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February 05, 2023
Now I’m back...
Hi Lord, I’m back. I’m sorry if I didn’t keep my journal here updated. I have alot of things exciting to tell you. When I came back home last January 2021, I took a rest at home and spend more time with my family, I realized how a lot of things has change. My parents are not getting younger anymore, our house doesn’t look new anymore, EJ and Thea are growing so fast ( I miss when they are so little), Baguio feels the same but it look different, and many people are everywhere. I was able to attend my Ate Wina and Kuya Kevin wedding, which I thought I cannot attend. I guess this is also the reason why you let me go home. There’s a lot of things I'm thankful for you Lord.
The bond between me and Leo become stronger since we’re together everyday. I don’t know if he’s getting tired of seeing me. Lol. He’s very supportive on my decisions and always make sure that I’m happy. Though sometimes there are small quarrels which is normal for every relationship but we still manage it. I'm glad that both of our families are okay with us.
Ate Glyn and I decided to do online live selling which is not as easy as it looks. It takes time, hardwork and effort to do it but we actually enjoyed it since we are really earning from it. I also tried to look for jobs everywhere and I got a job in University of the Philippines because my mama’s friend’s husband is a head in a department where I will be working. I’m assigned in Supply and Property Management Office as a Research Assistant. I know some of my workmates doesn’t like me, I still stayed because you know how patience I 'am at work. My every day life looks the same all the time. Papa will send us at work (BGH then UP) then Leo will pick me up and have dinner after work. I felt like a normal employee again having 8AM to 5PM shift, sometimes its busy and sometimes I don’t do anything. The work is actually fine, more on paperwork and dealing with different people. It’s really a great experience for me and learning something new. I glad I met new friends and people that helped me especially sir Rod who is very understanding and patience.
Then Qr finally called me!!! Good thing I’m at home doing the work-from-home set up, I was able to pick up the phone. If only you could imagine my happiness during that time. A lot of us rejoiners received it and some went back to Doha very quick. But for us filipinas/filipinos we waited for few months. But I just trust the process that I will be back to flying very soon. I know there’s a good reason for the delay. From that time I know that I needed to spend more time with my love ones because I will be an OFW again. I know its very sad to go far away but I have to. I’m doing this for them. I saw them how happy they were when I told them the good news.
May 24th 2022, I left my home again to pursue my dreams again. I know from the start that I will be back to flying. Thank you Lord for giving me more time to spend with family and letting me spread my wings again. Now, I enjoy what I’m doing. I can’t thank you enough for all the blessings Lord. You’re truly amazing! I love you!
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January 1st 2021
Please be good and better
Another year has passed. Year 2020, why??? Full of stress, depression, sadness and anxiety. It’s been a roller coaster ride. I may lose my dream job, I know there’s something more that Lord is preparing for me. (Or maybe I just need a break and eventually I will come back to flying again soon.) I should still be thankful that I survived this year. It’s not that easy. Grateful that there’s still some blessing coming, my family and I are healthy and safe. That is the most important to me. Everyone in my family are fine. Thank you so much for your goodness Lord. Maybe I’m still hurt right now, but this will pass. I’m just afraid of what will happen to me. I will move on soon. And eventually more opportunities to come! Excited for another year. New memories and adventures to come! Hoping this virus will end now. Wishing everyone in this world happiness and healthy.
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December 25th 2020
Happy Birthday Jesus!
This year might not be the best year for a lot of people, it makes me feel the pain, sadness, depress and worthless. But there’s something to be thankful for, my family,loved ones and I are healthy and safe. I might lose my dream, but I know you will give me more and better. Right now, im still confuse and sad, i dont know where to go. Im torn. Will I choose the right decision? Everything is uncertain now.
Please lead me Lord to the right path. Help me what my heart wants. Before this year ends, I would like to thank you Lord for everything. I love you!
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November 17th 2020
It’s been two amazing years.
I didn’t know that one call will break my heart AGAIN. Suddenly, you will just feel numb and broken. Why? Why now? Why me? Alot of questions crossing my mind. I dont know what to say. I just want to cry the whole day. But I trust you Lord that there is something more for me. Whenever I think of HIM, I feel at peace that I should trust HIM. Maybe this is your way to save me from harm, stress, and the virus.
Earning my wings are not that easy. I prayed for HIM for my WINGS. Its my DREAM! It will be hard to move on but I believed in you Lord. There are a lot of reasons to doubt for myself, but always remember there are alot of HIM who will guide you. He never left you, remember that. You will rise again and KEEP FLYING HIGH.
Forever thankful & blessed to you Lord. I love you.
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September 22th 2020
26th

Twenty six years of existence, you’ve been so good to me Lord. What more can I ask for? You’re always there for me. You’re amazing. You’d given me a CRK flight to celebrate my birthday in my country with my special person. It’s been so long since the last time I feel at home and saw Leo. I miss him and my family. But I feel sad because I wasn’t able to meet my family, I don’t want to take risk if ever I have it. I love them so much. Hope to see them soon.
