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Can’t help but always pick him in party selections. 💚

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Handers kiss quick painting

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He's fine...

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I have been thinking about Anders again 🙏 praying for him in the new game, so excited to play!

Redraw of my old Anders from two years ago here!

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What a day of unexpected splendor💕

(I finally finished my Veilguard stamp rally prize for Anime Expo woo!!)

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“I’ll hold on to you, Hawke. Till the very end”

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Thinking about fenris again

And I still think the wildest thing to me is how openly in love with hawke he is during the breakup period while refusing to discuss it with hawke.

Like, no, I'm not gonna discuss if we can ever be together or why exactly I left beyond what I already said or what I want us to be.

But I will wear your favor that makes it clear to our entire friend group that we're a thing, even if we're not technically a thing right now

I will declare that "I am yours" proudly in front of everyone if you so much as look at me

I will tell Anders plainly, in front of you, that leaving you was the hardest thing I've had to do which is saying something- no I will not discuss that with you, don't ask.

I will get notably jealous if you flirt with the crow or qunari assassin in front of me, even if we haven't resolved this

No, I'm not making puppy dog eyes but also I really love following you every where, thank you for inviting me to deal with your generational trauma and to help that one assassin- also did you know elves fuck, felt the need to mention that, remember we fuck.

Dude, really is like "we cannot have a relationship, I am not capable of handling it, I am not capable of giving you what you need or deserve- also I'm in love with you, don't look at me, but don't leave or look at anyone else- thanks"

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Idiotic AU of an AU where Aanya leaves baby Rook with his father: Hawke, the hot fereldan dirtbag

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“I taught you better than this, little bird. What do we do when our crew needs us?”

“…get up. Get up as many times as it takes.”

Her ferocious expression softened. “Then get up, my love. You are the best of me, the best of that hot fereldan dirtbag that helped me make you. Get up and face your demons, Red Raven.”

“What … what are you?” The words were rough as sandpaper in his throat. “Are you…?”

“Oh, baby bird. I’m only as real as you let me be in this place. I’m the part of you that knows you’ll sleep when you’re dead. Now get the hell up and figure this hellscape out. Are you going to let some arrogant egg keep locked down like a chump?”

Rook dragged himself to his feet. All around were whispers.

You put all of Antiva at risk with your stupidity.

You let thousands die as Minrathous burned.

I trusted you and you let me die.

I TRUSTED YOU AND YOU LET US DIE.

“Come on, kiddo. Your mom’s right. Figure this shit out. You’ll sleep when you’re dead.”

“I’m going home. Hard, fast and loud, mama.”

Hard, fast and loud, baby bird. Go find your crew.

(Things get weird in the Prison of Regrets)

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Small doodles I just drew because I don't have the energy for drawing anything else lol

Sweaty Kaidan Alenko in booty shorts who cheered 🗣️🗣️🗣️

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Mass Effect Legendary Edition - Kaidan & Shepard

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Crow in repose 💜

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FENROW COMMISSION BE UPON YE

OOOUUHHHH MY BELOVEDS OOOOOOOUUUUUUHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH TO @/nikeliferous ON THE BIRD APP I WILL NEVER RECOVER

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Ok but Emmrich in this outfit 🖤

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smooch!