he tosses the bud and slinks his way into the locker room. He lets the door shut quietly, careful not to disturb the lion and the lamb, and he can hear a quiet hum of a voice, deeper toned— Steve. Eddie is calculated and quiet as he creeps into the room, settling behind a row of lockers that give him the perfect view of you on your knees. Picture fucking perfect. 
Didn’t take much for Steve to fold; that much is clear. But Eddie doesn’t blame him. Who can keep a steady balance when it comes to you?
Steve’s shirt is off and thrown over his shoulder, a pink flush dancing up his chest, curling around his neck and cheeks. He’s sitting on a bench, sweaty back pressed against the cool metal of a locker, eyes fluttering shut as you take him down your throat. He curses, fingers cupping your head as he loses the last tails of his composure and thrusts into your mouth. Eddie knew this would happen. Knew Steve wouldn’t be able to hold back. And you’re shocked.
You whine, shifting to pull away, but his grip doesn’t allow you. Your grip is tight on Steve’s shorts, grappling and tugging in a sense of surrender, and Steve doesn’t take it. Eddie is stone-faced, not a single wave of emotion waving over his face as he watches Steve obliterate your poor little throat. Eddie would’ve done that last night. He wanted to. But you’re too sweet. Too soft. You’ll crack at the edges, and if Eddie is the creator of the cracks, you won’t return to him.
He lets Steve destroy you, lets him defile you for all you are, lets him mumble curses that you hate to hear. And when Steve’s eyes meet Eddie’s, he can’t hold back the twist in his gut or the way his jeans tighten.
Steve is so beautiful. He’s devastating and glistening under the shitty lights of the locker room, and he’s boiling beneath the work of your tongue. There’s a flash of confusion that dashes through Steve’s expression: confusion and distaste. Doesn’t want Eddie here. Doesn’t like that Eddie’s palming himself, touching himself. But Steve can hardly stop himself from watching the way Eddie rolls his hips into his touch, and he can’t even hold the moan that slips from his lips. Eddie smirks at that. Thinks it’s cute how Steve tries to act like Eddie isn’t affecting him. Steve looks away, moans all breathy and hot, “Gonna cum.”
If Steve is beautiful in the buildup, then there’s no explanation for how he looks at the fall. He’s otherworldly, and he sounds like heaven and hell colliding to create this deafening glorious sound, and he looks like a fucking painting. You’re more of a mess than you were last night— and even though Eddie can’t see it, he can hear it. Can hear the sniffle and coughing, the whimpers and whining, and you flinch when Steve reaches out to wipe your face. Eddie stands then, wanting to give you two space to have each other— because, despite the intimacy you’d just displayed, the comedown is the most essential part. And although Steve seems like a total meathead, Eddie has an inkling that King Steve is an all-time pro when it comes to aftercare, so Eddie is not too worried about leaving. 
Steve catches Eddie’s eye just before the older boy steps out, and Eddie just can’t help the smirk that graces his lips, dropping a quick wink before opening the door and walking out.
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Since you and Steve are on good terms, Steve makes it a point to always look after you.
He’s a good friend, you learn. He reminds you which homework is due the next day, returns your library books for you, and lends you a pencil whenever you need it— because, come to find out, you share the same biology lecture. Steve even cleans you up when Eddie makes your thighs all sticky with his white cream.
You didn’t know what he was doing the first time he did it— after you apologized in the locker room. You were on your way out when he stopped you and told you to bend over. And you weren’t sure why Steve was asking this of you until you felt the warm trickle of Eddie’s cum dripping down the inside of your thigh. It was embarrassing, and you couldn’t think of anything to do other than shy away and press your thighs together, but Steve was gentle and soft as he laid a hand on your arm, “It’s okay, sweetheart. Just wanna help, that’s all.”
You were scared when he led you to take a seat on the bench, heart racing and worry swirling in your chest as Steve shuffled out of view only to return with a towel. He settled on his knees before you and parted your thighs, and you whined and tried to close them, but he cooed and told you he’d be quick. Gentle sweeps of the cotton towel across your sticky lips made your thighs quake, and your nails left dents in the wood of the bench, but Steve was kind through it all. He gently cooed and told you that you were pretty and held it so well— whatever that means.
When he finished, you thanked him, but he kept your thighs parted. You whimpered and cried out when he touched you, and you wanted to run away when he let his tongue flick over the entirety of your now clean center, but once Steve told you that this was okay— that he and Eddie had talked— you relaxed and fell into the blissful drags of his tongue.
It was otherworldly, the feeling Steve brought to you with his mouth. You could feel it for hours. White-hot licks of fire up your thighs and lower back. Steve’s rough fingers pressed into the warm, thick skin of your thighs. The cool metal of the lockers digging into your back. The humid and sweat-stained air filling your lungs with each gasp. You could feel Steve’s hair threading through your fingers for days, and each time you saw him, it was all you saw— him on his knees, between your thighs, licking you and telling you to ride his face. So dirty. It was debauchery! Terrible sins, each and every second— but it was so good.
You couldn’t look Eddie in the eye after. Guilt and shame riddled your every bone, knowing you had done more than what you told Eddie you would do— and for some reason, you just could not shake that feeling in the depths of your gut that something here was not right. 
You want to ask someone, just to be sure, but each time you bring it up to Eddie, he tells you you’re being silly and to let it go. 
“Nancy, I have a question…”
Your roommate is on the other side of the room, lying on her stomach and nose-deep in her studies, as you had both planned to be for the night. She glances your way and hums in indication. You shuffle, sitting up on your bed to cross your legs beneath you. “Well,” you sigh, “I was just wondering, is it normal to feel guilty after doing… things?” You can’t muster the strength to say the word, so the last part comes out as a whisper. Focused on her studies and having not fully understood the meaning of your question, Nancy, hums, “What things, hun?”
You clear your throat, shuffling on your bed as you grow uncomfortably hot. “Um— you know, like… things. With a-a boy?”
Nancy freezes then, writing coming to an abrupt halt before her gaze snaps over to you. “What do you mean?” Her eyes narrow with furrowed eyebrows, “Like… sex?” She hisses.
You quickly shake your head, eyes wide and heart racing as Nancy sits up to face you from across the room, “N-no! At least… no, I don’t think it is…” You mumble, suddenly realizing that the lines between intercourse and whatever isn’t intercourse have become intensely blurred these past few weeks.
Nancy gasps, her jaw dropping as she scrambles across the room to climb onto your bed, settling across from you in a crossed-leg position as well. “You’re sleeping with someone? Who? Oh my god, where? When?” Nancy’s questions are rapid and frantic, and you hardly have a chance even to grasp them, so you just shake your head. “No? You’re not sleeping with someone?”
“No. Well, I think I am. I’m not sure.” You frown, panic settling as Nancy’s face twists into further confusion, “Would you consider it sex if there was no… penetration?” You cringe at the word, and Nancy giggles. “What, like, he ate you out?”
You don’t know what that means, and you gaze in confusion for a few seconds before the pieces click in your head that the saying explains what Steve had done to you some days ago. “Yes. And I’ve also used my mouth on him before. Although I don’t think I liked having an achy jaw after very much…” You frown.
Nancy could not look more stunned, looking at you as if you’ve just told her a top secret of the government, “Who is this guy? You have to tell me.” She begs, shuffling forward with interest. You open your mouth, about to tell her before you pause and wave dismissively, “Nancy, that’s not what this is about!” You stress.
“Sorry, sorry— uh— what was your question again?”
You sigh, grabbing your pillow to clutch to your chest, sticking a finger between your teeth to anxiously pick at dead skin from your cuticles. “Is it normal to feel so guilty?” You ask. “I— I know it’s not a sin, but I still feel… weird.” You frown.
Nancy hums, “Well, sometimes it just takes time to shake the religious bullshit mindset, you know? I mean… I don’t know, I felt a little guilty my first time with Steve,” She shrugs— and you’re not sure why, but your stomach twists with a dark feeling. “But sex feels too good to be ashamed about it. At least for me, it does.” 
