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holy shit it might be back

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Trying to draw unholy things as a means of speedrunning anatomy

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:D!

D:

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Oh he don't gotta apologize to me, I gotta apologize cause I know Imma be milking him fr- 🪼 anon

REAL AS FUCK AMEN

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I feel like parts of the new story are gonna come out of nowhere but I HAD A PLAN RAH

Spoilers below for Taleisin/Reader and Callon/Alex’s story and Ronan/Reader’s story

In an earlier chapter of Alex and Callon’s story, Alex mentions he did marching band, which Callon gives him shit for before admitting he also did band. This is partially where the marching band idea first came up.

In my draft I had for their next chapter, it was going to include a flashback of Callon still in high school with his band director asking him why he’s not pursuing music in college. He says his dad refuses to pay for a useless degree, and he’s not as good as he once was anyway, as he was in rehab for all of his junior year after overdosing, prompted by PTSD from his mafia initiation. His band director says he should still audition anyway, and he can easily regain his skills if he puts his mind to it.

So in this rewrite, my plan is he goes in undecided, but still auditions for wind ensemble and marching band anyway. He gets in, and ends up getting to the 1st Trumpet section, whereas most freshman stay on 2nd the entire year. Still, he rarely practices, which pisses his boyfriend off to no end, and needs to decide what the fuck to major in by the end of his sophomore year.

Anyway, my thought is after Ronan kills his dad, he’s kinda freed from the forced obligation of the ‘family business’, and Ronan essentially is like “look kid you can major in whatever the fuck you want I do not give a shit.” So he majors in music, leading in reader and Tali doing their best to tutor him in music theory so he can get caught up and graduate on time.

I think that could be fun…

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TALEISIN NOT BEING ABLE TO LAST TOO LONG!!!! I AM EATING SO GOOD RN 🙏 -🪼 anon

He’s absolutely gonna cum in reader’s mouth then start apologizing immediately

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i can write off my new lolita dress on my taxes for work this is lit

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Hi, I’m not kidding when I say I had a dream of your blog coming back and I get like Deja vi dreams a lot so ima tell myself that’s what it was

Also, you’ve probably thought about this so this may be a dumb recommendation. But when you get your account back, maybe you turn that one into the backup, or eebee the prequel account. So all your stories will be there and people can easily go back to look at them and you won’t have to go through the account to renovate it? This is probably stupid so sorry if this seems like overstepping that was just the first thing to come to mind.

~⭐️ anon

WE ARE MANIFESTING IN THE CLUB TONIGHT!!

Yeah I’m not sure. Tbh it’ll kinda depend.

I’ll be so honest; I like when my writing gets attention, and I was proud of the following I grew! That being said, I write what I wanna write, regardless of if it gets a hundred or zero notes. So I’ll probably move back to my old blog, keep this one as an archive to reblog everything to, and then make a poll on how people feel if we start over. If people are REALLY against it, then I probably won’t, and will continue story as is and keep the rewrite to myself for a bit. Honestly depends on if my blog gets restored before I finish it LMAO once it’s done I’ll post it here, it’ll prob only take me a few more days.

I def wouldn’t delete anything, but probably just change how I structure stuff, maybe adding a disclaimer of ‘hey this is much messier and unpolished but it’s here!’

But yeah, I’ll def keep this account just to reblog everything to just in case, but if old account comes back I’ll prob just restructure that one I think. I think there’s a lot of flaws with my original stories, but if people want them to continue, then that’s what I’ll do o7 there’s other stuff I have to figure out with how I want to handle rewriting, like Alex and Callon’s whole bit because I like writing them a lot, but having a pre-quel while other stories were still ongoing confused a lot of people, so I may make some minor changes to their story and have it happen alongside Tali and reader’s, and maybe just utilize flashbacks a bit more. Unsure…

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Shy and sweet Tali has me feeling some way, gonna be like that one audio that's like

"Come here Bae, come sit next to me! Come and take your draws off!"

And honestly I think that fits very well

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He’s so !!! I like that autistic man…

I’m still hoping I can get my account back but I feel like I have so many ideas for how I wanna go abt rewriting his stuff. It’s been something I’ve said I wanna do for awhile, so if I do get it back I may just overhaul my entire blog

I want him to be sweet and shy for just a bit longer, and I want him to be even more of a loser and a bit more pathetic. Like, absolutely does not last long at all the first time you get with him, but it’s fine cause he’s an elf so just give him like five minutes. Additionally, reader is gonna be a little bit more extroverted. Not excessively so, but enough to approach him first.

Some other things I’ve decided to change is dropping the bit of him being oblivious to his friends dating. It was really funny, but if I’m using my own worldbuilding homophobia/transphobia isn’t really a thing on a large level? Might dive into that more later as there are some small sects of Elvish religions that are weird about procreation, and of course some people are just assholes, but I will keep my autism on a leash for now. But TLDR they wouldn’t have that much of a reason to hide their relationship, outside of concerns of their friend group treating them differently

Instead, we’re leaning in on the bit that Taleisin thinks his dad is homophobic because he dislikes Callon for ‘no reason’. No, he doesn’t dislike Callon because he’s gnc and bisexual, it’s because he easily figured out he’s in the fucking mafia.

The other bit we’re leaning on more is Taleisin being an unfortunate third wheel. I think it’s funny, and like I said, I want to make him more pathetic. Kinda like these vibes

He’s just happy to be there. But then he’ll have reader and it’ll be okay :D

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Tali sketch before bed…

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Gonna try making reference type pages for all my ocs I think? Starting with Callon cause he’s the easiest to draw for me :D

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Addicted to drawing the prettiest boy alive

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i guess the question is if my tumblr does get restored do i go through with rewriting? i kinda wanna, idk...but also hm.

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I think the smut links thing is fun but I also hate linking to twitter if I don’t gotta…if I ever did it would Reddit links be acceptable…

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FINALLY GOT SOMETHING BACK FROM TUMBLR

ITS AN AUTOMATED EMAIL BUT ITS SOMETHING, FINGERS CROSSED GAMERS

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Hi, it’s been so long since shy/anxious tali, oh how I’ve missed him. I need to shake him like a rag doll (lovingly)

~⭐️ anon who’s literally shaking with excitement while sitting patiently like a dog for a treat lol

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I kinda wanna keep him shy and sweet a little longer this time me thinks. I be in the kitchen.

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He’s so cute

Reader didn’t notice him :,)