I’m still here Lord, living my dream. You know how much I love my job. I’m sorry if I get bored sometimes but you know what my heart really wants. I know that you will support me Lord.
It’s been eight months of this pandemic, it made the world upside down. I feel saddened about this situation but I know you have reasons and you will never leave us. Please guide all the people. Everyone needs you. Wishing this pandemic will now end.
I’m thankful that my family and I are safe and healthy. I believe and trust you that everything will be okay soon. I have faith in you Lord.
Thank you and I love you so much Lord.
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August 15th 2020
Why its hard for me to handle a relationship? Am I asking too much? What do I deserve? A lot of questions. Maybe my perspective when it comes to love has changed. Expections, commitment, hardships, effort and TRUST. Many things need to consider. Im thinking if love is a school subject; it will be hard for me to pass. It will take a lot of time to understand it. That’s why when I apply it to myself, I dont know. Yes, I admit, its easy for me to love but as time pass by Im having a hard time to handle it. There will always be a part of me that Im afraid to be hurt again. As much as possible Im trying to protect myself from the mistakes I did from the past. Always know your worth, Edela.
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June 7th 2020
Are you ready to fall in love again? Is this what I’m waiting for? Am I willing to take the risk again? Please guide me Lord.
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April 9th 2020
Bakit hanggang ngayon ang dami kong tanong na hindi masagot sagot. Bakit ilang taon nang nakalipas masakit pa din. Bakit hindi ako makalaya sa nakaraan. Bakit naalala ko pa din ang sakit. Bakit naiisip pa din kita. BAKIT. Hindi ko na alam gagawin ko. Naawa na ako sa sarili ko. Masaya ka na sa iba at engage ka na. Diba dapat okay ako? Diba dapat masaya ako. Dapat di na kita na iniisip. Ang daming DAPAT pero bakit hindi ko magawa. Umiiyak pa din ako hindi ko maintindihan sarili ko kung bakit IKAW pa din. SOBRANG HIRAP NA HIRAP NA AKO. Bakit ba ako ganito. Pinalaya na kita dati pa pero bakit ganito pa din nararamdaman ko. Isipin mo ang sarili mo, huwag siya. Wala na siyang paki alam sayo. Okay na siya ngayon at masaya. Sana ikaw din. Patawarin mo ang sarili mo. Hindi ka ganyan dati. MAAWA KA SA SARILI MO.
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Safe Flight Lolo 😥
03 24 2020
I don’t know what to feel. You’ve been fighting for so long, Lolo. You now deserve to rest. I know Lord is hugging you right now. You are loved by many people because you are a great person. We’re so lucky to have you as our Lolo, wife of Lola, father of Mama & Papa. You taught us alot of things and I’m really grateful for that.
Im so sorry Lolo if cant make it to see you one last time. I know you understand, hopefully this virus will stop soon. Thank you for the memories that I will cherish forever. I may not talk to you all time but you are really important to me. Please watch over us and guide us always.
No goodbyes just safe flight! Enjoy your flight with Jesus. He’s our best Captain. I’ll see you again soon Lolo. I love you so much. 💌
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New Years Eve 2020
Lord, the year of 2019 was all about because of you. Can you believe how fast the year had past?! I experience alot of things that I didn’t know that it will happened to me. There’s so much things that Im really grateful and blessed. You never leave my side whenever I feel so down and about to give up. I know you know that I can do it and you will never let me get into a situation where I cannot handle. Thank you also for trusting me.
Giving me an opportunity to fly and spread my wings high makes me grow as an individual. Its never been easy to start, alot of mistakes and failures I did but it didn’t stop me to grow. Perhaps I even learned so much things. Sorry if I make mistakes sometimes. As months past by, I eventually fell inlove with flying. Different passsengers, different colleages and different places I encounter everytime, I take it as a challenge. And I have a feeling that I will stay here for a long time. It’s already my happy thing to do.
You are so amazing Lord! Thank you for joining me in my 2019 roller coaster adventure. And keeping my family safe, happy and healthy all the time. Cheers to more years to come! I love you so much Lord!
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25 th Birthday
The same month last year, this airline had an open day for a cabin crew position with thousands of applicants. And it became one of the most memorable day of my life.
During those times, I was able to realize that whatever it is that is in your heart, if you desire it to happen, you will have to pray hard for it and claim, in His name, that it will happen.
My journey was definitely not a smooth-sailing one. It truly required a lot of patience and hard work and positive attitude. But I thought that no matter what happens, I would always treasure whatever experience I was blessed with.
Today, I was able to see different places around the world. And still amaze how good the Lord is.
I will never get tired of thanking you Lord everyday.
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July 27th 2019
Lord, its been a while. Thank you for everything you’ve done to me and to my family. You’re indeed amazing. I love you <3
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Finally earned my WINGS 💫
January 24th 2019
Lord, finally I made it! This is all for you. Hope I made you proud. You are the reason why I am here. Thank you for everything. Im excited for my next journey with you. 💖
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01 19 19
Lord, few days to go and I will earn my wings. Please guide me Lord. Help me to be strong always. I love you & thank you!
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