And suddenly, the feeling of guilt triples in size— the monster beneath your bed grows and is brewing with the truth of what you and Steve had done in the locker room. The realization that you had done something you shouldn’t have with your roommate’s boyfriend.
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Eddie’s dorm is not exactly what you had expected.
You're not sure how Eddie has gotten away with most of the things he has in here. There’s a toaster on his desk, and beside his bed, there’s a tall and wide black thing that Eddie said was an AMP for his guitar— “She’s loud enough to wake up this entire campus.” And judging by how big it is, you don’t doubt that it truly could ring through the entirety of All Saints.
It’s your first time in his dorm room, and you struggle to keep your hands to yourself and not touch everything, but luckily, Eddie doesn’t seem annoyed each time you pick something up and ask him what it is— although he did snatch away a little tin box you had found and told you to never touch it again. You’re not sure what that was about, but you wouldn’t dare push your luck.
“Take a seat, bunny. We’re gonna watch a movie.” Eddie grins, tossing a remote in his hand. You’re not sure how Eddie has a TV either, but you realize that Eddie just has a way of getting things to work in his favor. Admittedly, it is impressive. 
You settle on his bed, socked feet wriggling in the messy sheets as Eddie slips in a tape, “Is this the surprise? What movie? I don’t like horror, Eddie…” 
Eddie turns to you, a soft smile on his face, “It’s not a horror, bunny. And yes, this is the surprise. Now, before I press play, I want to make one thing clear,” He holds a finger up and you nod, “No talking from you for the entire film. Okay?”
You don’t know the extent of what Eddie is asking, so it’s easy to nod and promise to follow his rules. Eddie hums and gently pats your head, and suddenly, as if on cue, there’s a soft knock on the door. With a rather mischievous smile, Eddie winks at you and tells you to sit tight. You don’t think much of it and busy yourself with the movie's opening credits. It seems low budget compared to the movies you’ve seen, but you’re not one to judge.
The opening scene comes, and your low-budget suspicions are confirmed when the dialogue comes out sloppy and somewhat awkward. Despite this, though, you find yourself intrigued; you’ve never seen these actors before. However, before the film can progress, Eddie is stepping back into the room, but this time with someone else in tow— a rather familiar face, Steve.
Eddie makes his way to sit beside you as Steve shuts the door behind him, clicking the lock and looking at you with his forever-kind eyes.
With the turning events on the TV screen, the sly wink that Steve sends your way, and the firm squeeze Eddie gives your thigh, you begin to realize— this is not a regular movie, and you are caught in their trap.
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part three.
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CRUEL INTENTIONS - part one: genesis
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18+ — MINORS DNI
pairing: steddie x innocent/shy!reader
summary: you're a new student at All Saints Catholic Academy and Steve and Eddie have every intention to sink their teeth into you.
contains: enemies to lovers between steddie, blasphemy/religious talk, drug and alcohol use, SMUT - 18+, fingering, mentions of smoking, corruption kink, blood kink, mentions of a knife kink, very mild violence, subtle bullying, NON-CON/DUB-CON, and steddie being pervs <3
word count: 7.1k
WARNING: this fic contains dark themes including - NON-CON/DUB-CON,  manipulation, coercion, and corruption. Again, THIS IS A DARK FIC, do not read it if you’re not comfortable with it!
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PREFACE…
“Here at All Saints Academy, we aim to ensure staff will equip students with everything needed to succeed physically and spiritually.”
Your mother and father are beaming on each side of you as you nod to the lady’s words, smiling in agreement. Mom and Dad have been busy with business, and they were starting to get weary about how much time you spend home alone, so they enrolled you in the best catholic boarding school money could buy.
It’s a beautiful campus with big Romanesque architecture-styled buildings. The halls are vast and well-lit with high-hung candle chandeliers. You have yet to visit the dorms, but from the pictures, you were able to tell they’re nothing short of spectacular. You don’t have much to complain about other than the absence of your parents.
“Based on your records here, I can tell you’re a bright student,” She smiles at you, folding her hands atop her desk, “We’re so glad to have you here, young lady.”
You preen under her praise; cheeks warm when your mom proudly squeezes your knee as you thank her. There’s not much left that the lady goes over; she mostly just lets your parents know how and when it’s appropriate to call to check on you or visit— and before you know it, you’re hugging your parents goodbye and waving from the main buildings front steps as they drive off. You’re clutching the folder and pamphlet to your chest, nerves racing through your body now that you’re officially on your own.
A new chapter, and you couldn’t be more excited to start it.
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Eddie’s late to his last class of the day.
He’s late, and he’s praying that he doesn’t reek of weed because he’s on his last strike with this teacher, and he really can’t afford to get another call back home. It’s Eddie’s luck that the classroom has a door in the back, so he’s able to slip in quietly.
And Eddie’s not exactly thinking when he slides into the nearest seat, but he thinks maybe the universe is rooting for him because next to him is the prettiest girl he thinks he’s ever seen.
You’re wide-eyed from shock, given Eddie’s just casually slid into the seat next to you, and Eddie cracks a pearly white grin. “Oh, I’m sorry,” he says with a slight undertone of sarcasm, “Is this seat taken?” Eddie asks.
You don’t even attempt to open your mouth in response; you just shake your head no, and Eddie’s grin widens. He holds a hand out for you to shake and introduces himself, “Eddie Munson. And you are?”
You’re shy, and your voice is sweet, but Eddie can hear you clearly as day when you say your name, gently shaking his hand with a visible blush dancing in your eyes. Eddie’s chest stirs when your teeth sink into your bottom lip as you shy away from his gaze. He smiles, caressing your warm knuckles as he responds, “Pretty name for an even prettier girl.” 
You smile, glancing at him with burning cheeks, “Thank you… I, um, I like your hair.”
Eddie laughs at that. He tries not to be too loud to draw any attention, but you’re the cutest thing, and you’re looking at his hair like you want to sit down and spend hours practicing different plait patterns. “Thank you,” he grins. Eddie’s eyes fall to your chest, and he snickers to himself before reaching forward, gently picking up the shiny pendants hanging from the silver chain on your neck. A cross and a purity ring. Fucking ace.
Eddie hums, twirling the purity ring between his fingers, “This is nice. Would you like to trade?”
Your face twists in confusion, “Trade?”
“Yeah, I’ll give you my hair for this cute little chain.” He gently tugs on the pendant, and you giggle. It’s a saccharine sound. Fucking beautiful, absolutely the best thing Eddie’s ever heard since his first listen to his first Metallica record, and Eddie thinks he could dedicate his life to pulling that sound from you. Thinks he wants to pull other noises from you too, ones that’ll make you preen with embarrassment and beg him to stop teasing— because your knees are brushing against Eddie’s thigh, and Eddie doesn’t even bother being slick about the way his gaze drops to your thighs, praying for your school skirt to ride up higher.
Eddie’s limbs have a mind of their own apparently, because his knuckles brush against your nylon-covered knee as you open your mouth to respond, but fucking Mrs. Lockwood steps up to you both with a clear of her throat. You jump, your hands settling in your lap as you turn to the teacher, “Munson. I didn’t see you walk in today; when did you arrive?”
You distract yourself with writing notes like a fucking scolded puppy, and Eddie almost ignores Mrs. Lockwood so he can just watch you in awe, but she clears her throat again, and Eddie shrugs, “Been here since the start of the period, miss.” Eddie responds.
Mrs. Lockwood hums with a tilt of her head, “I took attendance already, and you didn’t answer.”
Eddie shrugs again, glancing at you as you practically cower from the class's attention that’s now on you both, “I didn’t hear you say my name.”
And even though Mrs. Lockwood knows Eddie’s nothing but a bullshit liar, she also knows that Eddie can argue like he’s getting fucking paid for it, so— “Get your work done, please.”
And Eddie shoots a wink your way when the teacher turns away, but you’re too focused on your notebook, and Eddie thinks— Jesus Christ, he can’t wait to break you.
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Classes end sooner than you know, and you find yourself in the dormitories. So far, you seem to like it here— the teachers are friendly, the workload isn’t too bad, and the students seem to keep mind to their studies— there was even one kid, Eddie, who made you feel nice and welcomed and you appreciated that more than you could express.
