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and yk i think all the girls seeing if they could touch their fingertips around their wrists in the middle of class in 2nd grade was what truly made me realize i was different

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when the stinging in your hips reminds you that youre real

why would you ever want to stop

you have to, to get better

but do you want to get better?

day after day you remind yourself

“i need to stop”

so you do, but then it turns to what you consume

too much? too little? a vicious cycle

how do i stop if i cant find it in me to want to?

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its rough when the one youve been there for when nobody else was moves on and finds someone else she needs more than you. you cant comfort her in those dark periods, only he can. yes she still needs you but if we were both drowning ive been told she would save him over me any day. and i shouldnt feel bad about it i shouldve expected it, but god it makes me feel useless. no matter how many others ive had shes always been my number one and knowing im her number two fucks with me so bad. and now that i have my own person i love and need, shes mad that im not spending as much time with her and not paying as much attention to her as if she didnt do the same thing at the beginning of her relationship after breaking me and not even realizing it. i still love her more than life itself and somehow shes still number one but both my boy and her are competing for that title now and i dont think she will accept that im doing the same thing she did to me. i really wish she would. it haunts me when im alone and my brain is going but i dont know what to do or how to bring it up without her feeling more shitty than she already does. because everything is going wrong that can so clearly i cant bring that up and make her hate herself or me any more.

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Some ed movies/series and books cause I have quite a few saved up and I feel like sharing 😄

Movies/series

To the bone

Starving in suburbia

Red band society (on yt too)

Thin

Insatiable

Taste of Emptiness (on yt too)

Kate’s secret

America's next top model

Perfect Body (on yt too)

For the Love of Nancy(on yt too)

Dying to Dance (on yt too)

When friendship kills

Sharing the secret

Hunger point

Super skinny me

Super slim me

Supersize VS superskinny

Books

Skins

Sharing the secret

Wintergirls

Wasted

Full

The opposite of butterfly hunting

Before we were blue

Thinandbeautiful.com

Addicted to perfect

Emilee

Elena Vanishing

Hope and other luxuries

Size zero

Unbearable lightness

Dying to be thin

Sick enough

The predatory lies of anorexia

Summer’s dream

The best little girl in the world

Wasted

You're welcome stay skinny 😘

Will add on when I find more

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Feral dog top in a rut that will pin me down and fuck into me until their knot becomes just too big to move, but that doesn’t stop them from holding a vibrator to my dick just to feel me clench-

Or I mean… normal thoughts, right???

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“What do you want for Halloween?”

Fucked. I want to be fucked.

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I had a dream that a bunch of people were making jokes about how the economy was so bad that gay people couldn't afford closets and were just "in the corner"

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oh my god i need him making fun of me for being a desperate mess all the time . please??? "does my pathetic little puppy need something?" what if i came right now actually

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Recipes --

Hey, I plan to add to this as I go, this is just gonna be an ever changing index of recipes that can be looked through. These are a mix of recipes I have found from other people, some with my own edits, and some without - each have a link to the corresponding post.

Breakfasts -

Pancakes - 184/148cals total for 4-6 pancakes

Banana Waffles - 80-100cals per serving (makes 4-5 servings)

Crepes - 52cals per serving (makes 6 servings)

Soups -

Carrot and Ginger Soup - 118cals per serving (and total)

Savoury Meals -

Chana Masala (Chickpea Curry) - 189cals per serving (makes 2 servings)

Shakshuka - 124cals per serving (and total)

Grilled Lime Chicken - 156cals per serving (makes 2 servings)

Snacks/Desserts -

Cooked Cinnamon Apple - 35-75cals per serving (depends on size of apple)

Small Chocolate Mug Cake - 50cals total

Banana Muffins - 108cals per serving (makes 6 servings)

Carrot Cake Muffins - 98cals per serving (makes 6 servings)

Chocolate Cupcakes - 100 per serving (makes 12 servings)

Apple Pie Cookies - 95 per serving (makes 12 servings)

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i love when i'm in the car at night and i look out the window and the moon is following me. it's so romantic. we've been doing this since i was a child

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Forever thinking of Blake being amused at my name LMAOOOOO

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gay people house meshi