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White Roses

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Me to everyone: I will recover

Me to myself: I will be skinny

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To eat is a necessity, to eat intelligently is an art.

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Does anyone want to like punch me? In the gut? Because that honestly seems less painful than staring at exactly what I could have if I STOPPED GIVING UP!!!!!😡

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me, downloading tumblr again after my 5th failed attempt of recovery:

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🖤Black Dress🖤

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Nothing is worse than having a recovered body but not a recovered mind.

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Songs that sound the way anorexia feels:

✨We might be dead by tomorrow - Soko

✨Hunger - Florence and the Machines

✨Wading - Jhené Aiko

✨It’s ok, you’re ok - Bonjr

✨Ozone - Chase Atlantic

✨Medicine - Daughter

✨Hostage - Billie Eilish

✨Distant - Nuages

✨Let me Sign - Robert Pattinson

✨Wildfire - John Mayer

✨Alice - Cocteau Twins

✨Fuck it I love you - Lana Del Ray

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my therapist on our first session: so I see you have a history of eating disorders, and I have to warn you, Rowan, that I have no specialized training in that field.

me: oh that’s okay, i don’t actively fight my disorder because I’m definitely in recovery :) for sure :) no worries :)

me now, months later: so I haven’t eaten in 2 weeks

my therapist: goddamn it rowan

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Ed confession

feeling lightheaded and weak while exercising may be annoying but it’s so goddamn euphoric

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I would be 10000% more comfortable with my body if I was 5'6".

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OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!!! This is my first body check that I’ve posted because I’m finally proud to say that on today 6/6/2018 (my 16th birthday) I CAN FINALLY FIT INTO A PAIR OF JEANS I HAVENT BEEN ABLE TO FIT IN THREE YEARS!!! Still got a long way to go but progress is progress baby 🌻🌻

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