Still, even though your day was lovely, you’re exhausted from new faces and sceneries, and your eyes are begging for a moment to relax with a quick nap. With your mind so caught up on taking a nap, you forget to knock on the door to your dorm before you enter, twisting the doorknob and pushing the door wide open. 
You regret your mistake immediately.
“Oh my god!”
“Oh, goodness! I’m so sorry!” You turn and cover your eyes, shoulders tense as you spew out a slew of apologies to your roommate and the man she’d been busy with. How great! Your first day, and you’re already being a rude roommate. “I’m sorry, I should’ve knocked! I can just— I’ll just.” You move to blindly reach for the doorknob to make your exit, but your roommate speaks up before you can escape, “No! It’s fine, we— stop it— He was just leaving anyway.”
“I wasn’t actually—” “Steve.”
“Okay! Okay.”
You stay turned around with your back to the couple, embarrassment broiling in your veins as you try to ignore the rustling of clothes and sheets and their hushed whispers. “I’ll see you tonight, okay?” The man— Steve, you gather— whispers. You hear a wet smooching noise and a grumble from the girl to, ‘stop being gross.’ and your cheeks burn. The man huffs out a laugh, and you only turn when you can feel his presence behind you since you’re blocking the doorway. He’s tall, broad shoulders with a handsome face, and brown eyes to match his fluffy brown hair. His lips spread into a smirk, eyes dancing across your face as he winks, reaching around you to grasp the door handle, “Keep an eye on this one for me, okay?”
You don’t mean to, but with the handsome man so close to you as he shuffles to move past you, warm body brushing against yours, you can’t help but blush as you nod. He huffs a small laugh before bidding his last farewell to your roommate and disappearing into the hallway. You’re unsure how he can easily slip in and out of the girl's dormitory, but you don’t ask when your roommate clears her throat, “Sorry about that.” She mumbles, “I’ll be sure to be more… mindful in the future.”
You nod with a welcoming smile, stepping further into the room as she rises to her feet and extends a hand for you to shake, “I’m Nancy, by the way.”
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When Nancy asked you if you were busy tonight, you weren’t under the impression that the night's final destination would be a party. You surely weren’t under the impression that it would be as big as a party as this one— it’s something you’ve only seen in movies… well, only the few movies you’ve been allowed to watch.
It looked somewhat fun in the movies, but this? This was anything but fun. It was a mistake tagging along with Nancy tonight.
You’ve only just finished your first day at All Saints, and you’re already surrounding yourself with terrible things, things your parents have warned you time and time again to avoid— drugs, alcohol, sex, etc.
It’s everywhere: your classmates are drunk and cheering on as the rugby team chug beers, Tommy and Carol have been making out on the living room couch for nearly an hour, and Nancy— god, you don’t even know where she is, and you’re overwhelmed and scared, and you wish you had stayed in your dorm when Nancy asked what you were doing tonight.
You didn’t want to seem rude, and Nancy is so nice despite Carol evidently hating your guts, and you would hate to throw it back in her face. And sure, maybe she’s only being nice because you’re her roommate, but you still feel as if it’s a little obligatory to accept whatever plans she throws your way.
You’re still in your school uniform, making you feel out of place since everyone here seems to be straight out of a magazine, revealing dresses and neatly done hair. You’ve been glued to the living room wall since you arrived, too scared to do anything but blink and stare in shock. It’s when things start getting rowdy with the rugby team that you decide to peel yourself from the wall, desperate for some sense of reprieve from the absolute zoo you’ve been thrown into, but a body slides up beside you and catches your attention.
A handsome man, tall with dirty blond curly locks that dust across his broad shoulders. His eyes are dark with his gaze, but you can see the ice-cold blue peeking through when a light passes. “You’re too pretty to be hiding in the shadows, you know?”
It’s strong and direct and should make your nose scrunch up in distaste, but with the drawl of his voice and the way he’s leaning a solid hand onto the wall, it makes your cheeks warm. He drops the hand that had been on the wall and reaches out, offering a handshake, “Billy.” He introduces himself.
You only blink at him, glancing at his hand, and he chuckles, a dashing white smile flashing on his face. “Okay. Well, can I offer you a drink? Haven’t seen you with a cup all night.” He points out. You’re not sure why, but the comment makes your stomach twist. He raises a seemingly kind eyebrow, and you shake your head, shying away and pressing further against the wall, “I-I don’t really drink.” You respond.
Billy snickers, head tipping to the side with an unamused look, “Have you ever had a drink?” He questions. Your face warms at that, embarrassed by the truth when you shake your head, “No…” You mumble. The man laughs again, hearty and clean, before he shrugs. His other hand, the hand that’s been wrapped around a can, reaches out between you both, and his eyes glisten when he gazes at you, “Try some of mine?”
You quickly shake your head, curling your fingers into your palms, “No, thank you, I think I’m gonna—” “Come on. It’s not like I’m trying to poison you; just take a sip.”
And well… he’s right, right? He isn’t trying to poison you. He’s being kind, offering you his drink, and you’re being rude and acting like he just asked you to kill your childhood dog. Your shoulders drop, physically giving in as you reach forward, but Billy pulls the can away with a smirk. You’re confused as you gaze up at him, eyebrows furrowed when he steps closer.
He slinks his fingers beneath your chin, rough fingertips sending shivers up your spine as he roughly tells you to “Open up.”
You’re against the wall with nowhere to go, so you obey his orders, opening your mouth, eyes squeezed shut as you try to ignore his chuckles. Your nails are cutting into your skin at this point, stinging and sure to leave a mark as you await the drink on your tongue. You nearly choke when he pours the drink right onto your throat— no, you do choke. You fidget beneath him, wriggling and accidentally getting some of the drink on your chin, and Billy hums like he’s enjoying the sight. “Keep going, doll, you’re doing fuckin’ great.” He chuckles.
You whine, reaching up to press your hands against his chest as the drink threatens to overflow your mouth. But Billy doesn’t stop. He keeps going until the drink is spilling over the sides of your mouth, and you have no choice but to shove at him, choking on the bitter liquor as he chuckles— he’s so strong he doesn’t even budge. But then suddenly, someone is grabbing the boy and tearing him off of you with a loud curse. They’re arguing, that much you can tell, but your head is foggy as you try and catch your breath.
The front of your shirt is damp with the bitter-tasting drink, and you frown, angrily wiping at your mouth as you look at the two men arguing. “The fuck is your problem, man?” It’s Steve, Nancy’s boyfriend. You had all arrived together, but Steve and Nancy seemed to be in the middle of some quarrel, given the way they had immediately parted ways once they stepped into the party.
Your chest tightens, knowing he had come to practically save you, watching as he furiously shoves at the other boy. “Relax, Harrington, we’re just having fun,” Billy snickers before looking at you with a smirk, “Right, Cherry? We were having fun.” And it’s then that you catch the group of people across the room laughing and snickering from the scene you’d just caused. It was planned.
You catch Carol and Tommy giggling, and then you see Nancy locking eyes as she sends you an apologetic look. With a frown on your face and tears brewing in your eyes, you flee the scene, heart racing and embarrassment flooding your body and soul, ignoring Steve as he calls your name.
The kitchen is crowded but less than the living room, and you’re just glad to be in a well-lit room now with zero eyes on you and the promise of a glass of water somewhere.
You’re so caught up spiraling within yourself that you don’t even realize you’ve stopped right in front of your newest classmate friend— “I did not expect to see you here, lamb.”
You turn at the familiar voice, your body immediately relaxing when you meet the gaze of pretty brown eyes. You blink, tilting your head in confusion once you realize what Eddie called you, “Lamb?”
Eddie, perched up on the kitchen counter, taps the heel of his shoe against the wooden cabinet, “You’re cute like one. Lost, too.”
“I’m not lost,” you respond, shying away when Eddie raises an eyebrow, “M’just… overwhelmed. Never been to a party before, and that Billy guy is so… mean.” You frown.
