eeveleon

[eeveleon]

A pup helping the kids beat a hard level in Super Mario Land, 1989

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enough.

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every single fucking thing on earth exists solely to put a dent in your newly applied nail polish

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fries. envelopes. ive been awake for 18 hours can i go to bed now.

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do the kids today even know about azlyrics? the calming lavender?

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turns out I’ll always carry my 15 year old self. silly me

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the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .

for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...

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i don’t think people understand how much of life is grief. not just people dying, but losing the version of yourself you thought you’d become. grieving the city you had to leave. the friends you lost not in argument, but in silence. the summer that will never come back. the feeling that maybe you peaked at 12 when you were reading books under the covers and believing in forever

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it is so funny to me how i started learning english on my own age 10 because the manga i was reading was turning so so so bad i went to fan content to cope with how shit it was. and 15 years later this pays off as my boss tells me i'm an essential asset in the team as the only fluent english-speaker.

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Me: I’m going to start only eating when I’m hungry. That way I won’t snack all day long and I can enjoy proper meals when I actually need them instead :)

Me 22hrs after my last solid food: wait fuck I forgot about the ADHD

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it sucks that even todo lists get affected by the adhd 'absorption of stationary objects into their environment thus leading to effective invisibility' thing

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i love when i “make a mental note” of something. it’s gone within 20 seconds

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every day should be like i wake up & my first thought is a beautiful idea of a fun & new activity & i spend my day accomplishing it

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They should invent a method of asking for reassurance that nobody secretly hates you that doesn't make people secretly hate you.

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Are you looking for something casual?

does it fucking look like im capable of being casual about anything at all