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made one collage and now. I cannot stop... 😭

new banner :)

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buddie roommates first road bump living together is going to be fighting over closet space in their shared bedroom because buck’s cardigans and sweaters take up 80% of the space in there and eddie can barely squeeze his paper thin henleys in between all of buck’s clothes. but it will only last a couple of days before they just decide to get a bigger place together. where they will obviously still share a bedroom for reasons that only make sense to them, but their closet will be way bigger and buck won’t have to stop his shopping habits <3

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WOWWWWOWWW OH YM GOF WOWWWIHOOJHHH

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no eddie in stills?

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why wont they let us see him 😭😭😭😭😭

can they post the stills. please. i need to see Him 😭

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We're going to get Buddie included in the couples getting ready montage aren't we? I prayed for days like this

please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

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can they post the stills. please. i need to see Him 😭

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okay well now Im thinking about buck and how he always goes with the flow in his relationships. buck started the phone calls with abby because she called him first. buck said he would wait and abby didnt say no and so buck waited for months until everyone told him to snap out of it. buck hooked up with taylor because she sent him a drink. buck realized he needed to make a change in his dating life because of thomas/mitchell. buck went out with ali because she called him first. buck got together with taylor because she kissed him first and then she came back for him. buck cheated on taylor because lucy made a move. buck stayed with taylor after the cheating because its what she decided. buck only broke up with taylor because he knew she would never change the way he needed. buck dated natalia because she was a death doula and he just died (a sign if you will). buck stayed with natalia because she came back for him. buck broke up with natalia because she bored him, simply put. which asks the question why did they even date so long in the first place. he dated tommy because tommy kissed him and asked him out first. he called tommy because eddie told him to. he asked tommy to move in because of what josh told him. and he was about to get back together with tommy because tommy suggested it and they only didnt because buck freaked out over the competition thing.

he was about to get back together with tommy and then 30 seconds later accidentally admitted to both tommy and himself that he didn’t have feelings for tommy anymore. and he does have feelings for eddie. and then he blocked the eddie part from his mind.

and this is why its so important to me that buck initiates the relationship in some way. it has to be because buck knows and realizes and admits to himself that he is in love with eddie, not because eddie confesses or kisses buck or whatever and buck just goes along with it. the final evolution of buck’s arc (imo) is to finally end up in a relationship intentionally, knowing why they are together and that its what they both actually want. and he gets to do that with his best friend, thats so amazing

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i wish he would stop looking like that (perfect)

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like!!!!!!!!! he was not even going to call tommy. they had a shitty veronica-level bad horrible no good first date and buck was like well. guess i still suck at dating even though i’m bisexual now. :(. but then he tells eddie about it and inside eddie’s head is like the thunderdome. like kill bill sirens going off. because buck changed the rules!!!!!! he changed the rules. by coming out and saying it out loud. and so eddie tells him to call tommy. because he is speaking through a fog of battle smoke and bazooka blasts and fear. and his whole body feels cold and exposed but he doesn’t know why. and buck is like. okay? i guess i will call him. and he does. and then tommy spends the next 6 months dating him all the while knowing a thing that Buck doesn’t know. well two things actually. knowing that Buck is in love with eddie. and also knowing that eddie is an option for Buck. and knowing a third thing, which is that Buck is only dating him because he doesn’t yet realize that eddie is an option. And when it finally hits critical mass and he can’t take it anymore, tommy confronts Buck about all of this. and Buck gets immediately defensive in a way that only guilty people do. and tommy simply cannot help but scoff. oh my god.

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doooo we think Hen is going to be a little bit miffed under all her grief? Because yes, I think her big hangup and issue with the dead/aliveBobby is going to be that she missed that he was sick, but I also think there's room for her to be like, "Chim got a speech, Ravi got a heart-to-heart, Buck got a goodbye" and she got....him doing surgery on her while she wasn't even awake for it. However unintentional or intentional, this follows the forgetting of her birthday where that episode sort of pointed out that sometimes Hen can feel on the periphery, especially during the scene where the boys didn't recognize that unlucky man. She was literally watching them as they stood together and she was opposite them. I think she's going to feel a mimicked reaction to the whole "this is silly, and it's silly that I care about it, but I DO" but it'll be that she didn't get some last goodbye with him. Even if Chim and Ravi didn't know that's what it was, they got a moment with him when he knew he was dying and I think he very intentionally planned out their last conversations knowing that's what they were. But Hen didn't really get that. She didn't even get to tell Karen, something that's so cathartic sometimes. Something to make it feel real, because Hen didn't get to say goodbye, didn't get to hear a last word of wisdom, didn't get to cement it real so she could process by telling her wife (not blaming Ravi at ALL) but Chimney getting to tell Maddie allowed for him to just blurt out what he needs to. Hen sort of got robbed of that by circumstance. And her and Eddie could have a moment where he says, "I feel like I got cheated out of saying goodbye" and Hen is like, "me too." and Eddie feels guilty because in his head he was deprived of that by himself, and Hen feels confused because she feels like there's no one to blame except for maybe Bobby who knew and didn't tell her or hint or give her a Captain Nash Speech. And then when Bobby is alive again (because naturally) that could be Hen's biggest obstacle. She's happy Bobby is alive, but she also wants to press on the bruise and be like "what about our last interactions felt significant enough to be the last ones? you knew you were dying and you gave people what you thought they needed most to find peace about it eventually, but what exactly did you give to me besides the surgery I don't remember?" and she's not mad, could never REALLY feel mad because the man is flesh and blood in front of her again, but she will be hurt. And Bobby will say something along the lines about he worries about her the least, and that'll hurt too, because Hen really wasn't okay with Bobby dying and he should KNOW that. He should know that there was never going to be a scenario where Hen was just...fine with how that all went down. Once again Bobby will have to face that this sacrifice and his last attempt to become a martyr deeply, deeply impacted the people he loves most in ways he didn't fully understand.

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the five love languages: the secret to love that lasts - gary chapman acknowledgements / falling in love / acts of service / words of affirmation / quality time / receiving gifts / physical touch / a personal word

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They actually said "I love you" in that scene, only in their respective love languages.

And of course it's exactly what the other needs. They're disgustingly perfect for each other.

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#they cant hide ANYTHING#their real thoughts just jump out of their mouths like babes#another one is when eddie tells buck 'if you ask me to choose between you and my son chris wins everytime'#like babe no one even attempted to suggest that (@buckleydiazii)

prev is sooo right which is why I would like to make an addition to my post

is this anything

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new banner :)

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linda's work wives club💼

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never kill yourself. linda bates dispatch back on 911