Eddie hums, reaching out and gently tugging on your necklace. You’re not sure why, but Eddie seems to have a weird fascination with it. “Mm. What are you doing here? Little lamb like you should be at the dorms, studying or sleeping like a good girl, hm? Wouldn’t have run into Billy if you were being good.” He says. You frown at his words, guilt swirling in your chest from the reality that you definitely should not be here. Nothing good comes out of places like this; your parents had always warned you to avoid it, yet here you are. Your first night, and you’re already disobeying your parent's wishes.
“Uh, my roommate, Nancy, invited me.” You answer. Eddie’s eyes glimmer with something you can’t quite put your finger on, but before you can even ask, he’s sitting up straight and hopping down from the counter, “Notice you’ve got empty hands. Want a drink?”
You blink, subconsciously twirling your necklace between your fingers as you respond, “Um— a water, please?” Eddie’s lips twitch into a smile, and he nods, “One water coming right up.” He winks. You don’t know why, but the gesture makes your chest flutter. You're thankful that Eddie seems to have a kind heart.
Eddie disappears momentarily to get your water, but he’s quick about it and by your side in no time. Before you can thank him for grabbing you a drink, someone else is sliding into the frame with a gentle hand pressing to your lower back, a familiar soft yet deep voice filling your ears, “Hey, are you alright?”
Steve. You blink up at the boy, shying beneath his gaze in embarrassment from how he’d seen you not too long ago. “Uh, y-yeah. I’m okay.” You answer. Steve glares at Eddie, who’s silently watching as Steve reaches forward and takes the untouched cup of water from you. “Is he bothering you?” Steve doesn’t refer to Eddie by name, but you know he’s talking about the other boy. 
You immediately shake your head no, “No, I—” “Does it look like she’s having a bad time, Steve?”
The attention is now on Eddie as he calmly gazes at Steve, waiting for an answer. Steve’s eyes narrow, fingers subconsciously tightening around the red solo cup, “Fuck off, Munson. I know what you do to girls at these parties.” Steve says with a raise of the cup. You don’t know what Steve is talking about, but you don’t get a chance to ask because Eddie tilts his head with a grin and asks, “Yeah? What’s that?”
Steve grimaces, like Eddie’s the most repulsive thing he’s ever come across, and you frown, sad to see that your new friends seem to not be getting along. Steve places your cup of water on the kitchen island, “You’re fucking sick in the head. I won’t let you do your weird satanic bullshit on Nancy’s friend.”
Without a moment's pause, Eddie responds, crossing his arms over his chest with a tilt of his head, “Mm. Nancy’s friend or your eye candy?
And then Steve punches Eddie square in the jaw.
It happens quicker than you can comprehend, and you stand there like a deer in headlights when Tommy appears from nowhere to pull Steve off of Eddie. Eddie’s grinning, bloody, and tauntingly with a split lip, and Steve is glaring with clenched fists as Tommy backs him up to the other side of the room, mumbling stuff about Steve needing to keep his spot as captain on the rugby team— “He’s not worth it, man.”
Instinctively, as you see your new friend has gotten hurt, you step forward to assess the damage, frowning at the open wound as Steve calls out a harsh remark. You figure you should take Eddie somewhere that Steve isn’t, so you gently tug on him, but Eddie only chuckles at Steve’s words, stumbling in a daze as you drag him away from the scene.
You don’t know where you’re going, but Eddie seems to realize your intentions when you open the third door to an occupied bedroom, “Restrooms down there, lamb.” He gestures down the hallway. Surely enough, the last room in the hallway is the restroom, and when you step in with Eddie behind you, you’re too busy searching for a first aid kit to hear the undeniable click! of the lock to the door, sealing you to your fate.
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Eddie, claiming he was tired of standing, made himself comfortable on the floor, ushering you down to join him with the dusty, old first aid kit you’d found. You don’t mind it, but having your knees scuffed up by the cold, hard ground of the restroom floor makes you squirm until Eddie hums, suppressing a wince when you dab an alcohol wipe at his split lip.
“What’s wrong, peach?” He asks.
You huff, shifting in your spot, “Floors hard.” You grumble, focused on your task. Eddie frowns then, and you shake your head quickly, “It’s okay th— oh!” To your surprise, Eddie’s hands are stern on your hips as they drag you forward onto his lap, making sure your thighs bracket his hips, alleviating the pressure from your knees.
It’s nerve-wracking being this close to Eddie; you’re practically inhaling him, and you can feel something hard forming against your thigh. You try your best to ignore the unfamiliar object as you dress Eddie’s wound. You clear your throat, “You and Steve know each other?” You ask.
Eddie hums, warm hands settling on your bare thighs, fingertips digging into your soft skin. “You could say that.” He responds. You frown, tossing the bloody wipes to the side once you finish cleaning his lip. “Eddie?”
“Hm?”
You fidget in your spot, and Eddie groans, but you’re unsure why. “What did… what was Steve talking about? About you with girls and parties?” You ask. Eddie’s eyes are sharp as he gazes at you, and you find yourself shying away from him, subconsciously reaching up to fiddle with your necklace. “He said you do weird… satanic things.” You whisper.
Eddie, ever the handsome man he is, cracks a grin that sends shivers down your spine. It’s alarming, and you find yourself squirming to create distance between you, but Eddie’s hands slink under your skirt, fingertips harshly digging into your skin to drag you back over his crotch. Your breath hitches, heart racing in your chest from the sudden proximity.
Eddie’s voice is a low drawl when he responds, “Does that scare you, lamb?”
You can barely look Eddie in the eye, your throat suddenly feeling tight as Eddie’s hands explore the skin of your thighs. You want to pull away; you can hardly stop yourself from glancing at the door, but Eddie’s gazing at you with this gaze— daring you to try.
You shake your head no, eyes burning with the threat of tears. “Sure about that?” Eddie asks. Eddie shifts below you, and your fingers curl into the palm of your hand, widely blinking at him as you nod. The rough pad of Eddie’s thumb drags across the waistband of your panties, and you whimper, dropping your hands to wrap around Eddie’s decorated wrists and weakly tugging.
“I think I should go, Eddie. N-Nancy’s probably looking for me.” It’s a poor excuse, and Eddie doesn’t even try to act like it isn’t when he quickly responds, “Nancy’s off sucking face with her boyfriend, lamb. I can guarantee you she’s not looking for you.”
Eddie’s sharp tone and mean words pull your lips into a frown, but Eddie doesn’t pay any mind as he leisurely teases his fingertips on the waistband of your panties, tilting his head with a menacing gaze, “It’s a sin to lie, sweet lamb.”
Your frown deepens, hips squirming when Eddie presses a thumb into the middle of your lower pelvis, “I didn’t—” Eddie cuts you off with a raise of his eyebrow, and you slump into yourself. “I’m sorry. Didn’t mean to lie, but…”
You gasp when Eddie hooks his thumb in the side of your panties, his other arm tightening around your waist when you shakily breathe and try to move away. “But you did. And now you owe me. Not only for saving you out there but also for lying to me.”
Your face twists in confusion, voice weak and small as you ask, “Saving me?”
Eddie doesn’t bother answering you, doesn’t bother saying anything really, because he takes the moment of your confusion to slip his thumb beneath the thin cotton between your thighs, swiftly seeking out the bundle of nerves between your lips. You jump with a squeal, pressing your palms into Eddie’s chest, “I, wait—” “Shh, shh, shh. I’m gonna make you feel good, baby.” Eddie hums.
You’re shaking in his hold, whimpering and fighting against him, but Eddie’s much stronger than you, so it’s useless trying to get out of his hold. “I wanna go home, Eddie.” You softly sob. Eddie hums, dragging you closer and nuzzling into your neck, his nose dusting across your chin and breathing in deep, “I’ll take you home, sweet lamb,” he lowly says, flicking your bud beneath his finger, “I’ll take you home right after this, yeah?”
You’re huffing in uneven breaths, on the precipice of sheer panic, but Eddie’s words hold a promise, and even if you’ve only known the man for less than a day, you somehow find yourself trusting his word. Brave through this, and Eddie will safely take you home. Right?
