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More ISAT self inserts. Make em.

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Other party members looping with their own version of Loop are good but other party members looping with Loop still being a Siffrin Loop are a special kind of painful to me.

Because like... This is someone Loop loved. And they did this to them, didn't they? They gave up and passed the baton. And now someone they care about has to go through what they did.

When it's Siffrin at least Loop can have that barrier of self hatred to make it hurt less. But if it were Mira, or Bonbon, or Isa, or Odile... They'd be absolutely crushed. They'd be SO gutted.

Do you think Loop would look at these people that they loved more than life itself and feel a burning ache where their heart used to be? A phantom pain of a shattering heart because they have to sit there and smile and nod along as they watch someone they would give their life for wilt away under this pressure.

When Bonnie stops being irritated and angry and is just tired and wants to go home.

When Isabeau stops even bothering to tell jokes or act dumb and jovial anymore.

When Mirabelle laments how she's the worst chosen one to ever do it in a only half joking manner.

When Odile begins to hate Vaugarde and feel like she's cursed by her own blood because she's stuck there.

When Loop sees just how much these people loved them. Love Siffrin. And they threw it all away. In a last ditch effort at some stray hope of relief.

That shit hurts real bad man.

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I think about this a lot. siffrin your whimsy and your anxiety is making you look like a cool rogue assassin. siffrin no

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i think one of the funniest parts of me playing thru itas is that like. i started out going "omg im gonna kin siffrin" and then i played and went "oh. oh no we ARE very similar but also we r juuuuust different enough that actually we r fundamentally different people"

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what if they're BOTH tiny at the same time and sitting together on a flower ...

Day 96: BUGS

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I gooooot carried away

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it's thanks to you

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is this how it goes

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i bring silly sifloop comic

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Got the urge to draw them comfortable and at peace for once

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based on one of the memes in this post by @loop-lover-central

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relax, take it easy

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getting some of the worst cute aggression of my life rn i stg. i need to punch a wall

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OH NOOOOO I WASNT EXPECTING MIRABELLE TO BE SO RELATABLE.......................................

the truest aro moment. going "well im attracted to everyone equally! i dont really have a type!"

took me YEARS to realize that that meant i wasnt romo attracted to anyone vs being romo attracted to everyone. and i Like relationships!!!! ppl feeling romo for me just makes me have panic attacks tho <3 (which ig makes me ambivalent abt it? i like thinking abt it n seeing other ppl be happy i just dont like it aimed at me)

:( .......... i wasnt expecting to tear up in this scene ousdfhjkcn

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i was going to ask what the canonical birthdays of the start again cast are but i got distracted by the thought that it'd be REALLY funny if either none or all of the cast were cancers bc 🦀

that would indeed have been really funny, but life does not work that way... here are their birthdays, and since i have written it here its canon

traveler: september 1st

housemaiden: july 27th

fighter: march 9th

researcher: may 16st

kid: april 3rd

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bonding with friends over your favourite fictional little guys

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my emotions abt loop and siffrin so far are like.

with loop i wanna like. full cat mode playing with fav mouse toy. I Want To Eat Them they r SOOOOO FUC KGIN CUUUUUTEEEEE WTF. i would both kill AND die for them.

with siffrin i want to give him very nice soup and a warm blanket and cuddle him super hard for a very very very long time and smother him in affection. affectiom