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even the strongest people get tired

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lovely

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effy stonem core

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have you ever just cried because you’re you

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pain is the only thing that wont abandon me

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everything hurts and i don’t know how to stop it

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it eats me alive.

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art parallels jeremy lipking, federico zandomeneghi, serge marshennikov, allan douglas davidson, svetlana tartakovska

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

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“It’s all messy: the hair, the bed, the words, the heart. Life.”

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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kaveh akbar, 'calling a wolf a wolf' // doc luben, 'love letters or suicide notes' // @/nutnoce, tumblr // 'my body's made of crushed little stars', mitski // @/ojibwa, tumblr // 'spring', mary oliver

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something will always be wrong with me. i will never be whole

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You don’t get it, this pain never goes away

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I’m tired of wishing I was dead.

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I’m going to have to live my whole life sad, aren’t I?