You sniffle, knuckles curling into Eddie’s shirt as he drags his thumb lower to your entrance. It’s slick there; it happens every now and then, this weird sensation that makes your insides curl. You’re not supposed to act on it; it’s just your body tempting you to sin, but the way Eddie dips into your hole and drags the sticky substance up to your tight nerves makes your toes curl, and your eyes roll.
“O-oh!” Your thighs quake, and Eddie grins against your skin, softly chuckling when your hips jolt into his touch. “That feel good? Has anyone ever touched you like this?” He asks, his voice seeping into your ear and down to your core. You whimper, knuckles prominent and aching from how hard you’re clenching a fist. You can’t even bring yourself to answer him, hardly shaking your head with a wet sob as he pinches the taut nerves.
Your head is spinning, lungs full with the smell of Eddie, mind whirling with his words, limbs weak with overwhelming sensation. “No?” Eddie muses, “No one’s ever touched this cute little pussy? Such a shame. You make the cutest noises when I fuck you like this.”
Eddie’s words are so lewd. So perverted and raunchy that it causes your entire body to burst into flames, subconsciously hiding your face in Eddie’s neck. Your fingers accidentally curl into the ends of Eddie’s hair, and he groans, chest vibrating against yours as he teases one finger in and out of your entrance. 
“I-I, Eddie, it feels…” “What? Feels good?”
You don’t want to say yes. Don’t want to admit that this sinful and greedy act is making your stomach twist and your body shake from pleasure you’ve never tasted before, but it does. You’re writhing in his arms, hips twitching into his palm while simultaneously trying to move away from him. “Come on, sweet lamb. You’re twitching around me, so I know you want it. Just give in.” He says. You shake your head, unwilling to admit it because, no, you didn’t want this… but it feels so good. It’s so wrong, and it feels good. Eddie grunts, humming at the slick sound coming from between your legs, and you keen forward in blissful white-hot pleasure, eyebrows furrowing when Eddie’s lips smear over the corner of your mouth.
The music and chatter of the party from outside drown out as Eddie mumbles into your skin, a gentle finger working in and out of you, teasing to sink all the way in. You’ve never felt this way before. You’ve never let the desire boil over a fleeting thought, always quick to turn to prayer, and you are, without a doubt, ashamed.
“Jesus Christ,” Eddie groans, “You’re so fucking tight. Wonder how I’m gonna be able to fit my cock in this little pussy.” He speaks to himself as you loudly whimper, leaning into the immense build-up. His arm loosens from around you, and you take the opportunity to wriggle away from him, but he doesn’t let you go far. He’s making quick work to grasp onto your chin tightly, fingertips angrily digging into your cheek as he drags you forward, sharp gaze cutting across your face as he grits out, “I’ll just have to make it fit then, won’t I.”
It’s not a question, but you shake your head nonetheless, even if Eddie’s hold prevents you from doing so.
It’s when Eddie shoves the entire length of his finger into you that you topple over the edge, a sharp cry leaving your lips as your body tenses, face screwing up in pleasure. Eddie slants his lips over yours, tasting your cries and moaning into them, creating a harmony of nothing but sin. Your thighs shake, and Eddie’s finger is moving in tandem with the thumb he’s pressed to your clit, shoving you closer and closer to this immense sensation that has you sobbing out against his mouth.
You whine, squirming against his hold when his sharp teeth sink into your bottom lip, harsh and claiming. The taste of metal fills your mouth, spilling onto Eddie’s tongue when he laves it over the new wound. He parts from your mouth with a wet smack; lips tinted red with your blood as he gives his second bloody smile of the night. Between the throbbing and sore sensation in your core and the aching wound Eddie has now left on your lip, your body has been pushed to the limit.
Eddie smiles, reaching up to thumb at your split lip, eyes twinkling as he admires his work. He leans forward, pressing a kiss to your damp cheek, gently licking the salty tears away with a hum before settling back to gaze at you in a fond manner.
He pinches your lip, grinning when your breath catches.
“Now we match.”
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Eddie doesn’t usually go to mass.
It’s not that he doesn’t want to go (he doesn’t), but who the hell is waking up at six in the morning to sing a bunch of ancient hymnals and recite scriptures that he’s already read a million times before? Not Eddie. 
The thought of dragging himself out of bed, still half asleep and groggy, to sit through a seemingly endless series of hymns and recitations he’d heard countless times before was simply dreadful. It was a chore—a monotonous obligation that stifled his soul rather than nourishing it. You couldn’t pay Eddie enough to say one good thing about mass.
Well, that’s changed now that you’re here.
One good thing about mass? The pretty girl sitting three rows ahead of him.
Sunshine-dripping smiles and flouncy skirts. Strawberry and honey-scented winds when you walk by. Pretty, kind, and innocent bright-eyed you— the star of Eddie’s dreams— wet and tame. It’s been a day, and Eddie would crawl to the ends of the earth for a second between your thighs— except Eddie doesn’t need to do all that work because he’s practically got you in the palm of his hands.
You’re so fucking clueless, so easy to bend and mold into the shape of Eddie’s little fucktoy that Eddie honestly thinks this is the universe's gift to him for fucking him over all his life. And Eddie’s had his fair share of women. Back home, he fucked over half of Hawkins PTA moms, and he’s had a few of the prissy good-for-nothing girls here at All Saints doubled over his dorm bed and sobbing his name. He’s had a good run with a few of the rugby and soccer team members as well, sometimes takes a good fuck as payment for a bit of snow.
And Eddie’s into fucked up shit, okay. Likes the whole chains and whips scene, likes it when they cry, and aren’t sure whether to ask for more or less. He likes leaving his mark, whether it be with his teeth, his hands, or his pretty Darla— a pretty, wooden hunting knife that his old man gifted him before he got tossed in the pen. Eddie can’t hunt for shit, but he figures he’s still doing the blade justice, right? Carving his initials into his catches seems better, anyway.
And Eddie likes to break things just to fix them again. When he was younger, he would take apart the home phone down to the tiny nuts and bolts and put it back together, and he would do it over and over until he got bored and moved on to the toaster.
Technically, you aren’t any different from the home phone or the toaster.
Eddie wants to take you apart, piece by piece, and study your parts until he’s an expert in all things you. And then he wants to put you back together, leave out certain pieces, and replace them with his own until you’re nothing but a creation of his doing. He wants to make you believe in him like he’s a fucking god, like he’s everything, like you were nothing before him, and you’ll be nothing without him. He wants to ruin you for anybody else.
He wants you for him and only him.
You’re cute today. More timid and shy than you were yesterday, and you’re even cuter with your head bowed as you recite prayers and confessions of your own. You’ve got the school uniform on, just as everybody else, a pleated skirt with knee highs that Eddie can’t wait to feel brushing up against his ears as he fucks you into his shitty mattress. Eddie notices you have a habit of subconsciously tugging and twirling around the pendants on your necklace, and it somehow makes you cuter.
You’re battling something, Eddie can tell, with the way you’re practically choking yourself with the necklace and chewing on your lip, careful not to nick the scabbed over the wound that Eddie had left last night— so fucking cute. 
And then, Eddie realizes what had been worrying you when you stand up and make your way over to the short line where students line up to sit in a box and confess their lousy sins to some dipshit priest that could care less.
And Eddie thinks, oh, you’re just the sweetest thing he’s ever come across— confessing to sins that don’t exist. Asking for forgiveness that you won’t receive. You were made for Eddie to destroy, and he’s already fucking winning.
And as if it couldn’t get better— there’s Steve.
Steve Harrington— captain of the rugby team, grade-A asshole, and the one thing that Eddie could never get his hands on— is looking at Eddie like he wishes he would burst into flames on the fucking spot. Eddie’s seen an angry Steve— he’s a rugby player, for fucks sake— and Eddie can admit that this look, the angry glare he’s receiving from across the room, tops it all.
Steve has never liked Eddie, and he never will— he made that clear one too many times. He’s caught Eddie looking at him in class or watching him instead of the priest during sermons, but he made sure to let Eddie know he wants nothing to do with him because, ‘I’m not fucking gay, Munson.’ And that’s fine. Whatever. Eddie’s not wailing to the sky about how Steve Harrington doesn’t want to fuck him. But something about the look Steve’s giving Eddie— the absolute murderous glare that’s cutting stars into Eddie’s vision— makes Eddie think that maybe he’s got a chance.
Like, you ever hate someone so much you wanna fuck them? That’s how Steve’s looking at Eddie. Like Steve wants to make Eddie feel so good that Eddie loathes the fact that it’s Steve making him feel good. Like he wants to make Eddie see stars. Like he wants to make Eddie regret ever looking at you.
It’s cute. So fucking cute, you and Steve.
And Eddie realizes— yeah, I hit the fucking jackpot.
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The day passes fairly quickly, and the athletic period arrives before Eddie can gauge it.
Eddie very rarely participates in afternoon sports. 
It’s not that Eddie doesn’t like sports— Wayne is a big baseball fan, so he knows quite a bit about the sport— but Eddie doesn’t have a single athletic bone in his body, so it’s more of a matter over mind thing, really.
Unfortunately, athletics is mandatory, and Eddie is on his righteous way to failing if he skips one more day, so he musters up the dignity he has left and forces himself to attend the class. The sun is annoyingly bright today, and there’s hardly a breeze, so Eddie’s sticky and sweaty by the end of warm-up— and Eddie was not planning on washing his hair tonight, but alas… eh, he probably won’t either way.
It’s halfway through the period when Eddie decides the coach doesn’t give a shit about him, and he can make an escape to the locker room. It’s been roughly a month since Eddie was last in this rancid-smelling room— two weeks if you count the drug deal he made with the soccer goalkeeper; he was short on cash, so Eddie settled for a blowie as payment, and although Baine swears to fuck all that he’s never sucked dick before, the hand to mouth coordination was a little bit too practiced for a rookie, so. 
Even if there’s a fresh, raunchy memory to associate with athletics, Eddie’s still got a scowl on his face when he walks into the locker room. His skin is searing to the touch, hotter than a fucking oven, and Eddie hates being hot— there is nothing extraordinary about being a metalhead when the weather is twelve degrees above hell. He’s making a beeline for the showers, not even bothering to remove his shirt when he flips on the cold water and sticks his neck beneath the cool stream. It’s orgasmic, really, and Eddie thinks he could spend an eternity here if it didn't smell like dick and balls.
Eddie’s so caught up in the cooling sensation of water on his skin that he doesn’t even hear the locker room door open or the heavy footsteps of Steve Harrington. He fucking feels him, though, especially when the rugby player reaches around and switches off the shower head, sweat-slick skin rubbing against Eddie’s wet frame.
Eddie turns around then to look at Steve, raising an eyebrow at the deep scowl on the other boy's face. “What’d you do to her, you fucking asshole?”
Despite Steve glaring at Eddie with a look that would send anyone in their right mind running for the hills, Eddie can’t help but think him akin to a chipmunk. Cute with more anger than his little body can hold. “Not sure who you’re talking about, Harrington,” Eddie responds. Steve snarls like he’s a literal wolf and Eddie almost coos, “You know who I’m talking about, Munson.”
Eddie feigns confusion before snapping his fingers as if he’s come to a conclusion, “Oh! You mean your eye candy from last night—” Eddie can’t say more then because Steve is grasping him by the collar of his shirt and pressing him into the shower wall, anger flashing across his eyes as he glares at Eddie. “Watch your fucking mouth, Eddie—”
“Why?” Eddie presses with a glare, “You’re mad I got to her before you could? I gotta say, I owe you big time, Harrington.” He teases.
“Thanks for punching me in the fucking mouth.” Eddie shoves the boy off of him with a glare. “Really fucking hurt, by the way. But I mean, it sped up the process for me. You practically dropped her cute little ass in my lap.”
Steve steps closer, sharing a breath with Eddie as he grits out, “If one punch wasn’t enough for you to back off, I’ll gladly give you another.” He threatens. Cute.
Eddie chuckles, pushing Steve away again with a roll of his eyes. “Jesus. Loosen up, man, I didn’t fuck her… Not yet, anyway—” “Well, you can keep wishing.”
Eddie bellows out a deep, hearty laugh at that, head tossing back as he leans against the shower wall, “It’s funny you think you have a say, Stevie.”
With a glare on his face, Steve scoffs and turns to leave, but Eddie thinks now is the perfect time to give his proposal, if ever, right? So, despite Eddie’s pride, he calls out the other boy's name, stepping away from the shower wall when Steve turns back around with an annoyed expression.
“I’ll tell you what, Harrington,” Eddie says as he approaches Steve. “I’ll teach her.”
Steve’s face twists in confusion at that, glaring at Eddie as he responds, “Teach her?” 
Eddie nods with a grin tugging at his lips, “I’ll teach her. Get her nice and ready, even have her wrapped in a cute little bow for you— and when she’s ready, you can have her. I’ll even grant you the privilege of fucking her first.”
And Steve doesn’t seem to believe it, which, Eddie doesn’t blame him— it’s a great fucking deal. Steve shifts in his spot, body turning more towards Eddie as his eyes slightly narrow, “What’s in it for you?”
Eddie scoffs out a laugh, flashing a pearly white grin that seems to make the other boy's face flush with a cute light tinge of pink, “Everything, man. I get to break her in,” Eddie shrugs, “It’s the best part.”
And whether or not Steve thinks Eddie is completely insane, whether he believes in those satanic ritual rumors or not, or if he believes Eddie’s some ridiculously demented man, it doesn’t stop Steve from wanting in. Eddie can read Steve from a mile away, and nothing about Steve’s demeanor right now says he’s not interested.
“...Fine— but if I find out you fucked her—” Before Steve can finish the threat, Eddie’s holding his hands up in surrender. “Cross my heart, hope to die, Harrington. She’ll be perfectly trained and fresh for you.” Eddie winks. Steve grimaces at that, shaking his head as he begins to turn around and walk away with a mumble of, “Fuckin’ perv.”
And Eddie can only grin to himself as he watches the boy leave, knowing that not only is Eddie gonna have the time of his life turning you into his personal fucktoy, but he will also 100% turn Steve Harrington into his bitch.
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part two.
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a/n: HIIIII, oh god here we go, another series hehe. again, thank u so much to my bae @munsonlore for brainstorming this fic w me and helping me along the way. i hope u enjoy what we have planned for these three ;)
thank u for reading, ily always!!
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eddiesforehead · 3 months ago
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Run While You Still Can | James Sunderland/ Pyramid Head x Reader Part Two | inspired by @scratchingcatfics658 for their Jekyll and Hyde AU
TWs: HEAVY Dubcon, power struggle, chasing, cheating(technically), groping, fingering, PinV, written with afab anatomy in mind but no terms are used, monsterfucking, and slight blood. All of my works are intended for adult audiences🫶 (also yall i suck at proofreading so be warned) p.s. listen to this song its the same vibe
As you went to go back to the bed, he followed you. Like a dog on a leash. As you sat down, he stood next to you, awkward and fidgety. You cocked your head at him.
"James, honey?"
You could see something almost dark flash across his eyes. You feared that maybe you had crossed a line. But he said nothing, patiently waiting for you to speak.
"You're not going to wear that jacket to sleep are you?"
You gestured to him. "It's kinda, well.."
He looked down at himself, as if he was just now realizing the state he was in.
"Oh I- yea I should probably.."
he started to take off his jacket, revealing a rumpled dress shirt underneath. He folded his jacket, most likely an old habit, before draping it across one of the chairs in the room.
You took a second to take him in. You knew he was strong but without the bulk of his jacket you got a better picture. Broad shoulders, stocky build. You could only imagine what he looked like under the shirt. You'd pay to see that.
He brushed off the chair, making to sit down there. You huffed at him.
"James, you are not sleeping on the chair".
He stopped what he was doing, looking like a deer in headlights. Like he had been caught doing something he shouldn't have. You patted the blanket next to you.
He opened his mouth to speak and then shut it.
"I... I'm not sure that's a good idea" he hesitated, not moving from where he was.
"I don't bite, James" you teased. "Plus you'll mess up your back sleeping on that chair, we both need to be in the best condition we can."
He looked from you, back to the chair and back to you.
"Yes, but I still don't think- I mean we-" he sighed to himself, pinching the bridge of his nose. "This isn't a good idea, you- you've only known me a couple of weeks."
He shook his head, slowly meeting your gaze.
"Why aren't you scared of me? I...can't figure you out."
You returned his gaze, a bit quizically. The man who had been protecting you at all costs, always putting himself in line with danger to keep you safe, was saying you should be scared of him.
You didn't say anything, you being scared of him had crossed your mind, in the beginning but now.
You trusted him.
He waited a beat, waiting for you to come to your senses, to tell him to leave and never come back. He let out a breath as he started to absentmindedly pace.
"This whole.." he gestured vaguely with his hands. "Situation that we're in right now, this" he scoffed "this place, this town. It's crawling with monsters, with danger" his pacing stopped as he turned his attention fully to you.
"It's incredibly reckless to trust me, I- I'm just a stranger, a random man you met and I just don't understand why..why you.."
He gave you a look that was hard to decipher. Longing, anguish, but overall a want- a NEED for you to push him away. You didn't. You would only draw him in.
You reached and grabbed his hands. They were warm, always so warm, calloused and blood stained but you didn't care. You cared about him. You rubbed your thumb across the back of one of his hands, to soothe him and to ground yourself.
"James" you started quietly.
"I've never had someone who would stand in the way of threats," you glanced up at him, his gaze had considerably softened. "Had someone to put my safety first, care about if I get hurt."
You could feel a lump start to form in your throat, but you weren't going to cry. This wasn't the time.
"Everyone that has said that they care for me, their actions never match, I always end up..hurt in some way or another." You fully met his gaze now, searching his eyes for anything. "Your actions, the way that you treat me, it's something I've never felt from another person."
You took a shaky breath and you could feel James come closer, kneeling down to your level.
"I was wary of you at the beginning but.. James?"
He nodded his head softly, acknowledging you.
"I think you're..a good man."
That darkness flashed across his eyes again, as he looked down at his hands, your hands
. Would you think that he was a good man if you knew what his hands were capable of. Would you feel safe with him then?
"I'm.. not a good man." He said softly.
You moved one of your hands to cradle his face, the stubble scratching lightly at your palm. He froze completely. It was like ice, fire, a shock that went through him entirely. His eyes slowly met yours.
"You are to me." You murmured. His hand shakily went up to cover yours, pressing it softly into his face. "You are a good man to me James."
You both gazed at eachother, the tension was heavy, but neither of you were acting on it.
You wanted to kiss him.
Wanted him to use his big hands on you, move you where he wanted you.
Feel him on you.
You wanted him, and it made you feel guilty.
You both were in this place, this town, looking for someone else. Someone who was important to the both of you respectively. You shouldn't be feeling this way, you knew it was wrong. But that didn't stop the want. The need for comfort.
James groaned softly and took your hand from his face, looking away.
"I...can't."
He avoided your gaze as he stood back up.
"This isn't..you're here for someone else, I-I'm here for someone else this just isn't..."
his eyes met yours and they said everything. He wanted to.
By god did he want to, but it just wasn't...
"it's just not-"
"Safe?" You interupted, a resigned but understanding look on your face.
You let out a small sigh. "It's okay James, I wasn't trying to pressure you into anything, I get it."
He let out a breath he didn't realize he was holding.
The longing in his eyes remained, but you were pretty sure yours had the same.
You looked out the dirty window.
"It's getting late, we should probably try to get some rest."
He nodded his head slowly.
"Yea.. yea that's probably a good idea."
You shuffled onto your side of the blanket as James followed suit, rather timidly.
He was staring up at the ceiling as you lay on your side facing him. Watching his chest rise rythmically made you all the more tired.
"James?" You said looking up at him.
"Hmm?"
"Will you stay here, please?"
The springs of the mattress creaked as he turned to face you.
"I'm not going anywhere." He said softly rubbing your arm.
The first physical contact he had initiated.
"Now get some rest, we don't know what we'll stumble into tomorrow"
You smiled sleepily as you tucked your arm under your head, a makeshift pillow.
"You better... rest too.. James.. or else.."
You could hear a small chuckle as you finally drifted off to sleep.
You awoke with a start, a loud scraping noise echoing down the hallway. Your heart lurched as you reached to wake James. Nothing. Your stomach dropped. He wasn't there.
The urge to cry resurfaced but you pushed it down yet again. This was possible life or death, there wasn't time. You scrambled up as the scraping continued. It was closer now. You had to think, but you just.. you didn't have time.
You crept quietly to the floor, searching blindly in the darkness for anything you could defend yourself with. Your hands fumbled across the lead pipe James had been carrying earlier. As you grasped it you winced in horror as it made an agonizingly loud scrape against the floor.
Fuck.
Whatever was after you knew you were here now. You rushed over to the corner by the door. If- when the monster came in the room, at least you would be covered. You waited with bated breath as the scraping drew closer and closer. The sound of heavy footsteps accompanying it. Your brain felt frenzied, all of your nerves on fire, your muscles taught, ready to run.
Silence.
The scraping, the footsteps, had stopped.
You let out a shaky breath as you strained your ears-
only for the door to slam open. It struck you, struck the wall, as new waves of panic coursed through your veins. You could hear your heartbeat in your ears as the trudging footsteps entered the room. Through the space in the door, illuminated by the moon, was a great, hulking beast. A man shaped creature with a sharp polygon atop its shoulders. You could feel your blood freeze in your veins. You knew it was looking for you, knew you needed to run, but fear had rendered you immobile. Your brain was screaming at your body, desperate to leave the threat behind and just fucking RUN. But your limbs wouldn't listen.
The floor creaked as the creature drew it's arm back, only to plunge it into the mattress, the very spot you had been moments ago. The mattress imploded on itself, the springs screeching against the enormous blade, clinging on to it, as the figure withdrew it from its carnage. Your hands flew up to your mouth in horror and you dropped it.
You dropped the lead pipe.
Fuck.
It clattered dully against the floor boards as the great hulking mass turned it's attention to you.
Run. Run. Fucking RUN.
Panic sprung your muscles into action as you scrambled out of the room, the door once again banging on the wall, echoing down the halls. You stumbled over your own feet as you caught yourself. Your knee had made contact with the uneven carpet, scraping along it, but you didn't feel it. The adrenaline coursing through you as your brain repeated its screaming mantra.
Run. Run. Run.
As your breath came in short spurts, your muscles pushing themselves beyond their limit, you weaved through the seemingly endless hallway. In the dark it was impossible to see anything, all the doors looked the same, a seemingly neverending labrynth.
You turned your head over your shoulder, trying to catch a glimpse of your attacker, only to fully fall onto the ground. Your face hit the floor, dingy carpet doing little to soften the blow as you felt everything stop for a second.
Your ears were ringing, blocking and muffling any sound around you as you struggled to breathe. You stumbled forward trying to get up, to get away, only for a sharp pain in your head to bring you to your knees. You curled up in a ball, sobbing bitterly as you cradled your head in your hands.
You didn't care anymore. If the monster was going to get you, then let it. That's what you get. That's what you get for trusting someone to protect you. James was right, you shouldn't have trusted him.
You lay there, as the thundering footsteps and rough scraping grew closer. Let it. Just end it already.
It stopped. You lifted your head to see the hulking mass standing above you. It's breathing laboured and heavy through the metal contraption affixed to its shoulders.
It didn't move.
He didn't move, you assumed it was male, its sweat drenched bare chest gleaming in the light of the moon. Ending with a rough hewn canvas halfhazardly draped across it's waist. He shook with every breath, like it pained him.
You glared as you managed to sit up, leaning away protectively.
"What do you want?" You spat.
No response just more heavy breathing.
"GODDAMNIT WHAT DO YOU WANT!" you shrieked, your voice breaking as tears started to stream down your face again, the saline stinging where the carpet had rubbed your flesh raw.
As you sobbed the creature remained motionless. Like a heaving statue. The silence was broken by a shearing metallic sound as a rough, gravelly noise escaped the helmet.
"W..AN...T"
Your eyes widened as your breath caught in your throat, causing you to choke. It was trying to talk, this bastard was mimicking your last words and using them against you. You slammed your fists against the carpet as you sobbed.
"James..J-ames please, help me!" You doubled over on yourself as your body was wracked with sobs.
The shearing noise echoed in the hallway.
"J..AM..E..S"
You shot a glare to the beast, sniffling and heaving.
"Don't. DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE!" You swiped at your nose with the back of your hand, unnoticed blood smearing it. "You leave him the FUCK ALONE, YOU HEAR ME!"
It still didn't move, he didn't move. More grating metal.
"W..AN...T."
He lurched forward, blade clattering to the floor, its heavy breaths and pants echoing through it's adorment.
"Y..O..U.."
the last word was nearly intelligible, the sound of grating metal drowning out the guttural noise. It was beyond unnatural, alien. Your breathing was erratic, just a step away from hyperventilating as the creature stumbled his way toward you. Why had it dropped its weapon, didn't it want to kill you?
You felt your heart stop when it grabbed you. Its hands...his hands they were..fused? Some of the fingers connected together with sinewy flesh. Grotesque and large, but... familiarly warm. You stared, fear coursing through you as it pinned you to the wall. Not with the force you expected. Why wasn't it hurting you.
His laboured breathing rasped through the helmet as the metal creaked and whined. One of it's hands held you to the peeling wallpaper, splayed across your sternum, making your breathing slightly more difficult. As the other..started to touch you. Firmly tracing your body as you stared, glass eyed in shock. Your stomach felt sick. Here this creature was, manhandling you, groping at your skin and you couldn't stop thinking about-
"James.." you whimpered.
Without warning the creature leaned closer, replacing its hand with its chest, pressing into yours, metallic husk above your shoulder as its hands continued to roam. You could hear its panting echoing in your ear now, so close to you. Maybe this was for the best. Whatever it had in mind to do to you, you couldn't see it. You could just..pretend it was-
"J-ames" you breathed, your hands reaching to grasp his shoulders, fingers digging in.
You heard the creature groan, rumbling through it's chest and into yours. You pictured it in your mind, the only way you would make it through this. James holding you against the wall. His hands, not fused, as they roamed your body, setting your skin ablaze. Your nerves reacting to his rough touch. You whined as its- no his hands started to trail along your pants. You could hear him in your mind
"we shouldn't be doing this.." he would pant out, as his body betrayed his words. "I just..need you- need to touch you..god".
He was just as desperate as you were. Your body ached. Fuck you needed him so bad.
"Please..." you wheezed out, pressing yourself into the creatures hungry hands.
Another rumbling groan, it sent shivers down your spine.
Fabric ripping.
A shock of cold air across your sex.
Before thick, warm, warped fingers started to slip into you. Your body didn't resist as you gasped out, mouth agape as the creature started to work into you relentlessly. It was strong, just like he was, it only aided in your fantasy.
It was obscene. The noises your body made as the hulking figure rasped and panted against you. It didn't matter. In your mind it was him. Using his big hands as he whispered praises against your shoulder.
"Oh g-od..taking my fingers so well sweetheart" "gotta- fuck- gotta get you ready for m-e... i need you.. need to feel you- all of you".
You moaned his name shamelessly. There was no one to hear you.
The creature had started to rut against you. You could feel its cock against your hip. So fucking warm, even through the canvas. A metallic groan and a raspy whine.
" W..AN.T.."
You clamped down on its fingers, it had used its fused ones, filling you up.
"T-ake what you want" you panted against its skin. "Use me...how you need".
A growl reverberating as it removed its hand. You gasped out a breath.
Once.
Twice.
Before you felt the head of its cock spearing into you, ripping the air from your lungs in a choked scream. Him, think of him. No one else.
His breathy groans as he pressed his forehead against you shoulder, whining pants as he thrusted up into you wildly. So pent up.
"God...please-please..p-lease"
The creature shook with effort, the metal planes of its head scraping into the wall as it ravaged you. Its pace merciless. Its hands leaving a bruising grip on your hips as it fucked up into you. It stung, but fuck it felt so good.
You tried in vain to match its thrusts but you couldn't. There wasn't a rythm, a pattern, it was animalistic.
Tears began to stream down your face anew as you felt a familiar heat coil in your stomach, wrapping around the base of your spine. Too much, but you couldn't get enough.
"P..LE..AS..E.." the creature rumbled, drawing the syllables out in a low whine.
Your mouth hung open, the force ripping the moans and air out of you each time it rammed its body into you. It didn't matter if it was only copying the words you had said, your mind was too far gone at this point. Every movement bringing you closer.
"That's i-it" you manged to breath out. "Just use m-e."
Your legs started to shake as you clamped down on him. Imagining James. Crying out his name as the coil finally snapped and you vision went white.
Your scream echoed through the halls as the creature roared.
It shuddered against your limp body as you felt it drip out of you, onto the carpet below. The peeling wallpaper sticking into your back where your shirt had ridden up. All you could hear was creaking metal and ragged breaths as you felt yourself fade from consciousness.
You awoke again, feeling air moving around you. Your hearing was muffled as you realized your face was pressed against something. An arm as you were being carried. You could barely make it out.
"-'ve got you, its okay now, its okay."
James.
He held onto you, rushing you back to the safety of the room. Your mind was hazy as you blearily looked up at him. Panic across his features.
"You're gonna be okay, you're safe now."
Ajsbsjdbdh my contribution to the monster fucking community yall thanks so much for all your support ily🫶
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eddiesforehead · 4 months ago
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thinkin about older!eddie popping a porno into the vcr and sitting inexperienced!you down on his lap, observing the way your posture softens when the actor on the tape runs his hands over the actress’s waist, how your nipples harden beneath the thin cotton of your tank top when he removes her bra, how your ass wiggles against his cock every time you shift to dull the ache between your thighs as the actor fucks into the actress from behind, his hand gripped around her long hair, your eyes fixated on the way his thick cock stretches her pussy out with every rut of his hips.
“d’ya want me to fuck you like that, babydoll?” he asks, running his rough fingertips over your bare shoulders, toying with the straps of your tank. you sink into him, feeling his toned chest against your back as you let out a desperately whimpered “please”, unable to look away from the television screen. he pulls your top down, large hands cupping your breasts as the actor pulls her hair, bringing her back to his chest similarly to you and eddie’s current position. they’re so in sync, her movements matching his in a rhythm that feels almost otherworldly, their bodies becoming indistinguishable from one another. you didn’t know porn could be so intimate.
before you know it eddie’s right hand is sliding into your pajama shorts and past the waistband of your white lacey panties, fingertips working quick circles over your clit until you can’t help but mumble his name over and over, eyes fluttering shut in anticipation of your impending orgasm. “watch this.” his gruff voice pulls your attention back to the tv and what you see and feel makes you gasp, two of eddie’s fingers plunging into your wet heat at the same time the actor’s cock slides into the actress’s tight asshole.
you didn’t even know that was a possibility, but the lewd footage playing out on the screen before you has you rutting desperately into eddie’s hands, the feeling of his rock hard cock pressing into the plush of your ass only spurring on your need for relief. your eyes remain glued to the tv screen, watching the way the actress’s neglected cunt drips like a faucet onto her thighs and the mattress beneath them, her exaggerated moans sounding in tandem with your pleas for release. eddie is nothing if not a giver, his stubble brushing against your neck as he sucks and nips at your pulse point, increasing the steady rhythm of his hands until you’re crying out his name over and over and over again, melding into him like putty in his hands.
“that’s it sweet thing, you gonna let daddy fuck this tight little ass tonight?” he coos impossibly close to your ear, feeling your cunt clamp down around his digits as you frantically nod, an eager “yes!” falling from your lips before you collapse against him, the back of your head resting against his broad shoulder.
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